☆《she/her • 20 • Delusional》☆ 18+ pls, this page is basically an internet diary ● TW for various mental health things!
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If I had my way, you would always stay.
Lana Del Rey / Tomorrow Never Came
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"Keep talking, cus I love to hear your voice"
[Yeah Boy and Doll Face -PTV]
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Now even alcohol isn't enough, I need a bullet in my head
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Truly
i kept asking heaven for peace but what i really wanted was your voice.
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You made me feel like I was loved. But now I’m wondering if that was actually love or just you being nice to me. I hate not knowing.
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The universe brought us to each other for some reason. I wish I knew the reason. And I hope its for the reason I want.
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computer. how to kill myself. no pain, instant, no take backs. computer? computer?
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I can’t die. I can’t live. I don’t know where to go.
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I’m shy at first, then BOOM most annoying person you’ve ever met
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You're saying things that are tugging at my heart. Its messing with my head. I wanna give into my delusions but I know that isnt how you feel. Even if that was how you felt, I cant act on it...its just not how I am. I wish these feelings would just go away, they make me feel so guilty.
This shit drives me crazy.
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Im sorry im sorry im sorry, im so sorry. I didnt mean to upset you, im sorry. Please dont hate me, please. Im sorry.
Please forgive me, please...
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Its right next to me at all times. If only I had the strength...

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Shaking and sobbing alone in my room because I just want you to care about me and show it.
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from "A Literate Passion: Letters of Anaïs Nin & Henry Miller, 1932-1953"
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I’m so useless and an inconvenience to everyone.
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