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ChatGPT is actually so good bruh it’s giving me the best excuses not to e4t cuz I’m going to my friends house for a few days and I don’t want to e4t so much, especially since every time I go I always do so I especially need good excuses, and it always gives me so much motivation and helps with low c@l f00ds and recipes and shi it’s actually so helpful with this 3d thank you ai 🙏

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Man, sometimes I hate this ed especially because I’m not even at my gw lol. But I have so many aspirations, things I wanna be and do, but there’s so much confusion within that because of the ed. I can’t decide what I want to do in life because all I can think of is just that I wanna be sk1nny, I feel like all my passions sort of faded, because in the end my goals and focuses are always what I can do to perfect my appearance, it sucks that I think so much about life and just everything, I’m constantly thinking about the world and universe and the meaning to things and all of that but then when push comes to shove I don’t want to do anything because I just want to do what I can to be sk1nny. Idk how to explain this I just feel done for

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Is it normal to think anyone who lost w8 or is sk1nny has an 3d??? I feel like I always assume everyone has an 3d and they’re all conspiring to be better and sk1nn13r than me 😭

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Minecraft(?!?) TH1NSP°!!!

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This might be tmi but do NOT and I repeat do NOT exceed your fiber intake limit… I’ve been stuck on the toilet… have had the WORST d14rhe4 known to man… HORRIBLE stomach ache and gas… I’ve made this mistake before and obviously did not learn my lesson I am so stupid 😭

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Guys. I just discovered the most FUN WAY TO EXERCISE!!! JUST DANCE!!! You can literally find the videos on YouTube and just follow along, it’s genuinely so much fun, I really love dancing but never did it before professionally so I suck lol and it’s actually so fun, I get to practice and hopefully get better at dancing all the while burning c@ls!!! Try it out guys I swear it’s so much fun I’m having the time of my life rn. 🪩 💃 🕺

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How many c@ls do you guys think is good for workout days? Like let’s say I have 3 workout days and the others I’m heavily r3str1ct1ng, does anyone have any recommendations? Even for the r3str1c1v3 days? Mostly for the workout days tho

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Wish I lived alone so I could do this. Along with a bunch of other Ana affs everywhere 🥲 One day when I move out…

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“Don’t give up what you want most for what you want now.”

Is it really worth it?

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TW M14!!!

It sucks bc I always fall back to m14 but my teeth are so sensitive now. I was in it DEEP 2 years ago, doing it multiple times every single day for the whole year, now my teeth are so sensitive, anything even remotely cold or hot hurts my teeth, even just touching them, sometimes even eating something room temperature hurts them, they started turning black at one point but luckily got them fixed, I don’t want to ruin them anymore than they already are, especially have them fall out or get actually black I don’t have dental insurance and can’t afford to pay out of pocket, but it always goes back to m14. All the time. I’ll b/p, or just want to have a taste of ice cream or cookies but can’t bear the thought of them processing so I resort to m14, I let myself 34t the things I want bc I know I can expel it after but my teeth are so fucked up. Ugh I hate this I just wanna be 4n4 and not have to p/rg3 anything at all but I have the biggestttt sweet tooth. What do I do?

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I’ve been so inactive bc I’ve been busy and binging :,) trying to come back, I always say this tho. I sort of wanna try quitting nic to see if it’ll help me l0s3 w8, since it’s the only thing that keeps me okay while e4ting lowkey, cuz it does dumb you out a lil. But at the same time addiction is a B1TCH I really don’t want to 😭

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I want to be şķ1ññý so that when I talk to people I don’t feel like I’m hiding f@ț under my clothes. To not feel like a walking catfish.

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Look what I found at the store the other day!😄😄😄

No.

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My reasons/motivations to ☆ve <3

1. To wear anything I want and feel confident and pretty, not having to worry about how my outfits gonna look because sk1nny IS the outfit, even wearing the ugliest clothes.

2. To be able to tell I’m sk1nny even with baggy clothes.

3. To dress up for fun, to wear a cute outfit do my makeup and hair and everything for no reason, just because I know I look good and to feel genuinely confident. And take pictures!

4. This goes with the one above, taking pictures!! Taking pictures and actually liking them, feeling pretty in them, and to feel confident posting them since I look good.

5. To post myself and feel pretty in them and not delete it right after.

6. To go out wearing anything I want because I don’t want to hide my b0dy anymore I want to show it off! To want to show off how sk1nny I am.

7. To sit, stand, lay, or be in any position but not cover my tummy with my arms because in any angle I look sk1nny and pretty, to be confident in any way I move I still look th1n.

8. To not be afraid or embarrassed of myself, going out or hanging out with people. To not cancel on them because I don’t want anyone to perceive me, quite the opposite to WANT to go out because I WANT people to perceive me and how sk1nny I am.

9. For people to compliment me. For people to tell me how pretty I am and I know the reason why. For people to compliment my b0dy for example “your b0dy is tea!”

10. For people to ask if I’m okay, for them to worry. For people to ask me if I’ve e4t3n or to tell me I should e4t something.

11. For people to be jealous of how sk1nny and pretty I am.

12. To be the th1nn3st sk1nn13st person in the room or pictures. But VISIBLY. Not averagely th1n, to not be average or unnoticeable. To be NOTICEABLY sk1nny in any room that I’m the first person people look at.

13. Not only to be sk1nn13r than everyone else but to also have the most self control. In a setting where everyone’s e4t1ng, I’m the only one who isn’t or if anything I’ll only take a small bite because I have the discipline and control, and it makes me look delicate and petite.

