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Please don’t be surprised when a homeless person doesn’t want to leave their encampment or spot for a cooling center; this is the type of opportunity cops will take to clear out encampments while the owners of the stuff they’re throwing away are in centers trying to survive.

If you really want to give them some peace of mind, offer to rent them a storage locker for a few days so they can rest easy in cooler, less oppressive temps without losing everything they have left.

Source: I was homeless many times.

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i ! don’t ! tolerate ! fat shaming !

i may want to be skinny, but i will NEVER slate someone else’s weight or compare bigger girls to smaller ones, weight is ONLY an issue on my self because of my DISORDER and i do NOT find fat people less attractive or less worthy than skinny people

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me af

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:// teach me how I can support someone with disordered eating who barely eats (not because of fear of weight gain) without feeling bad and guilty about my own body and weight gain and eating habits

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Remember that most people recover from mental illness and that most of them were once convinced that they'd never recover. Being mentally ill fucks with your perspective, but if you look at the facts, most people do recover eventually no matter how hopeless their situation looked while they were really sick. Hold onto that and don't stop fighting.

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i offer u a flower 🌻 im proud of u for making it through the day.

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the urges have been stronger lately yet I somehow managed to not b/p despite my roommate being gone for a week :’) dunno if I feel proud or like I missed an opportunity

also been on Reddit Edanonymemes it’s amazing

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Me logging back into ED tumblr after spending a month binging and calling it “recovery”

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scrolling thru ed tumblr n seeing all the thinspo makes me sICkKK pls I just came on to see some good memes to help me cope not this shit LMAO

BUT WHAT was I expecting its lIKE 90% THINSPO AND 8% MEMES AND 2% OTHER FUCKERY ANSJJDD

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You don’t need to get worse to get help. You’re allowed help now.

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ate a fear food today! woulda put up a pic but it looks kinda gross so I'm like nvm LMAO it's this microwaveable gyudon bowl that's UGH so good and it's been sitting in my freezer for so long and I barely have food in the apartment so like,,, yah might as well :'

But shit was good LOL

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Me too, me too

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Me: *eats the proper amount of calories*

Ed: congratulations on your binge bitch

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Las leyes de la física son inquebrantables.

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hnnn tis finals season and u know what that means

hello high anxiety and potential emotional lapsess

I've been eating way too much dessert lately (mug cakes y r u so easy to make someone pls take all the flour and coco powder out of my house) despite knowing I can't bp in this apartment and every time I decide ok imma have smth I'm like ooh bad decision wow what's new and like my urges to bp are at a high rn and I'm kinda concerned about relapsing when I go home for break

and now that I don't work for a while, I have nothing to keep me on my feet (since I was basically standing/walking for 5-6 hrs every shift) or distract me from the temPtIng FoOdS in the house sooooooo

fuck

good luck on finals to y'all who r in school! holiday season is near and it can b rlly stress l n scary but we can pull thru :' <3