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Wicked: For Good Will change Nessarose’s storyline to be “less harmful to disabled people”. 😍 https://www.thepinknews.com/2025/04/14/wicked-for-good-to-change-harmful-plot-from-the-musical/

I am Just a Ghost

I have no name, my mother didn’t bother to give me one, I am just known as The Phantom. The young ballerinas of the Opera christened me that, and it just fit. No human name ever fits me, maybe that's because I’ve never looked human so I’ve never felt human. It's more than that, though, I’ve never felt like a “Him” or a “Her.” I feel like a “thons,” I guess, or an “It,” but that’s too literal! A ghost must be mysterious and be able to disappear into the shadows of the darkness, into ambiguity. As a thon I am alone! I want to marry a beautiful woman to prove to others I am not a monster despite my burned-to-inhuman face. I don’t think the black suit and cloak, and the Fedora I wear are as genderless as I would like, but I am most comfortable in men’s clothing, I’ve discovered. I hear the kindest singing voice coming from the mirror above my Lair, the magical sound of the notes means someone with that kind of heart is the embodiment of a Prima Donna! The voice makes me feel love for the first time in my life! If only her voice weren’t so sad! Without thinking, I go up to the Mirror to ask her.

“Why are you so sad my dear?” I ask.

“My father died! He used to tell me the story of the Angel of Music, who would bless children with talent if I practiced. I was practicing just now. I’ve been waiting for the Angel of Music who never came,” she answered.

“I am here, I am your Angel of Music,” I said I am musically talented because American composer Charles Crozat Converse gave me a way to explain myself, and this will be my stratagem.

“You’ve come to teach me to sing!” A light came to her eyes with her radiant smile.

I can do this because I love music, and music loves me back. I had a strange feeling she would too.

If only I could ask her name, without her knowing I was no angel, only a thing. As if in answer, someone knocked at her door.

“Christine Daaé come to dance!” my old friend Madame Giry commanded.

Her voice reminded me of when I was a little freak in a circus freak show. If the Ring Master on Coney Island knew that my face wasn’t the freakiest part about me! I would teach Christine to love me through song! For many a beautiful night, we sang together in harmony, practicing Think of Me from Hannibal over and over.

“Oooooooooooof Meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!” Her voice cracks

“Try to remember to breathe before you start to sing 'Of' and use your head voice.”

Christine runs through the last line again, taking a breath, I can barely hear.

“Oooooooooooof Meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!” She did it!

“Broavo,” I say.

“Do you enjoy this, Christine? There are roles called Trouser roles in Opera where women play men or boys. If that would make you more comfortable…?

“No thank you, Angel… I have never even felt curious about what being a man would be like.”

“You're welcome to tell me if that changes,,” I said.

At the Rehearsal of Hannibal, a woman named Carlotta is singing Think of Me, with great technique, but overperforming it! I get so annoyed that I make a set fall on her!

YOU CAUSED THIS!” she screamed at the two new managers, Missours André and Firman, who had just arrived a few minutes before.

“These things happen in rehearsals all the time,” they replied calmly.

“What do you think, Piangi?”

“Amitures,” Piangi declared!

They were both rude, but Christine knew how to behave like a Prima Donna!

“Sing Think of Me as your Angel of Music taught you, Christine” commanded Madame Giry in a no-nonsense voice.

Christine sang Think of Me like she was truly saying goodbye to someone she truly loved, which is exactly what the song is about.

On the night of the Gala for the new managers, I watched Hannibal from below the stage, wishing I could be her on stage, looking beautiful, human, and normal. But I can’t, but I write beautiful music that's my true way in. Christine will sing it, being the body I never had! What I mean is I have been deformed my whole life, never seen as human or normal. like her. I tried letting others see me as a woman, but that wasn’t right. Man feels a lot closer, but you still have to explain that really you are not a man nor a woman, you are thon. Admittedly, having people assume I’m an ugly monster is the closest I will ever get to being considered that one, which is what thon means..

I go to her dressing room to congratulate her and Meg Giry, Madam Giry’s daughter, is there, saying,

“Christine you are so perfect I could never sing like you!”

“And I could never dance like you!” Christine laughed.

“So your Angel of Music did come!” Meg clapped her hands excitedly

I always knew the Angel of Music would!” Christine was trembling, “ it’s… all just… overwhelming.”

“You need not be overwhelmed-” Before Meg could finish her sentence, Madame Giry burst through the door.

“Meg Giry Your dancing was atrocious! You will practice until you are too tired to stand!”

Madame Giry dragged Meg away!

A young man whom she calls Raoul comes to her dressing room next. They talk about the Angel of Music as if they are old friends.

“I know the belief your father instilled in you is important to you…” The man called Raoul said.

“But you no longer believe yourself,” Christine’s voice quivered.

