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To clear something up my used to be crush is now my boyfriend yall omg

[mochikun]

My boyfriend is driving me insane (in a good way)

My motivation to look better is driving me insane too

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I keep maintaining 47kg for some while now does anyone knows how to loose it off fast? My target is to be 45kg first

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My crush said something about wanting to carry me. This is a great motivation for me to starve more

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Ed vlog

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i overeat today i dont feel clean and perfect at all

This is why you shouldn't fast during exams season (an advice for myself)

[mochikun]

Ugh after gaining from recovery makes me feel more horrendous yes attempted recovery again but i relapse ╥﹏╥

Can i have anyone that could help me to be 35kg again? We could be buddies

[mochikun]

I get to fake eating my dinner. I feel great, better, pure, hollow

I love the feeling of being empty

Hungry

Pure

Control

Pretty

[mochikun]

I need help!

How do i not eat during a birthday party celebration (ू˃̣̣̣̣̣̣︿˂̣̣̣̣̣̣ ू)

Any tips to able to skip the food?

[mochikun]

𝙽𝚎𝚠 𝚟𝚒𝚍𝚎𝚘 𝚒𝚜 𝚘𝚞𝚝! 𝙷𝚘𝚙𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚎𝚗𝚓𝚘𝚢

New video!!

[mochikun]

𝐼𝑚 𝑏𝑎𝑐𝑘 𝑎𝑙𝑖𝑣𝑒 𝑚𝑦 𝑑𝑒𝑎𝑟, 𝑖 𝑚𝑎𝑑𝑒 𝑎𝑛 𝑎𝑐𝑐𝑜𝑢𝑛𝑡 𝑜𝑛 𝐼𝑛𝑠𝑡𝑎𝑔𝑟𝑎𝑚! 𝐹𝑒𝑒𝑙 𝑓𝑟𝑒𝑒 𝑡𝑜 𝑓𝑜𝑙𝑙𝑜𝑤. 𝑊𝑒 𝑐𝑎𝑛 𝑎𝑙𝑠𝑜 𝑏𝑒 𝑓𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑛𝑑𝑠 <3

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⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚　new video! ˚୨୧⋆｡˚ ⋆

[mochikun]

I made a youtube channel! Its a safe place for everyone hope you can enjoy♡

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[mochikun]

Guess who's back and starting to restrict again :0

ME :D

I would love to ha e friends to share mealspo or fast together

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[mochikun]

its time i want loose all this fat weight again because NO ONE will give me all the attention all the love all the praises if im fat and ugly. NO ONE will love me anymore. I have to be focus. Recovery aint something for me its making me disgusting making me fat in many ways. I feel sluggish i dont even feel happy at all.

[mochikun]

darn it i gain again i dont like this i dont like i dont like this. i need to stop eating all over again i need to purge my guts out again i hate myself i hate for being a fat piggy a faf fuck fat bastard. i hate myself i want to kill myself so badly. I wanft to be underweight again wtf am i doing being a fat piggy?

I need someone to help and motivate me to reach my ultimate goal weight again please i hate myself and i want to destroy it again its disgusting

[mochikun]

i need to loose all of this weight again i feel so fat and big and heavy. I dont care that people kept saying "oh but your body is perfect now! it have all the nice shape!!" idc i just want to get rid of all this fat urgh even though exercising is much easier now it still feels so disgusting to feel big