meimeislibray

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THIS.

vessel: this life i've built for myself is bringing me a lot of pain because i don't want to disappoint anybody but i'm also exhausted

ii:

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III and Vessel vibes

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Do you know when you think about a Person and youre brain is like oh yeah they are this or that…yes i have that with the Sleep Token Members…

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III likes thick and Chubby Girls.And i will die on that Hill.

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𝓣𝓱𝓮 𝓞𝓷𝓵𝔂 𝓔𝔁𝓬𝓮𝓹𝓽𝓲𝓸𝓷

Simon “Ghost” Riley x Reader

Tw: severe PTSD, dissociation, trust issues, and emotional detachment,SA,Depression

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Simon knew that living with him was never easy he tried to be a better man for you but the thoughts of you getting hurt because of him or by him haunt him.The PTSD made him jolt at any louder noise which causes you to be quiet…but you were always so loud and bubbly around your friends but around him you need to walk on eggshells that what he feels like.And when the jealousy gets to him he shuts down the trust issue lay deep in him,you never gave him a reason to question your love for him but he always overreacts.Poor Girl stuck with such a Broken Man like him…and when he looks closer in the mirror he doesn’t have the beauty to make up for it.And also the Detachment Emotionally the numbness he loved you that was Clear to him but sometimes his emotions go numb he doesn’t feel anything just the Pain,the Trauma and then he leaves you left wondering in the Home you two build in the Country Side of England away from Manchester,his Childhood,his abuser.But when he left he gets back Days later sleeping in Motels mostly and everytime you sit there and just take all of his emotional baggage.You deserve the world a Woman like you deserves a man who is there for her,listens to her,loves her every night,makes love to her…but he,he couldn’t do that cause he was Broken,Shattered and just Dead Inside.

“Love….where we-“ you ask him as he enters the House at 2 am.But he doesn’t let you finish “We should break up” were his words as he walks past’s you in the hallway and up the stairs.You run up the stairs amd see him packing his stuff into his duffle. “Simon Riley” youre voice is sharp and he stiffens.”Simon put the duffle down and the clothes we will talk now” youre voice was sharp.And he turns around his eyes meet yours and you come closer.”Listen Babe….i know what you think i knew you for 5 years now and i can see trough you-“ her voice was soft again but he cuts her off.”Babe-this can’t-we can’t continue because of my shit you change your quiet…but usually you’re loud and happy…i am jealous and think you cheat on me but you never gave me any reason to doubt our love…and then i leave and you act like it never happened and continue-THIS ISNT WHAT YOU DESERVE” he says and he sees your eyes glint with tears.”Simon—oh my Simon” you come closer and he wouldve turned away when he wasn’t so frozen in place you hold put your forehead against his chest.”You…you are my everything and i don’t care if i need to tone down.I will Never ever ever ever cheat on you before i do that i would rather chop off my Arms.And when you leave i figure you need some space.Simon i love you and i have no problem to sacrifice some of my shit to you cause you are my Soulmate.Hell i would even go back in time if i could and put all the pain on me for you too life normally” Simon could feel your sobs after you finish your sentence.”Love you need to let me go find another man who gives you everything” he says cold,but his heart shatters and he just wants to hold you.”Please don’t leave me..please Simon i love you and i don’t care that you’re broken how you would call yourself or ugly…and i noticed how you look at yourself.Babe you’re my one and only okay you’re the hottest most handsome man,you’re strong and i admire you for that but after 5 years Simon you can be weak with me,break apart in my arms,cry,talk to me i don’t care and i would never dare to think your weak,cause you’re not babe.” and then you feel his arms around your frame and then his head on-top of yours.”Babe-please don’t convince me you’re too good for me” he whispers to you.”Simon please i love you” the words come out in a sob and youre legs are close to giving in,Simon notices and guides you both to the floor.And you cling to his large Frame crying and this breaks Simons heart.He was a cold killer on the battlefield but right now his tears fall onto the skull balaclava.The grip gets tighter and his head is buried in your shoulder as your sobs calm down you hear him quietly cry.”Its fine let it out” he could feel your hands on his back and your lips on his clothed forehead.His face,you saw it before and god he was a angle….angle of war or of your Heart.As he calms down the seam of the balaclava gets lifted by you, darker blonde hair appear and the beautiful face.And then you kiss him like never before kiss his tears away his face his neck and he lets you,but he kisses you back.And he realizes that this is love you really love him,your in love with him.

