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[hamartiannn]

Okay, and how many aura points would I lose if I just say that "I started to read Kama Sutra just rn, because of this post/them"????

Like....

If it weren't for the Chinese government, Old Xian would have drawn these 2 having sex in all the Kama Sutra positions.

[hamartiannn]

Alright!

Y'all remember when I said something like "I wanted Shoto to be the actual traitor!"????

Let me explain that...

Soo... Think about a scenery that goes like this...

After Shoto born, Dabi actually never hated him. No. He did not. Never.

He always knew what Endeavor wanted, and Shoto indeed was what he wanted.

So, he understand Shoto...

And after he Shoto started to the Academy, he kept an eye on him.

And once he was alone, he told him the truth. He told him that he is actually his "dead" brother Touya Todoroki.

Then add that he wanted nothing from him, he didn't want to hurt him or others, cause his problem was with Endeavor, not others.

He said that he understood Shoto. Just like him, he was nothing but a bridge to the Top... Endeavor didn't also loved him... He loved Shoto's potential, just like he once loved Dabi's...

Shoto only said "Okay..." cause he wanted nothing but the suffering to end. Yes, he loved his father... But he was hurting him, his mother, and siblings. The world needed to know the truth.

So, Shoto offered a DNA test and a video explanation of everything their father did so they can kill his legacy, before actually killing him.

No one knew about this deal. No one.

When the day come, once "Dabi's Dance" started, Shoto fly next to him.

Dabi greeted him with opened arms as Shoto hugged him.

Dabi was calling him "little brother" and Shoto calling him "older brother".

Endeavor started to understand. His sons betrayed him. Everything was over. His past, his sins were there to finally hunt him.

Both Shoto and Dabi was smiling.

They finally were braking the curse that sealed up on them, to their family.

After the speech, Shoto came next to his brother, putting a reliable hand on his shoulder, he said that it was over.

He was leaving, for now, to help others, and Dabi can play with Endeavor, all alone, as they promised, if he wanted he always can come to help Shoto with the "villians" after he is done with their "villian", Endeavor. Then he left the scene.

[hamartiannn]

Now... Let's talk About BkDk...

Cause I got some stuff to say...

I love them... Like really really LOVE them.

They are completing each others...

(Might be little spoiler, nothing big.)

Their story, their rivalry... It's soo special.

In the beginning, Katsuki was distant to Izuku, acts like he hated him... But in the last seasons their story's really changed I guess, they are more like a team now.

I did not read the manga but it looks like they obviously won't be ending up with each other... I mean it looks like no one ends up with each other/someone????

And that's makes me sad... Like really sad. Because BkDk obviously can heal each other, protect each other, and be THE PERSON they need around them...

Okay, I also get the Ochaco and Deku hype too... But... After seeing the "doomed yuri" vibes of Toga and Ochaco... Nahhh... Toga and her are better together 🥺

(KiriMina, KamiJirou are also my special ones tho... And... Would I sound weird if I said I like IidaMomo more than TodoMomo?? Like I can't imagine Shoto in a relationship... After seeing his parents, I'm sure he just would rather dying single... Sorry I'm making him suffer but that's more realistic if you ask me. 😭😭😭)

(Btw under this there is a SPOILER art of DkDk... Soo... Be careful.)

[hamartiannn]

Okay, this month I had wanted to watch My Hero Academia.

And today I just finished watching last season.

With one sentence...

It was perfect 😭🥺

I need to say that I was totally not expecting this.

(There's a panel from the manga final, not much, but if you didn't saw it, it still might be spoiler! AND THERE WILL BE A LOT OF SPOILERS.)

LET'S GOO!!

FIRST THING FIRST.

Before starting to watch the show, I thought there would be less blood, drama, fights and everything , if you know what I mean... But damn... It was the opposite...

Especially the last 2-3 seasons.

If you asked me, every character was well written! Both heroes and the villains!!!

Their family dramas, or their general stories. It was all soo good to watch. BUT ALSO SUFFERING.

ESPECIALLY THE TODOROKI FAMILY. Dabi's and Shoto's story. IT WAS BEAUTIFUL.

I never thought, in the end, Dabi would go that far. I mean, I thought he would only hate Endeavor and wanted to kill only him, but his hate to Shoto was always obvious in the show, and it made me sad... I wanted Shoto to be understood by Dabi.