“Well… the Angel of Music isn’t in the Bible… Raoul replied

“Then leave me!” Christine cried out!

I would show her I believed!

On our way down, I heard Joseph Boquet saying, “The Phantom looks like a yellow skeleton!” Didn’t anybody teach him it’s rude to lie and spread rumors?

She belongs to me, she will follow her Angel of Music into the mirror, and down to my lair! I have made a wedding dress so we can be one. She is enraptured by the inhuman beauty of my voice, which I have as my only beautiful feature, to make her fall in love with me, as I sing her a lullaby. When she wakes up in the morning, she comes over to see the song I am writing for her.

“You are writing an Opera?”

“It’s about Don Juan and his obsession with a beautiful woman.”

“You mean like Faust?

“Awww, but It doesn’t end tragically for Don Juan gets to live happily with his true love!

“ So it’s a fairytale?”

“No Daun Jaun has sex with many women,” I answered

“Why are you drawn to a man like that?” Christine is horrified.

“Because it’s manly,” I declare

“That’s not manly that’s animalistic!” Christine exclaims.

She pulls off my mask! She has caught me in my lie, I am no angel!

“You will be mine forever! How could you love something so animalistic? if I didn’t write Don Juan Triumphant for you ?! This is not the way I meant to tell you that I am neither an angel nor a man or a woman I am the Phantom of the Opera, I am a thon, and I am a thons.” She just hands me my mask back. I am not sure she understands.

I take her back upstairs, where I hear the Managers saying, “Christine and Carlotta being fighting divas making delicious press.” The managers cackle.

“WHAT IS THIS?” shouts Andre, ripping open my letter. “A ghost wants 20,000 francs! Ghosts don’t exist!

Then there’s a knock on the door, “Come in,” the managers sound annoyed.

Raoul strode in. “How did you know about the Angel of Music?” he asks. The Managers look at him quizzically, and the Vicounte blushes. “Why do you ask?” recovers Firmen.

“This letter says Christine is with her Ange of Music and that I’m never going to see her again!” Raoul’s quivering lip makes me smirk.

Just then, Carrlotta bursts through the door as if she owns the place. “HOW DARE YOU TELL ME NOT TO SING!” she shrieks, pointing at Raoul. “JUST BECAUSE YOU’RE RICH ENOUGH TO BE A PATRON DOESN’T MEAN YOU KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT OPERA!”

“You got a letter to?” Raoul asks with calm politeness.

“Yes,” hisses Carolotta.

“I’m so sorry Madam,” says Raoul, bowing.

There is a quiet tap at the door. This time it’s Madame and Meg Giry.

“Christine sent us to tell Missour de Changey she is fine so don’t disturb her” instructs Madame Giry. “This letter was just delivered to me for our new management from the Opera Ghost.” She hands the letter to Firmen.

In the letter, I say Christine should play the Countess so Christine can stay true to her true self! In the letter, however, I simply refer to the page boy as “the Silent Role” and to Carlotta’s horrible singing voice. These two come from the Junk business, what does that have to do with Opera? They can’t understand that people get to be who they truly are on stage, even if they can’t in real life. The managers cast Carlotta as the Countess against my wishes! The Countess is a despicable woman who cheats on her husband, more befitting of Carlotta than Christine, but still, it’s the starring role, and Christine must have it! I brood myself into a swirl of anger, and when I go to my box five, he is in my box! To make things worse, the audience is laughing at my Christine because she is dressed as a boy, including him. If he truly loved her, he wouldn’t laugh!

“Did I not instruct that box five be kept empty for me?” I burst out, angrily!

“Your Part is silent, Little Toad.” Carlotta jeered at my Christine, so I threw my voice into her mouth and croaked like a toad to make it clear she couldn’t sing because her heart was as ugly as a toad! The performance is switched to ballet, and I am still angry even though Missour Firman promised me what I wanted! I spot the stagehand Joseph Boquet to be hunted down like a piece of meat for the rumor he spread! Once I strangle him to death with the Magical Lasso, as he called it, I hang him above the stage, making my feelings known! The audience screams! Faints! Christine runs away, followed by him. I follow her to the roof.

“Raoul The Phantom of the Opera killed because thon are in love with me, but I love you!”

“What do you mean 'thon?” Raoul asked.

“That haunted face that is so badly burned, it’s hard to tell if thon is a man or woman, When the Angel of Music speaks, he sounds like a man. When she sings to match my vocal range she sounds like a woman,” Christine explained.

“When did you see The Phantom’s face?” Raoul asked.

“In thons Lair, below the Opera, oh Raoul, when I took off thons mask thons anger was terrifying! It was like Thon didn’t want to admit Thon lied about being the Angel of Music.”

