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## end of the line. — p. jongseong

synopsis: thinking it was a hotline for people who just need someone to talk to, jay calls. but why did a clueless student answer? with jay’s phone call has a time limit, you, the clueless student, insists on staying with him until the end of the line.

pairing: jay x f!reader

content/genre: college au (wow shocking), slowburn, fluff, angst and crack, smau.

warning(s): swearing, mental health deteriorating, lonely thoughts, i'll put it on every chap if there's anything you need to look out for.

note: hahaha im horrible, yes, delaying wob again, im so sorry. i just,,,,, idk lets say this is self-indulgent bcs fuCK its obvious im not doing too well for the past months lmAO AHHSDH,,, anyway,, yep. hope u enjoy whatever the fuck this is T_T. TAGLIST CLOSED. remember my bullshit last night about this not being as angsty as ymtm? yeah i take it back, i have the alt ending written already. HA.

tags: r.asks: eotl, eotl updates, eotl thoughts, eotl spoilers

profiles. / profiles 2.0

ep 1. — the one with the moving in (pilot).

ep 2. — the one with mommy looking for a daddy.

ep 3. — the one with too much workloads.

ep 4. — the one with donald duck.

ep 5. — the one with the hotline.

ep 6. — the one with the ppg leader, blooming.

ep 7. — the one with the style note.

ep 8. — the one with y/n's 15 minute-bf.

ep 9. — the one with reunited by peaches & herb.

ep 10. — the one with sulley and boo.

ep 11. — the one with the ghosting.

ep 12. — the one with the ghosting 2.0.

ep 13. — the one with three am bbq.

ep 14. — the one with bubs coming back.

ep 15. — the one with the cat naming.

ep 16. — the one with the lukewarm coffee.

ep 17. — the one with jay cooking his sadness away.

ep 18. — the one with the giggly simp in sunoo's dorm.

ep 19. — the one with the cream puffs request.

ep 20. — the one with jay's sweater.

ep 21. — the one after the bake sale.

ep 22. — the one with the three boxes.

ep 23. — the one where jay (almost) won.

ep 24. — the one with the backup plan.

ep 25. — the one with the rude girl and the guy with no manners.

ep 26. — the one with the sad face.

ep 27. — the one with the "you too" replies.

ep 28. — the one with the "i fell first, they never did" trope.

ep 29. — the one with jay can't because he's busy.

ep 30. — the one with sunoo blocking jay in his priv.

ep 31. — the one with sunoo leaving the group.

ep 32. — the one with jake throwing a shoe at jay.

ep 33. — the one with bubs' messages.

ep 34. — the one with bubs and honey catching up.

ep 35. — the one with jay trying to talk to y/n.

ep 36. — the one with jay's way of confessing.

ep 37. — the one with jay being so close (for the millionth time).

ep 38. — the one where honey called bubs by her real name.

ep 39. — the one with ur mom vibes.

ep 40. — the one with y/n crying for the hundredth time.

ep 41. — the one where minho gets a headache.

ep 42. — the one with sunoo becoming a caregiver.

ep 43. – the one with the letter.

ep 44. — the one with sunghoon being a drama queen.

ep 45. — the one with the matching icons.

ep 46. — the one during y/n's sad hours.

ep 47. — the one where jay doesn't care about y/n.

ep 48. — the one where jeongin spoils y/n.

ep 49. — the one where they decide they either fix it or have closure.

ep 50. — the one where everything's okay.

ep 51. — the one where minho will airfry jay and y/n.

ep 52. — the one with the ending, but not the end of the line.

alternative ending. — the one with y/n staying with jay even after the line ended.

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aim for it

SUMMARY ➤ you decided to bring your frenemies to investigate the murder of someone that unrelated to you

PAIRING ➤ archery! jay feat. bishop fem! reader

GENRES ➤ frenemies to lover, fluff at the end, action, betrayal, crime, violence

WORDS ➤ 14.3k words

WARNINGS ➤ profanity, murderer, alien attack, fight scene, kidnapping, death threats, mention daredevil once, absolutely make no sense at all, grammartical error, mention sunghoon twice, mention of weed once! and this fic is heavily inspired by hawkeye series on disney+

NOTES ➤ tysm to @seungstarss for the banner!! finally i got to use it and im so sorry for disappearing (,: i forgot my password (dumbassss)

The scene you witnessed when you were 10 years old sure gave a huge impact on you. Only seconds ago you talked with your mother about having a picnic with her and your dad and now you are standing in your room, with an accelerated heart rate you witnessing nonhumans attacking New York City. You are scared for sure, is this what the adults say ‘the world is ending?’

