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Games I would love to play with you if we were together…..😍

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ud jus be lying with me on ur side with ur back faced towards me I'll slide my hands under ur hand n body n pull u closer make u feel my dick by wrapping ur legs with mine hold both ur tits from the side, make my way under them and on then on your nipples n squeeze then slide my hands under ur shirt n play with ur nipples till they get hard for me to hold them properly n when they do I'll have one hand playing with ur nipples n the other in ur mouth while nibbling ur ears n kissing ur cheek then one of my leg slides bw ur legs n the hand goes from ur mouth to ur neck to ur tits to ur belly and slowly down to ur clit, barely touching u.

I'll make out with u but surprise! it's jus a distraction for me to start violently attacking ur clit when u least expect it n then stop after a brief moment and look at ur face getting more n more desperate as I hold ur hips down with my other hand so now u can't grind ur clit on my legs either

I'll jus make sounds with ur pussy juices to show u how wet u are for me when I barely even started then one hand's finger goes inside u n the other on ur clit and I rub ur insides n clit with the same pace

ofc I'm still making out with u n stop in bw to catch a breath n run my fingers on ur clit faster n jus look at ur face

when ik u r getting close to cumming I'll reduce the pace n do it slowly so u jus feel it coming but it's still way inside n increase the pace all of a sudden when u least expect n watch u cum

here's where I shud stop

but I won't.

u came once making u cum twice wud be easier right?

so I keep going till u cum again n ukw better than 2? 3!

better than 3? 4!

I keep going till my hands get tired n once they r I'll take my hands off n u think it's finally over but no I pull u quickly by ur legs n eat u out, my lips on ur clit n my tongue inside u n then I take my tongue out n lick n suck ur clit n put it back in till u jus can't take it anymore n r pushing me away

I'll hold both ur hands with one n hold ur hip with the other n continue eating anyway I'll stop only when u cry

when u do, Ill wipe off ur tears kiss u all over ur face n neck till u stop crying n r smiling unctrollably, pat ur head n say u did really well n that u r a good boy, give u one last kiss, say goodnight n hug u tight with ur face burried in my chest n jus hold u tight n keep saying I love u over n over till I sleep

well ud sleep before me after all tht cumming so... till u sleep

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omg so hot wish I looked like tht

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i got a bad bitch and ik he loves me

hes all i need and i need no secondary

he the only one who ik tht can put up with me

makes me wanna live when I wanna kill me

udk how much u mean to me

flip my day upside down at jet speed

uk tht I'm on my knees for u

so jus kiss me

never fell this hard never been here

but u make me live my life on the 6th gear

i jus wanna be urs for a forever

i aint religious but thats my prayer

lets see if we got wat it takes

take the test of time cos we forgot how to brake

i wanna wake up early with u n stay up late

we can run till we lost our shoes or lost our way

like hey

u make me feel like im maybe something

do u feel the heat? i can feel it burning

maybe im not alone maybe I'm not so lost

cos i got someone jus as lost, with me, running

ik i sometimes say mean shit

but remember i dont mean it

i jus wanna help u in any way

cos ik how u feel ive been it

can u always be mine

even if i fuck up n cry

wud u hug me n tell me it's ight

tho we both know its a lie

when it's dark n lonely

u r my only light

even if u fiight n leave me

ull always come back right?

when i dont wanna love anything

u give a purpose to life

when my own dreams scare me

i can always come over n lie

uk tht I'm in too deep

uk i cry before I sleep

but when u crawl into me

i forget it n let it flee

sheeeeeeeeee

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i got a bad bitch and ik he loves me

hes all i need and i need no secondary

he the only one who ik tht can put up with me

makes me wanna live when I wanna kill me

udk how much u mean to me

flip my day upside down at jet speed

uk tht I'm on my knees for u

so jus kiss me

never fell this hard never been here

but u make me live my life on the 6th gear

i jus wanna be urs for a forever

i aint religious but thats my prayer

lets see if we got wat it takes

take the test of time cos we forgot how to brake

i wanna wake up early with u n stay up late

we can run till we lost our shoes or lost our way

like hey

u make me feel like im maybe something

do u feel the heat? i can feel it burning

maybe im not alone maybe I'm not so lost

cos i got someone jus as lost, with me, running

ik i sometimes say mean shit

but remember i dont mean it

i jus wanna help u in any way

cos ik how u feel ive been it

can u always be mine

even if i fuck up n cry

wud u hug me n tell me it's ight

tho we both know its a lie

when it's dark n lonely

u r my only light

even if u fiight n leave me

ull always come back right?

