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haiii!!!! i want to read raven cycle, is it good? need someone's opinion about it ( tho saw kind of a lot of my fav artists on tumblr and other platforms liking it a lot soo 😗

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i absolutely love when we're talking about THIS in aftg fandom, i need MORE, MOREEEE ( if you didn't understood it by my previous reblogs 🥺🥺🥺 )

Happy pride month to Neil Josten btw

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i can't lie this is so relatable i'm SCREAMING ( even as an demiaroace )

OMG so me

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jean moreau :

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“Cat should punch someone for Jean!” “Jeremy should get red carded for Jean!!” I actually think we should give Jean a gun

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my therapist suggested i imagine my intrusive thoughts in the voice of donald trump bc i do not possess an ounce of respect for him or trust in his competence. going thru it today so i made this. hope this helps

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“—The echoes of our childhood will always be there for you”

This quote is so miserable (and I do like how the years of loneliness and mental torture have treated her is being shown like this) These moments are incredibly sentimental and touching for her character, the reason she damned herself like this was because she couldn’t forget her friends or the guilt over them after all

She feels like she used and abandoned them, now she’s alone and has been for years and only the memories of the past she still clings to give her comfort, nakedness is vulnerability and while she’s her most vulnerable she reminisces probably the best days of her life with them. And it’s really sweet how that affection is conveyed through the physical embodiment of attachment through that paper cutout of 4nakt who were there for her and became family… happy birthday beautiful 💔💔💔💔💔 (I need to go into how this humanizes Mizi despite the scrutiny and hatred she’s faced in her world, this one is incredibly special to me)

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make a terrible comic day.... i missed it last year but not now

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Gentle reminder I have to actually like you as a person before I'll fantasise over you. 🤝

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I NEED PEOPLE TALK MORE ABOUT IT IN AFTG FANDOM!!!!!! 🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️

I know as a fandom we enjoy the running joke about Neil being more than a little clueless about Andrew ‘the sun streaming through his hair, his amber eyes, may I wax lyrical about his amazingness…” and him being anything other than whatever they are - to the point where Wymack gets there first and Neil still doesn’t know what’s going on.

(It is admittedly very funny)

But as a demisexual human being myself - this is such a genuinely refreshing POV to read. I find Jean and Jeremy funny sometimes because I don’t understand the way they crush. What swoop in your stomach, why are you hungry??? Allos what happens to you?? Meanwhile Neil has got the right idea. Form a strong emotional attachment built on greater trust than you’ve ever given another living being, ensure that sense of trust is mutual, enjoy deep conversation and fun word games. Oh a kiss has happened? It feels good and you’d both like to try it again? Great this is nice! Not tomorrow though? Fine by me.

Living knowing you are ace until you experience your first - whatever you describe a demisexual crush as because it sure as hell isn’t sexual in the same way I have come to understand “normal” crushes - it looks like Neil. It’s so relatable to read. I was that clueless! I still am! I go years between feeling that way and forget what it feels like and go through learning it all over again! I love that he just…is that way. It’s not a big deal in universe but it’s pervasive in Neil’s entire POV. He doesn’t sexualise Andrew, not really. He passes Allison’s test when they first meet entirely non plussed. Being able to get inside the head of a character who sees with my worldview is…quite something. It’s like I don’t have to put on my ‘remember how the normies function’ glasses so the text is tinted the correct colour. I can see it all without having to guesstimate, because this is how I see too.

Neil isn’t stupid. He’s not broken. He’s demisexual. He’s Neil. This is his normal. And to everyone else that looks like he’s oblivious and clueless and maybe a bit of an ‘unreliable narrator’. But this piece at least feels entirely honest to me. Neil genuinely believes what he says about Andrew. He just sees the world differently than most people. And that - like Neil - is fine.

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this stopped my tears. thank you BrightIsland9888 on the alnst reddit

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this made me giggle

Kevin selling Jean to the Trojans like: