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so, this will probably take a while yet, but i have been quietly remaking a ton of bios from several different blogs because i do plan to move my active muses to one big multifandom blog. since genshin is my most active fandom atm, i'll probably drop the url once a lot of those bios are done since the most i really have to do is just copy-paste stuff over. whether i move then or not, i'm not sure, but. figured i would at least announce that i do intend to move at some point.

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★; addressing the elephant in the room sentence starters.

—  “i didn’t mean to look, but you left your phone unlocked and—” — “so… are we not gonna talk about whatever you just nudged under the bed?” — “you have enough for food, right?” — “if things get really dicey, i can lend you enough to get you through the week.” — “promise me you won’t go looking for work in unsavory places.” — “really? [name], of all people?” — “you two were a thing?” — “how come i’ve never met your parents?” — “have you told your parents?” — “have you told [name]?” — “i’m not about to interrogate you, but whatever you’re getting up to… it’s nothing you can’t handle, right?” — “are those bruises?” — “first, we’re going to dress that wound. then you’re going to tell me what—or who—gave it to you.” — “lately, you’ve seemed a little… off.” — “i get that you’re upset, but i think you need to take it down a notch.” — “what happened back there?” — “that wasn’t like you at all.” — “just because someone hurt you doesn’t mean you get to turn around and hurt other people.” — “it might be time to call it quits.” — “don’t take this the wrong way, but you aren’t looking too good.” — “have you always been this pale?” — “did you sleep a wink last night?” — “when’s the last time you ate?” — “you were right to say something, but you didn’t need to pile it on like that.” — “you don’t think you took that way too far?” — “whose ashes are these?” — “whose shrine is this?” — “who’s standing next to you in this picture?” — “did the guest room belong to somebody?” — “i know this is uncomfortable for you, but that’s no reason to treat everyone the way you have been.” — “that smell… you’re not back to your old habits, are you?” — “is everything okay? i’m hearing lots of background noise.” — “what happened to that ring you always used to wear?” — “it’s sweltering. what’s with the long sleeves?” — “was this broken the last time i came over?” — “where’d this hole in the wall come from?” — “i wasn’t trying to eavesdrop, or anything, but the door was wide open.” — “were you crying?” — “you never mentioned having a sibling.” — “[name] used to be all you talked about.” — “[name]’s still got your heart in a vice grip, huh?” — “i don’t stand a chance against [name], do i?” — “was it something i said?” — “you know i’m always going to be on your side, but you’re not making it easy.” — “i don’t mean to pry. i’m just worried.” — “i didn’t realize you’d have such a strong reaction.” — “the fact that you were feeling angry is a reason. it’s not an excuse.” — “this isn’t working.” — “you know this isn’t sustainable, don’t you?” — “i didn’t want to say anything when it happened, but i noticed [pronoun] used a different name for you.” — “should i use those pronouns around other people too?” — “are they cool with you know what?” — “what prompted the wardrobe flush?” — “i’ve never seen you off your game like this.” — “rooting through your garbage honestly wasn’t on my itinerary, but… did you mean to toss this?” — “who was that, anyway?” — “what did [pronoun] say to you?” — “what did [pronoun] do?” — “is [pronoun] treating you right?” — “did you mean it when you said you were okay with this? because it doesn’t really seem like you are.” — “that wasn’t very mature of you.” — “so you lied.” — “why are you so afraid of being honest with me?” — “did i do something to make you feel like you can’t set any boundaries? or was it someone else?” — “trust doesn’t come easy for you, does it?” — “no one can help if you don’t let them.” — “change doesn’t necessarily need to be a bad thing, you know.” — “maybe it’s for the best.”

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🦋Butterfly Dream 🦋

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5 SONGS THAT REMIND YOU OF YOUR MUSE.

nothing new — taylor swift ft. phoebe bridgers

my cheeks are growing tired from turning red and faking smiles are we only biding time 'til i lose your attention and someone else lights up the room? people love an ingénue i've had too much to drink tonight how did i go from growing up to breaking down? and i wake up in the middle of the night it's like i can feel time moving how can a person know everything at 18 but nothing at 22? will you still want me when i'm nothing new?

