kay-honeybee

[kay-honeybee]

Dream Date cuz I’m yearning so bad rn:

I’d take her to get a nice dress (or tux) for dinner that night. I’ll buy a corsage to match.

We’d go somewhere new and share a few appetizers. We could order drinks for each other.

After we eat, we drive out to the lake. I’ll buy us some ice cream.

We can sit on the dock with our treats, in fancy outfits, watching the boats and the sunset.

Oh, and I would also hold her hand.

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[kay-honeybee]

Thought this belonged over here lol

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I fantasize about being a garden witch tending to succulents and making brews from homegrown herbs. It sounds so peaceful and ideal, like to have a quaint home in the forest with flowers and sunshine and a kitty and maybe a wife. Cottagecore incarnate

Yet reality is often disappointing. I can’t keep a cactus alive for more than a week and whenever i speak to women I scream like a goat. I shall continue to set the bar high despite being an abosolute worm

[kay-honeybee]

It’s been a year. In that year, I have taken to studying lgbtq tik tok, so that I could better understand the strange ways in which we interact. Summer and fall brought the unique fashion of lesbians. I need to know. I need to know what a gay girl looks like so I can properly admire them from a distance. I can proudly say that I have mastered the craft. First day back at school and I see them. Everywhere. Lesbeans in their button down shirts, crusty vans, wild earrings, and brightly colored hair. I dressed in a similar sense. We would make eye contact, then nod. Is this what it means to be social? To be gay and desperate??

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[kay-honeybee]

It would be so wonderful to spend a night under the stars with a new playlist and some cookies. It would be even better to share the experience.

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[kay-honeybee]

Some old photos I found in my phone that make me smile:

Flower from my old elementary school

Dew from fog in Duluth

Baby chick that fell asleep in my hand

Flowering succulent

Friend I met at a cat cafe

Café au lait in New Orleans

Garden strawberry

Homemade oat bread

Forget-me-nots on a hiking trail

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[kay-honeybee]

Please help I am losing my mind over this tiny duck planter aaaaaaaa!🪴

[kay-honeybee]

Some people are just naturally threatening and arcane, and that’s hot

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[kay-honeybee]

My Gaysthetic has lately been such a heavy mix of cottagecore and goth.

I have come to the conclusion that I am a witch.

I want to see more gay witches in the media.

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[kay-honeybee]

Idk how straight people can maintain a job, school, social life, hobbies and sleep schedule. Like when do you make time to yearn??

Do they also listen to music normally? Every rainbow dip I’ve ever known will heavily dissociate or daydream the moment any indie rock group comes on the radio.

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[kay-honeybee]

I often sit in the cold rain, feeling drops on my face. The sounds are soft and gentle and the sky isn’t too bright. Sometimes I’ll hear a frog croaking and hopping I’m around, yet I never actually see it. These are the moments when I feel most alone, but it’s not so bad. It’s good to be alone sometimes. But those quiet moments in the rain, with the pretty smells and sparkling dew, are so lovely and pure. They remind me of you, and I want to share that beautiful aloneness with you. It’s dark here, and I would love nothing more than to rest in this rain with such surrounding wonder.

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[kay-honeybee]

I’ll gladly be the strong gf that opens jars and moves furniture, but I’m in desperate need of a Tall counterpart. Opening jars doesn’t mean shit if you can’t reach them!!

Additionally, tall gf is just a wonderful concept because I, small strong gf, would be able to look up to the heavens and bask in her looming radiance. Wouldn’t even have to be that tall, like 5’5” or 5’6” would do the trick...

[kay-honeybee]

Beautiful/attractive things that aren’t just body type:

Deep morning voice

Dancing to your favorite song

The way you to talk to pets and babies

Curling up with a blanket and a book God that is so wonderful

Sitting in the sunshine with coffee/tea and sleepy eyes

Fighting with a sword

Fighting with bare fists

Genuine smiles. Like when you’re really happy and can’t stop laughing. Good stuff.

Hoarding stuffed animals

Being gentle to plants and animals

Talking about random trivia for hours

Trying out a new hairstyle and radiating confidence

Biting your lip or your pen when you’re concentrating

Putting together an outfit that’s comfy and cute and makes you proud

Literally just existing as you are is so badass and gorgeous

Romanticize the little things about yourself

[kay-honeybee]

Reminder that liking girls and kissing and doing sexual things with other girls is not “dirty” or “naughty” or “wrong”. It’s literally just love and people should not be made to feel ashamed of that. Making a big deal out of it can lead to some deep seeded insecurities in young wlw. This post is specifically about Katy Perry’s ‘I Kissed a Girl’. I didn’t have a ton of validating gay bops in middle school and that song honestly made me feel gross. Experimenting with girls to find out where you lie on the spectrum is not inherently deviant or sinful. You baby lgbt warriors are valid and you shouldn’t believe the lies that fetishize and demonize the community!

[kay-honeybee]

If someone gave me a forehead kiss and a hug probably there would be tears and lots of comfort food. Words are tough so I’d rather give you cookies and buttermilk bread. Isolation has left me touch-starved.

[kay-honeybee]

I strongly relate to those cats that just curl up in front of a fireplace on a winter day and nap with full bellies and a quiet purr. Everything is so warm and soft and happy.

I just had a really good hot coffee and I found a soft blanket so I’m just soaking up the euphoria :)

Cat vibes 🐱

[kay-honeybee]

Girl in Red has caused me to enjoy Christmas again

[kay-honeybee]

I’m kind of like a penguin in that my mating ritual involves collecting pretty rocks to show off to the ladies.

Then, to further entice them, I hop around my hoarde like a loveable dork because these are my rocks and I love them and I love you!

Are you swooning??

They sparkel