when i dont wanna love anything

u give a purpose to life

when my own dreams scare me

i can always come over n lie

uk tht I'm in too deep

uk i cry before I sleep

but when u crawl into me

i forget it n let it flee

sheeeeeeeeee

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WANDERLUST

Warnings : somnophilia (pre-consent), smut, oral (f receiving), riding, some boob play, overstimulation, forced orgasm, slapping (pre established), no plot, pure dirt, stomach bulge kink, dom!bucky, aftercare, (short haired bucky), dacryphilia, little bit of brat taming, hair pulling (if you blink you’ll miss it)

Summary : bucky can’t sleep and you just look so appealing while sleeping in nothing but underwear.

Notes : Hiii oh my lord thank you all for the love on my previous AKA my first smut ever- i hope you guys like this one too! Also lmk what or who you’d wanna see a smut for or what you would like to see

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It was dead silent, and pitch black in the avengers compound. You and Bucky were in your guys shared room, the only light being from the moon that peered through the trees that littered the view of your floor to ceiling window. You were sound asleep, nothing but underwear on and the blanket pulled to your knees.

Your back was to bucky, he couldn’t sleep. He had this nagging heat that made his sweatpants seem three times tighter then they where hours ago. He sighed as he glanced at the chandelier that was above your bed which was centered. However his head snapped to you when he heard a soft pant.

A little pathetic whimper- one of his many favorite sounds- escaped your plump lips. His lips stretched into a smirk as he rolled over almost pressing himself against you but leaving a bit of space. He felt his pants tighten more when a quiet moan escaped your lips, he was thankful that he’d always remember to soundproof the room by asking FRIDAY. You guys always did that before bed so the noises outside wouldn’t bother you both.

He moved closer to you, his bare chest pressed to your bare back as he moved the hair from your shoulder to behind you before moving it down so all of it looked at the pillow. You were a deep sleeper, that he knew. Or maybe you were a light sleeper and he was just a well trained assassin.

His arm reached around you and immediately like a second nature you snuggled back into him but your ass rubbing his cock didn’t help the small wet spot that had formed in his sweatpants. Once his arm wrapped around you his hand found the thing he loves, your boobs.

He palmed the smooth skin massaging it slightly and paused when he heard your sharp intake of a breath. However you soon released it with a small whine and he smirked, even in your sleep you were so reactive to him.

He loved it.

He ignored the hard on in his pants that was begging to be let free. He continued the small action before he slowly removed himself and stood up walking to the foot of the bed. You were still a bit ways up seeing as the bed was unnecessarily large.

He slowly removed the blanket, watching as you shifted into the perfect position. You had moved to laying on your back one arm over your chest and the other resting near your cheek. He moved the blanket and slowly got onto the bed and in one swift motion he was face to face with your cunt. His vibranium arm had reached over and pinched each side of your panties leaving them to snap and fall off.

He quickly tossed them aside onto the floor. He had already bought you a whole bunch of new ones so you wouldn’t mind. He saw the way you shivered at the air hitting your now bare pussy, your nipples had hardened due to the air and the dream you seemed to be having.

It amazed him how you were still asleep.

In a swift motion his hands had locked under your legs, his vibranium hand holding your hips down and his other hand free as it slithered up and followed the curve of your body until he grabbed your boob in his hand and ran his thumb over the hardened skin. You shuddered and your head shifted slightly. Yet again you seemed to moan and it turned him on further.

Without even thinking about stealthy anymore his tongue darted out licking a long strip from your hole to your clit and placing an open mouthed kiss on it. His mouth latched onto your cunt and he started licking and sucking at it. You were still sleeping but soft pants and whimpers flowed from your mouth. His tongue slipped inside you whilst his teeth grazed your clit.

You were barley conscious when you felt the familiar heat in your lower stomach. It was hard to decipher if you were still dreaming but when You felt his tongue lick and lick before sucking on your bundle of nerves you moaned as your eyes fluttered open.

Your vision was still blurry and you were still half asleep when he lightly blew on your dripping cunt and then he repeated his actions of sticking his tongue in you, however that’s when you felt the hand on your boob and the coldness of his vibranium thumb rubbing at your clit. The sensation of his tongue inside you, the sucking and rubbing at your spot sent you over the edge and that’s what drew you to full consciousness.

