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my boys got that laterality disorder where his kidneys are on top of his heart and he thinks good is evil and evil is good and usually it doesn't cause any problems but the other day we were playing in the garden where the light don't touch and he looked at me dead serious in the eyes with his left eye right and his right eye left and he said he was thinking about building a machine of discernment that could sort things of one kind from things of another kind and that's when i knew he had gone too far. so i had to put him down.

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Clive Wearing's diaries

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Bas Jan Ader

Spalding Gray

Ray Johnson

Donald Crowhurst

(Percival Bartlebooth)

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took some cryptid pictures of brian eno. he was doing a guest lecture

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took some cryptid pictures of brian eno. he was doing a guest lecture

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on the 2nd of march i had been lethargic in bed for weeks staring at the ceiling for days in a row and when i finally looked down again i saw paul simon sitting next to the window. this vision would keep repeating every day; paul simon sitting next to the window trying to write a song and me refusing to help him. we did not like eachother but neither of us was able to leave the room. two weeks later i moved out and i never saw him again

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imagine paul simon reading art garfunkel’s what is it all but luminous: notes from an underground man and seeing his own asolescent words looking back up at him from another’s poem.

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going to make a coveralbum of an album i made in 2021

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been waiting for -- hours

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new lamps

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couldn't make anything good anymore thought it might be because im doing too well so went insane. still not making anything good. what was the point

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weekly therapy + post therapy treat tomorrow god damn pastries

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brain hurt jaw hurt