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♡♡vini vici vermouth and Versace
I mean... its bleeding. so try to stop it.
apologies appleading seems2squash it
swallowswell tiptoe then top me
soul sits well n' shell b shoddy
this past summer 3men robbed me
guess I just got the face for it
take advantage, tongue a taste for it
you certainly have made your case for it
I don't see
what your problems got to do with me
how can you believe it's meant for me?
I just scream
I know its unbecoming
but its rummage and I start running
cortisol can be fun but I've overdone it.
can't blame so just hate me
ez 2 cut 1 string instead of 1,502,03
stay sweet. just cleave.
harsh heart for the weather
&idk if it gets better
but I imagine
the taste of an orange dream
I can barely see♡♡
yk what I mean?🤍🖤
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i been practicing like allenivy
feeling sorry for myself
I said im sorry
I said im crying
but I dont show up for someone else
I held my own hand
to the depths of my own hell
misery loves company
&I left loss un-compelled.
it all starts with one cell
one cup, hearts are 2 quelled
I
am
sorry
I want to swallowtail
butterfly bites and
mazzystar made me melt
fade
into
you
into
crazed
into
blue
into
nothing
in too
deep
in to stabbing myself in my sleep - can't seem to keep a promise so I take my leave- but leaving left is still taking instead of giving selflessly. please don't perceive. just be blind - let me bleed. let me rip out all my teeth. my shattered shinbones - my disgusting grief. my my my my mine mine. me me me me me.
always seems to seem more selfish - inside though the well is hellish. wilted moans and hollow pelted. what I miss most? follow. swallow. when i felt it.
mirrorme saw it all from the get
not this part but who you are,
& what you had left.
such a shame
I loved it all.
even the part that
let's it be
the way it is.
not a shame.
not a shame.
my love for you,
is my name
its my one thing safe
its my nothing.
right here;
im not late.
I'm not greedy
I'm not fake.
im not messy
I don't make mistakes
it seems that
im the shame
without you...
I guess
ill have to make my way
make up a new fate
find new footing
pass my plate
give up my seat
& go to practice
before the game.
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i wanna be the sound of glass smashing
gashed mass mashed into last passing
ill ask past me
fast? or mask basking?
she laugh
kill the krass king
embarrass cherish
bent knee'd kiss the glass ring
tasked with gnashing exaust you exalt me
prototype powers' paltry
few caustic wires frame me faulty
im mostly molting
melting dogmaul'd me
drawl on the spot say its all me
bet its all me
I wrote a better story
handsome held love then ignored me
better than what youve got for me
a story keen on being gorey
gutted flayed & forcing
forplayed fourhoursemen
sword sorted & then cores me
sated seems to lore me
poor poor whore bleeds beneath floorboards and endures -
poor girl quells good grief & moves forward forlornly.
with the sound of glass smashing
ensure implore
envoke invoke
etymology from god i knew I knew i know
Solomonly sleeps a Babylonia baited bible
born with answers
like urim Iit lighted &wild
can't exist without thummim
chant changed to include
warrior &child
calibai-yao caste corporeal vorpalsword
& aurorial beguiled
I swore you reap reptile'd
I would've bet the ephod
you exiled.
ants got my knife
gambit spite
a ghost moan more demure
specture vexed then defiles
3 piles
left to right, circle close
despite this grand denial
getgot'good get riled
slickwit &sardonic smiles
iconoclast rashgraft rejects half
so pass the Morningstar
its mine now.
ill be both.
hermaphrodited holy ghost
blackwhite knighted philosophers stoned alone
the great work is known
& it goes - as above
so below.
you chose.
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well. this sucks. I wrote some bars about it. but don't want to send if it would cause a 'harp aboutit. even tho I figured out its how; the language to put across the bigger feeling to the smallest sounds.
thats not all I've figured out about it. but for now -
I guess I just wanna say this sucks. I miss my friend? and I can't wait it out. but fuck no answer says more than yes or no or maybe you're just busy now.. so I slow. down.
and I'd ctrl+a delete; but its genuine and taking backs they ain't for me. saving face ain't my speed. all u get is me.
maybe later I'll delete it, when more ashamed; take shamshelter in grotto'dgreivence. can't be hurt by bars unless they're lead and meant for beating.
anyway this isn't even the bars that I wrote. bars be coming easy when dr Seuss dictates rhyming notes. we'll call this an amuse-bouche — or the curtain close.