That evening when you two fall asleep in his arms everything feels fine.You’re finger in his short hair and his fingers are on your waist.Its fine,you two are fine…and its like you glued the small small pieces of his heart together.

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𝙸𝚗𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚐𝚛𝚊𝚖 𝙿𝚘𝚜𝚝𝚜 𝚋𝚢 𝙱𝚘𝚗𝚝𝚎𝚗

𝚆𝚎𝚍𝚍𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝙴𝚍𝚒𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗

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rind0u9

liked by ranha1tani,kakuch0,sanzu666

rind0u9: My Soulmate.My Best Friend.My Wife❤️

kanuch0:🫠🩷

ranha1tani:Still have the pick of you crying:)

mikey.sano

liked by ranha1tani,rind0u9,sanzu666,kakuch0

mikey.sano:Shin was right….i will find my soulmate.Thank you for everything My now Wife❤️‍🩹

sanzu.666:Congratulations Boss❤️

⪼ranha1tani: You wish that was you huh🤭

kakuch0:👍🏻🩷

ranha1tani

liked by rind0u9,t.akeomi,sanzu666

ranha1tani:Mine💕💗

rind0u9:What amount of Money did they pay her to get married to you

⪼ranha1tani:😶

mikey.sano: 🩷

sanzu666

liked by ranha1tani,rind0u9,kanj_i

sanzu666:Need you all to myself Wifey😗🩷

rind0u9: Is she still able to walk

⪼ranha1tani: his dick is too small for that

kanj_i:😂❤️

⪼ranha1tani:40yo mom comment

kakuch0

liked by mikey.sano,t.akeomi,kanj_i

kakuch0:Forever us ❣️

mikey.sano:Loved your wedding ❤️

rind0u9:❤️

t.akeomi

liked by ranha1tani,rind0u9,kanj_i

t.akeomi:Mine❤️

rind0u9:2 years then he is divorced

⪼ranha1tani:Bet 600$ ?

⪼sanzu66:i’m innnn

kanji_i

liked by ranha1tani,rind0u9,sanzu666,kakuch0

kanj_i:Two Hearts One Soul💕

ranha1tani:He sold his wifes soul

rind0u9:One Heart if i take it:)

mikey.sano:Real Soulmates👍🏻

koko.noi

liked by ranha1tani,kakuch0,sanzu666

koko.noi:My Brightest Diamond🤭💕

ranha1tani:Sugar Daddy huh??

sanzu666:If i marry you do i get money🤭😊

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𝙸𝚗𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚐𝚛𝚊𝚖 𝙿𝚘𝚜𝚝𝚜 𝚋𝚢 𝙱𝚘𝚗𝚝𝚎𝚗

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mikey.sano

liked by ranha1tani,rind0u9,sanzu666,kakuch0

mikey.sano:Light to my Darkness🖤

sanzu666:Wish you two the Best ☺️🤭

⪼ ranha1tani: You wish that was you huh

⪼rind0u9: Real.

ranha1tani

liked by rind0u9,mikey.sano,sanzu666,kakuch0

ranha1tani: Best Duo in Roppongi💕

⪼rind0u9: tought we were the best duo in Roppongi…..😔

⪼ranha1tani:Hoes before Bros

sanzu666:I am the best in Roppongi🩷

⪼ranha1tani:Dream on Junkie

rind0u9

liked by ranha1tani,sanzu666,koko.noi

rind0u9: always🖤⛓️

sanzu666: better Haitani

⪼ranha1tani: TRAITOR

koko.noi: get that woman better shoes they are only Versace.Disgusting

sanzu666

liked by mikey.sano,ranha1tani,rind0u9,kanj_i

sanzu666:🩸red suits you babe.

