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That Moment

We were sitting side to side, thinking what would we say to each other. When you finally started the conversation bluntly then our eyes met. My heart skipped a beat, then I turned my eyes off of you. There were a lot of things that I wanna say to you, but my mind got blanked. Me sitting next to you, makes me think-less. My favorite part is whenever you smile. You were just the same. As always. As…

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Anxiety (tossing turning in your sleep)

Anxiety (tossing turning in your sleep)

[ Anxiety: distress or uneasiness of mind caused by fear of danger or misfortune (Source: Dictionary.com) ]

In my age (currently 25) as an early-adult, anxiety probably one of the most pop up word in the back of the head. Why? because in this age, people are having lot of life goals. Sometimes not their own life goals, but the society. Many people especially in Asia get married around this age.…

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Do I needed you?

If I do then why am I doing fine now?

I thought that you will be my last love but I was wrong. I thought I loved you but I wasn’t. And I thought you loved me but you weren’t.

I never imagine that someone like you will come. Never crossed my mind that I’d say “yes” to someone I barely know.

I was tired.

As now I realized, because I was trying so hard to be in love with you.

Regrets are here, by my…

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If you’re not the one, then why do I always ended up thinking of you every single day?

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Memories

I can’t remember the day we became strangers. But I can’t forget the day you reached me.

I’ve tried to forget you. But I keep on remember your scent.

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Stop Being Apathy Sebelumnya gue mau diclaimer dulu ah. Hehehe. Gue posting ini nggak ada maksud buat sombong, ria, ujub, apalah itu namanya.

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Strange thing

Gue ngerasa aneh. Sebenernya gue ini harus bersikap gimana. Pertama, ngapain dia nge sok sok ngetest cowok yang jelas jelas gue suka. Kedua, dia berani ngajak jalan cowok yang gue suka dibelakang gue. Is that even right?

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That Was a Sign

That Was a Sign

In life, we never know what will happen. Some times ago, I posted “Is It a Sign?” then try to embrace myself with positivity and keep on thinking that bad things will never happen. But, as time goes by, about a month later after I posted that blog post, it happened. That bad thing I’ve imagined.

But then I’m not too surprised. Cause I know deep inside, that it will happen and only time will…

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Is it a sign?

I just hope that this is just a coincidence.

As I dreamt about things I shouldn’t 😥

But why tho? Why does these all happens at the same time?

I just hope for the best to come.

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As days gone by, we are getting more and more look alike 😽 https://www.instagram.com/p/BwXCpbyHJX_/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=57kwpycu3hu0

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Akhirnya, selesai juga baca ini :") Hampir sebulan ini setiap mau tidur disempetin buat baca buku ini meskipun cuma beberapa halaman. Ternyata ampuh buat bikin otak tetep "waras" selama melewati minggu-minggu yang berat xD meskipun ada beberapa kali kebawa mimpi jalan-jalan di gurun pasir. Isi buku ini, lebih keren daripada ekspektasi gue. Ini buku kedua Paulo Coelho yang gue baca setelah Veronika Decides to Die. Buku sebelumnya dalam bahasa Inggris sedangkan yang ini versi bahasa. Kenapa baca yang bahasa? Karena ternyata lebih murah kak :"  Buku ini bercerita tentang perjalanan seorang anak gembala bernama Santiago yang berkelana dari Spanyol ke padang pasir Mesir untuk mencari harta karun terpendam di Piramida-Piramida.  Buku ini cenderung lebih ringan dibanding buku sebelumnya yang gue baca. Tapi maknanya lebih dalam.  Kalo dipikir-pikir rasanya kayak baca buku The Little Prince gitu. Ringan, tapi banyak arti tersurat di dalam kisahnya.  Not gonna spoil the story, tapi memang buku ini harus masuk ke "must read list" kalian yang suka baca. So, here are some of my fav lines. "Dan saat engkau menginginkan sesuatu, seluruh jagat raya bersatu padu untuk membantumu meraihnya." "Kalau emas yang kautemukan itu terbuat dari unsur murni, maka dia tidak akan rusak. Dan kau bisa selalu kembali. Tapi kalau emas yang kautemukan itu  hanya sepuhan belaka, seperti bintang jatuh, kau tidak akan menemukan apa-apa saat kau pulang nanti." "Aku dulu bermimpi, dan aku bertemu seorang raja. Aku menjadi penjual kristal dan menyebrangi padang pasir. Dan karena perang antarsuku, aku pergi ke sumur, mencari sang alkemis. Jadi, aku mencintaimu karena seisi jagat raya ini bekerja sama membantuku menemukanmu." #PauloCoelho #sangalkemis https://www.instagram.com/p/Bv8-WZ4HVXv/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=18qf7fr6vemes

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Partner in this cruel muggle world. https://www.instagram.com/p/Bu_kLtmHsGN/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1xnr373do3t3y

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I don't trust nobody and nobody trusts me https://www.instagram.com/p/Bu_jzlhnueL/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=146zm5it6f41m

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 “When you say yes to others, make sure you are not saying no to yourself.” Paulo Coelho https://www.instagram.com/p/Bu6VOUQHyzP/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=baygty88kuxe

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Remember today

I never thought about everything that happens until today is really happening.

I mean like, I never thought that 5 months ago I’ve got engaged with someone I’ve never dreamt of. Like, it was such a big step of my life.

After all bad things that happens before, I’ve only believe that one day I deserve better.

And that eventually happened, and even keeps on happening.

I don’t know.

I’m just feeling…

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eh ada yang inframe https://www.instagram.com/p/BraRBZ3heTs/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=w16pyfcsrjri

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"Sunday nakal ga?" Sekarang yang ditanyain papah anaknya yang ini. Captured by @jelitaramadhan https://www.instagram.com/p/BraQwMEBOEO/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=iyi0fgsaevcj