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Uryu Ishida

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Hatsune Miku 🩵

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X from To be hero X! WIP

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Its my birthday today!!15. 7.

I drew Jiro with a party hat ❤️🎉🎉🎉

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Jiro Kirisaki fanart

Been a while haha

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My TKDB Chapter 17 Theory (part 2)

This Theory is about Jiro Kirisaki (my love) and his illness!

SPOILER FOR EPISODE 17!!!

What triggers his illness

It seems likely that his condition is rooted in trauma— specifically, unresolved and possibly repressed experiences from his childhood?

His family, Zenji or also Taro, is a key trigger, I think. This COULD be due to his ongoing struggle with memory loss. (Like how he barely remembers anything from before or during the Clash)

His illness may be deeply embedded in emotional memory or trauma. I think it's connected to his childhood, since in one of his voicelines he states that he never formed strong emotional attachments as a child, particularly when it came to basic needs like food, comfort, or safety. That's NOT normal. This absence of connection and attention has probably shaped him as he is now: monotone, low emotional intelligence and described as apathetic and cold. He probably had no real bonds, atleast not in the way a child should. That isolation, whether due to neglect, trauma, or other circumstances beyond his control, may be the root of his illness.

Despite his amnesia, there are signs that his subconscious still holds onto the memory of his brother, or his family in general. I believe that those suppressed memories in him stir something within him every time he's reminded of them. Which, for him, is an attack from his own body. ↓

This is further supported in Chapter 17, when PC mentioned the current date, which happened to be Zenji's birthday, that Jiro's condition almost triggered again. ↓

His brows are furrowed and he gets sick, or almost. It's as if the memory of his brother reaches past his amnesia and strikes a nerve, possibly reminding him of his death? Similarly, in another chapter (The first interhouse chapter with Romeo, Kaito, Zenji and Jiro, the mere sight of that crying child triggered his illness.

He was even crying (I think) when this happened. This may be a far reach, but perhaps that child reminded him of himself? He IS the younger brother after all... Maybe Zenji used to help or support him throughout their childhood?

Connection to traumatic responses

Physical reactions to trauma can vary extremely.

Some symptoms are muscle tension, headaches, and aches. The muscles may tense up in response to perceived threats, which can lead to pain and discomfort.

Trauma can also disrupt the digestive system, (like in Jiro's case) causing stomach pain, nausea, or other problems.

The body may also be constantly on guard or, in some cases, the body may dissociate from the traumatic experience, leading to feelings of detachment or unreality– which is similar to Jiro's case.

Sensory information (sight, sound, smell, etc.) associated with the trauma could trigger a physical or emotional response, same for general information like dates or names, which is literally what's going on with Jiro whenever something associated with his past (family, especially Zenji) is mentioned.

Also, what I thought is most important for Jiro's case, is that trauma can be stored in the body's tissues and nervous system, even if the individual doesn't consciously remember the event or what lead up to it. This makes a LOT of sense! (Or maybe I'm just interpreting too much into it)

My Conclusion:

I think Jiro (and Zenji) both had a tragic past where they were severely neglected or exposed to some severe trauma– Zenji's death and the Clash for Jiro additionally. In response, Jiro has developed an illness, a traumatic response, to what happened. I think that, due to his childhood and potential negligence, he turned out the way he did. And due to Zenji's death, his illness worsened. It could be, that he suffered from a chronic illness since birth before, and his trauma response simply added some triggers to it.

What triggers his attacks? I think his memories, or flashbacks to certain events or people– really just memories, which are associated with negative memories from his past– trigger a severe trauma response which makes his own body attack itself.

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The whole theory is a reach but I think it turned out pretty interesting. Let me know what you think!

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I'VE NEVER BEEN THIS LUCKY BEFORE

THIS WAS MY FIRST TEN PULL!!!

My dearest Jiro🙏🥹❤️❤️

As a reward, I will post MY JIRO KIRISAKI Theory TOMORROW!!!

It's about what we've learned in Chapter 17! A small theory about his illness !

I LOVE YOU JIRO🙏🙏🙏

❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

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My wife

spooky jiro doodle because i fell in love again (happy 9th episode release! 👻)

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My Chapter 17 TKDB Theories (part 1)

Part 1 is about Edward Hart and Rui Mizuki

SPOILER FOR EPISODE 17!!!

Edward's body, as we know it, may not be his original.

I'm sure some of you guys know Orochimaru from Naruto.