Cause Shoto also got tortured by his father... Went through everything that Dabi went through... I wanted Dabi to talk to him and protect him from Endeavor. You know as his big brother! (For a second I even wanted Shoto to be the traitor, and give Dabi some information about Endeavor and others, so Dabi could kill Endeavor. Or even they don't kill him, at least telling whole world about Endeavor's real story, and cancel him from hero existence. 🥱😶‍🌫️)

Then I never thought Hawks's story would be that deep, and his character would be that two sided (?) I mean... Dude killed Twice... Sorry not sorry but after that, even though I liked Hawks, he was like dead for me. I can't love him as I loved him in the beginning... Sorry... (DabiHawks for life btw 🥱🤌🙏🏻)

Then, I'm not sure about this part, as I did not read the manga, but I heard it was not revealed that who was Deku's father??? Like, who is he???Even before watching the show, I use to hear some fan theories about it, you know, All for One being his father?? But like... There was no single information about him in the end???

Then lastly, for now, I never thought the female characters was that good written 😍

I loved every single one of them as I said before! Their quirks, energies, story's and their roles in the fights, it was soo cool and sweet to watch!

As I said, that's all I can say about the anime, but I'll probably add more about my opinions to my blog later!!

God, I'm now a real My Hero Academia fan 🥲😭🥺

[hamartiannn]

@sunaddicted posted a beautiful headcanon about the money batbros use...

Let me also made my own...

Dick, obviously, doesn't use Bruce's money. At least not because he is "Bruce's son"...

Let me be more clear, all Titans and Young Justice members gets a average salary ever month... He also uses that salary. And, obviously, that's money is for his "job" as a hero... He gives something to take a salary and it's being Nightwing not being Bruce's son. And it's enough for him. After a while he also starts to work in the Wayne Enterprise's too. ONLY BECAUSE HE WAS CAPABLE TO. NOT BECAUSE HE IS BRUCE'S SON.

Same for my dear Tim. He was working in Wayne Enterprise's since like 18... But before that he was just using the "Hero Salary". Which was more than enough. Plus... He was already rich...

Damian... My baby boy was also born rich... But until 18, Bruce specifically didn't want him to use that money. So he didn't, he used Bruce's money and the hero salary. It was, again, more than enough. Then just like his brothers he started to work in Wayne Enterprise's...

But about Jason... He is complicated... He used the hero salary as a Robin, that's for sure. But... After everything happened, and Talia bring him to LoA, he started to use her money for a while. With every "mission" he accomplish, he got some money. And as he could not use it that much, the money got piled up. Than after getting back to Gotham he had some, a lot, money to spend for a while. But still, as he stood around as Red Hood... He started to have a hero salary.

Then... If we get into the details for my own world... Let me say this first, yes, Jason used Talia's money, but his girlfriend Cheryl was already rich as her (grand+) parents was also people who worked for Ra's Al Ghul, for maybe centuries... So, he didn't even need money of his own.

But even after that... He was a Lawyer and she was a Psychologist, so they also didn't need Ra's Al Ghul's money. What I am saying is, THEY END UP BEING RICH. But... They just decide to buy a farm just out of Gotham and redesign it and make it a HOME, their HOME. Which cost them some money... But why would they care... It was not even theirs, it was Ra's Al Ghul's money 🤷🏼‍♀️🤷🏻‍♂️ -imagine these emojis are Cheryl and Jason... But Cheryl is a red head...Yeah...-

(Btw, the hero salary is not Bruce's money. My man is rich but not THAT rich. The hero's salaries paid by the government and by Bruce, Oliver and Diana -she is also rich come on-)

[hamartiannn]

OKAY THIS IS HILARIOUS... BUT!!!! I CAN MAKE IT A TRAUMA/ANGST...

Hush... Just hear me out. I'll be loud and clear 🤫

Dick only knows how some of the drugs (most if the drugs) taste like because of Roy Harper/Arsenal...

Roy was a drug addict, obviously... And just in case, in any scenario... If Roy would get in a overdose, and Dick somehow end up being the one who finds him... Dick tasted drugs so he can do some emergency medical intervention according to the drug he used at that time.

It's not like he would EVER do drugs, I mean... He rathers alcohol high, just like Bruce, but that's not the point rn. Stick to the point...

