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One thing u should always know about me is I’m gonna get on here and rant about shit. I’m just gonna start saying things. It’s never gonna stop either, I’m just gonna be saying stuff and things til the day we die. -mike

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“But Michael, in the FAQ section of PK it says it’s okay to use it for roleplay!” BRO IDGAF YOURE A SINGLET PLEASE FUCKING LISTEN TO THE VAST MAJORITY OF SYSTEMS WHO USE PK WHEN WE TELL YOU ITS CONFUSING, IRRITATING, AND EVEN MAKES SOME OF US ANXIOUS AND WONDER IF WERE UNSAFE BEING AROUND YOU. Sit down, be educated. It’s not a roleplay bot. It’s NEVER been a roleplay bot. Istfg I can’t sTAND singlets. -mike

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Anyways Pluralkit is not for fucking roleplaying lol. If we see someone using PK for ROLEPLAY we’re gonna get confused and angry. ESPECIALLY if you’re a fucking singlet. If you’re a system using PK do whatever the fuck you want, BUT A SINGLET???? BRO. SIT THE FUCK DOWN AND USE TUPPERBOX LMAO IT EXISTS FOR A REASON. PLURALKIT IS FOR PLURAL PEOPLE. -mike

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Our hosts sibling just recently got out of treatment!! They’ve been in for almost 2 years, we’re very excited for them to be out. They don’t know about us though so I have no idea how or even if we’re going to tell them -mike

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Man they were not lying. That system CAN guilt. -mike

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i havent seen yall on my tl in so long! its good to see yall :D

Hey good to see you! We’ve been on and offline for mental health breaks and such- it’s always nice to see everyone when we come back though!! -Narrator

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endos when they find out did is a fucking disorder

im sorry but theres a difference between being a "sysmed" and being transphobic.

you say "they thought it was a mental illness and not an identity" and "they thought being trans was an inherently disordered state of being"

it's called dissociative identity disorder. other specified dissociative disorder. they are disorders! yes there's a difference between plurality and did. and its fucking important. DID is a disorder! being trans isnt! being endogenic isnt!

"they didn’t want people who didn’t have their exact same experience to share ‘their’ wider community"

trauma survivors wanting our own space(s) is not a bad thing. we legitimately need a place to heal and recover.

if people want a space for both traumagenics and endogenics, great. but endogenic plurality is not the same as traumagenic plurality.

being traumagenic is to inherently be disordered. being endogenic does not have that implication. it is in the name. traumagenic. the immediate implication is that we have already been hurt. we've already suffered - and we've developed a disorder from that suffering. the term endogenic does not imply the same at all. this is not me saying endos can't/don't have trauma. im saying that there's a difference.

(op blocked me i couldnt fuckin reblog them god help me)

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im just. thinking. here. its 4-something AM and im just. hm.

if endogenics have been "part of plurality" all along, why isnt it documented like DID/OSDD? why is it such a new thing? I mean, we have cases of DID dating back centuries - why don't we have the same for endos? if endogenics have "always been around" then surely they'd be reported similarly to traumagenic systems.

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Dude I wish I were faking my disorders, do you know how annoying it is to live like this? Lmao.

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Kris and Noelle own spamton plushies and they’re the opposite sides of the “Spamton Plushie owner” spectrum

What I’m trying to say is that Kris put their plushie in the microwave while Noelle dress her plush up in a santa costume

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Everyone’s different obviously but do y’all ever get really irritated when people get your source *really* wrong?? Like just straight up entirely water it down/misinterpret it. I’m super connected to my source, and Ik a lot of alters aren’t, but when I see someone we know fuck up something abt me or my source it’s like I become some petty 15 year old who just got overlooked or sumn. -Basil

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Inbox is open If you guys wanna talk about some positive/happy/etc. system experiences or funny things that happen in your innerworlds, we would LOVE to chat with y’all about them and share our experiences too!!! -Mike

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Moral of the story???

Just don’t fucking tell other people how they feel or should feel about their family. Especially if you don’t know a goddamn thing about their past. Regardless of what you think. -Mike

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I wish people would stop insinuating or even just flat out saying “despite everything, you still love your mom” to our host. You don’t get to decide that, thank you very much. We’ve heard his FRIENDS say that to him.

As an autistic system, a lot of us have really fucking low empathy, and we don’t miss people 99.8% of the time. We don’t like our hosts mom, and we know he doesn’t either. Too much has been damaged, too many boundaries crossed and promises broken, trust stepped on and neglected, blaming him for things he couldn’t even understand as a child. No one owes their parents anything, especially not if they repeatedly say “Looks like I fucked up my kid” when they look at you. The worst part is? She’s right. She did fuck him up. But she’ll never apologize for it. She’ll never understand that he lost fundamentally his entire childhood/teenage years, and even now it’s affecting our adulthood. If you have a love hate relationship with your mom, good for you, you’re allowed to think she’s “the worst person in the world, yet still your best friend” but don’t fucking automatically assume everyone feels that way. Don’t assume that because your relationship with your mom is “I still love her :(” that everyone’s is. You owe your parents nothing. -Mike

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It’s okay to have bad days. It’s okay to have bad communication. It’s okay for you and your sysmates to not be an exact rigid outline of your roles. You’re people. You’re allowed to just be people, and sometimes people feel bad. It doesn’t make you bad at your role. It’s okay to not even know your role, or how to do it “right”. You and your Sysmates are only ever going to experience these timelines of events once, it’s okay to be disoriented. You’re here now, you’re important, and you’re individually you. -Narrator

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Relaxing vibes  🌊 🌊 🌊

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