rileysw0rld

[rileysw0rld]

it’s been weird lately. i’ve kind of put myself back in the closet. my boyfriend is mad coming out, at the moment, and transness is something we’re majorly looking after. but i know im not at the same point as him and that my trans experience is very different to his.

somehow, slightly out of fear and worry that i might be making this all up. i’ve gone into hiding, even with my boyfriend. a brush off of any talk over my gender and now i’ve been dressing femme and going by my old name. it doesn’t necessarily hurt me to go about that way, i mean i love the person i have been. but i know that’s not me anymore.

and so maybe i’ve stepped out of the spotlight, i think i just need a moment to sit with riley. and keep them to myself, just get to know this new person in growing into. it’s scary to think of everything changing, i know it’ll bring me to life but i need some time where this is just for me, no one else, i can’t share them yet.

just me and riley.

[rileysw0rld]

shits been alright

[rileysw0rld]

so… i accidentally outed myself. thought i see how my new name looks/ feels so i changed in on tiktok. mid one of my fucking tiktok’s getting 19k views. so like i change my name with intention for it to be like for one second, to find I CANT CHNAGE IT BACK FOR 7 FCKING DAYS. sooooo my friends text me like.. hey… riley? <3

SCRABKDKHAAAAAAAAH DEAD DYING DEAD

it’s almost laughable like i’m loling about all the anxiety of coming out for sooo long and it’s all over tiktok accidentally LMAO

guess i’m out of the closet fr 💀💀💀

follow me on tiktok obviously xxx

[rileysw0rld]

you made it this far, now you know my secrets𐙚｡ 𖦹.ᡣ𐭩˚

[rileysw0rld]

femme for the weekend 🫀⭐️

[rileysw0rld]

the ads on here kill me, i be reading someone’s deeply poetic yet personal experience of their top surgery and then be like “VIKING RISING DEFEND YOUR TERRITORY PLAY NOW”. i’m like yeah needed that

[rileysw0rld]

“love thy neighbor” collage [analog] 2025 - credit to me

[rileysw0rld]

the way i wanna have my pronouns be be they/she/he but i don’t really wanna be she lol

[rileysw0rld]

i wanna magically convert everyone’s brain to only know me by the name i picked out so i don’t have to fuck around with this whole thing :)

[rileysw0rld]

yoo it’s trans day of visibility, i’m riley :)

[rileysw0rld]

i love my boyfriend!! telling eachother secrets, having sleepovers, being best bros, sharing clothes, telling each other new names, being exactly who we wanna be, trying out new things, being so gender, laying around, encouraging eachother. very cool stuff !!

[rileysw0rld]

going from esther to riley is so fun! i like my new name :)

[rileysw0rld]

MY BOYFRIEND TOLD ME HIS NEW NAME AND I TOLD HIM MINE !!

[rileysw0rld]

ask me how i am and i like well you're in the wind, I'm in the water nobody's son, nobody's daughter

[rileysw0rld]

im gonna tell people im changing my name to riley. it’s so cute and me, idk

[rileysw0rld]

to be so girl and so boy. not really in between i’m one one day and another the next. to wake up and sweep clips into my hair and brush pink onto my cheeks. to put silk across my skin and add wings to my eyes. to wake in my bed of princess sheets, chest flat, eyes wide, hair sloppy, my shorts down to my ankles and my thin body hidden under a t shirt covered in movie stars.

to feel i live as two completely different people feels absolutely insane. i love them both, although im a pretty girl one day and whats thought to be an unruly lesbian another. im a girl sometimes and a boy sometimes whats not to get!!

keep my cheeks blushed and my chest flat, change my name and remember me by it.

[rileysw0rld]

close your eyes when you kiss me, my love is cool.