let me know if your fullheartfeel doesn't extend to my openhearthome. its only friendship now; I know
confusing moves make you confusing
simple, so? I thought you wanted soothing. existing softer seemed 2 be the swell you want more smoothly.
baffled at the change your choosing; but thats my 2 cents from where I view it.
where you led me to believe I knew it.
but thats all wishwash water rapids;
I'm confused by lack of yesno answers. surely you'd see its easier than saying nothing and what that says (it says its not worth answering). surely you'd see that lacks some manners.
lacks a shrug of respectrambled.
am I not worthy of your world view banter? am I not a person you viewed ? you saw? see yes or no wouldn't have left room for drawl. it would be easier to know than thinking that your silence is a hint to unscramble.
I'm sick of playing games and you stopped scrimmage fucking days ago
still out in the rain cleats suctioned to the mud so I wait on saving?
no
but when I want to know if a broader statement includes me.
and I tell you friendship is what moves me
all you're saying without saying no
is im not worth a glance
and I am not my own.
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brains foggy
soft and soggy
slog groggy & I already shot my shoddy
real rotti
ill bodied
knotty naughty
quickdis Dissik
pick the lock
get caught
and wait down in the lobby
mistakes what mocks me
stale, pale, I exhale
I lift up and papa pops me
lordt D palms the alter
& Dionisys dares the hare to stop me.
papa posthumous so papa spoke is papa sim·u·la·crum
so no bones about it I make bastards of the placid ones
I won't hold accounted the stabby and the faster ones
im slow rolled and doubt it
can't wait for my own topsy gun.
set phasers stun;
met late enough
the roofs loose
could knock it off with my boot shoe and blaze it up.
let's raise it up
the flag to the fourth outdown inside. loop the fuse &huff the glue
sit back go in out relax real smooth.
real screws loose secure my empty noose.
nymphs chases but doesn't choose
wants abuse &the ability to watch it bruise.
the magics in the changing colors
maybe, between unstable&realer numbers. I can't sleep til I'm under covers
whafs next and is it for me i wonder?
papa left so next will brother
(once again they're meaning other)
girl brushes green
but my cheeks, my tiny teeth, my half grin smirksmile
&everything thats left to stutter
well. wonderwander whatever
I wouldn't call on orever
wouldn't hop the fence on never
forever never rhymes with better...
but constant isn't ever better
contradiction copes us holds us to less remembers
cuz no way that could have happened the way it was set up
&okay I guess can't escape the basic tremors
a tic & then it flew right off the
learn the lesson,
its real its runny
egg mouth honey
I heal, kneal, knot tummy feels funny
real crumby
comparing something s
for dimwit dummies
I watch 2 steal
so boys will want me
Jessica leal & cumshot reels
got baby bunny slimed n sluggy
lala lady disgust so lovely
tell me, maybe, can a magiccunt make you love me?
lol thats ugly
festered almost foul
if I fostered thoughts like those
I think I'd rat me out
for certain not a doubt
but then I'd never be like that so where's that leave us now?
what are you trying to figure out?
so little confidance& so very much let down
I keep leaving the last words out.
im sorry.
its almost time
to take that bow.
gotta tell myself to stop
cuz its been about... two hours tops
running and reloading shots
4 or more & a few faulty starts
im almost back to on course
could look back and feel remorse
sounds like chores
instead, ill remember
whats in my head
pictures of you with that little thneed thread
images blue bright nothing instead
of any surface, but oh the flowers that bloom out the surface of your head.
I'll just be bleating by the bed.
not allowed on furniture so I keep to floors instead
I want to meet the worm but I met wormonthestring down by the beach I guess.
said he's got a guy for leaving notes & his ma could raise the dead.
my silly little head.
can't sit still so
makes rhymes that mind the mess
I guess I'm just wasting time
before im next
Osiris hangs his head
heart drops
sun spot stops
I miss my friend
&I miss his hands around my neck
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I still feel like me when im home alone and I can still feel me when I get stoned.
im in my own
lost the zone
feeling like I gotta speed to keep up with flows
but ain't bout woes
and it ain't bout lows
better me has always been about
the last bowl I smoked
the fire i toked
the pyre, I wrote
the wire &smoke
knew u was a liar . u got tired . power plays played out like my lame petty prose
maybe thays why I stay there instead. maybe thats why when I speak I bring up the mess. cuz its where I pick broken bones to bring home to my nest. fuxking infested. bless up the insurrection. water wounds stay sill infected. finger the wound and then bless it. open intestines, fucking molested.
