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having depression makes your friends seem like the coolest most put together people on earth like wow... you got out of bed, had breakfast, went to work, AND spent some time on a hobby when you got home....? that's so impressive you're like superman or something. can i borrow your power.

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Just got my philosophy essay back as failed bc of plagiarism (It's literally not???? And my Tutor won't explain why he thinks it's plagiarised???) Guess I'll just add 20 more quotes and write (name page) after every fucking sentence. (pessimisticcakeslices nofuckingpage)

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are you normal or does the realisation of waking up and having to live another day make you cry before you’ve even left ur bed

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why THE FUCK am I so depressed?

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how am I surviving this?

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Every time a man yells you are seven years old again

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the fuck spotify?!

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what if I'm not meant to be alive

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Im in a constant back and forth tug of war between wanting to end it all and wanting to continue hoping.

I don't want to hurt anyone. I just want everything to stop hurting.

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By 11 shit was already fucked up

So I would be still 5 I guess

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Please just let me be happy

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I am visiting my parents and I forgot to bring my meds and now I want to die again

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Physically in pain from thinking about the fact that it is impossible to take a break from living.

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the need to sh vs the need to show off the beautifully healed sh scars

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I don't feel alone right now

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I'm never going to be free