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Sometimes i cosplay a hot girl who’s too broke and busy to eat

·:*¨༺ ♱✮♱ ༻¨*:·

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Horrors persist, but so do I lol 💖🪐

Alright time for that uquiz I promised (I spent a lot of time on this so y'all better appreciate it). It's just assigning you a horror protagonist trope. Some are a little mean, but it's all in good fun :). Anyway use the little picrew, add your results and tag your mutuals!!

So here's the quiz and here's the picrew. and here's mine:

@justanotherenbyhere, @helinedmightbehere @namelessgodblr-blog @murderandcoffee @rapidlydecayingcorpse @crying-pan420 @sernhuh people I'll probably add later, and anyone else who wants to join!!

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After 5 months on 3dblr, 15kg/33lbs later, I have reached my gw.

I love everyone and everything.

🎇🎇🎇

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I hate when mfs say “you don’t want a fast metabolism, it’s the worst.” As though I’m not literally slowly killing myself just to look half as skinny and pretty as anyone with a fast metabolism does.

“They called me a stick/skeleton!” I’m sorry that happened to you but I’m sure that’s not as bad as having sex for the first time with your first boyfriend and then he breaks up with you and proceeds to tell all of his friends, your friends, and people who you don’t even know that your body was so fat and disgusting that it made him want to vomit. The words that came out of his mouth were verbatim “Do you know how disgusting it is to have sex with someone and see their whole body jiggle?”

Yeah I’d rather be told to eat a burger than be humiliated like that again just because I’m overweight.

When you’re skinny, your body will always be in fashion. It’s why kpop idols go on extreme diets, it’s why tumblr was so popular in 2014, it’s why low rise jeans were ever a trend, its why Victoria’s Secret angels exist, it’s why d3@thsp0 is a thing, it’s why even when the kardashians made being thick the “beauty standard” that runway models never got bbls. Because skinny will always come back into fashion and will always be seen as beautiful, serene, divine, and feminine. And fat will always be seen as dirty, sloppy, ugly, and disgusting.

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Some 4n4 Tips if You're 16 or Younger

GET OUT!! GET OUT WHILE YOU STILL CAN!! MOST OF US WILL BE HAUNTED BY SHAME OF A BASIC NEED TILL WE DIE IN OUR 30S AND 40S!! "It doesn't matter, I'll be dead by 18," WRONG! LIFE CAN BE BEAUTIFUL, JUST LEAVE YOUR HOMETOWN! I'VE BEEN DEALING WITH THIS SHIT SINCE I WAS 14 AND ILL PROBABLY DIE VOMITING ON A TOILET! GET OUT AND GET HELP THERE IS NO SUCH THING AS "Not sick enough" THE PRO-ANA GIRLS ARE LYING TO YOU; THIS SHIT DOESN'T STOP WHEN YOU'RE THIN! NOBODY WILL LIKE YOU MORE WHEN YOU'RE THIN BECAUSE YOU'LL BECOME BORING SHELL OF YOURSELF! DON'T TRY TO GAIN THE APPROVAL OF SHALLOW PEOPLE YOU'LL KNOW FOR ONLY A FEW YEARS!

SAVE YOURSELF AND GET OUT NOW!

Stay safe.

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Your body deserves love when:

You are healthy and active.

You are sick and recovering.

You are feeling emotional and lost.

You feel like you are failing at getting better.

You are relapsing.

You are falling back into bad habits.

Your body is loveable and worthy in every state, my love.

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I hate my lower belly fat, I am skinny everywhere except of there, why do I look like Grinch.... 💀

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DAE wanna delete their b00bs bc they ruin outfits and are literally fat storages 💀💀💀

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Something interesting I discovered (TW numbers):

I lost 7 kg (15,4 lbs), which is around 10% of my sw, and I do not have PMS and period cramps anymore. My cycle is so much healthier now even though I eat like crap tbh (I have ARFID and my diet is almost exclusively sweet diary like youghurt and ice cream and chocolate protein powder (yum!)). Some supplements here and there also, but I took them before I started wl. I was never overweight in my life and my sw was in a middle of "normal" bmi range for my height, but still as I see sometimes body KNOWS where its best weight is. My skin is clean, my hair grows better, I am more flexible and can walk miles without getting sweaty. I did not change my diet at all, just the amount I ate.