fist the hole for a whole fist of tendons.
im just messing
just fucking kidding
are you kidding?
you see me and you think I say gimme?
gimme weapons gimme me blood
gimme gremlins gimme drugs
gimme your best bitch gimme your tongue
ill take all your little somethings
cuz nothin nothin nothin's enough
so yeah id guess I'd say
shimmyshimmy ya shimmy yeah shimmy yay
antibiotic prescribed but minds eye gets conjuctivitus. I tried to find it. tried to mind the time- keep distance enough to keep me fine. no pearls for swine; piggy piggy ate up my mind. and I just let it dine. stole my chalice drank my wine. holy grail left out to dry. Guinevere took lancelots mind.
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Edgelord gimme the excalibuh
Wu-sword shmmy shimmy and then and a YUH
unfortunately it's all for all four quarters.
cornered til yer corpse. we feed defense
dormant. keep our demons at the door.
deep feind for a creep without a course.
send coordinates keep them dreaming icy
freezing depends on doorsteps
DEEMDAMNED repent. remorse.
babies baby bars; where the rhyme scheme
got wonkbonked. I like to makeup words
like snifflewhiffleball. allmy verbiage sounds
like coughing stockingsoft or vomit comets &
slugslopped off. suprirse surprise groping
gaping gets me of
so I'm trying to find a voice to put to fruity
loops but I sound like nagging nasal snoots
my lymhnodes don't abide by rules and
immune systems shot out too
w.e
this is my lette so yall remember edgybaby
did it first & did it better
maybe there wasn't ever gonna be better
weather. &if i came out cursed
at least I came out wetter.
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rear-ended the wrong near dimension
♡ the final question - paw pallbearer breathen
♡ very vetted
♡ resume resurrected
♡ consumate the crime i correct it
♡ insurrection
♡ sty eyed with my stetson
♡ cowboy kleptin'
♡ kolonopin & cough syrup keep me guessing
♡inside is pass last night's suppa
♡in the past but it stays close to u if u wanna
♡im unda
♡over and threadfed thru the gutta
♡its lex looth bonnie rotten loose tooth
♡drawl drools uncouth vermouth
♡♡what it do & do u wanna?♡♡
♡oh he real good with it, red
♡parking lot spots all just remembered as a mess
♡i stay unsettled understressed
♡he waits for the second second guess to press
♡i preen i ingest
♡with a little lean to my left
♡heavy heart baggy sleeves kevlar vest.
♡does this feel like the truth or a fucking test?can't wait to show em my real face.
lace mace;
I didn't chose the chase
nah I stay and lay wait
clear my throat, cowards call it fate
ill call it falling into the simplest state
if u wanna be complex, get honest
i found my seat and cleared my plate.
such a shame u chose me to initiate.
cuz I'm after your face,
I want to tongue the taste
scoop your soul cold out that rotten place
and eat eat eat
I was told it was mine to takeback it up. show me perfect ill show u worship
partially is fine, still ill. I swang surplus
gangs got me nervous i service
gagging nuns and none spit my sermons
stay earnin, stay learnin - I'm fried but I peel back the curtains
its like a job to you but bitch that's my purpose.
tough terfin
clutch lurkin
I put my pretty fingers in they mouth and then merk em
stay low so hidden,
don't even wanna know what you been sippin
I stay committed im way out in it
wild west got the best of us missin business
far from finished; lock n load n hold my fitted.
why won't u listen
u simpin im throne sittin
I swallow when u wanna see me spit it
so choke hold the whole mission
dome splittin
hold close & know know what you wrote wrote
in last years kitchen, itchin.
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rabies baby got the scabies
scabies maybe itch-niche
grossgal gremlin trademark
tracin' or maybe ghastly
ghoulgang gamed a stronger
statement. ecto-fooler
came @ frail frame despite
damned dames and sircursed
cadence. syrupticious.
mind eyes malicious.
grimeyslime'd signs point
to implied permissions.
talk about how they see me
going
slaglife queen; require
you 2 blow me
pallbearer preens & say
that they know me
but demons is holy
can't help but show me
those who seek weakness
&plant mirrorseeds of
wicked east woadies .
that's my demon b
obviously
not obvious til tested;
isn't that the irony?
no forewarning danger
beware your own dichotomy
sick of the crater?
u ought to be.
how bout the manger?
is it hard to breathe?
ill cut my tongue
ill tie my teeth
ī ill bendback benefactor
im calmer after
ta whats new whats next
whats meant for me.
ii believe in luck in 3s
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flaunting the nuanced under hypnotici'm falling for blue spots and coughing on chronici'm crawling across rooms of mister unwantedsbut it's hunnits on top of hot shots with deep walletsclawing and creeping on dreams of me toplessinstead of loving the me that is honesti wonder what deems a demon B flawlesssix six six and i can't stop swallowing cometscomments and context are only inconstant.flick of the wrist and i'm 'choly like 'flawless'feeling like lawless 70's scream; i want to be monsterso do you see? its making me fond(ish)the life that i lead, the devil i bond with
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may 6 2016
I'm pushing almost violets
Aversion won't be so silent
But A mind behind my eyelid
Told me not to be so violent
And i'm nearly blinded
Nearly wounded wonder why I try-but
really you're a monster
couldn't breathe a guess of yes when dazed
in sleep asunder.
Hazy, was I underdressed? Unfair for me to wonder.
Getting off on soft grey lines, would you do this to your mother?
Or any other lover?
How many times-
how many girls-
how many lives are crumbled?
How many sorrys have you mumbled?
Stumble on to bigger words and blame me if you wanna.
I'll bet money that you're gonna.
Tell me that its what I wanted
As if a body could be honest
As if my body was still conscious.
its not just even one boy lost
lots of languid darker hearts
looking close they'll bear a mark
a scar you shouldn't be so fond of.
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comet vs. creator aka cupids crater
spark a silver spliff. sniff it
Hark the Herald
lil' lith's.lost.mission
Omniscient blisslest
I tend to miss shit so I learnt to list it
silver spoon stuck down my throat
when I with-hold
my brothers business
twisting in to bloodbond kisses
temperance tempted to admit it
but tempest bent the broke and bit it
Static soul sought something sold
Thoth Took control —
I'll hook the fold
To fuck around and fix it
Old coffees cold
Between sigil signas and normal niches :
Sip on spit he let me hit it .
Dipdowndeeponhisthickstiffdick
Throbbing like its under striction
Just constricted.
ring around rockcock
I'm christened.
I'm praying, God, please bear witness.
Look in close, want you to know
this beast he came from your forgiveness
Share with us, Father, your loaves and fishes.
Blaspheme slobber, good gobbletopper
but cunt is where my judas' jizz is.
Muck morale makes slit slick
ickshit
Bewitch his —
be most wicked
he won't quit
proud — omit—ted
Shout loud;
grow listless
Howl sounds
sound like hiss-iss
Prowlpounce, shocklock hipshifts
Equipped for commitment
I quip his quill quell n'commit it
I'm sick clicked twitch bitch
but your heat be weak;
Mock a cop swerveskurt s-slippin
1 stay so low he stopped existing
2 stole the show, the cops block, and his pot to piss in.
Been mauled out by the mystic
Balled out n bought a biscuit
tea is for the
queen.
I'm ♡sis♡and
your sadistic.
Youfityoufityoufit it
(S)kin on (S)kin
sins come unhinged;
in his mrs. 36's
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Serapheral (part 2)
so i said i'd be "pink blushed"
but, at first, he kept it hush.
a languid love
a secret crush
a creeping linger of sneering slush.
weeping, sleeping;
he knew too much
felt it in my fingers
touched
drew a card
royal
flush.
Lucifer... he felt in thrusts
a sin of skin, a mallow plush
rotten apple spoils the bunch
&i drank them from his cup
(yes-ithink-imadeitup)
im tearing up
wounds of wanting
hollow swallow (lick it up)
im stocking slug
wet hot cunt
sop and sloppy - then mop it up.
his hands like claws; a pearl clutched
something thick to gnaw
the underneath (my favorite) taming.tepid.touch
real raw rough
peeled peach punch
I'm only alliteration, eyes like chasms
bridal beasts berating
monsters mock in mating
constant candid craving
crushed.
crashed in to craters
clasping cuffs
grasping gasping casper
right through her stocking runs
secret smudged -> pink blushed cunt
samael's son... i said too much.
can't wait to be eaten
like Lucifer's lunch.
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Serapheral (part 1)
[sometime 2015]
Personally, I'd get pink blushed when I face him
Lucifer bb, two hand touch what i'm craving
Someone tell me, cuz I can't figure it out for the hell of me,
What's the point in waiting for saving?
I'm drunk on holy spirits, getting wasted with Azazel.
