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You know you don’t have close friends when something happens and you have no one to say it too. That’s a different type of hurt

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It’s crazy that I miss you even though you’re still here

I miss being able to talk to you and have full conversations

I miss your smile and your laugh

I miss your voice

I just miss you dad

You’re my world

But you’re suffering down here, you’ve been fighting for too long

I don’t want you to leave but I also don’t want you to be in pain

Heaven is waiting for you

I love you with all my heart

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To this day I don’t understand why things had to be left the way they did. Towards the end we were not as close, that is for certain, but I always valued your friendship and you as a person. And yet, here we are, the place I never thought the two of us could reach. How is it so easy for two souls who once thought the world of one another to separate under such painful circumstances? We had not been “best friends” for some time, however you will always hold a place in my heart, will always be a blimp on the timeline that is my life, and I will always be grateful for the moments we shared.

Your memory will follow me always

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“What the fuck went so wrong for us to become complete strangers again?”

22:57 - I thought I was healing. I was wrong. (moondustanddreams)

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Future

Stuck in between wanting to leave everyone behind and not losing the once I love.

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Past and future, no present

I'm not living in the present

I'm living for the future

Just letting time pass by me

While waiting for life to happen

Next month

Next year

In ten years

What I want to do sometime

But never what I want to do now

It's bad

I know

But I don't know how to stop

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Dear Ex-best Friend

I'm not fucking over you

You're constantly on my mind

I'm not sad not angry

It's just you're always fucking there

Every day

I want to stop

But I can't

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“Seeing someone slowly lose interest in you is probably one of the worst feeling ever.”

—

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“Growing apart doesn’t change the fact that for a long time we grew side by side; our roots will always be tangled. I’m glad for that.”

— Ally Condie

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via @extramadness

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“If a writer falls in love with you, you can never die.”

— you’re in the books

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Dear Ex-best Friend

The things is

I know you’ll never read this

You’ll never know how much you hurt me

I never told you 

Never told anyone 

You will never see this but;

You were my first love

My best friend

My happy ever after¨

Until the curtains closed

What we were 

What we could have been 

That never happened 

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Dear Ex-best Friend

Sometimes I just feel so alone 

I tell myself that I have people all around me 

But if I died

Who would go to the funeral?

Who would visit my grave

I can count those people on one hand 

And i wish one of them would still be you

Would I visit you? 

If you were buried in the earth 

Would i bring flowers 

Cry the tears long held back

I pray I will never know that life

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If you didn’t stay, who will?

I thought we would last forever 

Even when you moved I was sure it wouldn't be forever good-bye 

But I was naive

You weren’t the first 

The first to leave

I never learned

Will I ever learn

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Night thoughts

Do you ever feel like everything is going again you?

Like no matter what you try it never goes as planed?

I’m by no means ungrateful for what I have

For the people around me

For the things I have done

But when you have been working towards something

Been so excited for something to finaly happen

But then it can’t happen

I don’t know

I just wish things were easier

That things went after the plan

Is it even worth planning anything if it never happens that way?

I don’t know anymore

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Dear Ex-best Friend

I have everything I need, but it sill feels like there is something missing. I have new friends, but I’m living in the past, remembering old times when I felt so happy. The times with you. Time I’ll never get back. But I can’t keep doing this, it’s ruining me. The memories of you haunts my happy and sad days. I feel guilty for missing you. I feel guilty for thinking my friends aren’t enough, but mostly I feel guilty for doing this to my self. 

I have to move on 

I have to stop thinking of you 

Even if that’s the last thing i want to do

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People always seem to “grow out of me” almost as if I’m just a phase