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Okay so one time in a football game my photography teacher asked me to stay and take pictures for the yearboom because it was the last home game, so I did. Like halfway through I was dying of thirst, and you had stayed for the game so I was looking for let's call her friend #1 to ask if she could buy me a water because the line at the snack bar was too long and I had to get back to taking some pictures. And I thought I saw friend #1 but it wasn't, but friend #2, whom I hadn't seen in almost a year because she moved away, was there and I kinda freaked out because I hadn't seen her in forever so I just went with it and I asked if she could buy me a water, so I gave her a five and freaked out because I didn't even say Hi. So like 5 minutes pass by and she texts me and I tell her I'm in the field and she gave me my water and my change, and I walked away and mentally beat myself up for not even saying a "Nice seeing you by the way" and I got home and lowkey cried myself to sleep for being a disgusting human being and I'm afraid of seeing her basically because I never said Hi to her once and if that isn't anxiety in a nutshell then idk what is

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I ship Jancy but I still think Steve deserved better