Your orgasm was pure bliss and it had you letting out high pitched moans as you subconsciously tried to wiggle yourself away from his tongue. However a slap to your boob made you whimper. “Come on do it again.” Bucky said and his voice had that deep dark tone in it.

You moaned shaking your head. “To much.” he just tightened his grip on your waist now with both arms as he continued to eat you out like he was starving, like you hadn’t fed him in years.

His tongue toyed with your clit as you clenched around nothing and he went back to latching his full mouth sucking and licking and lightly biting. Your head pushed fire back into the pillow as your mouth formed into an O shape nothing but short breathes escaping you. He subconsciously started grinding into the mattress at the sight.

You felt the tightness and he must’ve felt it on his tongue cause he sped up his pace and you writhed. He pushed your hips down forcefully definitely gonna have bruises in the form of handprints.

“You gonna cum? Hmm?” He asked seeing your face. You whimpered are the sensitivity, but he didn’t care as he continued his assault in your pussy that was practically crying for a break, and for more. He put pressure on your clit with his thumb as he devoured you and the coil snapped harder then before.

He kept licking your clit drawing the orgasm out and your hands found his hair trying to push him away. “ s’to much- ah! No no i can’t- fuck.” You whined before his finger collected some of the slick from your two previous orgasms and he smeared it across your clit.

“Look at you, so good. God you taste so fuckin good.” He muttered as your plea fell upon deaf ears. He licked and sucked once more and you sighed in relief as he backed away but his hand game down and started rubbing your clit impeccably fast.

Your legs instinctively tried to shut however he was able to hold them open as he still had his arms locked around them. His rubbing sped up and you came hard moaning loudly however no words came out forming a sentence it was all babbling.

Finally he fully pulled away and he hovered over you moving your hair that stuck to your forehead away. You were panting, eyes barley open as his head dipped down kissing your cheek nose and finally your lips, he teasingly ran a finger over your swollen sensitive clit making you jolt a bit.

He pulled away before dipping into the crook of your neck, his stubble scratching against your neck as he kissed the skin. His hips simultaneously started grinding down into you and his hard on rubbed against your sensitive clit making you whimper his name.

“I’m gonna take care of you, ‘kay baby.” He said as he captured your lips again while still grinding down onto you. “This is what you do to me.” He muttered as he parted his lips from yours. He kissed down your body, paying special attention to your boobs before getting rid of his sweatpants letting his hard cock out.

The tip was red and leaking with Pre-cum. Slowly he made his way back up as he watched your reaction when he tapped the head of it against your clit and teasing you as he slid the head up and down, letting it go in for a second before taking it out and gathering more of your slick.

“Please” You muttered and he faked a frown. “Please what baby?” He asked and your head leaned to the side as your hips tried to move to have a bit of friction. But his hand that was around his thick cock to tease you went to your hip holding it down harshly.

“You want me to help you?” You nodded. “So then You have to tell me what you want.” He said darkly, you still didn’t answer so instead of asking again he patted your legs more and in one motion shoved his cock into you, bottoming out. You gasped as your back arched due to his size and in your peripheral you could see the bild he in your lower stomach.

However as your eyes veered away from him, his hand came up and slapped your cheek. Not hard but enough to sting making you look at him. When he slapped you he felt the clench around him and his hands gripped your chin making you look at him.

“Answer me.” He growled lowly and you huffed. “Please, move pleasee, i’ll be good- ah- please.” You finally gave in moaning in the middle of your plea when he shifted over you. He smirked finally getting you to obey as he slowly started moving his hips.

“s’good- mmgh!” You said as his hips started moving faster and faster making you cry out when one of his thrust hit a very deep spot inside of you. His hand had soothed over your stomach bulge before pushing down on it making tears brim your eyes as you cried out.

He kept his hand there while thrusting in and out of you at a bruising pace making the tears fall from your eyes at the load of pleasure you were feeling. He leaned up and right where your tears where he kissed them as he kept his pace.

“you look so pretty when your like this.” His low voice sounded in your ears before you felt a pressure on your clit. It had you clenching down on him and he groaned.

“You gonna- agh! You gonna cum for me? hmm? Shit!” Bucky said as he felt your walls clenching around him. You nodded and his hand gripped your chin again kissing you harshly as he sped up and the angle he had was rubbing your clit with to much friction making you moan and sob.

