poems-from-beyond

[poems-from-beyond]

Hey- so this one poem has trigger warnings to it so be ware when you read this it in a way involved a type of a hospital setting, death,religious trauma,etc! READ AT YOUR OWN WILL!

Withering Flower

Her eyes are duller,

Colder even.

I don't understand how

she is still alive!

God! I hate her!

"Try and run again! its fun! Finding you five seconds flat!'

Now, her broken body and soul-

laying on my table.

I broke her!

Now, she's mine!

Mine! Mine! Mine!

I felt nothing as I was carving her insides like a pumpkin.

I was carving out that little girl!

Crushing and mending to my liking!

Crushing and mending her morals and her light at the end of her tunnel!

Crushing her hopes!

As I held her down, I could see a smile on her broken face...

A smile.....

What is she playing at on death's bed?

At death's door.

She withered like s rose.

Seems she'll haunt me in my dreams.

She was the closest one I had got this far.

The closest one to making me feel this curse called 'love'

Once again, I am cold and stone hearted.

I am not the one to handle this inane curse.

I am their savior!

I am the one!

The one to lead them to salvation!

Looking at her cold dead body.

I look and see my first

Withering just like her on that same metal table.

Just like my first withering flower.

🌙🥀Moon Lunaire🥀🌙

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The Night

Cold and filled with sorrow

Like an angel's heart

Traumatized by what its seen

Traumatized by all its made

"I can't do this anymore" it'd say

"I can't handle this" it'd cry

"I cannot deal with the burden of the human kind!" it'd scream into the void.

"I can't be myself anymore" it'd whisper to the little girl it'd protect

The girl gazing at his worry filled eyes

Just smiled at him and said

"I understand you, more then you think"

"Then you must be no human to understand my sins" he'd say

Her smile widened as she opened her arms to him

"Come in my dear angel" she said as the moonlight fell upon them both

"Come and tell me all your issues and I'd listen like you listened to mine all those painful nights of mine ago"

Their night didn't end

It continued as they kissed beneath the moonlight

"My angel-" she gasped for him

"Samuel my human" he said as he pulled her closer

Warm and filled with love

How could her words warm him on the inside?

How could she make him be head over heels for her mortal life?

All its woes went away

All the past has flown far

All the sorrow has ran to hell

scared for their lives

She was no human indeed

But she was an angel too

but of hell

She vowed to protect him

to keep him safe

"I love you" is all that's been said the night as he sacrificed his life for the woman he protected

🌙🥀Moon Lunaire🥀🌙

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Second Choices

Somehow,

you throw me over the edge.

Somehow,

from family we go to strangers to each other in an instant.

I am happy that you love once again.

But your change in attitude was quick.

Shushing me quickly.

My smile faded slightly.

No wonder he left you to the others.

No wonder after I say "Fuck me harder then that hit. All I wanna do is forget about it all" once again.

No wonder I am always your second choice in everything.

I don't seek your romantic love-

No! I hate this stupid thing called love!

I hate it! or is the fear turned to anger?

Like the sadness in depression.

I don't love you as a partner,

but I love you as a brother.

But your actions cannot be excused in the slightest in this head of mine.

Can I wrap it around my brain that you'll leave me for dead again?

Can I except the fact that once again I am the second choice in life?

-🌙🥀Moon Lunaire🥀🌙

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A Personification

Personification of a god

or am I still the little girl that the god keeps behind enormous castle walls?

Personification of a god

or a girl who is tired to live with pain in her heart?

Personification of a god

or a girl who seeks vengeance for them both?

A personification? Of what?

A God from above and below

A father of all

An angel, a fallen one too

An iron fisted ruler

A God

A personification of a God is what she is.

But in too much pain she is to see

That he is not only a God but there for her too.

In all ways imaginable.

-🌙🥀Moon Lunaire🥀🌙

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Little crows

Oh?

Hello,there little crow

Scavenging for food I see

Just like me

but what I scavenge for is not what you think

but its my sanity indeed

I followed him here on the promise of finding it here quick

but a test of my patience it was indeed

A life lesson to be learned

as the clock is ticking out

"another there is to all but some time to think is required too"

All he said as he went away

leaving me behind on a cluttered path.

Another? I repeated in my head

Another way

came into my pretty head

How does it work? I asked myself

"A way you find which helps you but do not run away my dear- as That will be a sign of defeat"

He gave a hint from my destination soon to be approached by me.

🌙🥀Moon Lunaire🥀🌙

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My Devil

Dragging me with him thought hell

knowing well I'd be quick to follow his lead

waltzing like old soul couple through the halls of the red palace

Quickly we said goodbye only with our words

as I go back to my normal life of the human curse

Going back to my ways of darkness

I had said "My love, my dear devil I will dress in black and red just for you- just say the words and I will do as you wished of me my dear!"

His smile so sweet for all the sins he was accused of

"Dear flower mine, why do you want me to say what you already know? To be sure I'm loyal to you? Or to keep yourself from going back into those 'evil' acts of yours? your obsessions?"

All his questions spinning in my head like a carousel.

For him a hundred times I would die just to prove my loyalty once over and again to him.

"You are mine, and I love you to the moon, the nine circles of hell and back"

He sang like a bird from the heavens

My bird from the heavens.

All mine. Only mine.

"I love you dearly my sad little angel"

the agony I screamed for him to come to me back again from the dead.

As I go back to black.

As I walk thought the palace, once again alone, and full of sorrow.

"My dear devil, I warned you- why wouldn't you listen to me?"

I asked hoping to hear his angelic voice once again.

Clinging to a false hope, a false reality where he is still here, by my side.

"I love you much- I love you! I adore you even in death my Samuel! My savior!"

I screamed and cried.

As I bid my last goodbye.

We only said goodbye with words.

You died once again as I go back to black.

🌙🥀Moon Lunaire🥀🌙

[poems-from-beyond]

Hey, this is pretty much what I'll do on here. Write my poems and rant maybe. We'll see. All I post is my poems but also because I have an Amino where I post my poems most of them are on there but I'll post them here as well.

Anyways I'm here to write and find like minded people on here.

Thanks and see ya around-

Note: My main account is @moonday-midnight so I'll be mainly on there if I'm not posting.