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I love how the golden sunlight colours the green grass, while even though it’s still Winter, gentle warmth radiates onto the slowly awakening earth 🌱🧚🏻‍♀️🌾

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I feel as if I am in constant Winter;

frozen to the core, limbs growing heavy and cold,

as if deaf to their own sensation;

numbness taking my hand, like a friend or foe that is old

I stare into the dark void of night;

it’s merciless chilled air woefully whispering to me,

A whirlwind of voices that bring fright;

Succumbing to it - as I scream but hear no sound

Feeling as if I’m drowning in the abyss;

lost forever in the endless sea of sorrowful souls,

Yet then a dim light averts my gaze as a door opens;

They call to me, fibers in my being start to awaken,

Yet there comes no sound, no steps in the snow;

body still frozen cold, being hold by Winter,

Aching to walk inside, I show them a sad smile;

As Winter feels like home, a veiled unsafety I know.

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All though Winter has its charms, I do long for Spring - where the days are graced longer by sunlight - as the wind seems more gentle and fragranced 🌱🪻🌿

Early signs of Spring - while the old leaves of the tree still lay on the grass - flowers like the crocus start to show their purple and yellow petals 🌱🧚🏻🌿

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In my dreams, I seek places like these to find my rest 🌿

Powerscourt Tower, Enniskerry, Co Wicklow, Ireland

by Bruce Glass

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Spirits dwell through mist and time,

yet they themselves are timeless and unbound;

a form of life that many deem lifeless;

entities of the realm of past and future beings - paradox constructed in a world consisting of energies - , … 🖤🌖🍃 Source: @itsautomaticfaegirl

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Autumn has arrived once again 🍃🍄🌖🍂

Sweet gloomy night of darkness;

I sense ye - air of Autumn’s decay,

Oh moon, seeming sheer gateway of sun’s light,

I watch thee illuminate the clouds of despair 🍂🥀🌕

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Almost the end of summer, I hope it’ll be long before the cold air comes back🧚🏻🪷

Giant hogweed in sunny and gloomy meadows, also called ‘Bear’s claw’ in Dutch

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So many swans! ✨🧚🏻🦢

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Nature has awakened, the Goddess of Spring Flora has come upon the earth once again🌱🌺🌾🌻🌞

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Rip 😞♥️

As soon as the sun and flowers come to play again this year, I know my little darling will be content once more…

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The mood of this current Spring 🌱🧚🏻🐣🌿

“dreaming shepherdess” by françios boucher

c. 1763; oil on canvas

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I often ponder to paint the skies, yet I still have to find the courage to pick up the oils, brushes and canvas to do so.. 🌱🖼️🧚🏻🌿

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Forsythia intermedia 'Spectabilis' or ‘Little Chinese Clock’ in Dutch 🌼🌻🐝

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Beautiful captivating skies - reminding me of those above meadows - shades of burnt orange, soft blue, yellow ocher and bright yellow, to be seen above the streets of Amsterdam

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Green grass & yellow flowers in Dutch meadows 🌱🌼🌸🌾

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How I always long to walk here, the meadows closeby, to catch a glimps of what feels like being in a painting or a book -

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