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My brain just explode

Apparently J.K Rowling knows the exact process to making a horcrux.

But she hasn’t told anyone and doesn’t plan to yet.

The only person that she has told is her editor, and said that her editor felt like vomiting afterwards.

All she will say is that a certain spell is involved, and then a horrific act is performed.

i want to know what it is so badly

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I want nothing. I just want the emptiness to mean something.

Ernest Hemingway, The Complete Short Stories (via wnq-writers)

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What about you? Why do you throw all of your love to one person? Why have you reserved not a single piece of your love for yourself? I wish I could take your heart from his hands, he is clumsy and doesn’t know how to hold it. I would give it back to you, I would tell you to plant your love within yourself. This is not to abstain from romance, but to finally receive the love you have so quickly and anxiously given.

lydiaskiss, I wish you romanticized yourself as much as you did him (via wnq-writers)

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A letter for my Sunshine

Okay so. This is my first funfic postet somewhere so don´t judge me badly xD and also, english is not my mother tongue so am so sorry if there are some kiks and mistakes and all :/ 

Abut the sotry, its little sad and little sad again but it just came throught my mind and i just needed to write it. I hope u enjoy and maybe leave some notes and so on, so i know if it was that bad xD Btw. it also male/female reader

Summary: SO reader is suffering from kind of illnes that even Cas can´t heal and (Y/N) starts to relized how short life is. (Y/N) conffes her feelings to Charlie but kind of regret it right now. So she/he write her a letter to explain some things. 

Shiping: Charlie x Male/female reader

Warrnings: None? Some bad language maybe? and little bit sad...

enjoy x3

Last night, i slept with you. It was slow and romantic, bur pasionate and wild in the same time. It was just...ugh...perfect. I kind of fell for you even more. But it was a mistake. Don´t do me wrong honey. But... i have done so much mistakes in few last months.

The things i have done, said and felt...they where all mistakes. But after they told me...the stupid doctors. They know shit about my life. I have done so much mistakes to Dean and Sam but to you...That i told you how i feel. I wasn´t lying. It was all true. But you shouldn´t know.

Because after you will read this letter, you will be broken even more now. You would be even if i wouldn´t do this i suppose but...now? Now, i fear, it will broke you even more.

It was my biggest mistake to drag you into this. But the way you smiled at me that night, oh hell, the way you are always smiling when you catch my eyes watching you. When your full lips curl in that smile of yours. So soft as i know now...fuck...the way your hair shines in the light full of colors. And your eyes.

That green fucking beautiful eyes of yours, that i fall for first moment they met mine. The way they were gazing at me when i held you in my arm last night, full of lust and love and...damnit...I fell in love not just with the way your body moves , your hips sliding from side to side, when you are dancing in the kitchen, confident that no one can see you. Not with your radiant smile. Not just that.

It was the way you think. Behave towards ones you love. Protecting then even thought you think how weak you are.

But you know what? That was also one of reasons i fell in love with u. Because you think how weak you are, whilst you are so strong. So powerfull you could bring even Crowley to tears. I fell in love with yours „Sup bitches“ every time you walk throught the door. With your soft voice and kind heart and warm soul that is alway hugging so tightly. Loving so lovingly. I just...fell for you the whole you are.

After all i don´t regret i told you yesterday. I really don´t. I am not regreting it right now either, when am looking at you, sleeping peacefuly next to me. When i get to touch your hair, softly stroke your still red cheeks where upon you sight quietly and cuddle closer to me, set your head on my chest, your hand hug my waist. I don´t regret it when my heart start to beat fast after this, when i can smell your hair and hear you breathing toward my chest, your heart beating next to mine.

But i know i will regret it one day. Maybe not today, when you will wake up in my arms.

But the day will come. And it won´t take long. One day, you will wake up and i won´t be next to you. After that, when you find this letter, and i will be far away from you. Ready for what is waiting for me. Then i will regret it.

So if you are reading this now, i am no longer by your side. So please, don´t blame youself for it. Nor boys, nor Cas. Even he with his grace couldn´t save me. Believe me, i tried. I tried everything just so i could stay by your side. Every spell, every medicine, every way of healing or replacing. It didn´t work out. Non of them. I tried...