i hope ur miserable until ur dead - nessa barrett

been keeping your shit to myself if i said it out loud, you'd be burning in hell and i can make everybody hate you, almost as much as you hate yourself but i won't, 'cause i know one day it'll come around but fuck you for now

family line — conan gray

all that i did to try to undo it all of my pain and all your excuses i was a kid but i wasn't clueless someone who loves you wouldn't do this all of my past, i tried to erase it but now i see, would i even change it? might share a face and share a last name, butwe are not the same

brother — kodaline

we're living different lives heaven only knows if we'll make it back with all our fingers and our toes five years, twenty years, come back it will always be the same if i was dying on my knees you would be the one to rescue me and if you were drowned at sea i'd give you my lungs so you could breathe i've got you, brother

bejeweled — taylor swift

best believe i'm still bejeweled when i walk in the room i can still make the whole place shimmer and when i meet the band they ask, " do you have a man? " i can still say, " i don't remember " familiarity breeds contempt don't put me in the basement when i want the penthouse of your heart diamonds in my eyes i polish up real, i polish up real nice

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holds yue up like simba. monsterfucker.

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if you’re offline or away and i message you something (like a link to a meme or a picture or w/e) honestly just assume that i’m just leaving it there for when you get back and not expecting you to answer straight away. i don’t need you to respond with “hey, sorry, i wasn’t at the computer!” or anything. i was leaving u a gift for later.

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If I can ask, why did you pick Fable as a name and is it at all close to your actual name?

of course you can ask!! gonna be real with you though pal, i mostly just thought it sounded cool. BUT it can also mean " tell fictitious tales " so it also just went with the whole writer thing pfft

and no, it isn't at all close to my actual name, but i kinda prefer it over that anyway. turns out people can pronounce fable far easier than they can callysta 🧍‍♂️

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SEXUAL PREFERENCES MEME. 

BOLD - always applies. ITALICIZE - sometimes applies / partner specific. STRIKE - hard limit / will not engage.

Inclination / Habits:

is  submissive  |  is  dominant |  prefers  to  top |  prefers  to  bottom  | likes  to  switch |  identifies  as  heterosexual  |  identifies  as  homosexual  | identifies  as  bisexual |  identifies  as  pansexual  |  identifies  as  demisexual  |  identifies  as  asexual  | enjoys  sex  with  men  |  enjoys  sex  with  women  |  enjoys  sex with  any  gender identity  | enjoys  sex  with  multiple  people  at  once  | initiates | waits  for  partner  to  initiate |  spits  | swallows |  prefers  sex  in  the  morning  |  prefers  sex  at  night  |  will  have  sex  anytime  |  no  sex  drive  |  low  sex  drive  |  average  sex  drive  | high  sex  drive |  hypersexual  |  fluctuating  sex  drive.

Sounds:

is  silent / makes  little  to  no  sounds  |  is  very  quiet  |  is  very  loud  |  grows  in  volume  over  time |  bites hand / partner / pillow  to  muffle  themselves  |  calls  out  partner’s  name  | curses  |  growls  |  fakes / exaggerates  |  prefers  a  quiet  partner  | prefers  a  loud / appropriately  vocal  partner |  prefers  a  responsive  partner  |  no preference towards partner’s volume  | is  turned  on  by  dirty  talk |  is  turned  off  by  dirty  talk.

Turn Ons:

having  their  hands  pinned |  pinning  their  partner’s  hands |  having  their  hair  pulled | pulling  their  partner’s  hair  |  being  watched  ( by  their  partner ) | being  watched  ( by  a  third  party )  | watching their partner | receiving oral |  giving  oral  | calling  their  partner  ‘daddy’ |  being  called  ‘daddy’ |  calling  their  partner  ‘mommy’  | being  called  ‘mommy’ | giving praise | receiving praise | biting / marking  |  being  bitten  /  marked  |  being ‘corrupted’  |  spanking  |  being  spanked |  teasing  | being teased |  having  toys  used  on  them  |  using  toys  on  their  partner | giving anal |  receiving  anal |  choking  | being  choked |  dirty  talk |  being  tied  up  |  tying  their  partner  up  |  being  worshiped  | worshiping  their  partner  |  humiliating  |  being  humiliated  |  degrading | being degraded  |  being pegged  | pegging  their  partner | being edged  |  edging |  anonymous  sex  |  blood play  |  breeding  |  chastity devices  | clothed / partially clothed |  condoms  | deep - throating ( giving )  | gun play | intercrural sex |  knife  play |  lingerie  | nipple  play | orgasm  denial  | overstimulation |  pregnancy  | public sex |  rimming  | roleplay  |  sadism / masochism  |  size  difference  |  somnophilia  |  squirting.

