mirasyn

[mirasyn]

i was here... iykyk

my normal friend just logged into this account. i forgot they had the password to the email i used... heart attack over. 💀🙏

[mirasyn]

"empathy is what makes us human"

oh fuck yyeah then im choosing to be an angel instead and you can go be a boring ass human with your boring ass empathy

[mirasyn]

hate getting asked what my goals or long term plans are. manager keeps asking me to set goals for myself at work, and like, i dunno dude i can't fathom tomorrow let alone months from now

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Right. Like I don't even know what I want for dinner on my break tonight.

[mirasyn]

bro how do normal ppl cope. Like… you don’t excessively drink, sh, starve urself, smoke

What do u even DO

[mirasyn]

i fucking hate when i mention the chronic boredom to people i know and they all go like "LMAO me too" bro. i dont mean i get restless and bored frequently, i dont mean i skip task to task looking for stimulation, i dont mean any of this adhd ass bullshit

i mean if i don't do anything, i lose the fucking life in me. i mean i search task to task searching for a purpose to being alive. i mean i feel lifeless without anything worth dedicating myself to.

being idle feels like being a taxidermied fucking corpse. relate to that, jackass

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[mirasyn]

intro post. again.

Blog TWs/content: Mental health/illness, PDs, SH mention, ED mention, vents & rants probably, Jirai (?)

General

Name: Mirasyn, Mirren, Resyn, wtv

Pros: shx/hxr, shy/hyr, hie/hir, it/its

Gender: Neofeminine & Xenogender

Sexuality: idk. aroace spec/not open to dating

Extra: I block freely

Interests

Special: TØP & Midsommar

Games: NSO, DDLC, ENA, OMORI, Yandere Simulator, Sims 4, Minecraft & Roblox ig

Music: AJR, Fall Out Boy, Sir Chloe, Bella Poarch, Tate McRae, Melanie Martinez, Mazie, Jack Stauber, Will Stetson, Deco*27

Content Creators: Astryuuna, Vivinos, Nexpo, Nick Crowley, Chad Chad, DougDoug

Other stuff I like: Monster & Coke

Mental Health & Whatever

Diagnosed: Autism, Selective Mutism, Unspecified Depressive Disorder, GAD

Suspected: AsPD, SzPD Traits, ARFID, PDD, Alexithymia, Maladaptive Daydreaming, Dissociative Amnesia

Blogs

Blog 1: 5/7/25 - 6/6/25

Blog 2: 6/6/25 - 6/24/25

Blog 3: 6/24/25 - ???

Stamps

Adding later

[mirasyn]

t worded yet again 💔 hope my user is close enough to be recognizable

@roseylikestoyap @karmaajr @2u1c1d4l + that one other person whose user I CAN'T REMEMBER... something like s6t6nist