Not after Jason was always around him with his big green emerald eyes... He could not take the risk of getting caught by him while he is "high". Could not tkae the risk of letting him relive the same scenario, but this time it's not his mother but his older brother... No.

Robin!Jason: I wonder if different brands of shampoo taste different

Dick: They do

Jason:

Dick:

Jason:

Dick: Wait, ask me again and I'll hesitate before answering this time.

[hamartiannn]

I just saw @damianwaynerocks 's cover up story about Jason's death.

For me the best one is this... Might not make sence to some of you, I totally get and respect that, but it's still the best story that I come up with...

So... Jason Peter Todd is a child born into streets right? For years he lived in Gotham's rabbit holes... And everyone knows that. Jason knows that...

So, what if he was eventually overwhelmed by the flash lights of media and the glory of being a "Wayne"?????

What if he was sick of acting all pretty and confident in front of camera's, in front of rich but actually assholes who looked down on him?????

And eventually, what if he pulled Bruce aside and ask him if he can disown him... You know. Not like disown him disown him but... Send him to another country??? Where somewhere more safe and sound and less overwhelming for him... You know, somewhere both not Gotham's streets and Wayne Manor or Gala Halls!

He feels like everyone sees him as a street rat or petty on him! And plus as if him feeling like he doesn't deserve all of that glory and there is other children on the streets where he use to be! It's soo soo much for him???

Hearing all of this, Bruce eventually excepts that offer, cause once upon a time he was also "overwhelmed" with the fact that he was only "The billionaire whose parents got murdered in a dark street!". Bruce also left Gotham. No one knew if he was dead or alive...

What's stoping Jason doing the same??? But!!! This time unlike Bruce, he had a another foster-family who took care of him!!!?? And he just had a new identity/name and surname to protect him from attention???

Yeah... That's what Jason told cameras once he back, with a big bright smile just like the rich people he hated. It was just some weeks after Arkham Knight events.

It was in a Wayne Gala... Where he also announced that he was now a Lawyer, who graduated from Gotham Law School with a honor degree as "Peter Jackson", and now he was working on executing Joker, legally, with his psychologist fiance who was working with Joker in Arkham, and who he met while he was in Russia!!!! Which that was also a lie... The did not met in Russia.... But that's another days topic...

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Okay, I decided to do one little thing to make things easier... I hope so...

If I'm writing in red they are details/facts about my current imaginary DC world/dimension/au, which also includes my own characters... And if it is NOT in red... It is also my headcanons, but it's more canon accurate?? You guys just understood me... Right??? Pls, tell me you did...

[hamartiannn]

These days I think about Damian and Jason... A lot...

So, I wanted to write about their relationship/journey in my headcanon reality/world.

This one is about their past. About Jason's League of Assassins years. Let's begin...

After Jason found by Talia (at age 17). She brings him to LOA headquarter, to Ra's...

And they heal him with the Lazarus Pit.

(In my headcanon, Jason doesn't die, he just lost his memories due to the trauma and physical damage and his consciousness because of pain and all the damage. As in Arkham Knight, his body is a wreckage and he got a humpback that needs time to heal, so he can walk without any pain...)

Then as he regained his consciounsness back... He mets with Damian (who is only 4 years old back then.) Within three month, as he somehow still remembers how to fight, Jason becomes Damian's trainer, he teaches him what he knows. Then as they get closer, from Damian, he learns that he is Bruce's son.

At first, as his memories are still fuzzy and can't really remember anything. He doesn't mind that fact. But as he starts to regain his memories, he goes insane about it.

He remembers Bruce's promises, which he did not kept. He remembers all the "I love you, Jason" that Bruce told him before he went to sleep. He remembers waiting him, begging him, in the dark warehouse to save him.

No, he doesn't want Bruce to hurt another child. No, Jason can not let that happen.

Jason warns Damian, he tells him about his, Robin's, story. He begs him to not let Bruce hurt him.

Damian promises, he won't let Bruce hurt him. And he makes Jason promise...

If one day he ever fells in that rabbit hole... Jason will be there for him. He'll guide him.

Jason promises...

But one day... He becomes the first one to leave Damian, all alone in the League...

Damian cried for days, he did not eat, or even if he did, he puked just after it. He cut his long black silky hair, which once had been grown as a symbol of the bond between them.

Jason cursed himself for days, he cried and broke things down whenever he remembered that he left Damian with those monsters in League.

They both needed each other, they both loved each other.

