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Today I messed up
.. Again
I keep messing up. What's wrong with me!!? Why can't I be skinny?!! Why can't I stop eating ?!!! I hate food sm!!!!!!! I fucking hate it!!!! I didn't count my calorie intake nor did I drink any water!!!!! I hate myself!! I'm a good for nothing!!!! I fucking hate everything about me!!!!
I pray I won't wake up tomorrow. I'd love to sleep.
I'm tired.
#this is depressing#i want to kms#disordered eating in tags#ed but not sheeran#time to kms#aaaahhhh#why am i like this#whyyyy#sleep#im cryin#i want to disappear#i hate my stomach#i hate calories#water#what the fuck#fuck this#life is unfair#i wanna die#i wanna sleeeeep
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So I feel empty.
There's no feeling lol. It's just empty. Emotionally? Idk, I feel like I'm floating within my body ~(つˆДˆ)つ。☆
My favourite things have become or seem so boring to me. I don't like them like I used to. Ik what's causing this feeling but I am never able to get it away (/・ω・(-ω-)
It lingers on me. Day's and years have past but that particular feeling still stays the same and with me. I hate it. \(๑╹◡╹๑)ノ♬
I wish I was dead already<3
#this is depressing#i have a problem#nobody#it's not as simple as just eating#help#music#dream#empty inside#Spotify
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What I Eat In A Day?
Daily Water Intake 2 100ml
Breakfast
Water 300ml 0cal
Scrambled eggs (3) 273cal
Energy drink 100ml 12cal
Lunch
Sweet Potato 100g 86cal
Fried Potato (1 cup) 152cal
Water 600ml 0cal
Snacks
Coffee 0cal
Freegel Candy (5) 385cal
Water 600ml 0cal
Calorie intake: 908cal
I'm so freaking stupid! Why! Why!
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i want scrambled eggs 。:゚(╥﹏╥)゚:。
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Monday, May 01
Today was peaceful.
I didn't binge which is absolutely great.
I didn't think of food that much either and that's what I loved the most.
It's now 21:24 .I've settled in bed already.
I'll sleep at 22:00.
#ed but not sheeran#i wanna lose weight#disordered eating in tags#eating disoder trigger warning#food#my day#growth#bingedisorder#tw eating issues#Spotify
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What I Eat In A Day?
Monday, May 01
Daily Water Intake : 2 100ml
Breakfast
Coffee 0cal
Water 600ml 0cal
Lunch
Coffee 0cal
Water 600ml 0cal
Dinner
Water 600ml 0cal
Chicken Soup 600ml 330cal
Snacks
Water 300ml 0cal
Rooibos Chamomile Tea 0cal
Freegel Candy 84cal
Calorie intake - 416cal
#ed but not sheeran#it's not as simple as just eating#disordered eating mention#eating disoder trigger warning#disordered eating in tags#food#i wanna lose weight#weirdcore#tw weight#calories#tw eating issues
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