They/Them, 22 Shooting back holy water like cheap whiskey Lover of vampires and revenge Also likes some other things
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I turn 23 next month. That means it'll be 12 or 13 years that I've been no contact with my mother.
I spent the first 2 or 3 years in disbelief that she wasn't a part of my life any more.
I spent the next 4 wondering what I did wrong and how I could fix it.
The next 3 years I came to terms with it. She said she wanted to be a part of my life again just after my 18th birthday, and I said no.
My early 20s have been plagued with hatred for her. For abandoning me when I needed it most. For not being a better mother to my siblings that still live with her.
I don't want to hide behind a mask anymore. People have told me before that they thought my mom was dead, and to me she is.
I want to find peace.
#estranged#cptsd coping#personal rant#mental health#toxic mother#moving forward#diary#cptsd vent#traumatic childhood#healingjourney
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since everyone is talking about stardew valley again let me share this krobus i crocheted last year!! I took inspiration and a bit of base instructions from this tutorial but i kinda just adjusted the steps to my liking as i went
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Back in my My Chemical Romance phase (I never left)
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White Christmas? In 2023? More like brown Christmas am I right fellas?
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Bender from Futurama is my boyfriend and Paul Rudd is my other boyfriend and Astarion is my secret third boyfriend
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Is this who I was meant to be?
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This mans got me in a chokehold ahahahaaa 🫠
don't tell him I said that
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Brian didn't have to go that hard when he wrote "You're a broken heart tattoo I'll have forever on my chest for a love that I have lost but never will forget"
#tfb#the front bottoms#lyric posting#midwestemo#tfb lyrics#how did he do that#lyrics#he really didnt have to go that hard#yea i might let him kill me idk
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The X-Files premiered on this night in 1993.
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I love the American football house lore that shit is so deep
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Because I feel
FUCKED
But in a good way, I start to cough taste the butane 🎵
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