Keep reading

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◌ 𓂋 ｡〣 EN– as ROM-COM ANIMES! ₊ﾟ୭ !

◌ 𓈒 ꒪ heeseung [ horimiya! ]

[ plot – in which y/n, a popular girl known for her beauty and brain, is actually a homebody who works all day in houseworks and taking care of her lil brother, in reality, and on the other hand! heeseung, who is known as an otaku-nerd, has actually got numerous tattoos and piercings, when heeseung and yn ran into each other they reveal the real themselves and decided to keep it a secret! ]

— because heeseung is more likely to hide your secret than anyone esle.

— i feel like this secret romance with heeseung would fit the best!

— imagine knowing heeseungs real self, only you know! well our boy doesnt got trust issues.

◌ 𓈒 ꒪ jay [ monthly girls! ]

[ plot – in which a highschool student yn has a crush on schoolmate jay who is a manga artist. One day when yn confessed her love to him, he mistakes her has his fan and gave her the autograph. Yn said that she wants to be with him, and jay invites her to his house, taking her help in some manga drawings. He asked her to his assistant and yn agrees bc she wants to be close to him! ]

— jay would perfectly fit in a dumb rom-com anime.

— i think jay is a type who is not much in romance as he mistook yn's confession, we saw.

◌ 𓈒 ꒪ sunghoon [ wotakoi! ]

[ plot – in which yn, an office worker hides the fact that she is a yaoi fangirl, changes jobs, she is reunited with sunghoon, her childhood friend who is attractive and skilled but is a hardcore gaming otaku. They decide to start dating for now, but being otaku, both of them are awkward and a serious romantic relationship is rather difficult for both of them! ]

— sunghoon fits it too well because he is the awkward one here.

— he is more likely to mind his gaming rather than being in a relationship.

— sunghoon would prefer being single, but he maybe a hopeless romantic too.

◌ 𓈒 ꒪ jake [ my little monster! ]

[ plot – in which yn is a being who has absolutely no interests except in studying, who is known as cold and emotionless and a boy named jake who sits next to yn in class but rarely attends school. After yn is tasked with delivering something to jake's home, she meets him, who immediately greets her as a friend. when she meets jake she is touched by his innocence. Jake is often known as a violent and uncontrollable monster, he is actually kind and gentle. jake immediately declares his love towards yn, but it takes much longer for yn to realize and accept her own feelings towards jake, but atlast the two unsocial beings ends up in love. ]

— because jake may seems cold or different but we know he is a kind one.

— he is perfect for this role, the way he is the one who catches feelings at first, rarely attends school etc are all traits of jake tbh.

◌ 𓈒 ꒪ jungwon [ one week friends! ]

[ plot – in which, yn has a past traumatic memory disorders, due to which she only remember things for one week and her memory resets every monday. Jungwon, who fell in love with yn at first sight, wanted to be her friend, but on next Monday, yn forgot about their friendship, finally jungwon discovered yns disorder. Making him be close with yn even more. They try again and again but yn seems to loose memory every week. Jungwon uses a shared journal which helps yn to communicate with jungwon and remember things.

— jungwon is a sweet boy who can fall in love easily ( at first sight! )

— i think he is one to not care about any disorder of yn which makes him want yn even more.

— jungwon will no matter what, tries his best to be close to yn!

◌ 𓈒 ꒪ sunoo [ lovely complex! ]

[ plot – in which yn likes a boy named sunoo but they are an awkward match and a comedy duo! sunoo is always laughed on being smaller than an average boy, and yn is always laughed on being taller than an average girl. Sunoo and yn has a huge height difference. This makes them argue on it constantly, to the point of being nicknamed by their classmates and teachers. Yn has feelings for sunoo that shockes him.

— because sunoo seems to like taller girls. ₍ᐢ. ̫.ᐢ₎

— i think yn being taller and sunoo being smaller or vice versa, will make them a perfect comedy duo?

◌ 𓈒 ꒪ niki [ maid sama! ]

[ plot – in which yn, a class president, who is all smart, works secretly in a maid-cafe in order to help her family. One day niki, her perverted schoolmate, discovered her secret about her working in a maid cafe. This mysterious boy, niki who was not-so-everyday visitor at the cafe, begins to visit the cafe everyday to tease yn about her being a maid. ]

— because i see niki as a certified frat boy!

— niki is someone to tease alot :0

— even though niki will discover the secret, he is more likely to keep it as a secret rather than just spilling it, that's what i think.

