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This poem is just me trying to use coping stratagies as well as sharing with others they aren't alone. It covers some strong topics so 16+ I would say is fair but to each their own. My dms are always open if anyone is struggling. You are loved. Stay safe

Alone in her head

She sits in her bed

Adorn with scars

From loving too hard

From all the trauma in the past

Relationships that didn't last

Reckless choices made too fast

Wondering if all her peers are part of a cast

Its not her fault she's built this way

Questioning her reasons and plays

Sometimes she wish she didnt have to this every day

But no matter what she will always stay

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Im going through a lot so these are actual helpful. Hope they can help you too.

US Helplines:

Depression Hotline: 1-630-482-9696

Suicide Hotline: 1-800-784-8433

LifeLine: 1-800-273-8255

Trevor Project: 1-866-488-7386

Sexuality Support: 1-800-246-7743

Eating Disorders Hotline: 1-847-831-3438

Rape and Sexual Assault: 1-800-656-4673

Grief Support: 1-650-321-5272

Runaway: 1-800-843-5200, 1-800-843-5678, 1-800-621-4000

Exhale: After Abortion Hotline/Pro-Voice: 1-866-4394253

Child Abuse: 1-800-422-4453

UK Helplines:

Samaritans (for any problem): 08457909090 e-mail jo@samaritans.org

Childline (for anyone under 18 with any problem): 08001111

Mind infoline (mental health information): 0300 123 3393 e-mail: info@mind.org.uk

Mind legal advice (for people who need mental-health related legal advice): 0300 466 6463 legal@mind.org.uk

b-eat eating disorder support: 0845 634 14 14 (only open Mon-Fri 10.30am-8.30pm and Saturday 1pm-4.30pm) e-mail: help@b-eat.co.uk

b-eat youthline (for under 25’s with eating disorders): 08456347650 (open Mon-Fri 4.30pm - 8.30pm, Saturday 1pm-4.30pm)

Cruse Bereavement Care: 08444779400 e-mail: helpline@cruse.org.uk

Frank (information and advice on drugs): 0800776600

Drinkline: 0800 9178282

Rape Crisis England & Wales: 0808 802 9999 1(open 2 - 2.30pm 7 - 9.30pm) e-mail info@rapecrisis.org.uk

Rape Crisis Scotland: 08088 01 03 02 every day, 6pm to midnight

India Self Harm Hotline: 00 08001006614

India Suicide Helpline: 022-27546669

Kids Help Phone (Canada): 1-800-668-6868

FREE 24/7 suicide hotlines:

Argentina: 54-0223-493-0430

Australia: 13-11-14

Austria: 01-713-3374

Barbados: 429-9999

Belgium: 106

Botswana: 391-1270

Brazil: 21-233-9191

China: 852-2382-0000

(Hong Kong: 2389-2222)

Costa Rica: 606-253-5439

Croatia: 01-4833-888

Cyprus: 357-77-77-72-67

Czech Republic: 222-580-697, 476-701-908

Denmark: 70-201-201

Egypt: 762-1602

Estonia: 6-558-088

Finland: 040-5032199

France: 01-45-39-4000

Germany: 0800-181-0721

Greece: 1018

Guatemala: 502-234-1239

Holland: 0900-0767

Honduras: 504-237-3623

Hungary: 06-80-820-111

Iceland: 44-0-8457-90-90-90

Israel: 09-8892333

Italy: 06-705-4444

Japan: 3-5286-9090

Latvia: 6722-2922, 2772-2292

Malaysia: 03-756-8144

(Singapore: 1-800-221-4444)

Mexico: 525-510-2550

Netherlands: 0900-0767

New Zealand: 4-473-9739

New Guinea: 675-326-0011

Nicaragua: 505-268-6171

Norway: 47-815-33-300

Philippines: 02-896-9191

Poland: 52-70-000

Portugal: 239-72-10-10

Russia: 8-20-222-82-10

Spain: 91-459-00-50

South Africa: 0861-322-322

South Korea: 2-715-8600

Sweden: 031-711-2400

Switzerland: 143

Taiwan: 0800-788-995

Thailand: 02-249-9977

Trinidad and Tobago: 868-645-2800

Ukraine: 0487-327715

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What's it called when everything feels like a dream and nothing feels real and you know logically that isn't true but you can't stop thinking it and can't stop waiting till you wake the fuck up?

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When I Die...

Imma see Lil Peep and Juice Wrld. We finna hang out and watch over you, you feel me? Don't cry love it's not forever. I'll see you again someday where there is only our favorite weather. I will always be there for you ok?

And at my funeral just know Lil Peeo's Star Shopping has to play otherwise I'm not going. It's the 27 club but we ain't making it past 21. 999 forever baby

Im not planning on attempting anything any time soon just feeling low. My dms are always open if you need to talk to someone. Just know you don't suffer alone.

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Real Talk

You ever just want to like, ghost everyone and give everyone the cold shoulder for no reason except you feel like shit and you feel it's not fair that you are the only one going through hell?

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Ghost x Female Reader

Smut MDNI

“Hey Sugar” Si pulled you closer to him, whispering in your ear. You were two were out at the club and you were wearing your tightest shortest dress, Simon wouldn’t admit it but he was turned on to the max by your dress and dancing. You looked up at him, slightly tipsy and glowing “yes love?” You giggled. “How about you say you take this back home?” He smirked, pulling you closer to him so you could feel just how hard he was. You smiled and blushed, nodding your head and letting him guide you to the street.

He hailed a tab and fought to keep his hands to himself. It was an outside for the cab driver, a big burley man kissing up and running his hands over the body of a younger looking, quite small female compared to Simon. He squeezed your thigh and you bit your lip, trying your damnest not to let out a moan. When you two got home, you two were barely through the door before his mouth was on your neck and his hands were on your clit.

You moaned, gripping his sides as he rubbed your sensitive clit, teasing the outside of your whole with his fingers. He got you in the bathroom and practically ripped your dress off of you, pushing you on the bed and grinding against you. “Mmmm baby you looked so hot in that just i just, ngh, I couldn’t help myself.” He whispered seductively in your ear, pulling his pants and boxers down and throwing them across the room. He climbed on top of you and started sucking on your breasts, making you moan and whine under his body.

“Mhmmm so needy for daddy aren’t you doll?” You nodded your head and let a moan as his cock teased your hole. “Say it otherwise I wont handle this needy, wet, cunt of yours baby girl.” He bit your nipple, right around the bud, making you moan and gasp “f-fuck daddy I want you~!” You moaned and begged in his ear. “Such a good girl, agh, for daddy” he said as he slammed his cock into your needy cunt. You gasped and thrusted up, already having your first of many orgasms of the night just from him entering. “Damn your really horny for me aren’t you? Such a daddy’s girl” he thrusted into you deeper and harder, your cunt clenching around him, making him moan himself.

“F-fuck daddy Im cumminmg~!!” You yelled for the fifth time that night. Or maybe it was the sixth. You felt his cock twitching in you as you reached this orgasm and you knew it was going to be your last. At least from his cock it would be. “Such a good fucking girl, you’re gonna make daddy cum” he moaned in your ear, deep and seductively. “F-fuck fill me with your f-fucking load daddy!” You begged, needing to feel his hot load deep, deep inside of you. After a few more thrusts, he thrusted deep, deep inside of you, almost reaching your stomach and released, moaning and whining slightly, gripping your breasts as you moaned as well, having another orgasm just from his release. He slowly pulled out and kissed you softly all over. “I fucking love you baby girl” “i l-love you too Daddy.” He smiled and gentley laid next to you.

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Quick Questions

hey! I’m new here and i have a question.

So, my blog is just for random shit, but i want one dedicated to deeper thoughts. Is it possible to have two? If so, how do i do that? Thank you so much y’all!

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SMUT | MDNI | Ghost x Reader | Degradation | after care | loving military boyfriend |

Simon had come home from a long day of work and needed to de-stress. When he opened the door and called for you with no response, he assumed you were asleep. He went to the bathroom and took a shower getting changed unsure of what would be waiting for him when he got out.

He stepped out of the shower with nothing but a towel wrapped around his waist, not noticing you standing in the door way at first. He felt as if he was being watched and looked up “holy sweet fucking lord-“ he said. It had been 2-3 months since he’d seen you and he had forgotten how sexy you were. You were in the black lingerie he bought you well out on deployment and thigh highs, revealing every single pretty part of you that he loved. You blushed and smiled, seeing him in nothing but a towel, his growing erection beginning to become visible.

Suddenly, he had you pinned against the wall, his lips on yours, his tongue in your mouth as he picked you up and brought you to the bedroom, throwing you on the bed. “Fuck my little cum slut, you’re gonna take master’s cock aren’t you?” You bit your lip and nodded your head. “Say it, say you’ll take master’s fucking cock.” “I-il take your cock master~!” You whine, your cunt throbbing and soaking, needing him in there. Suddenly, he thrusts into you with no warning, forcing his massive cock inside you “yeah thats my good little bitch, taking master’s cock into her tight fucking cunt” you moaned and gasped, tears starting to fall down your face. Fuck you forgot how massive he was, having only been able to tease yourself with your fingers and the toys he had bought you for the last couple of months.

