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im back pookies!!!

not for a good reason whatsoever but hi im back

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been trying to make Beecher's Hope in the sims

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anyone else wake up with all their clothes off..?

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hi tumblr

most of my followers from my main blog probably wont see this but whatever

im just so burnt out and trying my best not to die lol

been really struggling with self harm and idk how to save myself anymore. my parents ignore still all the signs. they just don't want to admit to themselves that their daughter hurts herself because what kind of horrible parent would cause their child to do that?? (mine, my mom is the reason i even started. love you alyssa)

anyways, idk what im gonna do. my main might be abandoned but it all depends on what happens in the future 🤷 if i get diagnosed and treated, if my parents ever actually change some things, if i stopped getting harassed at school, if i just stopped caring, i dont know. hopefully im not dead before school starts, that would rlly suck

good luck everyone :3 i believe in you

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Teeth are bullshit. What do you mean you’re decaying. Get a fucking grip. You’re a bone now act like it. You don’t see my finger bones decaying from jerking it too much now do you

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// mini vent

bpd culture is there is so much shit going on, and if i think about it, i can't breathe anymore. i keep distracting myself so i don't have to have a single fucking thought. but it's not working all that well anymore. the urges are coming back, and it feels like an itch under my skin.

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"I don't think this is working out. I feel like we both want different things out of this. I feel like we should just stay friends. You didn't do anything wrong. I just think it's better off this way"

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bpd culture is “they haven’t texted me back they’re ignoring me i hate them i hate them i hate them—“ *text notification noise* “oh lmao nevermind we’re cool”

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the dick must be insane

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i don't think people realize how scary it is to have your favorite person be your partner.

yes, it's great when your fp gives you attention and reassures you but what about when you think about how they're going to eventually leave? what about when you feel like you're going to hurt yourself if you don't distract yourself from it? what about when it's all fine again?

you'll realize how much you overreacted and feel like a horrible person, let alone partner. you'll feel like the cycle of hating yourself and obsessing over them will never end. you'll never be satisfied no matter what happens and that just makes you feel even worse than you did before.

nobody understands how overwhelming and heartbreaking it can be to have your whole life be dependent on if someone else texts you goodnight.

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what type of freak cant go one day without their situationship?? what type of freak overthinks every text and makes themself feel horrible over it?? who the fuck tries to ruin every relationship because of every little thing that happens??

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my favorite thing about being bisexual is that i can go from a lunch date with this guy irl to collecting daffodils for haley later that night

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me when im lowkey in love with him but i gotta stay dark and mysterious

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just went on a movie date with this emo boy and some guy next to me farted so fucking loud

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started talking to the nerdy emo boy and now i cant stop thinking about him

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me when

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