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White trans men stop telling me how I'm opressed for being trans not a man. My black ass dont care what you think, your understanding of opression is shallow and white and i dont want to hear it anymore. I am not gonna seperate my identity into little parts and sort them into the "opressed" and "not opressed" boxes, bc that's straight up just not how it works.

If you're a white trans man maybe consider that your views on privilege may still be skewed twards whiteness and be a little more tactful when you decided tell all trans men who their opression works

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that is Actually crazy! wow! reblogging from our discourse account because we are transmasc and a secret second thing on that list therefor this a massive fuck you to anyone who supports tme/tma terminology/beliefs

not to get too into the weeds of it but transmisogyny can effect most (if not all) non-perisex cis people and to think otherwise is uh!! stupid for sure

hey! what are tme/tma users and/or what does that stand for? im assuming you DONT mean the magnus archives /lh

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No have not gotten into that series yet

Tme/tma stands for transmisogyny exempt / transmisogyny affected

Those who use the terms are very intersexist as it excludes intersex people from the discussion of who's effected by certain kinds of transphobia, often they call intersex people tme

The whole debate of tme/tma is bullshit

We dont stand for intersexism here

Not saying transmysogyny doesn't exist but the debate of who's effected and who's not is shit

The people they count as excluded:

Trans men, intersex folk and sometimes nonbinary people (though they tend to get included in tma when they're afab or viewed by a person who just seems them as transwoman lite)

Transmisogyny actually does affect transmen and transmascs as well as intersex folk

The same people will also turn around and tell us transandrophobia isnt real it's just transmisogyny/transphobia for transmascs (can you see how absurdly hypocritical and ironic that phrasing is?)

Transmascs are effected because 9/10 we are people who were raised as girls/fem and terfs will see us as confused little girls, regardless if we manage to get our sex legally changed on documents we will always be effected.

Barely scraping the surface here theres a whole lot to delve into but back to intersex

It doesn't matter if you're transfem, if you're intersex they'll still count you as tme.

Is there logic behind it? Probably not, but my theory is that in their mind intersex means theres even a hint of masc to you so you're being tossed in with the men they think cant experience what they are.

What's worse now is theres people proudly calling themselves misogynistic and claiming to not be transphobic

But not speaking up about intersexism nor admitting whether or not they are intersexist because no one likes that conversation apparently

Anyway if I missed something, misphrased anything or got some details wrong esp about the intersexism please add on correcting me or feel free to add on and explain more I know I'm not the best at it

Specifically would prefer and intersex person correcting and adding on

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Screenshotted cause I used this ask to block anon

Okay, lemme make a few things clear. Let's talk about why I dislike endos, shall we? I know it might seem,, "off topic" but it's important. I dislike endos because they take DID/OSDD and the symptoms of those disorders and claim to experience them without having the disorders (or claim to have the disorders without trauma). They barge into the system community, steal our terms, harass anti endos, fight to "demedicalise" DID/OSDD which would objectively ruin the lives of those with the disorders as they'd be unable to access help if the disorder was suddenly just considered a "normal human experience" rather than, yk, a disorder. But, you know, that's not my only issue with them. I know a lot of ppl say "oh, well if they didn't use system terms they'd be fine" but they wouldn't be. Being plural is objectively a disordered thing, it is distressing for the brain, and the amount of dissociation needed for it is harmful. So, to claim to be plural without a disorder is harmful. Do we get this, do we understand that forcing dissociation where there is none or little of it is bad? Yes?

Well polyminds have just, taken the idea that "oh it's fine as long as I don't use system terms" (which btw isn't even fully what most of them do, i've seen at least two polyminds ask to use system terms and even more just already using them) and ran with it. The carrd for the term literally states they can "choose to identify as plural". How, pray tell, is this ANY different from an endo. They're endos under a different name, the sameway endos are transDID under a different name. Because at the end of the day they're clearly inspired by DID/OSDD, it's clear they WANT to be a system, which within of itself is pretty ableist, and they just wanna get away with pretending to be one under a different name. Also, why don't we talk about how dangerous it is? They're forcing dissociation on themselves by giving their "subpersonalities" identities and by pretending they're separate when they very much AREN'T. I don't consider it "misinformation" to call out the clear similarities between endos and polyminds where they both just want to claim symptoms of a disorder they DO NOT HAVE

And again, they're probably fucking up their own mental state by doing this. IT IS DANGEROUS TO FORCE DISSOCIATION, ESPECIALLY OF THE IDENTITY. Like, let's be SO FOR REAL, did we forget why dissociation is a symptom of multiple disorders, DID WE FORGET WHY DISSOCIATIVE DISORDERS EXIST? Like, chances are these people are gonna cause themselves to form dissociative disorders or some other kind of mental health issues doing this, AND TRUST ME IT WON'T BE DID OR OSDD. Like, I can also see polyminds likely have taken inspiration from IFS therapy, but guess what? THAT'S A KIND OF THERAPY. WITH A THERAPIST. YOU DON'T DO IT ON YOUR OWN ARE YOU STUPID? Also, may I remind you that IFS therapy works to make "parts"of yourself work together more and exist as an individual essentially, it's not meant to create separate unique identities for you to play with