“I’m gonna- cum.“ you panted and he sped up before latching his mouth to your nipple sending you over the edge. When you came your walls gripped him like a vice making his cock twitch as he punched your clit making the orgasm drag out and you saw pure white, a small ringing was present in your ears as you cried out.

He was overstimulating you again and it hurt but it felt so damn good. As soon as you came down you felt the thick cum being let into you and being pushed in to you as he kept thrusting. Suddenly he stopped and kissed you sweetly before rolling over.

You where on top of him now with your hair on one side of you, you lay limp on his chest as he was leaned against the padded headboard. He let you rest for a moment before you felt his dick tense inside of you as he slowly kept rocking into you.

You bit lightly on his neck to muffle the whimper, before he tapped your ass. “One more time baby, after you ride me you can go to sleep, yeah?” You nodded softly as he kissed you again not letting you go as you slowly started rocking your hips. His hands went to your hips helping you find a pace and making sure to slip his tongue in he lifted you up at the same time before moving you back down.

You moaned into his mouth as he kept guiding your hips up and down, forward backwards. You were moaning and panting arms wrapped around his neck as you felt your hair tickle your lower back. You moved your arms around his neck and dipped your head into the crook of his neck and left open mouthed kissed making sure to give him matching marks that you were for sure gonna have.

His hands went to your ass lifting you up before her started thrusting up into you and your back arched as your head leaned against his while your moans flowed straight into his ear leading him to continue. He felt you tighten around him and his hand threaded into your hair pulling it back so you where face to face with him and his lust shot eyes.

He stared at you, your forehead had beads of sweat and some hair sticking to it. Your neck and breast were splotches with red and purple marks, your lips were swollen and your eyes where lust shot, your hair was a bit messy but he didn’t care. You looked stunning all fucked out and dumb on his dick.

He kissed you as he felt you coming undone again moaning into his mouth as his other hand toyed with your clit making you cum harder before you felt him let go inside of you, you felt the cum leaking out of you dripping down your thighs.

He rolled you both over laying you down before sweetly kissing your lips, forehead, and nose, as he pulled out of you. Both of you were work out, you more than him, but you’d both miss the warmth that you gave one another.

He reached on the bedside table and pulled a hair tie out the drawer making you lift your head as he tied your hair into a low bun before he sauntered into the bathroom grabbing a small rag and running it under some water before walking back into the room.

You were half asleep again, he slowly sat between your trembling legs and started to clean you up making you hiss. “I know baby, i just gotta clean ya’ up.” he muttered and he grabbed your hand, a small but loves me gesture that made your chest warm. Once he finished cleaning you both up he grabbed one of his shirts after he slid a pair of boxers on himself and walked back over to the bed.

He dressed you in his shirt that was pretty large on you due to the size difference but little gestures like these- and the way you cuddled into him putting your head into his neck while his arm went around you and pulled the blanket over you both- that had you both head over heels for each-other.

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hey babes!! can you write your most dirtiest tom fic? maybe tying each other up

oh no, why would you even ask me to write such a fic... my mind. this is filth, absolute filth. sorry for any mistakes and bad writing, but i hope you like it. any feedback, pos or neg, would be appreciated x thank you.

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word count: 790

warnings: 18+ smut, established dom/sub relationship, dom!tom, bondage, degradation, dirty talk, slight dumbification, pain kink, name calling, spitting, gag use, blindfolding, spanking, choking, marking, toy use, breeding kink?

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“Look at you, so wet for me and I’ve barely touched you. Such a well trained slut.”

His demeaning words made you want to clamp your thighs together, to soothe the ache, but the rope tugging at your ankles prevented that. His fingers feathered around the drenched folds, making you whimper and beg. However, they were muffled by the gag that was shoved into your mouth.

“Awh didn’t you learn that it’s rude to talk with your mouth full? I thought you’d be happy with that hole filled, knowing how much of a slut you really are.” He tutted, disapproving of your behaviour.

Spit began to travel down your chin, covering the skin of your neck. Eyes threatening tears as he continued his merciless torture. Heat pounded, silently begging for relief. Letting his fingers swipe between your folds, you bit hard around the gag as a wave of pleasure pulsed through your fragile body.

“So responsive.” He smirked, enjoying your reaction to his touch.

Tom was positioned between your open legs, eyes directly in front of your seeping core. His complete focus on your cunt, not caring about anything else. Once his digits reached the top of your centre, he ran small circles around the sensitive bud. Your fingers scraped the wooden headboard, leaving visible indents behind as you removed the varnish with your nails.

Tom, being the evil man behind closed doors, left your hands untied tempting you to misbehave, only because he loved to punish you. His nimble digits clasped around your clit, pinching it between his thumb and index finger. The pain causing you to arch your back off the bed.

“What a desperate whore. Such a little pain slut. Fucking love it don’t you?” He growled, slapping your inner thigh when you didn’t respond. Thighs trembled at the contact.

“I said you love it, don’t you? Love the pain.” He repeated, rage lacing his words, angry that his slut was acting like a brat.

A muffled sequence of “yes sir” exited your mouth. A smile of approval carved into his face at your compliance as you snapped out of your current bratty attitude and into your submissive state.

Tom leaned closer, hot breath hitting your eager cunt. Rewarding you, he spat directly onto your clit. He watched as it dripped down to your throbbing entrance. Your fingers dug harshly into your forearm, drawing blood, trying to ease your need to rub your neglected bud.

Tom pushed off the bed, going to the bottom drawer of the dresser. A low whimper ripped from your throat knowing exactly what was in there. A black box was clutched in his large hands as he made his way back. Placing it on the bed, he lifted the lid slightly, grabbing a silk black tie.

“Listen carefully.” He warned approaching the top of the bed where you pathetically laid waiting for him. “I’m gonna blindfold you. Then I’m gonna use that little hole of yours how I please. And you are gonna cum over.” Fingers began to play with your tits before landing a hard smack across the left mound. “And over.” Alternating to the other side, smack. “And over.” Smack. “Again.” Smack.

You screamed, completely overstimulated by his touch. Snapping his hand upwards, he wrapped it around your spit covered throat. “Understood?” He growled, his eyes lust-filled as he looked down at you.

“Yes, s-sir.”

His hand squeezed your throat tightly, claiming his dominance over you, breathing completely under his control. He let go before proceeding to place the dark material over your teary eyes and tying it behind your head.

His fingers grazed their way from your mouth, all the way to your toes. You heard a shuffling of the box, choosing his weapons of destruction before you felt the bed dip as he returned to his original position. His primal side showed as he licked your inner thigh before biting at the skin, marking it. Branding you. The area was quickly soothed by another shot of his spit, letting it trickle down over the fresh mark.

At this point, a simple touch of your clit and you would come undone as your body was teething the edge. A buzzing sound filled your ears making your body tense in anticipation.

“Now be a good little slut fo’ me.” He demanded, trailing the vibrator up your inner thigh. “I’m not gonna stop until your so fucked out that you can’t even remember your name. Like a dumb cockwhore.” The vibrations edging closer and closer to its destination.

“And if you behave and follow all the rules like a good girl, I’ll fill my pretty cunt up with my seed, just how you like it. Full of my cum.”

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life somehow feels better now

but I'm still the same old guy

one time I feel like a man

the other time like a boy

I was always happy but tired

becos I ran ran after it

u got me head rewired

now I'm better and happiest

I sometimes get envious of u

cos u r jus so good at what u do

wish I cud focus on one thing

and be more like you

u make me wanna do better

I wanna write more love letters

u r on my mind 24/7

I jus wanna be your lover

sometimes I don't feel alright

I really want to cry

I hide it n put on a smile

but when it comes arnd, ik I can still call u mine

just that thought is enough for me

that someone is there for me

to wipe off my tears for me

to hold me tight n sleep on me

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we were at a party u were alr there n talking with ur frnds when I entered n gave me a nice hug when i stepped in

u were wearing a black kurti I don't remember the specific details but I do remember saying "I discovered another flavour of you"

we got us both a Breezer n we were drinking talking n jus having a good time with our hands and each other's waist

n then everyone started smoking n I look at u n say let's go out for a breather

we were sitting on stairs to the 22nd floor n since it was too high up almost nobody used the stairs

I look at u n say "5 min bas bethe hi rehna h?" n u laugh n I pull ur head in for a kiss

then another

and another

and another

we jus make our for like a min straight n only come apart when we really had to breathe n now we both were panting

then the alcohol kicked in I stand up n so do u I hold both ur hands n push u against a wall so now I'm directly above u n u gotta tiptoe to kiss me

then I pull u away from the wall, turn u arnd so tht ur back is turned towards me and put one of my arms arnd ur chest n u wrap ur hands arnd my nape