📄 perm.list — @reniqt @lov3niki @wonyosparkle ( open! )

© koufiles | please donot plagiarise copy or translate my work!

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show, don't tell:

anticipation - bouncing legs - darting eyes - breathing deeply - useless / mindless tasks - eyes on the clock - checking and re-checking

frustration - grumbling - heavy footsteps - hot flush - narrowed eyes - pointing fingers - pacing / stomping

sadness - eyes filling up with tears - blinking quickly - hiccuped breaths - face turned away - red / burning cheeks - short sentences with gulps

happiness - smiling / cheeks hurting - animated - chest hurts from laughing - rapid movements - eye contact - quick speaking

boredom - complaining - sighing - grumbling - pacing - leg bouncing - picking at nails

fear - quick heartbeat - shaking / clammy hands - pinching self - tuck away - closing eyes - clenched hands

disappointment - no eye contact - hard swallow - clenched hands - tears, occasionally - mhm-hmm

tiredness - spacing out - eyes closing - nodding head absently - long sighs - no eye contact - grim smile

confidence - prolonged eye contact - appreciates instead of apologizing - active listening - shoulders back - micro reactions

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physical intimacy prompts

holding hands during a stressful situation

smiling in-between kisses

touching foreheads

cheek kisses

slow dancing

intertwining fingers

comparing hand sizes

resting your head on your partner's lap

piggy back rides

standing on your tip toes to reach your partner's lips

kissing your partner's wounds

forehead kisses

falling asleep on your partner's shoulder

bridal carries

spooning

rolling over in bed, switching positions during a kiss

embracing your partner

intertwining fingers when making love

pulling away from a kiss, deeply looking into each other's eyes, appreciating being here with each other before diving back in

nudging into the crook of your partner's neck

being carried/tucked into bed, after having fallen asleep on the couch waiting for your partner to come home

saying ''i love you'' in-between kisses

nose boops

back rubs

tracing fingers down your partner's chest

hand on chest during a casual conversation

bumping into each other

hugs that last longer than they should

showering together

hands around the waist

straddling your partner's thighs

helping your partner undress

playing with your partner's hair

falling asleep to your partner's heartbeat

resting a hand on your partner's back

squeezing each other's hands

sitting in your partner's lap

cupping your partner's face

tickling

linking arms with each other

exploring each other's lips

caressing your partner's face

brushing your lips together, lingering for a moment

jumping into your partner's arms

wrapping legs around your partner

tucking a strand of hair behind your partner's ear

pulling your partner into your lap

hugging from behind

lifting your partner off the ground

holding hands across the table

holding hands under the table

bear hugs

caressing your partner's hand

laying a hand on your partner's thigh

literally sharing a sweater

slapping your partner's butt

tummy kisses

feeling each other's pulse

glancing at each other's lips

falling asleep while cuddling on the couch

climbing back into bed, onto your partner's body to wake them up

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the uk government is trying to scrap the human rights act.

i’ve not seen a lot in the media about this so i’m going to do my best to put this into words and explain what will happen if the government is successful in replacing the human rights act with the bill of rights (aka the rights removal bill).

this will mean that in the uk:

you won’t be allowed to say anything negative about the government

if you are disabled or chronically ill, you won’t be allowed to say no to being given a DNR in hospital

you won’t be allowed to bring ‘trivial’ human rights violations to court

public authorities (the police) won’t have to actively protect people’s human rights

the uk military will be allowed to basically do whatever they want overseas

if you ever commit a crime, they can disregard your human rights

the government will not be obligated to obey human rights

if you are from the uk PLEASE sign this petition, and also to everyone else, please please please share this.

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I WAS MADE FOR LOVING YOU,BABE

°inspired by the iconic rockstar jay, his guitar and KISS's song °

Word count :9,7k

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Bassist!jayxfem!reader

Warnings:Flirting and corny shit

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Jay exhales the last breath of oxygen in his lungs before placing his guitar on the stand. He wipes the sweat off his face with the back of his arm.

“That was fun guys!” He smiles as they turn to him.