Again, may I also remind people that ROLEPLAY IS RIGHT THERE. Roleplay as characters, people, idc. Just stop pretending you're something you're not and stop hurting yourself and endangering others by telling them to do the same

Also, anon, since you wanna go ahead and accuse me of spreading misinformation, why don't we go ahead and look over at your precious polyminds? Cause i'm sure there's NO misinformation there, right? You wanted me to learn about them, didn't you? So I'll learn all I can and I'll see ya few hours <3

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im gonna go ahead and say im staying out of the polymind stuff on here. if you arent in our spaces and you arent using our terms, not my problem.

do i have my own feelings about it? yeah, of course, but i dont think it would/will do anything to voice them here. if you have questions or want my thoughts on it, everyones free to send asks and ill answer them to the best of my ability/comfort,

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ask away!

🐰Nosy Dissociative Parts Ask Game 🌹

I wanted to make an ask meme about things I like asking my OSDDID partsy friends thats a bit on the lighter side ✨ nows your chance to be unabashedly 👀 and to overshare as you like~

1. What do you call a group of parts for you? A flock? A crew? A herd??? Do you call your parts anything different from just Parts?

2. How do you go about figuring out if you’ve split or found another part?

3. How do you figure out who you are in the moment?

4. Do you go to sleep or wake up as different parts? What are dreams like for you?

5. With close(and safe) relationships, is it important to you to disclose about your parts? How much involvement are you comfortable with, if at all?

6. What’s outward gender presentation like for you and your parts? Is it important to you?

7. What’s sexuality like for you? Does having multiple parts effect your relationships?

8. Do you enjoy communicating with your parts? Would you like to share about an interaction you’ve recently had?

9. If you have OCs(original characters), do your parts have any influence on them? Alternatively, if you’re creative in general, do they have any influence?

10. If you had unlimited money and opportunities, is there anything you’d want to do for your parts?

11. Is there any sort of internal organization or structure for your parts? How set-in-place is it?

12. Do any of your parts have special relationships with eachother? Would you like to share about some?

13. Do you have parts that oppose eachother? (In views, personality, ect)

14. Who’s the part that is most likely to deal with high-stress situations first?

15. Do you have parts who are best for self-soothing and regulating?

16. Is there anything about your disorder that has a physical effect on you? (Like headache/sleepiness with switching, chronic illness as a result of trauma, ect)

17. If you have friends with parts too, are you close on a part-by-part basis or more general whole people? Would you prefer it to be one way or the other?

18. Are there any reoccurring themes or symbolism in your system? Would you like to share about it?

19. How do you honestly feel about therapy? Have you had experience with it? If you have, what is/was your therapeutic relationship like?

20. Did you have a way to explain away the dissociation to yourself or others? (“I feel like I’ve never belonged”, “I’m just super forgetful” ect)

21. When you feel safe sharing about your parts with someone, which part is the “easiest” to introduce/explain about?

22. Do you have any parts that feel almost opposite to you?

23. Do any of your parts have a different sensory experience to you overall?

24. Do you have an inner world? Whether you do or not, what would be a safe space for your parts?

25. Do you know what your parts look like? If so, how do you visualize them?

26. How do your parts present in person? Is it externally noticeable you think?

27. Has anyone ever told you something you did or said without you knowing?

28. How long have you known about your parts? Comparing since then to now, what all’s changed?

29. How many known parts do you have, if you can count?

30. Here’s your prompt to ramble about something parts-related you haven’t had a chance to share!

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it's so frustrating to me the way "the brain is a body part" gets used to dismiss the differentiation between physical and non-physical disabilities because my brain is physically damaged. my brain is damaged in the same way a liver can be damaged or a knee can be damaged or a heart can be damaged.

I experienced months of brain inflammation! it has left me with many lasting physical and mental side effects.

I also have bipolar disorder. my bipolar disorder is just not the same. my bipolar disorder majorly sucks and is one of the most disabling parts of my life! but it is not the same. it is not the same. it is not the same.

when I hear "the brain is an organ, disabilities caused by it can be physical" my first thoughts are multiple sclerosis, traumatic brain injuries, and encephalitis survivors. when some of you say that you actually mean "my depression is the same kind of disability as cerebellar ataxia."

it's just not. and that doesn't make your disability fake or whatever it makes it different. those of us with lasting neurological damage to our brains deserve spaces to talk about that without being flooded by people who don't have brain damage but instead have depression, bipolar, PTSD, etc.

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there is not a single thing an alter can do to another alter in headspace that will ever be severe as the real act happening to the body.

louder for the people in the back please.

reenacting trauma in this way and it bringing back the same emotions is valid, but regardless, that is still, objectively, less severe than the original act and in system events should NOT be treated with the same severity OR punishment as the real-life versions.

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you resisted the forcefemmification beams for too long

Nope. Completely incorrect and wrong.

This is a decision that I made for myself. I made this choice because it's who I want to be. Not because someone else wanted me to for their own pleasure.

