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pvrple-flvwers · 6 days ago

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sometimes i wonder if people actually care about my life and what i do. because im always the one asking; if i get the question in return its out of obligation, or worse, pity.

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pvrple-flvwers · 20 days ago

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when the exhaustion runs so bone deep not even eternal sleep could fix you

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pvrple-flvwers · 4 months ago

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why does everything i touch burn

#bpd #vent #slef hate #actually bpd #$hblr #jealousy #slef harn #$h tw #actually mentally ill

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pvrple-flvwers · 4 months ago

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notes game!!! (this'll probably get like 3 notes tbh so idk what I'm expecting but uhhh)

5 notes - I'll try to do makeup every day

10 notes - I'll tidy up my shelf/room

20 notes - I'll try to finish one of the books I'm reading

30 notes - I'll try to finish all of the books I'm reading

50 notes - I'll try to update at least one of my fics regularly

70 notes - I'll try to finish writing/drafting my book

100 notes - I'll ask my parents for cosplay stuff :p

150 notes - I'll tell my parents I'm genderfluid

200 notes - I'll ask my parents for a pride flag/s for my room

250 notes - I'll have a serious conversation with my close friend about being suicidal

more to maybe be added!

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pvrple-flvwers · 4 months ago

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i just wanna be held tbh

#vent #slef hate #$hblr #slef harn #$h tw #actually mentally ill

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pvrple-flvwers · 4 months ago

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r3l@ps1ng is so soothing, in a way. the calm that follows hurt—it’s like falling asleep again.

#vent #$hblr #slef hate #slef harn #$h tw #actually mentally ill #dni if in recovery #tw s3lf harm

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pvrple-flvwers · 4 months ago

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i just want to help

i’d rip my own heart out to make you feel better

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pvrple-flvwers · 4 months ago

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pouring my heart out and getting a “real” or “damn” in response is one of the most soul crushing things i think i will ever experience.

#bpd #vent #actually bpd #slef hate #jealousy #$hblr #slef harn #$h tw #actually mentally ill

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pvrple-flvwers · 4 months ago

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pvrple-flvwers · 4 months ago

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#but even though you’re killing me #i need you like the air i breathe #i need you more than me #(i need you more than anything)#spotify #conan gray #lyrics

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pvrple-flvwers · 4 months ago

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i fucking hate being alone.

#bpd #vent #slef hate #actually bpd #$hblr #jealousy #slef harn #$h tw #actually mentally ill

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pvrple-flvwers · 4 months ago

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i’m just so fucking tired i don’t think sleeping for 20 days straight would help i need to die

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pvrple-flvwers · 5 months ago

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woke up after r3l@ps1ng, having multiple panic attacks, and legitimately considering 3nd1ng it last night and now i’m just like damn you dramatic ass mf

#bpd #actually bpd #slef hate #$hblr #jealousy #slef harn #$h tw #actually mentally ill #tw s3lf harm #tw sui talk #tw sui ideation #tw self destruction

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pvrple-flvwers · 5 months ago

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