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Crazy For You | BokuAka AU

A rainy night, Akaashi left their house without Bokuto knowing it; tranquility surround the place as the lightning and thunders tried to break it.

“Keiji?” a sleepy white-gray haired lad called his lover and grope everything on his right side, but he felt no one other than the overlapping pillows.

“ Tsk. You tricked me again, Akaashi” he said in a kind of cold voice

“I will never forgive you again”

He grabbed his jacket before he went down and left their house; he went straight from where Akaashi usually comes in.

The adult bar.

When Bokuto reached the place,

He saw Akaashi with the same girl that he always sees, whenever his lover goes out every night.

He felt betrayed at the same he felt sadness.

“Keiji… I am not enough?”

“I'm always here for you, right?”

He said in a corner seeing Akaashi happily laughing with the girl in a crowded bar.

And there he sat outside and let his tears all out; he felt treated unfairly as the image of his cheater lover repeatedly flashing on his mind.

As his tears fall out of his eyes, Bokuto's sadness and the feeling of envious turns into anger.

“I'll promise that would be the last time, Keiji”

He said on his thought and went in straight to the table where Akaashi sits.

“Keiji-kun, Let's go home” Bokuto said  softly and he force himself to form a smile

Akaashi was surprised when Bokuto suddenly appeared in front of him and his female companion— or shall we call his paramour.

“K-Kou?” Akaashi stammered, and at once he remove his arms on the girl's shoulder.

“Let's go home“ Bokuto said once again as Akaashi stood up in nervous and doesn't say even a single word, and they both left the crowded bar.

As they walk together, Bokuto silently gazed him from top to toe causing Akaashi feel uncomfortable.

“Kou..”

“Aren't you angry?” Akaashi asked

“You can answer it by yourself”

“So what do you think? Am I angwy or nah?”

“Guess it Agashe!~”

Bokuto oddly respond, as he began to act aggressive and erratic infront of his man; Akaashi felt a tension when he looks at Bokuto's terrifying golden eyes.

“K-kou, I-i can explain this at home” Akaashi exclaimed

“You can do it right here and now Keiii-ji”

“We're near” Bokuto said while pointing the door where they are both lived.

Akaashi got goosebumps from Bokuto's looks; he suddenly feel repentance from what he did, he regret...But it's too late now.

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After they both entered the door, Bokuto locked it so sudden.

“So.. ” Bokuto said as he gave a hair-raising look.

Akaashi faced him but his eyes were non-stop roaming around as he started to talk.

“Kou, I'm sorry” He briefly apologized

“That's it?” Bokuto exclaimed

“Yeah, I'm sorry..I know that you already knew that I was going out with the girl”

“If you already knew that, Why did you continued every f*cking single day!?” Bokuto shouted while holding his tears not to fall

“Because seriously Bokuto...” he said and took a deep breath

“I didn't really love you in the first place!”

“You just forced me to marry you! And  to spend this useless years with you!” Akaashi furiously told Bokuto everything he wanted to indicate in the beginning

“Y-you just said that it was useless?huh? Keiji Akaashi!” Bokuto asked him angrily that he was almost out of his own sense

“Yes you heard it loud and clear” Akaashi replied

“I want to end this pretense Bokuto” He added

“Now I know your true colors, I won't hesitate to leave you” And Akaashi  headed for the door to leave

But Bokuto suddenly hold his hand causing Akaashi to turn back inside

“I didn't granted you to leave” He whispered

And Akaashi forcing Bokuto to remove his grip on him.

“But this is a memorable farewell” Bokuto added

AND EVERYTHING WENT BLACK

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In the morning when sun arrises, Bokuto get up touching a hand to his mouth, he feigned a yawn of boredom

“Aahh... so messy” he said while stretching up

“Oh, where's Keiji-kun?” Bokuto asked himself

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Flashing back the cold night, where Akaashi forcing him to let go out of his wrist; he froze when Bokuto uttered the word

“SA-YO-NA-RA” and he felt his heart being stabbed then Akaashi saw a blood flowing out of his wound and dripping straight down on the floor

“I'll make you stay here Agashe”

“Even if you don't want to” and the steel gotten deeper

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“Ah! I remembered!”

“Jajaa Kei-kun Here I goO~”

Bokuto cheerfully said and went to their Kitchen and there he saw Akaashi

“Are you okay there Akaashi?”

Silence surround the whole kitchen and Bokuto just smiled;

“I told you,right?”

“You'll stay here..”

“Cuz I love you Keiji-kun”

Then Bokuto hugged the lifeless, cadaver body of his lover— Keiji Akaashi.

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sunset at school yesterday ^^

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By the ocean breeze | Kei Tsukishima

"Do you still remember?" I muttered. The breeze blew cold and touches my skin. I continued, "The broad sea that doesn't have boundaries." My eyes went to the water body which sparkling from the light of the sun.

"Just like how we talked about our dreams which is an endless piece."

The sea is getting blurry. "You said, We're going until the end." I reminisced how you touch my cheeks with the warmth from your fingers. Your hair shines as the gold's skin. I'm missing every part of you.

I asked, "It's not the end is it?" A question that remains a question is circling over and over inside my mind.

I sighed, "I guess.. it's a yes."

Since I am here.

And you were not, Kei.

You're granting the dreams we talk about to the other.

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I, called as amazing in a sea of crowds circling around myself. Uncertain of words they uttered.

" Gosh! I like your hair. "

" Let's hang out after class. "

If that really myself? At the back of my mind.

"You're FAR from that. "