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had a jkr supporting terf in my comments this morning?? went to her account and it was calling basically anyone who wasnt a terf a rape apologist LMAO. please try and be serious

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The reason (pro)endos genuinely hate when antiendos post in our tags is because antiendos are always telling us to get out of their spaces. So we make our own spaces, yeah? We make our own spaces, our own tags? And then antiendos invade our tags??? It frankly bewilders me because we're out of their way, they genuinely have to go out of their own way to post in our tags talking up a big game about how all endos are either fakers or mistaken and actually traumatized and don't know it. It comes off as hypocritical at best- though thinking about it now it seems like it's trying to push (pro)endos out of public spaces entirely, which is probably your intent since you want to "reclaim" a space that was never built for you that anti-endos have their own equivalent of in the systempunk tag.

motherfucker you dont fucking own and CANNOT claim the word plural, end of it. go fuck yourself. also, my discourse account is @nuke-your-mind so if you wanna go complain, do it there. piss off of this blog though. ive made a point to stop posting any sort of discourse here and what youre addressing is literally a year~ old post.

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BTW today I met a person who's at least 50, uses they/it pronouns, and named themself Wyvern. It looks like if Santa was a biker and it plays D&D at the local library. Just a reminder that you can do whatever you want, forever.

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Common things in DID that no one likes to talk about

- switches that feel like you’re turning into someone else rather than them taking control (non-possessive switching)

- being unable to recognize amnesia until something requires you to remember something you forgot

- staying in the front for weeks at a time

- being unable to communicate with alters internally (this is so common why does everyone act like this is weird?)

- feeling like you don’t have any problems because you feel disconnected from them

- constant denial

- rapid identity, label, and appearance changes

- comorbidities, particularly personality disorders, anxiety disorders, and the schizophrenia spectrum

- autism (there is science pointing towards autistic people being more susceptible to trauma)

- disliking your system

- wanting final fusion

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OP's pronouns are she/they.

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Everytime someone treats organs as inherently good or inherently bad I want to throw someone off the cliff. And it makes me even more mad when I see trans people doing it.

“Vagina good and pure . Penis dangerous and evil.” You should be sent to the torture pit.

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finally got around to actually updating our pinned!

DISCLAIMER:

YOU DO NOT HAVE TO AGREE WITH ME TO FOLLOW ME.

Nuke your Mind ; Discourse Blog

Run by; NW System Coll. Names; Powder / Nuke Pronouns; it/xt/zo This blog is primarily run by Aurora, AKA Rory/Aury (he/him)

Basic Info; Adult, crippled, neurodivergent, transexual, multi-spectrum homosexual, all in the ugly way.

Basic Stances; First and formost: ANTI MISINFORMATION. Please correct me if a fact (not opinion) I share is incorrect; Anti-endo, pro-mspec/mspec gay/lesbians, pro-gender abolition, pro-mogai, anti-radqueer, pro-reclamation, anti-harassment, anti-proship.

NO DNI, I BLOCK AT WILL. I encourage anyone and everyone to interact as long as you are respectful and civil.

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Green eyes shouldn’t actually be considered an eye color. It’s just not common enough, it’s a VERY SMALL percentage of the population, 1-2%. Green eyes are also caused by an irregular mutation. Most people have blue or brown eyes, so those are the two eye colors.

All the “green eyes” positivity is actually a bad thing, by the way. Having green eyes is linked to higher rates of retinal melanoma. You’re celebrating something dangerous that can cause suffering.

And besides, most people with “green eyes” lean closer to blue or brown anyways. They should just make up their minds and be brown eyed or blue eyed. And if it’s too hard to tell, they should get corrective surgery (because green eyes are dangerous, and associated with more difficult medical care!) or at the least wear contacts so they don’t confuse people. But also they should be required to

I hate to sound like this, but green eyes are a far more recent development than blue eyes in the mutagenic history of humans. So humans weren’t created to have green eyes.

And hazel eyes? Those are just a variant of brown eyes—come on, they’re far closer to brown than green. They just have a couple greenish traits. And there’s no way there’s that many green eyed people, or a wide variety of eye colors… It’s just not natural.

I don’t have a problem with green eyed people, they didn’t ask to be born that way—but there’s just too few of them for it to be an actual eye color. We don’t need all this “green eye positivity” or putting green eyes in media. The internet is making people delude themselves into thinking it’s more common than it really is.

‼️ THIS POST IS ABOUT THE TREATMENT OF INTERSEX PEOPLE ‼️

✅ I HAVE GREEN EYES THIS IS SATIRE ✅

⚠️ PLEASE DON’T SEND ME ANY MORE THREATS OF VIOLENCE IN DEFENSE OF PEOPLE WITH GREEN EYES?? ⚠️

💧 THIS POST IS NOT ABOUT EYE COLOR?? IT’S ABOUT INTERSEXISM AND BIGOTRY 💧

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hi. everyone should be whatever they want forever amen. this is a post about gender and sex. yes it includes 14 year olds on tiktok with hyperspecific xenogenders and male lesbians and female gays and detransitioners and cis intersex people and