"ok ,man, let's get some ladies now" heeseung smirks and looks at the boys . Oh they knew what they were doing. this song was their go to song for getting laid. it was simple . they sing the song,lock eyes with some girl or guy , literally flirt with them like there's no tomorrow just by starring at them during the whole song and boom . you know what's next .

unfortunately for Jay , he gets bored easily and he was tired of getting to the same reactions , same chit chats , same people after all. he needed something new. something more challenging.

the song starts as usual, Jake ,the drummer,sets the tone and the others follow him .The lyrics come naturally and soon the chorus begins.

that's when he sees her . in the back of the club , somewhere near the exit sat a girl. she was alone too. bingo.

all he has to do is to make her look at him .

jeez she was looking everywhere but in the stage's direction . maybe she didn't notice what a bunch of hotties were up there . it's safe to say Enhypen was the main attraction of this club . every night tens of people come to see them .

maybe she doesn't like the song. the lyrics are a bit corny.

then his guitar solo comes and that's when she finally looks up in his direction. man she's got some beautiful eyes. Jay needed to make sure she looked only at him , no distractions allowed. He doesn't take his eyes off of her and leans back a bit , flexing his muscles while playing the bass guitar. and that's how he loses her . she turns her attention back to her phone and starts typing on it .

it's safe to say Jay was a bit annoyed with her behavior. he was sure she enjoyed watching him , who doesn't after all .

getting rejected is one thing , being ignored when you're giving your best is another.

they end the song and the crowd screams enthusiastically, chanting their names over and over again. all of them gather in front of the stage and bow in sync thanking the crowd. they might not be humble saints but they still knew that they wouldn't be there without their fans.

the guys start packing their things and tiredly say goodnight to each other. They were friends but they gave each other space, everyone was free to do anything they want outside of the band schedule as long as they cause no harm to their image or success.

getting girls was not on that list.

Jay walks towards the girl and plonks himself right down next to her. She looks up at him with wide eyes and a small smile graces her features.

“what brings a pretty little thing such as yourself here” he teases , taking her aback. he knows this tactic works.

she sips nervously from her drink trying to look cool. "you know, just wanted to enjoy my night. I needed a break from everything"

he scans her , looking her up and down as if he tried to see her soul or something.

" so you came here by yourself?"

she looks in his direction for a second then turns back to analyzing that gorgeous interesting cup of juice. "no I was actually waiting for a friend but unfortunately she couldn't make it. family stuff" he knowingly gives her a smile then proceeds to move closer .

"you liked our song ? you didn't seem that interested"

she shakes her head slightly. "oh no it wasn't the song. It was something else"

"your boyfriend?" he asks paying attention to her reaction. "oh no , definitely no-"

"Girlfriend then?"

she smiles awkwardly at him ,it's a progress." I don't think anyone is interested in me now, regardless of their sexual orientation " she says and laughs. "but anyway you guys really are amazing though. i uhm liked the vibe "

her voice is sweet and soft, Jay wants nothing but to hear more.

"just because I wasn't looking doesn't mean I wasn't listening"

she chuckles lightly. "I'm sorry but I'm not exactly the type of person you'd want around here.."she trails off, looking down into her cup.

"and why is that?," he asks curiously.

"well..", she pauses, thinking about where should she start.

"well I umm.." she gulps and looks at the ground before continuing. "I just.."

Jay raises an eyebrow in confusion.

"I'm not really the fun type. I don't know what to say most of the times ,I'm more of a listener"

Jay nods understanding what she meant, he was used to having a lot of people talking around him. He's always been surrounded by people which is very rare but he loves it. it makes him feel alive.

"you know,I'd love to listen to you talking . I bet you have a lot to say " he smiles leaning towards her .

"really? talking about what ? "

"mhm anything you like. I'm pretty sure if I find the right topic you'll find it easy to talk "

she was impressed, needless to say. his efforts are something.

"what are you doing?" she raises an eyebrow suspiciously.

he raises his hands in defense and smiles "what do you mean ,I'm doing nothing"

"no no, I get it . you're playing the "I care and I'm interested in you " good boy card."

"I have no idea what's that"

"really? boys acting like you're the most interesting thing in the world , treating you like a queen for 3 minutes , fuck you then dump your ass like nothing happened? yeah no ,I'm not interested "

Jeez,he must have done something wrong then.the plan wasn't working as it should.

"hey hey hey. you don't need to worry about me, I'm not that kind of boy " he jokes but she doesn't laugh. She only rolls her eyes at him and gets up from her seat.

"I think that's enough entertainment for tonight. Good Night "

"wait !! can I get your number though?"

she turns around to look at him and smiles.

"no but maybe I'll see you around "

with that she leaves.

He sighs deeply, why did she have to reject him. Maybe he could make an effort and talk to her again? He was pretty confident but she was so mysterious. she didn't even tell him her name.

he grabs his guitar and takes his way home.

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"looks who's here" Jake whispers to Jay, signaling him to look to his right .

"stop staring at her , it's creepy , man."