And only God knew what was waiting for them.

[hamartiannn]

I love my fandom 😭😭

This is soo good and funny 🤣🤣🤣

9 year old Dick: If you’re a friendless loser and you know it, clap your hands!

Bruce:

Dick: Clap. Your. Hands.

Bruce: *clap clap*

———

12 year old Jason: HEY YOU!

Jason: HEEEEEY YOU!

Jason: HEY! YOU!

Bruce: It’s not polite to not call people by their names, Robin.

Jason: Nice try, Hey You. I know my mentor’s name.

———

13 year old Tim: You see this coffee, Bruce?

Bruce: Thank you for making this for m-

Tim: This is my coffee. You are having water. Only people who don’t break mugger’s fingers get coffee.

———

Clark: Batman, your Robins are so polite. They must have been a joy to raise.

Bruce, through clenched teeth: Such a joy.

[hamartiannn]

After @incorrectbatfam 's headcanon about Bruce sleeping lights on...

I wanted to make my own headcanon about it.

Bruce keeps his lights opened, yes, but also he does not close his door... No matter where he is... In his own room or in library for example...

So, the kids can feel free to get in to the room anytime, and join him while he is on his own business.

If he is in his bed sleeping tho... All of the kids used to curl up next to him and sleep with his presence, while they were children...

And for Bruce it's always most special moments of his life. I mean, he wakes up in the middle of the night and sees one of his dear children sleeping next to him, their little body hugs him and tries to warm up in the cold Wayne Manor.

Or he wakes up while they try to get in the bed and he sees the tear on their cheeks and they talk about what was wrong. The kids tells him about their nightmare and whats bothering them. Such a sweet moment. 😭😭😭

HAVE MY HEART BRUCE "A GOOD FATHER" WAYNE 🥺

(It was mostly Jason and Dick who did that tho)

[hamartiannn]

You are a bad bad person...

My feelings... They are broken with this headCANON. 😭🥺

Bruce sleeps with the light on so his kids think he's awake and won't be afraid to come to him in the middle of the night

[hamartiannn]

I have been wanting to draw my dear Batbros lately... So, here I am, sharing the progress I made with y'all... (Couldn't wait to finish it)...

They all have long-ish hair, which is my favorite way to draw them.

I mean... After seeing Tim in Arkham Knight, Richard in his "memory lost" comics, and Jason in Gotham Knights... I decided that, yeah, I love them with LONG hair.

(I'll most probably change to suit designs and hands, but for now... In as "big picture" without details... I like it. *update* omg I also need to play with/change the colors... cause their, especially Damian and Dick's skin color looks SO weird in my phone screen... It looked super good in laptop wth?? 🤨😩 *update*)

(And I draw this as a scene from my canon world (?). After Jason comes back to the family, Richard is super angry with him, but how many f does Jay give? None. But yeah... Dick is disappointed, and Tim is standing with him, he doesn't like Jason being around, at least for now, and Damian is worried that they'll have a fight and he'll end up protecting Jason, from them. Which gonna end up making Dick even more upset and angry...)

[hamartiannn]

Alright hear me out...

Damian does not want his child/ren to become the Batman... But if the child insists and, somehow, still wants to become the Batman, even after hearing all his father Damian and grandfather Bruce said... Damian will be like "Alright... I warned you... But you're insisting... So fine, that's be it... But once you started, there is no turning back. People will be calling YOUR name and WILL BE NEEDING YOU. You'll need to take WHOLE RESPONSIBILITY."

Then they will start some kinda NEXT LEVEL of training. The child be really talented and a quick learner (like father like child).

But as time past, what Bruce and Damian was being scared of going to become true.

The poor child will be SICK OF TRYING to keep Gotham safe... Because the cycle always repeats itself. They learn that the bad guy escaped from Arkham, they fight with the villain, they put them back to jail and then weeks/months later bad guy will escape once again.

THEY WANT TO KILL THEM, AND END THE SUFFER. FOR EVERYONE WHO THE BAD GUY EVER HURT.

But Damian is there... He doesn't want his child to become a murderer like he once was, as a child. He wants them to be clean and innocent, unlike him. He helps them to control their anger, their hate...

Bruce couldn't be more proud.

But does that mean the young Batman's suffering ends, NEVER.