All i just want you to know right now when you are reading this, is hat i truly love you. I always have and i always will love you. No matter where i am, no matter how long we will be separated. You mean everything to me. Every sunset and every sunrise are nothing without you. Cause you are my sinshine. You are the light at the end of the tunnel. And i will always love you. So don´t blame youself. It was me, who couldn´t last.

And i will  miss you. You, Cas, Sam and Dean and you again. My Charlie. My sunshine. My everything. Don´t be sad my love. Every end is the new start as you once told me.

That one day i will look back at this day with little sad smile on my face, regreting i let you love me. But you know what? Right now, at this moment it doesn´t even matter what will happen. Because now, you moved even closer to me, and i wraped my hands around you and kissed your head, feeling every single bit of your body, memorizing every inch of you. Now, at this moment, you were mine and i was yours. And i always will be. And that, my love, was all that matter in the moment.

Forgive me...Love

                                              (Y/N)

 Charlie moved and sight and i quickly wipe of that one tear crossing my face. I open up the drawer on bed side table, hide my letter and shut it before she open her eyes and look at me. She smiled softly and my heart melted. I smiled back, feeling tears trying to get throught my eyes. I kissed her head, hiding my face in her hair so she wouldn´t see.

„Good mornin Sunshine.“ I whispered as a single tear fell on her head.

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We become who we don’t want to be because we fall in love with someone who can never love us back.

kinikimkeemxx  (via wnq-writers)

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Loving you doesn’t make me sad but sometimes your behavior gives me hope that you will love me back, and this kills me every time…

hrishikesh3105  (via wnq-writers)

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I’m much softer than people think. I don’t present to the world an emotional face. I’m pretty good at self-control, but I am easily moved.

Christopher Lee   (via wnq-writers)

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Yeah, having a boyfriend is cool but so is singing to your favourite song in the shower and licking cake batter off of spoons and feeling the warm sand between your toes at the beach and buying your friends flowers on their birthdays. Yeah, having a girlfriend is cool but so is acing that one test you studied so hard for and smiling at strangers and giving money to the homeless girl you see on your way to work every day and falling asleep to the sound of rain. Yeah, being popular is cool but so is laughing with your brother until your stomach hurts and seeing your sister smile after you tell her she looks beautiful and hugging your parents once they get home at the end of the day. Yeah, aiming to be loved by people is cool but don’t let it get in the way of life. Don’t forget to live.

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I grew up thinking that in order to live a happy life, I had to get good grades and go to a prestigious university and get a highly paid job. But as I grew older I began to realise that in order to life a happy life, I had to choose it for myself and not live a life that others expect of me, whether it be your parents, teachers or friends. This is your life. I made a decision that I didn’t want to be successful and live in a big house with fancy cars in the drive. So, I packed my bags and got out of this little town that had suffocated me for the last 18 years and drank coffee in small shops in Germany, chased the Horizon in Australia, woke up with a mountain view in Singapore. How beautiful is it to know that your feet have walked the grounds of many different countries and your skin has felt the air of many busy cities. Please darling, do not get lost in society’s belief that you are only successful if you have a well paid job, like I once had. As humans, we are going to die, that is one thing we are guaranteed in life. What will you care about the most while lying on your death bed, your fancy cars, big house? Or the stories and experience you have encountered on the journey of this beautiful thing called life? So there’s one thing I ask of you: please travel. Whether you’re 21 or 49. It is never too early nor too late so see the beautiful world.

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I don’t just want your heart I want your flesh, your skin and blood and bones, your voice, your thoughts your pulse and most of all your fingerprints, everywhere.

Isobel Thrilling (via thelovejournals)

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We used to laugh. Oh how we used to laugh. We used to talk on the phone until we fell asleep in the early hours of the morning. You were my sunrise and set. You were my every other thought, my every other breath. I was consumed, we were consumed. We danced with no music. We conversed with no words. I guess we should feel fortunate to have spent fragmented moments with one another, To have danced together, To have spoken to one another, To have laughed together. Time is funny that way. I thought we wasted hours upon hours doing a lot of nothing, but the times spent dancing, conversing, laughing are the ones that have lingered and haunted me, forcing their way into my present thoughts and memories all these years later.

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She read people like books, quietly, 
studying their lines and scars like words on a page, studying their walk, the way they hold themselves. Wondering what story brought them here, she reads them and hopes for a happy ending”

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There are nights when the wolves are silent and only the moon howls.

George Carlin (via wordsnquotes)