14. The control, the discipline. To be able to resist and never regret.

15. If people insult how I look and they try to sk1nny shame me it’ll be a compliment, for example “you’re sk1n and b0n3s!” Is so validating and fueling.

16. People treating me nicer because I’m so delicate and fragile, doing things for me, pretty (in other words sk1nny privilege).

17. If I get rejected, I won’t be as hurt because I’ll be confident enough and know it’s not because of my looks because I’m sk1nny, I won’t worry about “they don’t like me because I’m f4t :(“ It’s their loss.

18. To feel cold all the time, it’s like feeling fragile, maybe even be offered a jacket. In a setting where everyone is hot and sweating but I’m shivering cold and they’ll be all confused and I’ll still look pretty from not sweating.

19. To want to look in the mirror and liking what I see. To not be afraid of showering or even changing clothes because I’m okay with myself being n4k3d, whether it be alone or with a partner, no shame or embarrassment. Instead, pride.

20. To regain my spark, being sk1nny makes me so happy and euphoric (especially while 🌟ving) I get more energized and have more personality since I’m not so depressed and h8 myself so much. Being sk1nny makes me less afraid to be myself because sk1nny people are always less judged.

21. To take a bite in front of other people and not feel gross and disgusting, big backed, because I’m still the sk1nn13st and it doesn’t make a difference, not feeling ashamed to e4t in front of people.

22. For people to question if I just have a really fast metabolism and maybe even ask, but it’s a secret 🤫

23. For people to question how I lost w8, or for them to simply comment “you look different.” Comments like “you look sl1mm3r.”

24. To be different than the rest since no one is as sk1nny as I am, and that gives me more attention, people are willing to listen more and to acknowledge you more.

25. For life to genuinely feel good. To feel good waking up knowing I have the b0dy I’ve yearned for and worked for. To have motivation to go through the day, not dreading the next.

26. To not only see myself look good in the mirror but from a first hand perspective, to look down and see my fl4t even c0nc4v3 tummy and overall th1n figure.

27. Having visible b0n3s. Even if I’m wearing a shirt or top, to have my r1bs still be visible.

28. To wear low waist pants or bottoms and look good and feel good, h1pb0n3s are the outfit. Even just by wearing fitting bottoms they’re still poking out.

29. To have visible ch3st b0n3s

30. To have visible shoulder b0n3s, this!!! It’s so pretty, wearing a tank top or any shoulder revealing top and they stick up.

31. To have protruding shoulder bl4d3s, any open back dress/top looks so good with them sticking out.

32. F4T FR33 T0RS0!!! Imagine!!! A fl4t tvmmy, c1nch3d w41st, no mvff1n t0p or anything, being confident wearing anything revealing/fitting, even crop tops or a bathing suit.

33. To go to the beach or pool! To be confident and sk1nny in a bathing suit and look so good, not being embarrassed and ashamed of my b0dy and comparing to other people.

34. IRL TH1NSP0!!! Anywhere you go being the sk1nn13st person is being irl th1nsp0, other people look and wish they looked like you.

35. Being my own th1nsp0!!

36. To not be scared of getting wayed at the doctors office/in general and feeling embarrassed.

37. Being the IT girl (or boy).

38. To have sl1m hands/fingers, any nail shape looks good even when it’s cut down to it’s shortest. Acrylics or fake nails look even better because having sk1nny hands only enhances it.

39. Th1gh g4p!!! To not have to stand a certain way so that it’ll be visible or show at all, at any angle it’s always seperated.

40. Th1n th1ghs, even sitting down they look sl3nd3r and not feeling self conscious about sitting and them getting huge.

41. Sl1m c4lv3s!!! At any angle they look th1n and not having bulky l3gs.

42. To not be bl04t3d.

43. To feel like I’m in an 4n4 film, pretending I’m the star who’s super sk1nny and it’s a doc about my life with it.

44. To be aesthetic no matter what.

45. Some people can be touchy, but not fearing they’ll be that way towards me, like a nudge or even accidentally touching my b3lly or w41st for example because if anything I’ll want them to feel my b0n3s and how sk1nny I am and hope that they even comment about it like “woah!”

46. To be picked up and not feel self conscious about what if they think I’m h34vy but instead be confident and enjoy it because I’ll know that they’ll feel how light I am, light as a feather.

47. Like above, but sitting in a crowded car/seat or a setting where everyone is shoulder to shoulder and not worrying they’ll feel my f4t, instead I can feel them bumping into my b0n3s and it feels validating.

48. To FEEL light, to walk with silent steps because my b0dy isn’t heavy enough for my feet to stomp loudly, to feel like I’m floating on a cloud all the time. Even while wearing heavy clothes or heavy shoes.

49. To feel my b0dy e4t1ng away at itself, to feel empty and petite, a growling b3lly is an applause rather than discomfort.

50. Simply to be sk1nny. Would solve 999 of my problems. To be happy. To be confident. To like myself. To like looking in the mirror. Not live in shame and guilt of over e4t1ng or b1ng1ng, to not repeat the cycle that leads me to the same dark place as always. To not feel pathetic and gross. To not h8 myself. To feel comfortable in my b0dy.

Don’t just imagine. Do it, live it.

“Nothing tastes as good as sk1nny feels” <3

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Got termed ://😀☹️ was @ thegloomybat

Ahhhh so i start again. Moots pls comment or follow!!! Trying to rebuild my account again :,)