And rolling good dutch with Seraphim angels
We can't be taken of our own free will
It ties us to Beezle.
So ill keep masturbating to an image half faceless,
instead of the body i'm tasting,
While I try to fuck all gods good graces.
Cuz the saviour died that night in the manger,
Lucyfel way deep down in the crater,
and no comeuppance is greater
than dirging on favor and fiending for later.
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Poked Bones and Smoked Cloves
lol this is written as a folkpunk song
i'd like to smoke a cig with you
so could you spare a second?
you're running from I'm falling through
more clear now in nice weather.
and it may not seem like much to you
but measlies mound together-
i'm wading out or breaking through
whatever words sound best to you
we jest our mess is the bottled blues
but our best isn't much better
wandered way out west on fumes
not confident; just clever
and then its
the
pais-e-ley drugs
the languid:language of love
to just say 'whats up'
with nothing to measure
he's way high up above us
& your mom calls you Pontious
im quite concious of manmade monsters among us
hansel's hand found a home inside gretal
i imagine a world that's not broken like mine is
wonder what such a world would think of our violence
amuse my bemusement while the sun so bright that it blinds us
HERE'S TO -
LASTING ACHEIVEMENTS LAMBASTING BERIEVEMENTS
HE SAYS THAT ITS FOREPLAY; I PRAY THAT ITS MEANING
I WANT YOU IN MORE WAYS I CAN SAY WITHOUT SCREAMING
( im coming home to you.... no matter the season)
&i LOVE MY MOM but i - just - keep - on - dancing.with.demons.
(soft soft)it could be the top,
if the tops what we needed.
(this that lol type vibe; laugh fucker) copped crop from my dog
i need you to believe it (but its mad serious tho)
then back to~
(fast jiggyjag)chemical burns and 'hey its my turns'
when will they learn? that it's crime
and the life doesnt lead to a thou or a thneed
just a chop on the block of your spine
the spindle the needle; we all had our reasons
or at least i DAMN WELL HAD MINE!
IF WE JUST PULLED IT TOGETHER
AND WEATHERED THE WHETHER
WE'D PROBABLY BE BETTER THAN FINE
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Next best obsessed brother beckoned
Feed me seed. speed seething breathless
Fleshless love is vehement vestige
Fester stressors preen-meaning reckless
Incessant symbology
It ought to be - bluebitter butterfly wont stop bothering me
Maybe it's the father in me
maulin dogslobberin me
Catcall from these streets
brightlight backsdown backsup
Turns off and stops collarin me.
Mouths backtalk jabjaw
Entirely silently.
Half gnawed lap fawned
flying high and then dying violently
I'm shy tithe through ties
Slime slides and biles'
mine through testiments time
Embibes grime and gackgrackgreen.
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Cortisol Carousel
Slag life
Hang tight
cortisol
fight or flight
want to talk
but forced to write.
and somewhere along the line you grabbed then reigns and pulled them right. right off the wall, I lost my mind. I lost the fight. And all I got was walled in like amantillado's sad last rights. I'm pushing pause til it's a lie.
Just screams until the feelings change. I'll wait on seeds and change my name. Bad luck in threes, my final flame. My marrow meat, my always late. My mister monster fickle fate. Small sin to cast a wicked wonder, I want to kiss the skin I claimed. I'll make the way for better days, I kill my trauma, torch my rage. I'll trust in nothing, nothings safe.
And what I mean. Is nothings blue. And nothings circles and nothings you. Nothing gurgles nothing moves. Nothing is my one thing true. I met nothing inside our room. I met nothing inside your view. We met nothing and nowhere and knew
There's Nothing we've lost and nothing to lose. Nothing heaves hot taught teeth to chew. Nothing nothing nothing was new. Don't want for nothing. But nothing took something when it left my room.
And I hope that nothing is happy, he had us fooled.
He let me think there was nothing to do.
He felt me up like thimble felt wool
Talkin like cool. The moon and the mood.
Slag life
Hang tight
cortisol
fight or flight
want to talk
but forced to write.
and somewhere along the line you grabbed then reigns and pulled them right. right off the wall, I lost my mind. I lost the fight. And all I got was walled in like amantillado's sad last rights. I'm pushing pause til it's a lie.
Bottles bang broken, glass smashed and the son.
Back tasked with the last act of carrying love.
I will smile forever, I will rought what I've rung
And I will die inside knowing there's magic you've sung.
And I'll stand beside you, invisible snug
Deep down in your bones, I smile
Im dust.
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