I am an ectomorph, I am SUPPOSED to be skinnniiii, and I am so glad my body is thanking me for what I do for myself. I have been eating too much because of anxiety for years before, now I am back on track making myself both healthier and more pwetty \^^\

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I want to be small. I want to be dainty and weak and fragile. I want other people to care and worry about me. I want to faint and be carried by someone. I want to be lifted up by my waist, their hands fitting easily around it. I want to be thin. I want to be weightless.

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TW TW TW FAKE ALL MAKEUP

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..It felt so nice, actually...

I have never cvt mslf but when I see a row of stretch marks on my upper thighs I want to cover them with actual sh scars so bad. Because stretch marks are from gaining weight sp rapidly that your skin actually fkin rips apart (ew), and also in society gaining fat repidly for an uw ana person is ALWAYS seen as "healthy" and "a thing that a recovered person would do". But holy sh1t I am NOT FKING RECOVERED OK?!!! I feel as bad as I did before, my 9 mental illnesses did not go ANYWHERE, but now ppl think I do not need any more help, love and compassion, they start pressuring me again and this is exhausting. I just want someone to accidentally see my thighs and think "oh god shes not okay", not "ah shes fat now, just like everyone around us".

Ik it is fkd up and hella disordered but still..

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Do you ever have clothes feel loser on you & you get happy but then gaslight yourself into thinking it always fit that way…😆

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- Omg your body looks so healthy and your curves are so prominent---

SHUT.

SHUUUUUT THE FCK UP FOR THE GODS SAKE THANK UUUUU

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A few months ago I bought cute pants that were way too small for me, because I wanted to wear them when I'm skinnier. Now I found them and guess what I CANNOT WEAR THEM BC THEY LITERALLY FALL DOWN OFF ME?!! I mean ofc I am happy I'm so much smaller now, but ngl those pants r so pretty and expensive and I am lowkey mad 😭

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130kcal for an ENTIRE chocolate cake

If you’ve already seen this recipe on MPA, it’s because I posted it there a while back. Anyway, here it is:

Ingredients

20g all-purpose flour (72.8)

10g cocoa powder (22.8)

2 egg whites (34)

40g allulose (14)*

Total Calories: 143.6kcal

*You can, of course, use zero-calorie sweetener if you’d like. The resulting cake will be 129.6kcal.

Instructions

Beat the egg whites to soft peaks and add in the allulose in 2-3 stages, mixing well between each addition. Continue to beat to form stiff peaks.

Fold in the flour and cocoa powder, being careful not to knock out too much air from the meringue.

Put the batter into a cake tin, flatten out the surface (or don’t and get an ugly cake), and bake in a preheated, 170˚C oven for 20 minutes.

Turn off the oven but leave the cake in there for 10 more minutes.

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Hi hi

Ive been in this for a while but now I need to feel more okay in my body and mind. I have ocd and autism so my 3D is actually comforting to me. So yeah hi, I'm going to post stuff on here being open af

If any of my content triggers u please block, not report

//MINORS PLEAAASE DNI//

I love numbers so TW there is going to be LOTS OF THOSE

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🪁Height: 176 cm/5'9"

⛅ 21F she/they

📑 BMI 18.6

☘️Sw 72.1kg/158,7 lbs

91-87-76-98-57-28,5 (cm) / 35'8-34'3-29'9-38'6-22'4-11'2(in)

🐞Starting Stats (bust-st0mach-wa1st-h1ps-upper th1ghs-upper arms):

🍄Cw 57.7kg/127lbs

🌤️CurStats (bust-st0mach-wa1st-h1ps-upper th1ghs-upper arms):

89-71-66-96-57-27 (cm) 35'0-33'5-28'0-37'8-22'4-10'6 (in)

🦋Ugw 54kg/119 lbs

🌻Gw(1) 62.1kg/136.7 lbs

🪐Gw(2) 58kg/127.8 lbs

Gonna update :}