Thomas Wayne was Batman. Bruce Wayne is Batman. Damian Wayne will be Batman. Do y'all think Damian will be the 'my child will carry on the family legacy' kinda guy or the 'my child will not bear this burden' kinda guy?

(also I find it hilarious that while Bruce has the no-kill rule, both Thomas and Ra's would totally approve of Damian's killer instinct. Instead of slipping him money while his father is not looking, they take him out for some grandfathers-grandson killing spree (read: bonding time).)

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Part 15! Can't believe Jason would do that smh lol

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[hamartiannn]

Well, I think Bruce is a person with visual memory.

I mean he would memorize his kids faces. All the moles, all the freckles, all scars they have... And most importantly their eyes...

Bruce couldn't just sleep without making sure he remembers their eyes... It's shape, every vain on the sclera, and the whole iris with every detail...

That's actually the reason why, when he found "Jason's" body, he couldn't tell that the body he held as Jason's, wasn't actually Jason's.

He couldn't dare to look at his eyes, he couldn't saw any mole as the poor body was burned. He couldn't find any different scar than those were on Jason's body.

Because Talia was a smart woman, she carved the same scars on the death body so Bruce couldn't tell it wasn't Jason's, and she made sure that Joker tells Bruce that he carved the scars again so Jason could remember the all damage "Batman" caused.

Yeah... It's insane...

In a world where a domino mask, or even just taking glasses out, is enough for concealing your identity...

Nobody should be able to recognize Jason post-ressurection.

Like he took 3 feet, 100 pounds of muscles, undergone puberty, magicked a part of his hair white, and his eyes changed colour.

He takes his helmet out in his dramatic reveal, and Batman is like : ... okaaaaay ? I am supposed to know who you are ??

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Smudge

“I received another call from the boy’s school today.”

Bruce sighs heavily. “Is he still not eating?”

“According to his teacher, at lunch today Master Richard consumed six potato chips, discarded his sandwich and carrot sticks entirely, spent a few minutes attempting to balance the orange on the end of his nose, and then traded his cheese stick for a classmate’s novelty eraser—which I am told is shaped like a crocodile.”

It’s an alligator, actually. Dick can tell from the flatness of the creature’s snout. He’s holding it right now, flipping the little rubber animal over and over between his fingers as he sits perched on the very top of the bookcase in the hall outside Bruce’s study.

His new guardian lets out a low, bitter laugh. “Well, that’s three more chips than he had yesterday.”

Alfred’s tone is stern. “Master Bruce, need I remind you that the social worker will be paying us a visit this weekend?”

“And what exactly do you suggest I do, Alf? Tie the kid to a chair and force him to eat?”

“Certainly not,” Alfred says coolly. “But perhaps a little more involvement on your part might encourage your young charge to actually consume a full meal.”

Dick sets the alligator on his thumbnail and flips it into the air like a coin. It lands on his open palm, bottom-side up. He flips it again.

There’s more conversation in the study, but Dick lets the words wash over him, flipping the gator over and over between his fingers. He’s not trying to be difficult—really—it’s just that ever since that night at the circus, nothing tastes quite the same.

It’s fine though; he’s not that hungry anyway.

“Dick.”

The nine-year-old startles, suddenly aware that Bruce is standing below him. “What are you doing up there, chum.”

“Sitting,” Dick says simply. “Wanna see what I got?” He holds up the eraser.

“How about you come down and show me at the dinner table?” Bruce suggests. “Alfred made meatloaf.”

Dick makes a face. “I’d rather stay up here.”

“Why’s that?”

He shrugs. “I like being up high.”

“Hn.” Bruce hesitates a moment, mulling this one over. Then he places his hands behind him on the file cabinet and hoists himself up to sit cross-legged on top. “Let’s see the crocodile.”

“It’s an alligator,” Dick corrects, passing it to him.

“No, it’s an eraser,” Bruce says, turning it over in his fingers to examine each side. He rubs at the dark smudge where Dick tried to use it to erase a smiley face he’d doodled on his math sheet earlier. It hadn’t worked very well.

Dick rolls his eyes. “You sound like my dad.”

“Hn,” is all Bruce says.

Neither of them say anything for a while.

“...You like McDonalds?” Bruce finally asks.

Dick shrugs. “It’s alright.”

Bruce hums. He pushes off from the file cabinet, hopping down and reaching back up to take Dick’s hand.

“C’mon,” he says. “We can have Alfred’s meatloaf tomorrow.”