"I'm not staring , just analyzing. mhm ,man ,she doesn't look your type "

Jay jokingly punches his shoulder, making his bandmates laugh . It's been almost two weeks since that night he saw the girl sitting in the back of the club. It was hard not to stare at her. Even worse for Jay.

"Jay you better shoot your shot now"

the boy throws them a look in disbelief.since when have they started caring about who he pulls ?

"the lady finally returned " he says approaching her .

"have you waited for me ?"

"no, not really,but I just thought I'd see you around sooner. "

he shrugs nonchalantly ."but it might've hurted my ego a bit seeing you reject my offer of getting my number "

"hmmm. What's with that attitude? you can act all tough and intimidating but deep inside you're still a softie "she laughs."you really wanted to see me again?"

"oh please, you're not the one getting all flustered when I'm talking to you ,are you ? "

"I never said it wasn't attractive. I actually like people who know what they want and aren't afraid of trying to get it ."

"so you're attracted to me " he smirks . he finally starts feeling better. so he didn't lose his charm,that's a relief.

"mhmm define attractiveness "

"you think I'm hot "he states with confidence plastered on his face.

"I don't know, you certainly look hot" she says nonchalantly. "But I don't go around telling people I find them 'hot', even more so if those people turn out to be annoying pricks "

"oh please, you already know I'm charming."

"but I'm not attracted to you"

"and why is that ? I'm curious to know "

"I find smart people attractive. not nerdy smart but street smart . People with vast knowledge "

He smiles at her confidently "babe,just say I'm your type already"

She lets out a hearty laugh at his joke, he wasn't even kidding anymore. She can practically feel his smirk growing bigger by the minute.

"you're confident I like you that much ? "

"hahaha! yeah i think i do"

"alright. You're funny. I guess I'll go along with that " she says and takes out her phone. "here. give me your number. And no more stupid overconfidence bursts".

"okay okay, but just to be clear,I'm not over confident,I just know what I'm capable of doing. If I feel like doing it ,I might show you soon"he smiles, softly this time .

he types his contact information on her phone and saves it under his own name. She puts her phone back on her pocket. The music has gotten louder now. It's starting to become really crowded and the boys call him to get on stage.

"you should watch us sing. promise you won't regret it , especially if you look at me"

She raises an eyebrow,"what do you mean?", she says confused.

"I don't want to give you spoilers but sometimes it gets too hot in here so I might or might not take my shirt off "Jay winks her.

"not my thing. but I'm sure people will enjoy it "she smiles back.

Jay leans down slowly, his lips barely inches away from hers. "I guess we'll see"

she tries to control her breath.

"you should leave now " she says and hide her blushing face. that was too close . too close .

but she liked it,for some reason. she liked how he tried to get closer to her. She loved how he kept challenging her to get annoyed, he knew she would end up smiling and he smiled back at her.

"k see ya around ,doll! don't forget " and he mouths it slowky , pointing in his direction "eyes on me" .

"get on this damn stage Jay" Jake shouts behind Jayl.

"yeah yeah,give me a sec", Jay says waving his hand as he steps down and walks over to the stage.

"ready for the first song"

"jeez man ,if we didn't stop you ,you would've heard us playing the wedding theme song" sunghoon groans annoyed.

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•The faults •

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A comfort-sort-of-story because daydreaming is my coping mechanism

Fluff , Angst , lot of angst and fluff

WARNINGS :none (I hope)

Word count: idk tbh long enough

This one shot has no names specified in there,feel free to imagine whoever you want ;)

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"In one of the stars I shall be living. In one of them I shall be laughing. And so it will be as if all the stars were laughing, when you look at the sky at night...You - only you - will have stars that can laugh. "

~William Shakespeare

The sound of the door creaking open causes him to startle slightly from where he’s been staring up at the starry sky for the past half an hour. He turns his head to see who it is and feels his heart stop in his chest. Standing on the threshold is a girl; the familiar face shines in the moonlight. She looks him in the eye and smiles softly, almost shyly at him. “Hi,” she greets him, as if they never met before.

He swallows and stands up. it's been a while. should he say hi back ? tell her he missed her? ask her if she's ok ? No, she seems fine now , better than ever.

"Hey"he replies. His voice sounds rough even to himself.

She steps into the room and closes the door behind her, sitting down on the chair by the desk he was just gazing out of. The room is silent except for their breathing for a moment.

"sorry for not knocking, the boys said you might feel sick and they sent me here to check up on you ...are you ok?"

