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Betty Boop

Esther Jones alias Baby Esther. 1920's

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i wonder if he’s gonna come back :/

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i really hate how you’d speak to me

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i wish i could form genuine long lasting connections to people. that would be cool.

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Ranting cause I feel this needs attention

Js to clarify: Ik this might strike some controversy but idrc.. js don’t interact with the post if you’re gonna hate, constructive arguments are fine but pls don’t attack me. I’m not trying to pick a fight with anyone.

Okay so I’ve been seeing a string of toxic jiraiblr users lately.. and every single time I skim through their acc it’s always the same spiel “Ohh mental health matters until it’s a person who’s problematic 🥺🥺” or “Ohh the Jirai community is centred around problematic behaviour 🥺🥺” to which I say NO!! Being mentally ill doesn’t exempt you from genuine criticism or consequences you pea-brain!!! Yes I do agree that mental health is a complicated thing that pushes people to do bad things sometimes, but that only EXPLAINS why, it doesn’t justify or excuse any harmful actions. You cry and whine when people are rightfully upset with things you’ve said or done while actively doing nothing to properly address it. The real issue is that so many newer blogs try so hard to normalize this behaviour which objectively isn’t okay. I really hope some of you can realize that. Please get over this victim mindset of yours, the world doesn’t owe you constant patience.

(This isn’t gonna get popular anyway omgg 😭)

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this is so targeted so uh heads up. i’m not upset, just… shocked? i skipped school, stayed up all night, adjusted my entire schedule to his timezone, invested myself in his life and interests, made myself available to him literally whenever he needed and never got any of that back and i was fine with that. i took the manipulation and mistreatment and i stuck with you through all of your episodes but the moment i have one? when i disassociate and quite literally am unaware of passing time? the moment i mess up and go through my own shit, you walk out. i forgot to text you. that’s all. i forgot. it’s not like it was intentional. you never texted me or reached out or tried to talk to me during this but it’s still my fault? you’re as much to blame as i am. maybe more so because you were actually aware of who you were and what day it was, but no, let’s blame me instead. idk it’s late and i’m tired :/

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you realize i want to peel my skin off when you aren’t talking to me, right?

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Is he bothering u ma'am

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when people think grooming is just talking and/or interacting with a pedophile on here but it’s actually long term manipulation and abuse to establish an emotional connection and codependence

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i love when jirais find this blog like yes my loves come stay sit down for a while it’s quiet here

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Betty Boop's Museum | 1932

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barreling towards the biggest emotional burnout of my life

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”haha don’t worry, the only AI i use is character AI-“