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sometimes it just hurts and there is nothing you can do about it

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gun play but i shoot myself in the head

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Addiction.

Cigarettes make you calm.

Alcohol makes you forget.

Drugs make you happy.

Starving makes you proud.

Sex makes you feel loved.

Self-harm makes you numb.

Sleep makes you stop feeling.

We’re all addicted to something that takes the pain away.

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i never gave a fuck, if you’re friends with someone who’s wronged me, we’re not friends

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i don’t hold grudges.......anyway i hope everyone who has ever wronged me gets shot in the face

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i want to ✨o✨v✨e✨r✨d✨o✨s✨e✨

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i think having a hole drilled in my skull would feel real good for at least 10 seconds

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there is always comfort in self destruction

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I’m special but i’m no one. I’m the best but i’m also the worst person in the world. I’m obsessed with myself and i can’t stand myself. I deserve everything and i deserve to die. Everyone should be in love with me but i can’t imagine how someone could actually love me.  

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"it's all in your head" correct! unfortunately I am also in there

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Some things don't ever change. I was such a lonely child, and now I'm such a lonely adult.

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and suddenly, again, I feel really tired, as if the world is draining me of everything i ever had

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I think sl!cing my arm up and letting the bl00d drip directly onto the bathroom floor would solve all my issues fr