mikey.sano:👍🏻

rind0u9: Red suits you Sanzu

⪼rind0u9:cause you are a Red Flag

ranha1tani:The only red thing are youre red flags😀🤭

koko.noi

liked by kakuch0,t.akeomi,kanj_i,mikey.sano,

koko_noi: Only the best for my best💍💎

kanuch0:Sweet

ranha1tani:Rich Bitch🙄

kanj_i : Are the heels good asking for a friend

⪼ranha1tani:Kanji wears heels???

⪼kanj_i:😐

kanj_i

liked by sanzu666,mikey.sano,koko_noi

kanj_i:☺️❤️

sanzu666:40 yo mother ass caption

koko_noi:Expensive taste,Cheap Caption 😀

ranha1tani:❤️☺️ get the documents on my desk or i kill you kanji☺️❤️

t.akeomi

liked by mikey.sano,sanzu66,rind0u9,kanj_i

t.akeomi:Everything for Madame😐🤍

kanj_i:Real Gentelman

rind0u9: please do the trend where she wears your shoes and you hers….

⪼t.akeomi: 🙄

kakuch0

liked by koko.noi,mikey.sano,kanj_i,ranha1tani

kakuch0:I love you till the moon and Back🌙

ranha1tani: Goofy ahh caption

mikey.sano:👍🏻

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𝙼𝚊𝚜𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚕𝚒𝚜𝚝

𝚃𝚘𝚔𝚢𝚘 𝚁𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚗𝚐𝚎𝚛𝚜

ཐི༏ཋྀ󠀮 𝙸𝚗𝚜𝚝𝚊 𝙿𝚘𝚜𝚝𝚜 𝚋𝚢 𝚃𝚎𝚗𝚓𝚒𝚔𝚞 ࿊

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𝙸𝚗𝚜𝚝𝚊 𝙿𝚘𝚜𝚝𝚜 𝚋𝚢 𝚃𝚎𝚗𝚓𝚒𝚔𝚞 ࿊

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rind0u9

liked by ranha1tani,1zana,kakucho0,itzyaboyshion

rind0u9:matched 🗿⛓️

⪼ ranha1tani :Ew

⪼rind0u9 :Haters gonna hate bro😬

kakucho0:Sweet☺️

itzyaboyshion:Never tought 4 eyes would get laid lmfao..

⪼rind0u9:🫡

ranha1tani

liked by rind0u9,kakucho0,kanj_i,itzyaboyshion,kanji_i

ranha1tani:Mine.

⪼rind0u9:How did you get a GF???

kakucho0: Sweet🤭

kanji_i:Ew.

itzyaboyshion: Wednesday Adams got a Gf??

1zana

liked by rind0u9,ranha1tani,kakucho0,kanji_i

1zana:Ride or die babe🤍

kanucho0: Too Cute💕

ranha1tani: 😀

kanji_i:Sweet.

itzyaboyshion:How did Elsa get a GF HOWWW???

kakucho0

liked by itzyaboyshion,ranha1tani,kanji_i,1zana

kakucho0:🖇️

ranha1tani: nice

kanji_i:👍🏻

1zana:Cute💕

kanji_i

liked by 1zana,ranha1tani,rindou9,itzyaboyshion

kanji_i:My two Cuties💕

1zana:Cute💕

ranha1tani:cute cat

itzyaboyshion:kanji getting a gf impossible.

itzyaboyshion

liked by ranha1tani,rind0u9,kakucho0,1zana

itzyaboyshion:You and me against all odds

ranha1tani:shion has a gf???

rind0u9:No.

1zana:How???

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