Gosh that was embarrassing. Getting drunk till you spit your guts out , crying and choking on your tears while starring blankly at the ceiling and now your ex is here . Man that's one terrible combination of events for a single night.

"yeah yeah , just drank a bit too much but you know I can handle myself. no need to worry" he says dryly.

she pauses for a second , looking like she's struggling to find her words .

"alright,glad you're fine " she awkwardly bids him a "nice to see you " and closes the door .

She hurriedly goes downstairs but his friends stop her .

"So, how's he? "they ask looking at each other laughing. "did you guys talk or something?"

"nope , he said he's fine btw,but you should still keep an eye on him , he didn't look that good to me . his eyes were red-"

"that's because he's crying after you"says a bulky boy . she recognized him. he was his best friend. or used to be .

"he's a simp, he never stopped talking about you !" he spits angrily at her .

"man stop it! wtf is wrong with you?? " a light haired guy interrupts the other one. he takes her hand and bends forward a bit to reach her ear.

"don't mind them , they're all drunk and I'm not far from that either . you should enjoy your night ,ok? have fun " and he pushes her gently in the opposite direction.

He'd already gotten drunk twice during the night and that had been quite the feat, especially considering the alcohol intake he's currently suffering through. This is what made him feel guilty. Because he knew he shouldn' have done this,but he needed that drink more than anything else in the world.

His feet drag along as he makes his way downstairs where people actually had fun.

They seem like they've got a lot going on, there must be around twenty girls here and they're dancing and drinking. There are a bunch of guys trying to get one of the girls to dance with them, so he quickly wanders away. It doesn't take long for him to spot a familiar face at the bar.

"mhmm hey" she looks at him surprised by his sudden appearance. He struggles to keep his body straight or at least in a standing position. everything is so foggy around him ,he barely sees something.

"whoa whoa whoa,hey, you alright" she hurries to pick him up from the ground.

he looks her in the eyes and something breaks in him . it's the same expression she had when they broke up . it's like he has come across his lost girlfriend and her beautiful brown eyes hold such concern and care. it brings a lump to his throat. he tries his hardest not to cry again.

"I want to go home "he whispers softly.

"oh sure ,ok let me find your friends-"

"they're drunk" he whispers again. there's a hint of some hope in his tone now." can you please take me home ?"

she doesn't look at him, worried she might hurt him with her gaze and instead scans the room.

"mhmm sure just give me your address"

"you already know it" he smiles dryly at her.

"oh right" she takes his hand awkwardly and helps him stand up . he leans on her and slowly move through the crowd till the exit

the Uber drives slowly and he falls asleep a few times during the ride but he doesn't care. he's tired from having been through hell and he needs sleep.

When they arrive at the security gate , she hurries to pay and opens the cardoor for him . he's basically dead, the only move his body does is from breathing.

"oh you better be joking..." she struggles to drag his body out of the car.

the Uber throws her one last questioning look and leaves .

Now it's only her problem.

She tries to pick him up somehow deciding to give him a piggy back .

she hears him mumbling something in her ear but who knows what he's trying to say.

bless his brilliant mind for having a big ass mansion on a hill.

she keeps walking and walking,her hands starts to hurt a little but they're close . really close now.

it's almost morning, maybe she should just go home...

But then she hears him call out her name and she instantly hears her heart beating frantically in her chest.

"hey " he mumbles.

"hey" she mumbles back "where are your keys?"

he tries to think ,he really tries ,but it's exhausting to even remember simple stuff now.

"check my backpocket"

she freezes in her place.

"I'm not touching your ass ...search for them yourself"

"oh c'mon my butt doesn't bite ,I can't use my hands now ,I'm hanging on to you "

"you really are,eh?"

she loses her balance for a second trying to reach her back but she leans on the cold door. "ok almost there,stop moving"

"I'm not moving ,you're moving "she grunts.

"ok,just keep quiet "

"your ass is huge.why do you have a giant ass?"she sighs loudly

"because I have a giant ass "he mumbles "jealous?" she was sure he was smirking now.

"go back to sleep, I liked you better with your mouth shut"

she finally manages to find his keys.

she opens the door and carries him to the couch. she drops his body and hurries to turn on the lamp.

She sits down on the floor next to the sofa and looks around at the room. "wow" she whispers.

it's definitely big enough for three people.

she gets up and looks at him, he's fast asleep.

she thinks for a moment about waking him up to go to bed. but then decides against it. She' d rather not wake him up.

she lies down on the floor beside the couch and wraps herself in the blanket that lays on it.

The room is dark, save for the moonlight shining in through the windows.