“Of course not,” Raoul agreed

“It was like thon didn’t want me to know what thon is ether.”

“It’s only natural to be afraid of the unknown.” Raoul comforted.

I had dreadfully confused her, my poor Christine! She must be so frightened of me!

“Raoul take me away from here, I want to be with you forever!”

I clutch my chest and fall to my knees, grabbing Apollo’s Lyre so I don’t fall. Why would anybody want to be with the thing I was anyway? Dashing back inside the Opera with a twirl and a swish of my cape, I drop the chandelier on all humans, for Christine can never love me!

Over the next six months, I worked on my Opera Don Juan Triumphant about a man obsessed with a beautiful woman, a man is comfortable for me to pretend to be. Why not pretend to be a woman? I know I am not one. But being a man can suit the task of wooing my beloved Christine, the costume I designed for Daun Jaun is a cape with a hood covering the face and the rest of the garment is so loosely fitting that while it can hide the most masculine of features, it can also hide a woman’s breasts. So in this costume, Don Juan is a man-or no, but not a woman, an androgynous ghost of black. Black won’t concern anyone who thinks of Daun Jaun as a man, but I am a thon who knows who I am! This is why the costume makes me feel a happy energy that lifts me into the sky! I finish the perfect final draft of Don Juan Triumphant at midnight on New Year’s Eve and dress as the Red Death, for plague, is neither male nor female, to attend the Masquerade. I make a slow but dramatic entrance coming down the stairs.

“I present to you all my new opera Don Jaun Triumphant! Christine is my leading lady! Piangi your shape will be perfect for the Don Jaun costume for you are a shapeless blob! Carlotta acts so badly I have given her the smallest part. Managers, do as I say to do or die like Bouquet!”

I give them a letter with the same instructions

“This score is too complicated for our cast!” the managers argued.

Then their faces flush red as they see the look on Carlotta’s face

“We didn’t mean you, our dear Prima Donna,” they plead.

“Well, the Opera Ghost clearly thinks so, my role is too small,” Carlotta whined.

“I’m not even a small acter,” Piangi patted his fat stomach proudly.

“Can you talk to the Opera Ghost?” The Manages begged Madame Giry

“The Qpera Ghost is wise and it is thons Opera…” her voice tails off.

“Isn’t anybody going to ask me what I think I know the Phantom of the Opera better than Madame Giry!” bursts out Christine.

“What do you think Darling?” Raoul asks.

“I think thon will kill us all”! She bursts into tears and runs away to her father’s grave, while the rest of the cast rehearses my opera.

. At the grave, I asked her, “Why do you believe in the Angel of Music?”

“Because without my father’s promise to send the Angel to me, he'd be dead!” Christine responded.

Raoul rushes into the graveyard, “Christine whatever you may believe this thing is inot your father!” Where did he get the idea that the Angel of Music and her father were the same person?

I throw fire at both Raoul and Christine until they run away! I return to being a professional at rehearsals. I play the song I wrote for the chorus in a hypnotic manner, causing perfect performances even out of Carlotta! Christine is perfect as always!

The curtain goes up on Don Juan Triumphant that very night, and I stealthily trade places with Piangi. And sing with my true love with and about intense passion! Then she figures out it’s me and whips off the hood! With my male features visible, I feel invisible! When I was a woman, I felt even more invisible, in the costume I felt like what I truly was, a thon!

The only thing I can do now is plead for her love.

“You are my Angel like I am yours…’ I plead.

As if to deny this, she pulls off my mask! The thing the audience sees is not the thing I am and humiliated and devastated and aggrieved, I kidnap her and drag her back to my lair.

“How could you not let the audience see who I truly am? Did you like it when theylaughed at you as the Pageboy?” No one can see what I am beyond my accursed face!” I wish I had your perfect face!”

Raoul comes gallantly down to rescue her! I hang Raoul up with the Magical Lasso

“You will marry me or he dies!” I demand.

“You based our friendship on a lie!” she shrieked.

“I told you I am neither an angel nor a man or a woman, I am the Phantom of the Opera, I am thon, and I am thons!’

“You said you were the Angel of music when I asked you!” she argued.

“I did not know what you were talking about! I just love music!” I admitted.

“Don’t blame her for your behavior!’ yelled Raoul.

“I’m sorry Christine, I didn’t mean to hurt you.” I apologized.

“I was afraid because I knew you lied,” explained Christine, “Why did you kill Joseph Bouquet?’

“I was angry people laughed at you as the Pageboy, I had to express my anger, and he told people I looked like and I quote a Yellow Skeleton!” I admitted

“Why would you think that’s ok? Killing is an overreaction to rudeness!’ Raoul was horrified!

“I have never felt loved! My mother abandoned me at birth!”

“I love you!” Christine rushed to me and hugged and kissed me on the lips!

I started to cry because I was so happy a human loved me! And I let them go and became once again a Phantom, which is just a ghost.

I love the Phantom because of the Phantom's internalized Ableism. NessaRose is loved by me for the same reason. NBCUniversal already told me I'm a weirdo who doesn't deserve to live with Peter Pan Live! They're telling me that again with Nessarose. The fact that it's disability makes the harm personal. Your praise for this change is very hurtful. Please don't mention Wicked to me again.

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phantomascsphanphic · 16 days ago

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Chapters: 4/4 Fandom: Peter Pan - Charlap & Styne/Leigh & Comden & Green/Barrie, Peter Pan & Related Fandoms Rating: General Audiences Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Major Character Death Relationships: Peter Pan & Tinker Bell (Peter Pan), Peter Pan & Tiger Lily (Peter Pan), Peter Pan & The Twins (Peter Pan), Peter Pan & Slightly (Peter Pan), James Hook & Peter Pan, Wendy Darling & Peter Pan (Peter Pan) Characters: Peter Pan (Peter Pan), Tinker Bell (Peter Pan), Tiger Lily (Peter Pan), Slightly (Peter Pan), Tootles (Peter Pan), The Twins (Peter Pan), Lost Boys (Peter Pan), Wendy Darling (Peter Pan), Michael Darling (Peter Pan), John Darling (Peter Pan), George Darling (Peter Pan), Mary Darling (Peter Pan), Liza (Peter Pan), Jane (Peter Pan) Additional Tags: AFAB Non-Binary Peter Pan, Personal Journal, no beta we die like captain hook, Fluff, Misgendering, Retelling, Neverland (Peter Pan), Agender Character, Disabled Character, Canon Disabled Character, Nonbinary Character, Author Projecting onto Peter Pan, Author Projecting onto Tiger Lily, Questioning Micheal Darling, cis Male John Darling, Agender/autistic Peter Pan, Author Projecting onto Wendy Darling, Chosen/Found Family, Nonbinary Own Voices, Disabled Own Voices, I'M WHITE AND CAN'T FIX THAT!, autistic/cis Lesbian Wendy Darling, Don't Like Don't Read, The Author Regrets Nothing, Cis Female autistic Racebent Disabled Tiger Lily, Genderfluid Captain Hook, Unrequited Crush, AMAB Nonbinary Captain Hook, Self-Indulgent, Self-Esteem, Self-Discovery, Coming of Age, Body Image, Self-Acceptance, Self-Hatred, Suicide, Nonbinary Michael Darling, internalized ableism, Internalized Transphobia, Gender Identity, Queer Themes, LGBTQ Character, LGBTQ Themes, Self-Esteem Issues, Self-Worth, Self-Worth Issues, fairy tale, Mentioned Claggor (Arcane: League of Legends), Closeted Character, Closeted Captain Hook Summary:

Based in the tradition that a woman plays Peter Pan, a boy, that planted the seed of queer thanking in me Since an "Actess" is assumed to be a woman, and Peter Pan is a boy there is Misgenderingi n this fanfiction. It was in the tags, but I want to put a clear Twigger Waning.

Dedication; To Sondra Lee, who played Tiger Lily, and saved my life To Lerisssa Fasthorse, who justly restored my lost dignity To Adolph Green, who taught me what makes a monter and what makes a man, is complicated To Jerome Robbins, who challenged my intellect and morality To ShakespeareFreak, I might get through with a friend like you

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phantomascsphanphic · 24 days ago

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Chapters: 3/4 Fandom: Peter Pan - Charlap & Styne/Leigh & Comden & Green/Barrie, Peter Pan & Related Fandoms Rating: General Audiences Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence Relationships: Peter Pan & Tinker Bell (Peter Pan), Peter Pan & Tiger Lily (Peter Pan), Peter Pan & The Twins (Peter Pan), Peter Pan & Slightly (Peter Pan), James Hook & Peter Pan, Wendy Darling & Peter Pan (Peter Pan) Characters: Peter Pan (Peter Pan), Tinker Bell (Peter Pan), Tiger Lily (Peter Pan), Slightly (Peter Pan), Tootles (Peter Pan), The Twins (Peter Pan), Lost Boys (Peter Pan), Wendy Darling (Peter Pan), Michael Darling (Peter Pan), John Darling (Peter Pan), George Darling (Peter Pan), Mary Darling (Peter Pan), Liza (Peter Pan) Additional Tags: AFAB Non-Binary Peter Pan, Personal Journal, no beta we die like captain hook, Fluff, Misgendering, Retelling, Neverland (Peter Pan), Agender Character, Disabled Character, Canon Disabled Character, Nonbinary Character, Author Projecting onto Peter Pan, Author Projecting onto Tiger Lily, Questioning Micheal Darling, cis Male John Darling, Agender/autistic Peter Pan, Author Projecting onto Wendy Darling, Chosen/Found Family, Nonbinary Own Voices, Disabled Own Voices, I'M WHITE AND CAN'T FIX THAT!, autistic/cis Lesbian Wendy Darling, Don't Like Don't Read, The Author Regrets Nothing, Cis Female autistic Racebent Disabled Tiger Lily, Genderfluid Captain Hook, Unrequited Crush, AMAB Nonbinary Captain Hook, Self-Indulgent Summary:

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phantomascsphanphic · 29 days ago

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Chapters: 2/4 Fandom: Peter Pan - Charlap & Styne/Leigh & Comden & Green/Barrie, Peter Pan & Related Fandoms Rating: General Audiences Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence Relationships: Peter Pan & Tinker Bell (Peter Pan), Peter Pan & Tiger Lily (Peter Pan), Peter Pan & The Twins (Peter Pan), Peter Pan & Slightly (Peter Pan), James Hook & Peter Pan, Wendy Darling & Peter Pan (Peter Pan) Characters: Peter Pan (Peter Pan), Tinker Bell (Peter Pan), Tiger Lily (Peter Pan), Slightly (Peter Pan), Tootles (Peter Pan), The Twins (Peter Pan), Lost Boys (Peter Pan), Wendy Darling (Peter Pan), Michael Darling (Peter Pan), John Darling (Peter Pan), George Darling (Peter Pan), Mary Darling (Peter Pan), Liza (Peter Pan) Additional Tags: AFAB Non-Binary Peter Pan, Personal Journal, no beta we die like captain hook, Fluff, Misgendering, Retelling, Neverland (Peter Pan), Agender Character, Disabled Character, Canon Disabled Character, Nonbinary Character, Author Projecting onto Peter Pan, Author Projecting onto Tiger Lily, Questioning Micheal Darling, cis Male John Darling, Agender/autistic Peter Pan, Author Projecting onto Wendy Darling, Chosen/Found Family, Nonbinary Own Voices, Disabled Own Voices, I'M WHITE AND CAN'T FIX THAT!, Cis Female autistic/Disabled Tiger Lily, autistic/cis Lesbian Wendy Darling Summary:

Based in the tradition that a woman plays Peter Pan, a boy, that planted the seed of queer thanking in me

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phantomascsphanphic · 1 month ago

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Chapters: 2/4 Fandom: Peter Pan - Charlap & Styne/Leigh & Comden & Green/Barrie, Peter Pan & Related Fandoms Rating: General Audiences Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence Relationships: Peter Pan & Tinker Bell (Peter Pan), Peter Pan & Tiger Lily (Peter Pan), Peter Pan & The Twins (Peter Pan), Peter Pan & Slightly (Peter Pan), James Hook & Peter Pan Characters: Peter Pan (Peter Pan), Tinker Bell (Peter Pan), Tiger Lily (Peter Pan), Slightly (Peter Pan), Tootles (Peter Pan), The Twins (Peter Pan), Lost Boys (Peter Pan), Wendy Darling (Peter Pan), Michael Darling (Peter Pan), John Darling (Peter Pan), George Darling (Peter Pan), Mary Darling (Peter Pan), Liza (Peter Pan) Additional Tags: AFAB Non-Binary Peter Pan, Disabled Tiger Lily, Personal Journal, no beta we die like captain hook, Fluff, Misgendering, Retelling, Neverland (Peter Pan), Agender Character, Disabled Character, Canon Disabled Character, Nonbinary Character, Author Projecting onto Peter Pan, Author Projecting onto Tiger Lily, Questioning Micheal Darling, autistic/Lesbian Wendy Darling, cis Male John Darling, Agender/autistic Peter Pan, Author Projecting onto Wendy Darling Summary:

Based in the tradition that a woman plays Peter Pan, a boy, that planted the seed of queer thanking in me

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phantomascsphanphic · 1 month ago

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When I Grow Up That Idealized Adulthood as Power. /Idealized World they believe in

I'm Flying My favorite song in Peter Pan /Idealized World they believe in

Flying Solo; My I Want song (The Lyric "I want to be like you" pursues their goal hamartia being like Mary Martin means emulating her flaws is the Inciting Incident

Oh My Mysterious Lady The Song That Made Me Laugh Idealized World they believe in

Ugg-A-Wugg: If necessary, you can put on Mute and turn on the Captions. I don't know where this falls on the #NoMoreCraptions scale... basically if you put the video on mute the captions are normal English and the slur is replaced with "Leader" #withcaptions ("Ugg-Ugg-Wa meaning "I Promise" hamartia despite racism I must keep my promise is the Call To Adventure)

