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Me fading away wasn’t new, is that why you never feel the difference.

~LyraLaurent☁️

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Am I ever going to let you know how I feel about you. Am I be able to lay my head on your shoulder, let you know about my day, all my problems. While you play with my fingers and you tell me all about ur day and your problems laying on my leg.

~Lyra☁️

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In the ways of loving someone there is pain and hardship. Don’t be afraid to choose yourself in the end if it hurts too much.

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why? I've never been good enough for you. You told me you no longer care for me In this world, I've loved you more than anything. I've seen so many lines crossed. Everything you have done is treat me like a game. I want to hold you so tightly and tell you how much I've missed you, how much I love you, but none of it anymore. When we met you, I was broken and you fixed me, but then you broke me and told me that you wouldn't leave me. We are eternally together. They were lies, I suppose. I always forgive you after all that you put me through. I hope you're happy with your girlfriend now!!! I love you, I love you!! ~Rory Rae🦋

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Maybe if you thought abt it a little and care about it maybe I wouldn’t be like this, maybe I wouldn’t believe all the lies they say.

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John Green; The Fault in Our Stars

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They say by ending my life I give pain to other people who are surrounded by me but what about my pain, what about the pain I go through, mostly thinking that I’m a burden towards everyone or thinking that how ever effort I put through I’m still not enough or that I’m worthless that no one cares about. I’m ending it so I can be finally happy and free. Most importantly why should I care about the people surrounded by me when they don’t actually don’t care about me. In the end of the day we just a bunch of kid telling each other not to commit suicide but deep down thinking about it. ~Rory Rae🦋

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~William C. Hannan

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The idea of not loving you, being around you makes me feel crazy. Your hugs, kisses even the same gestures that you put effort in makes me feel wanted. I know that everything about us makes our relationship toxic but ur perfect for me as I am to you. I have always wondered how it would be if we weren’t exactly where we right now? I wonder how happy we might be if we were still together. Maybe somethings aren’t meant to be but I wouldn’t ever regret loving you. -Rory Rae🦋

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Love is great to read about or to think about and also to even write about, but in reality it’s scary. Feeling loved one second and the second it faceds away like nothing that’s what love is. The minute you let yourself fall in love you put trust, love, care in it means taking a huge risk towards a certain person that ur falling in love with. -Rory Rae🦋

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Sometimes the pain isn’t about love or losing someone you love. It’s about me feeling alone and lonely like there isn’t a shoulder to lean on and cry ur heart out. It’s the random feeling where you wanna cry ur heart out. It’s the feeling where ur are letting ur self down when. You don’t want to. When u want to quit so badly there is small threat holding you back. -Rory Rae🦋