"I missed you" he says softly and quietly,almost afraid to utter it aloud.

"you did?" she says. she's lying on her stomach and her head is resting on her arm. she feels her eyelids getting heavy but she resists the temptation to sleep.

"yes.i did.I'll never get tired of missing you"

she feels his gaze on her, she can't fall asleep. Instead, she stares at the ceiling .

"are you happier now ?"he asks after a long pause.

"what do you mean ?"

"are you happier now than when we were together?"

"no.not really"

"then why did you leave me?"

"I don't know.. I just couldn't cope with it anymore. "

"so you decided to run away from me? to avoid being miserable?"

"yes "

"and you left me without saying goodbye?"

"yes.. sorry "

he stays silent again.

"you didn't choose anything, you left for good and I don't understand why".

"I had to go and start my new life. I want to live freely"

"why would you even do that? we've been together until the end of highschool and after that we hardly saw each other. you could have stayed with me instead of running away, I was ready to spend our lives together and I never once complained or questioned you."

"I wanted to change things!"

"you changed nothing!"

she remains quiet, unsure of how to respond.

"and you took away the only thing that gave me life and happiness! You ruined everything! "

she's stunned by his outburst.she doesn't know what to say, she feels bad and sorry. she wants to apologize but her mind seems unable to cooperate .

"what I did wasn't easy and I wish I could have acted better. But you can't undo the past " she speaks.

"no I can't. "he agrees.

she closes her eyes and lets out a deep breath.

"now go to sleep " he says softly.

"ok" she replies.

"goodnight "

"goodnight "

she turns off the lamp and lies down on the floor.

she's still awake when she hears him mumble something again.

"what was that?" she asks.

"nothing"

"come on tell me"

"I said 'can we talk about what just happened earlier?'.can we?"

she lets out a frustrated sigh. he isn't gonna budge from this.

"of course,go ahead "

"do you still love me?"

this is exactly what she didn't expect him to ask. She' s been feeling guilty all evening and everytime she thought about what she did, she felt bad.

all these memories came flooding back, the pain of losing him, the sadness that comes along with it , the anger.

it all made her feel weak and vulnerable and alone. She couldn't stand it.

she didn' t even know what she was doing, she never thought he actually cared about her,however, she was wrong. "yes,I do?" she asks."I think so"

"then why did you leave me ?" he repeats the question "if you loved me, you wouldn't have left."

"it's complicated"

"isn't love complicated?"

"it's too complicated for me,it's hard to explain"

"then explain it to me "

she closes her eyes again and breathes deeply.

"I think I just don't deserve you,you're an incredible man,I've never met anyone else like you and I'd hate to hurt someone like you. And if I knew that you were gonna go through shit because of my actions , I wouldn't have done what I did".

there's a silence as he doesn't reply

"I hate it "he mutters "I hate you." he mumbles again.

"i never meant to hurt you" she says softly,"i'm sorry for taking away everything you've ever cared about. I'm sorry for making you cry and hurt and angry".

"you didn't make me cry "he whispers sadly."Fuck it , look at you now !"

she now sits with her knees close to her chest , hugging them as if they're going to fall off.

"why are you always like that ,hm? why the fuck do you think you're so unworthy of love ? you fucking left me because you thought you don't deserve love"

She bites on her lips and squeezes her legs tighter around her body "maybe i didn't deserve it then...maybe it's better this way." she admits in a whisper, her voice barely audible but loud enough for him to hear her clearly."maybe it's for the best if you hate me for the rest of my life "she adds

"no.no " he suddenly exclaims as he slowly stands up. He walks towards her and pulls her into his arms. he holds her tightly.his breathing heavy "no I'm not mad at you.I'm angry you just decided to walk away and not listen to my calls, you were hurting and I was right here, waiting for you. you run away from problems without trying to deal with them . talk to me ! I've always been there for you ! you know we can solve shit together!"

she cries. she was crying for real this time.she feels horrible for what happened, it's not fair on him.

"please forgive me "

he caresses her hands slowly "I'll always be here when you need me" he whispers.

she pulls him closer and buries her face on his neck. she holds him as if she's never gonna let go.

"you don't know how much it hurts."she murmurs "i broke my own heart"

he pats her back slowly trying to calm her down.

"I'm afraid " she confesses between sobs.

"I'm afraid I'll hurt you and anyone around me . I'm not made for relationships. You gave me so many things, you made me feel loved but I wasn't able to love you the way you loved me . my love was silent ."

"I'm sorry " she whispers."i hate myself "

"don't say that.."