Facade “Ugg” is used to portray “Indians” as violent, and the Lyrics Adolph Green wrote also include ”We'll just send for Tiger Lily I'll just send for Peter Pan! We'll be coming willy-nilly Lily Send up a flare And I'll be there! You know you really got a friend A Friend! We'll be true blood brothers to the end” The duel Good and Evil nature of the lyrics is Brutal! hints that things are not as they seem

One Step Closer How Jerome Robbins Choreographed Ugg-A-Wugg which protects the Six-year-old protagonist from becoming a colonialist racist! idealized world they believe in

I Gotta Crow (Reprise) I went to speech therapy as a kid with Cerebral Palsy, which resonated with me at six years old because I had trouble with the “R” sound. Idealized World they believe in

I'd Do Anything for Mary Martin Idealized World they believe in/hamartia. The Main character will defend her racism.

Joseph's Coat because Mary Martin made me feel Special Idealized World they believe in/

Almost Christmas Peter Pan Live! aired at Christmastime, and my Dad died. (End of Expasition this song shows the Main Character’s flaw: Fear of change!

Biggering NBC aired Mary Martin Peter Pan and got rich! (Start of Rising Action/Conflict Mam VS Man /hints that things are not as they seem

Poor Unfortunate Souls Stars like Sondra Lee are NBC property /hints that things are not as they seem

Hook's Tarantella NBC stole my Democratic mother and broke NBC’s promise to be loyal to Sondra Lee and the children sang in Ugg-A-Wugg (Start of Rising Action) realize they were wrong/the world shifts against them

No One Would Listen to My Response to Sondra Lee's NYPost Interview Sondra Lee Reflects the Main Character’s desire for no Change, by doing so Sondra Lee saves the main Character from their suicidal intentions, thus mirroring Tiger Lily saving Peter Pan so the main character feels the must repay their life debt

Changes "But a little more background: “ugg-a-wugg” — again, remember this is a British musical theater piece, so we had people from across the pond who were thinking very stereotypically and — it was very uniformed. I don’t think there were any bad intentions or malice or anything like that. It wasn’t like that. It was just uninformed." Jerod Tate Chicasw Lyrist of Ture Blood Brothers Jarod Tate eases the main character's fear of change.) realize they were wrong but the main character is comforted by Jerord Tate’s compassion, so I decided to watch Peter Pan Live! Which is my peripeteia

Hi-Diddle-Dee, NBC promises Alanna Saunders accurate Indigenous Representation /realize they were wrong

Twisted Every Way Alanna Saunders is blamed for the hypersexualized costume by #NotYourTigerLily! /realize they were wrong

Hellfire NBC sexually exploits Alanna Saunders, breaking NBC’s promise to represent Indigenous people authentically Tests, Allies, and Enemies/realize they were wrong

Savages NBC's Us VS. Them set-up in promotional articles and the response of #NotYourTigerLily post-broadcast Tests, Allies, and Enemies/realize they were wrong

Tell Me It's Not True My Response to the Us VS. Them and Fallout, because Indigenous and White people can’t be “True Blood Bothers to the End” like in Ugg-A-Wugg, realize they were wrong/the world shifts against them

This is the Thanks I Get NBC's Response to #NotYourTigerLily the world shifts against Indigenous Women

Keep 'Em Guessing For Alison Willams Who Played Peter Pan identity, beliefs, and initial goal.

We’ll Meet Tomorrow Act 1 Finale The cast and creative team behind Peter Pan reassure the Main Character in the face of having to watch Peter Pan Live NBC Broadcast. peripeteia watching the broadcast

Enter’acte from The Hunchback of Notre Dame or Justice incomplete

Your Fault Whose fault is Ugg-A-Wugg? Mine I made "Ugg-Ugg-Wa mean "I PROMISE" Crossing the Threshold isolated

Humiliate The The Boy My experience watching Peter Pan Live! and People on Twitter saying a woman couldn't be Peter Pan The Cultural Change hits the main character hard! Crossing the Threshold isolated the world shifts against them

I Gotta Crow Reprise Peter Pan Live! Version Peter teaching someone how to crow missing! Yes, that part does contain the word "Gay" Jerome Robbins, the original Director and choreographer was gay, he allowed it to be there IT IS SPEECH THERAPY isolated the world shifts against them

Invisible People of Twitter Reacting to Ugg-A-Wugg Main character can’t repay Life Debt to Sondra Lee) isolated the world shifts against them

When I Went Home I felt Unloved by NBC and My Democratic Mom (End Of Rising Action ) Approach to the Inmost Cave suffers personal losses In The Dark of the Night Amanda Green's additional songs are mostly bad! (foreshadowing)

Quiet Have you ever wondered? Well, I have About how when I say, say red For example, there's no way of knowing if red As red means in my head when someone says red That's how I feel about the radical slur Redskin (End of Man VS Man Conflict) Approach to the Inmost Cave/hamartia character is a confused child

Wonderful World Without Peter: I went into psychosis, and this song is a key memory playing in my head because a Wonderful World Without Peter is a wonderful world without me! suffers personal losses

Home Due to going psychotic I lost my apartment, so I live With my Mom, and my cat Zelda was given away suffers personal losses

Monster My White Skin Harms Indigenous Peoples (Start Of the story's Conflict, which is Character VS Selff Main character starts to change their view on what it means to be loyal to Tiger Lily Reward identity, beliefs, and initial goal.