Places:

airplane  | alleyway |  bath  |  beach  |  bedroom  |  boat  |  car  |  cathedral / church  |  cemetery  |  closet  |  concert  | dressing room |  elevator  | empty or abandoned building  |  field  |  forest  |  gym  |  home bathroom |  hospital  |  kitchen  |  library  | movie  theatre  |  museum  |  ocean  |  parking lot  |  planetarium  |  pool  |  public bathroom  | rooftop  |  school  |  sex  club  | shower |  tent |  terrace  |  train  |  workplace

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My body is NOT a temple… It is a labyrinth that I Do Not know the exit to.

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lyricallymnded’s end of year celebration!| nikki’s favorite songs released in 2021

mr. perfectly fine // taylor swift

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what soft romance cliché are you?

the almost kiss. you're unsure about things, always hesitating. why is that? maybe there's something to lose for you, but maybe (just maybe) the risk is worth it. you're the moment when the main characters lean in, lips parted and almost touching. but it's not the actual kiss everyone loves, it's the anticipation. when they look into each other's eyes before their lids flutter close. and there's a lot of frustration when things are interrupted. trust me though, you're a lot more memorable than the actual kiss. you're nervous, but at the end of the day all you want is to be loved.

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yue has a very difficult time remembering a lot of her childhood, and even struggles with false memories and remembering new things from time to time. which is to be expected considering the amount of trauma she experienced, but her memory problems don't stop there. there are several things she has been told by tengfei that did actually happen, and her mind does come up with an image that matches, but she only "remembers" those things because she was told they happened, and has to trust they actually did. she can remember her trauma clearest because of the lasting mental and physical scars, and because tengfei also suffered from the same treatment. most of her life has been a blur, and the only truly clear memories she has are from when her life in sumeru actually began.

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its fine, i don’t care (i care very much) (it’s eating me alive)

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CHILDHOOD MEMORIES. Bold all that apply to your muse. Repost, don't reblog!

TW: contains mentions of abuse / neglect / death / trauma

scraped knees, silent tears in a locked room,  slamming doors, pervasive loneliness, a dog barking, rain on a metal roof,  flinching at movement,  the creak of an old house,  forced laughter,  wandering in the dark woods, wondering how you made it through,  sudden loss,  trying to make sense of the noise,  hiding what you love to protect it,  trying to explain but your words falter,  invaded privacy,  confusion at the pain,  running barefoot in the grass,  wondering what you did wrong and coming up with nothing, realizing you aren’t a priority,  grass stains on white clothing,  trying to earn love you will never have, being threatened over the smallest mistake,  secrets you are warned not to share, the feeling of never being good enough, the hope things might someday get better,  grief that aches in your bones,  childish dares and pranks,  the sense that your body isn’t yours,  shame and guilt that aren’t yours to carry,  sledding down a frozen hill,  absentmindedly following snakes through the grass,  punching a tree wall until your knuckles bleed,  tears over every dead creature you find,  searching out small places you can hide… just in case,  climbing the tallest tree comms tower so they can’t touch you,  the feeling of something tainted under your skin,  a curious child told to stop asking,  floral dresses,  body tensing at approaching footsteps,  anger with nowhere to go,  brief escapes from the chaos,  the purr of a contented cat,  taking the blame to keep the peace,  being told you’re too sensitive, the creaking springs of a trampoline on a sunny day

tagged by: i stole it from @bravevolunteer <3

tagging: you 👁️👁️

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how do you defy your end?

a circus tent on the edge of time. you are the ringmaster and the animals and the performers all in one. a shapeshifter and a dancer. an entertainer. you have so much fun, every day and night, that you don't even know what's going on in those time locked places anymore. those who visit you speak of you like you've gone insane from having no one around to keep you company. maybe you have. does that matter though? when everything else is doomed to end and you, without question, will never end?

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Scattered ‘cross my FAMILY line                 I’m so good at telling LIES That came from my MOTHER’S side                Told a million to SURVIVE Scattered ‘cross my FAMILY line               God, I have my FATHER’S eyes