“Fuck master fuck~!” Si was thrusting into you deeper and faster than ever before, having brought an orgasm from you three or four times at least already. “Im gonna, ugh, fucking cum my little fucking slut” he moaned in your ear, kissing and nibbling your neck between each word. You gasped as you came again, you pretty cunt clenching around his massive twitching cock. You knew he was about to cum any second now and you sure as hell weren’t gonna let him pull out this time. “Fu-fuck cum inside me master~!” You begged, feeling him twitching faster. “God you’re such a fucking, ngh, whore for me aren’t you darling?” A few moments he released his sweet load into you, deep, deep inside of you and slowly pulled out watching it leak out your tight pretty cunt. “Fuck i love the way you make me feel so fucking good” he whispered ion your ear, wrapping his arms around you.

“Now my love, let’s get you cleaned up” he started the master bath for you and picked out a nice cozy pair of sweat pants and one of his hoodies. You loved how he rough handled you in the bed but treated you like the queen he thought you were in every other way. He lifted you up and sat you in the bath, cleaning you up and having you drink the bottle of water he got for you. After your bath, he helped you get dressed and sat you in the lounge chair in you two’s bedroom. He changed the sheets and put the dirty laundry in the hamper, picking you up and laying you on the freshly made bed after wards.

He laid down next to you and put on your favorite movie, pulling a blanket on top of the two of you and holding bayou close, rubbing your back and stroking your hair. “I love you my sweet princess” he whispered into your ear, as you were half way between sleep and being awake. “I love you too Si” you mumbled.

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so fucking true though

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anon confessions can go one of three ways. Totally adorable. Kinda weird. Or, pardon my French, “holy shit what in the fucking hell?!?!?!” But yeah, confessions are fine with me, even if they’re anon

please reblog this if it is okay to anonymously confess something to you.

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Lil Peep Fluff

It had been a long day for Gus when he finally got on the bus. “How’s my sweet boy?” You asked him, handing him some water. “God it was fucking stressful.” He replies, sitting down next to you. You know he always feels like shit at the end of his concert days but this one seems particularly bad. Y/n pulls him close and plays with his hair. “It’s ok my love, I’m here for you now. We can do whatever you want” you whisper into his ear.

He sighs in relief of feeling your arms wrapped around him. “I just want you to hold me y/n” he responds quietly and thats what you do. You hold him in your lap for hours. Around 4 you try to get him up so you two can go to bed “hey, baby” you whisper “babe its late we should head to bed” he hums in response and adjusts, obviously already having had fallen asleep. You hold him and toss a blanket on top of each you two, eventually falling asleep with him in your arms.

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Ghost w/ reader

Ghost and you had just gotten back from a mission with the squad and yall had gone out for a drink. It was around 10 at night but you allanaged to find a place that was open though it was very crowded and loud. "What do you all want to drink" Ghost asked everyone. They all put in their orders and when it came to your turn you suddenly became overwhelmed "I'll uh, I'll just have water" you said.

Noticing something was off, Ghost ordered your water and everyone else's drinks then asked to speak to you in private. You agreed hoping it would get you away from the noise and the crowd. The mission had been very rough and overwhelming and coming back to what you only assumed was a club was difficult for you. "What's wrong y/n?" Ghost asked concerned, now seeing yoy in proper light noticing you were pale. "It's nothing really, don't worry about me. I'm fine" you responded almost choking up.

At that moment Ghost knew obviously what was wrong and he pulled you close, rubbing your back in an attempt to comfort you "hey, it's ok y/n you can talk to me". "I'm just, I'm overwhelmed and I don't want to be here. I don't know what's wrong with me." He had you look at him as he wiped the tears from your face "nothing is wrong with you dear. You're just very stressed out at the moment." You nod your head yes slowly and bury your face into his neck. He rubs your back and whispers sweet little nothings to you in order to help calm you down.

"Love?" He asks needing to ask you a question. You let out a hum in response and don't move much more. "Do you uh, do you want to spend the night at my place? We can cuddle and watch a movie?" He asks you holding your face and having you look at him. You blush, "I would love that you say, hoping he doesn't realize your little crush on him has gotten bigger since you met." He looks at you smiling and blushing and suddenly, he kisses you with deep firey passion, as if he had been wanting- no- needing to feel your lips against his for forever. You kiss him back and blush, slipping your tongue in his mouth and he giggles in surprise, careful not to break the kiss. You two stay like that for a bit, in the dimly lit alley kissing and holding each other. "So uh, back to my place right?" He asks you, holding your hands. "Yes love, back to yours." You aren't sure what you guys are but all you know is you want him now more than anything.

I'll write more if you guys want just let me know in the comments! This is your reminder to drink water, eat some food, take any medicine you may have and get some sleep! Rest well dears!