Healing incarnation How do I rebuild my Self-esteem?

Reflection If a woman can’t be Peter Pan anymore, then I must be a Boy! /Idealized World they believe in

Proud of Your Boy I want to be a Democrat for my Mom The Road Back(flaw worsens their situation they make their emulation of Peter Pan real by being a Transgender Male

All I Ask of You Reprise Mary Matin sang the radical slur"Redskin" Mary Martin hired Jermome Robbins Who hired "Ugg-A-Wugg" lyricist Adolph Green so May Martin is RESPONSIBLE for RACISM! The Road Back/ )suffers personal losses

Made of Stone, I grieve that I can’t save Mary Martin. She died without apologizing for Ugg-A-Wugg in 1990! The Road Back/(suffers personal losses)

I'm Flying Reprise. I have to save Tiger Lily! Resurrection/ Climax

Tevye's Denial Broadway Horoscopes: Father’s Day (Tevye @FiddlerBroadway) Edition http://playbill.com/article/broadway-horoscopes-fathers-day-edition…#SondraLee original Tiger Lily #Libra need to balance justice & harmony Traditional Ugg-A-Wugg important to her Broadway Horoscope: Siblings (Tzeitel, Hodel, and Chava @FiddlerBroadway ) Edition http://playbill.com/article/broadway-horoscope-siblings-edition… Free-thinking, progressive, and bold, #Aquarius, @alannasaunders3, you're not afraid to shake up the status quo and try something new. Tradition is all well and good for most, but you are drawn to the path less traveled—much like the three sisters in Fiddler on the Roof, Ugg-A-Wugg is gibberish and must be changed @alannasaunders3#Aquarius perspective. Playbill’s Broadway Horoscope: Movie Musical ( @FiddlerBroadway fan) Edition http://playbill.com/article/playbills-broadway-horoscope-movie-musical-edition… Me Cancer values family and community and easily empathizes with the feelings of others. To start off with #JeromeRobbins was the original director of #MaryMartin#PETERPAN AND @FiddlerBroadway so the stars aligning like that is his doing. I feel compelled to do something (because I identify with #PETERPAN) to get #SodraLee & @alannasaunders3 to try to work out their differences Peripeteia I have a Chance to save Tiger Lily if Sondta Lee will reconcile with Alanna Sauders, Sondra Lee will do it out of love and Respect for Jerome Robbins, I am just his angelic messenger. Alanna Saunders deleted my message! peripeteia is assuming Alanna Saunders would want to reconcile! The spiral downward

40. No Good Deed: My FAILURE at being Peter Pan (End of Conflict, which is Character VS Self). Also, in the original lyrics for No Good Deed, there's the line "I love you) Fyerio" to represent me admitting my Be Her/Be With Her Crush on Mary Martin and thus my Bisexuality deepening )suffers personal losses. Ordeal (The Abyss Catastrophe)

41 Tomorrow Belongs To Me My FAILURE to keep my Promise to Save Tiger Lily makes me become a White Supremacist! Is Spritral Death Catharsis “If Sondra Lee is to die then I will Die with Tiger Lily” inverting Caption Hook’s “If I am to Die Youl’ll all die with me” The Main Character Emulates Peter Pan by staying Loyal to Sondra Lee.

To Be A Captain Repise Captain EJ Smith’s Suicide and thus mine After all Peter Pan tells Wendy “I’m Captain” My way of taking responsibility for The DISASTER (Peter Pan The character's White Male Privilege is their downfall. They choose to Transition from Female to Male over Reflection-Proud of Your Boy- and take on Hyper-Toxic-Masculinity in "Tomorrow Belongs To Me" They do redeem themselves because they learn to take responsibility through the story of Captian E. J. Smith teaching them What Healthy White Male Privilege looks like. Catharsis

Denouement No One Mourns the Wicked Fanale because our Main Character has committed suicide so the Audoance needs Closure.

Bows from Titanic because they are gentle and sad

Disney's Snow White is autistic

*She loves animals and talks to them as if they were people.