I put my hand under ur kurti and trace my way slowly from ur underboobs to ur beltline

then I put my hand in ur pants n touch the entirety of ur slit n start rubbing ur clit (rhymes)

my hands eventually get tired (manali flashbacks) but this time I had other options

I pull my hand out n wrap tht hand arnd ur chest n put the finger in my mouth for a taste while the other hand goes in ur pant continuing where my other other hand left off

(1000iq move)

u eventually get done and sit down on the floor but plot twist I'm not done yet

I pull ur pants down n immediately start eating u out

u try closing ur legs when u realise wat I'm doing but I pry them apart with my hands n continue eating u out

u push me away n tell me to stop but I won't budge at all

n I stop after like a minute n look into ur eyes, while my mouth is dripping with u and u r panting heavily

then I wipe my mouth n we make out again

we stop after a while take a breath and laugh at each other with embarassment

u pull up ur pants n we go back like nothing happened n dance to lungi dance lmao

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I was never the emo type

I always loved my life

I could always look at the bright side

find something to live for

but all this time it's like I'm using a torchlight to constantly look for something good

something that won't make me wanna kms

but you, fucking u, came in like a sun

everything seems more bright now

I see and appreciate every small thing

thank people for the things they've ever done for me even if I barely talked to them like twice

life feels more vibrant

it has more colours, more than 7

it's either a crazy fucking coincidence or it's cos of u

that makes u either my lucky charm or my sunshine

either way. please stay with me

don't stray away

ik I can be pushy at times but that's only cos I wanna hear u talk abt ur problems

cos u always keep it bottled up

and I fucking know for a fact it's only gonna burn more cos I do the exact same thing

I wanna be a able to talk abt everything that hurts me to at least one person

and I want tht one person to be u

everytime I think it can be this person I'm always wrong

they either leave, I leave them or they rnt wat I thought they r

i think things r diff this time

cos I really feel drastically changed, drastically better

n I like to think it's cos of u

so pls

give me ur everything, ur all

sadness, sorrow, happiness, pleasure, pain, tears, smiles, laughs, fear, annoyance,

pride,

greed,

lust,

envy,

gluttony,

wrath,

and sloth

I want a taste of it all

(more of love and lust please)

so I cud give u all of mine.

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cry to someone? no thanks.

real men don't cry

they keep it bottled up till they r 30 n all their hair falls out n let out all tht frustration anger n stress on their wife n kids

do I wanna be a real man?

yes. for the world to see how glorious n brave I am

but not to one person

just one.

to them I don't wanna be a real man

I just want to be real.

for once in my entire life.

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take a pen

u can choose to jus smear it on a piece of paper n call it a day

or u can write the most beautiful piece of literature to ever be written

but beware, for the ink is not infinite

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I wanna be with u

through the pleasure and the pain

through the sun and the rain

through the mountains n the planes

through the fun and the games

through the years of change

it might be all for vain

but I want u riding this train

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i fuckin hate u u fuckin midget ass gender idenetity questioning ass boy looking ass gay ass giving mixed signals ass fuck

but i fucking love u u fuckin giving butterflies in my stomach ass making my heart race ass pretyy eyes ass making me a sucker for him ass pulling me in after pushing me ass fuck

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when u talk to me I feel like I wanna hear nothing else

when u look at me I want u to look at nothing else

everyday when I'm with u I discover new feelings things I've never felt before

but deep down ik its all gonna disappear one day

I'll be back to being my miserable self

everyone is always around

but no one really is

got a lot of friends

but in a true sense I'm really fucking lonely

it's not like I tell u everything abt myself either though I really want to

I want to talk to u abt my day abt how I feel

when I don't feel enough I wanna tell u tht

when I'm happy af I wanna tell u tht

but I won't

maybe cos I fucking hate myself maybe cos I think u wudnt gaf or maybe cos ik it's gonna get over

but when im with u, though I do nothing to make me feel so, I feel not so lonely

that maybe I don't HAVE to be miserable maybe there's some light at the end of the tunnel maybe there's some hope maybe there's someone

so please jus talk to me

even though it's only momentary happiness I'll take it

it's enough to get me thru

for now at least

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u never text first

that means u hate me

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I keep reloading my dms hoping u texted me

but I forgot u dgaf abt me

spaghetti

hehe

(added solely for the rhyme)