"please tell me what to do " she cries "just tell me what to do.i can't fix it,I can't change it,I really don't know what to do"

"you're a good person. you deserve more than what anyone on this planet can give you . you're the kindest person I know. you fucking hurt yourself so others won't hurt . you deserve everything but hate ".

"i don't deserve you "

"Yes you do, you deserve everything, you deserve to be loved by someone who truly loves you and cares for you and cares for the things and feelings you care for. you're such a beautiful, loving, amazing person, you're everything I am not.You've always treated me well. "

she cries silently gripping his shirt , hugging him tighter trying to hide her face in his chest .

"you're perfect and i hate that you feel broken. you can't help it, i know. you haven't done it intentionally,i know.i know you tried your best to be strong and keep smiling when inside you were suffering alone , but you can't stop being human. you need to accept what you are."

"i know, "she whispers,"that's why I'm scared".

"why are you scared? "

"because i'm not sure if I will ever be able to heal again "

"I'll stay here with you "

"but it's my problem,not yours. I don't want to waste your time.you could be happy" she says, looking up at him with her tear stained face.

"I won't leave your side for anything in the world.i won't do that again.I promise you that I will always stay with you no matter where you are or how far away you may have gone, whether it's in the other side of the universe or the next galaxy.we'll go through this together,ok? you're not alone in this "

"what if i do shit like last time" she smiles sadly.

"even if you do shit like last time,I'll at least know the reason" he responds."but please talk to me when you're struggling with something "

"thank you"

"no, thank you, for being you."

she smiles softly and hugs him .

"wait weren't you supposed to be drunk ?"

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INFP: *bleeding, crying* I'm so, sorry, please, don't worry about me, I don't wanna be a burden, I cry easily it's really not that big a dea-

ENTJ: *kisses infp to shut them up* *brushes away their tears*

INFP: *hiccups*

ENTJ: Rest yourself, your voice, I don't want to hear a WORD, is that UNDERSTOOD?

INFP: *slightly scared now, but nods*

ENTJ: *tends to the wound* *muttters, face hidden* infp, dammit, you are not a burden, I am always always going to be here for you, and you are the best thing to ever happen to me-.... *keeps muttering the sweetest of sweet nothings*

INFP: *cries silently, now from relief*

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Hey there , I'm not sure of how should I put this into words but i thought i might need some help. Two years ago i came out as asexual and after this two years I'm more confident with my sexuality but the thing is , when it comes to romantic attraction , I'm so confused . I thought I might be in the aro spectrum but I'm not sure anymore...

The thing is that i don't want a relationship. I don't see myself going on dates with someone or kissing or holding hands ,being jealous over other people touching or talking to idk who or anything like that . I don't feel like that's something I'll ever do. I still have crushes i guess but they last for like a week or less and it's more of aesthetic attraction idk??? I'm not sure if i want a friend like them or partner like them , that's why I'm so confused . As i mentioned before , i don't like usual romantic things, but when i daydream about someone i like ,they become more like a comfort person??? For example i imagine them hugging me when i cry and kissing my head and patting my back or having deep talks with them or "taking care of each other" scenarios. Also most of these crushes are people that don't know I exist and i probably made up their personalities...

I might need therapy

I'M SOOOO CONFUSED and it pisses me off ! If anyone knows what's wrong with me pls tell me with no hesitation. I might be just a picky heteroromantic person 😭😭😭i really don't know

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IDC what y'all ungrateful asses say , episode 6 was perfect . We got answers for most things, we got emotional scenes , we got the open scene of multiverse of madness basically , we'll get another season where Loki will be more badass because now he got all the motivation to do so .

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Sylvie girlboss , literally

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I think I came up with the smartest yet dumbest thing I could ever think of ( thanks overthinking )

Ok so you know that most of us think we look worse in pictures than in the mirror . Well , in the picture you see yourself from others point of view , in the mirror you see your reflection , you're not used to seeing yourself reversed. Same thing with self love . We tend to think that the opposite of us is perfect ( in this case the reflection in the mirror) because we think we suck ,right? But this perfection is only in our eyes and no one can accomplish that in real life , I mean you can't look reversed in real life, right?.... Does it make sense??

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Talented people....

I had to do this.

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This is for classic Loki stans . I honestly hope he's not dead tho i cried my eyeballs out for hours at this scene so I'll feel dumb if he's actually alive.

I want a grandparent like classic Loki....I'm not kidding.

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Memes i made , dark edition

PS i hope y'all burn with no glorious purpose in hell