(The evil guy who wants to take Sasuke's body as a vessel as far as I remember)

I'm guessing it's likely the same with Edward and Rui. Perhaps they made a deal? Edward says how he doesn't drink blood from humans, but Rui and the others are Ghouls.

"I have no interest in harming humans. After all, they die so quickly. They should enjoy their short lives while they can" -Edward

Also, remembering the scene from a few chapters ago (where Edward kissed his nape or drank blood??? Whatever it was)

This seemed weird to me since the beginning. Because no one can touch Rui without them dying. (Except Edward because only parts of his body were affected) I have no idea what this is leading to, but I believe it has to do with Edward wanting Rui's body.

I think Edward's body, since he's lived for SO LONG, is deteriorating day after day. He says he's saving his life source for Rui. I believe he's tried multiple times to pursue him or something, perhaps offering to lift his curse even? I think Edward has had multiple vessels in the past. I can prove this with the puncture wounds in his neck. Perhaps, he had bitten his previous victim and transformed them into a vampire, only to take that body himself? But why would he want Rui, out of all people? Rui himself states that this vessel (himself, I think) isn't worth it. Does he say that because of his curse? Or because he doesn't think too highly of himself and copes by being super flirty (kinda like hiding his true feelings and all, which is similar to what Yuri does)

I think Rui has a very low self esteem. Which makes sense considering everything he went through. He can't touch anyone, probably has trauma from doing so accidentally (like in the second Obscuary chapter) and lives practically alone with two other non-human Ghouls, one being a creep and the other having lived in isolation before. Then, he finally finds a girl he can relate to ONLY to find out that she's dying soon. (The PC)

To put it all together: My theory is that Edward's body is not his own and he's actively looking for a new vessel, which is Rui. He's saving his remaining life force (I bet it has to do with the state of his body) just for him. Meaning: Edward is a REALLY shady guy who knows a lot, AND I MEAN A LOT, more than he tells us.

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Should I drop my theories about the newest episode guys?👀👀 Doesn't only include Jiro!

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I love you Jiro

Try to find every hidden detail🙏

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MY KING I LOVE YOU🙏🙏👑👑👑

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Hmmhmhm wet Jiro😼

From newest chapter (I love him) I forgot his glasses but that's ok.

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1 am Jiro rkgk

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Analysis on who the 6 ghouls could be

Jiro usually wears gloves. Rui too. Jiro has scars on his neck and hands. So it's either 1 or 2? Rui could also be 1 or 2. The only character who wears a single ring like that is... Leo, but I'm also thinking Thoma for no reason. Taiga has black nails. Sho has more pinkish skin and Alan is more muscular. Everyone on there looks rather pale except for last pic.

Towa likes flowers, but he doubt he's capable enough to do this love thing??? Idk he seems too unserious for me, especially if Haru isn't there with him (plus he doesn't talk)

Everyone has their outfits kinda loosely on, so I'm excluding ritsu, Subaru and Lucas because they would have it all neatly and formal.

Pic 1 has some kind of strap or whatever over their tie. Jiro wears that a lot. Number 2 has a bow tie just like n. 1. But number 1 is more like an X? Jin has an emblem on his tie in his wedding card. Pic 1 too. Haku has a lot of golden things going on in his wedding card, could be pic 3. Rui has an X over his chest in one of his SSR cards. So pic 1 could also be Rui. Edward also has a lot of golden accessories on his clothes. 3 or 4. Wedding Rui wears a tie. He's also fully covered, always, so I doubt it's 2, 3, 4 OR 5 and 6

Jin, Zenji, Rui, Romeo, Ed and Sho wear Necklaces, but Jin the most.

Taiga and Jiro wear collars.

Colours: blue could either be Jin or Mortkranken.

The red could be Obscuary or Sinostra.

I'm crossing out Towa because he doesn't talk.

My guesses are:

Pic 1: one of Obscuary or Jiro (because we can't see hand or neck) Jiro also has scars on his right hand.

Pic 2: again, Jiro or Lucas? I know I said about neat and stuff but still

Pic 3: I'm guessing Haku or Edward.

Pic 4: again, like pic 3. But this person wears a ring. Leo wears a ring so I'm guessing him (Please no) I also think it could be Tohma.

Pic 5: Jin or Yuri? This outfit reminds me of Nanami.

Pic 6: Alan or Sho. The grayish tone reminds me of Vagastrom and somewhat Sho???

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i am praying every day that at least jiro is in it

mortkranken summoning circles for episode 17 🕯️🛐

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Jiro Kirisaki JoJo style (somewhat) coloured version

I missed up a little... But I still like it!

I LOVE YOU JIRO AAAA