*She's naïve and trusting to a fault. She's friendly and open with everyone she meets and never suspects ulterior motives from them. She assumes the Queen will never find her in the woods, despite the Queen's reputation as a powerful witch who knows everything. Nor, despite having been warned to beware of strangers, does it seem to occur to her not to trust the "old peddler woman" or not to believe what she says about the "magic wishing apple."

*She doesn't always follow social rules. For example, when she first arrives at the dwarfs' cottage and finds it empty, instead of waiting outside until the owners come home, she goes in, cleans the house, cooks supper, and then falls asleep on the beds without permission.

*She constantly sings and hums, which can be seen as a form of stimming, as can her clapping along to the music as the dwarfs sing for her in "The Silly Song."

*Furthermore, music seems to be a special interest to her, and a source of comfort and emotional stability, as is often the case for people on the spectrum. She sings entire songs about how singing can make you feel better ("With a Smile and a Song") and pass the time when there's work to be done ("Whistle While You Work").

*When she interacts with (seemingly) ordinary humans, she often seems shy and withdrawn. She's frightened and runs away from the Prince when he first comes into the courtyard, and even while smiling down at him from the balcony as he declares his love, she doesn't say a word, but non-verbally conveys that she returns his feelings by sending a dove down to "kiss" him. Later, she's clearly intimidated by the strange, overly forward "old peddler woman," though she doesn't seem to suspect that she's the Queen. By contrast, she's outgoing and confident when she's with the dwarfs or the animals; she seems to feel more free to be herself when she's with beings who are smaller than she is and who live outside of normal human society.

*She doesn't have normal egalitarian friendships. With the dwarfs and the animals, she behaves as a leader and a mother figure, while with other people (the Prince, the Huntsman, and the disguised Queen), she's shy and lets them do most of the talking.

*She's a stickler for cleanliness. When she finds a dirty, disorganized house, she can't bring herself to leave it that way, or to allow the dwarfs to come to the table with dirty hands.

*She covers her ears when Sneezy is about to sneeze at the end of "The Silly Song," knowing it will be too loud for comfort.

*Her skill at domestic work – although she learned it from having it forced on her by the Queen – seems like a specialized talent, and cooking in particular seems like a special interest of hers. She uses it as a skill to offer in place of money in exchange for lodging, as a way to help those in need (e.g. when she thinks the dwarfs are orphans), as a way to show affection (e.g. the "Grumpy" pie).

*When she runs through the dark forest, she panics when branches catch on her skirt or when she falls against them, and her imagination runs wild and convinces her that the trees have sinister faces and claws, that the logs in the water are alligators, etc. Now, of course any young girl who's never been in the forest before, and who is fleeing from her home for fear of being murdered yet has no idea where to go, would be equally terrified. But in addition to all this, who can say that the darkness and all the startling, uncomfortable physical sensations she goes through – the wind, the branches "grabbing" her, falling into the water, etc. – don't overwhelm her in and of themselves? The end of the scene, where she spins in all directions only to see scary glowing eyes everywhere, and finally falls to the ground and lies there sobbing, feels familiar to those of us who have panic attacks or meltdowns from sensory overload.

*She's very empathetic, sometimes at the expense of boundaries. When she initially thinks the dwarfs' cottage must belong to seven orphaned childr

How was the new Snow White?

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phantomascsphanphic · 2 months ago

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a lot of the experiences elphaba went through are reminiscent of the autistic experience, as well as the experience of poc (especially black women).

first, elphaba is very reserved and quiet compared to most students at shiz. this very well is an effect of the people being rude to her. but even when she befriends galinda, she’s still to herself a lot of the time. when fiyero comes in and everyone starts singing and dancing, elphaba opts for studying outside (which reminds me of sensory overload).

but i think what makes her autistic-coded to me is her sense of justice, as well as her outbursts. she has a heart for the animals of oz, and generally does not like the idea of people being mistreated. whenever she witnesses other people being mistreated, she herself becomes very upset and has outbursts (i.e, her magic takes over). her outbursts in the movie remind me a lot of what some autistic meltdowns feel like, albeit brief.

What happens when someone takes on responsibility that was never theirs to begin with? The Animals aren't Elphaba's responsibility to begin with, making her sense of justice autistic

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phantomascsphanphic · 3 months ago

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Disney's Snow White is autistic

*She loves animals and talks to them as if they were people.

*She constantly sings and hums, which can be seen as a form of stimming, as can her clapping along to the music as the dwarfs sing for her in "The Silly Song."

*She's a stickler for cleanliness. When she finds a dirty, disorganized house, she can't bring herself to leave it that way, or to allow the dwarfs to come to the table with dirty hands.

*She covers her ears when Sneezy is about to sneeze at the end of "The Silly Song," knowing it will be too loud for comfort.

*She's very empathetic, sometimes at the expense of boundaries. When she initially thinks the dwarfs' cottage must belong to seven orphaned childr

How was the new Snow White?

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