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finally finished a jayvik animatic I started in January, I hope you like it!

Some frames under the cut

These are the ones I like the most :>

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update: gotten to a point where im just leaving everything up as is and probably won't touch it for a very long time. ive just moved on to other things, but who knows? not me

To the few people that follow this blog or care about RS— I've hit a wall. Maybe I'm going through one of those swings where I just don't like the work I'm making, and that's okay. But I really am not pleased with Static. I think it's because I wanted to do a oneshot book type thing, but I ultimately work best under a set timeline and events. The more mistakes I see in that, the more I want to overhaul the entirety of RS and just take the time to rethink it and really write what I want to write. I simply put too much pressure on myself to get chapters out as quickly as possible while still being what I deem acceptable. And I don't want to work like that. That is not fun. That's what it's supposed to be, that's how RS started and what it thrives on.

In conclusion. I have deduced that I need to step back from this as a whole. I'm not taking a hiatus, trust me, I'll still be thinking about this series every day probably, but updates are definitely stopping until I feel okay with what I already have out. Static especially I'm going to rework. Nothing drastically, it's still gonna be the same beats and themes, but just reorganized in a way I feel has more meaning. Radio Silence itself may get the same treatment, but not as thorough, as I think its pretty neat as is.

I understand it's a dumb indulgent fic on ao3, no one is expecting anything from me. I wanted to post this only to concretely phrase things so I actually do it and let anyone who cares know what's up

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idk if i ever posted these here but

yall come eat

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Snipes in that one fanfic series by @rsauthor

Source

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the next time you hesitate to leave a comment on a fic remember that I go back and read all the comments I get on my fic whenever I'm feeling down and it makes me feel so much better

if you leave nice comments on ao3 i love you

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the next time you hesitate to leave a comment on a fic remember that I go back and read all the comments I get on my fic whenever I'm feeling down and it makes me feel so much better

if you leave nice comments on ao3 i love you

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sorry I finally got the guts to go into your inbox and now a damn is like breaking. The second chapter of static makes me so insane in a very specific way like your writing makes me cry every time I read it but that chapter has been one of the few times a piece of writing made me just have to go stand outside for a bit in the middle of the night. I love your interpretations of these characters so much I absolutely love this world of yours it’s so lovely to me

just reread that one again to see what you were talking about and yeah that is definitely one i worked on for longer than the others. i wanted to really focus on how confused and thus frustrated all this shit makes jeremy and how that leads him to doing truly reckless shit, and also micks inability to feel sorry for what he did, and his own conflict with that. i think the thing is, mick is sorry. but being sorry means he was wrong and all of it happened for nothing, so he literally cannot allow himself to be even a little sorry for leaving jeremy the way he did. and jeremy i think deep down knows and sees through his bullshit and it drives him insane but he also wants things like they were before. they both have so many issues, loved writing their back and forth in that chapter.

it means so much to know something i made resonated with you so deeply in such an emotional way. i mean. thats what good writing should do. and im still coming to terms with the fact that that makes me a good writer. this helps. thank you like, infinitely ❤️❤️❤️

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also have you ever listened to the song scorpion hill by PUP.,,, very RS Sniper to me

no i hadn't!! it has a kinda folk, raw feel that suits sniper so very well. i LOVE music (if you cant tell from my fic titles) and im always fucking looking for more songs dude so thank you 🤟💞

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also the reason I asked about the scott thing is because my name is scott and I’m kind of infamous in my friend circles for loving fankids and parenthood/pregnancy in general GDBSHDH… so your fic kind of felt tailor made to me

gonna answer your scott ask here. uh my best friend i've known for a very long time is named scott. love that guy, absolutely adore him. i always ask him what i should include in tags because he is NOT into tf2 or shipkids at all (definitely NOT the way we are) and its funny to see what he'll say. and he was like "say its kosher" or someshit and i was like. scott approved.

but now its approved by you too man. my collection is growing

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To the few people that follow this blog or care about RS— I've hit a wall. Maybe I'm going through one of those swings where I just don't like the work I'm making, and that's okay. But I really am not pleased with Static. I think it's because I wanted to do a oneshot book type thing, but I ultimately work best under a set timeline and events. The more mistakes I see in that, the more I want to overhaul the entirety of RS and just take the time to rethink it and really write what I want to write. I simply put too much pressure on myself to get chapters out as quickly as possible while still being what I deem acceptable. And I don't want to work like that. That is not fun. That's what it's supposed to be, that's how RS started and what it thrives on.

In conclusion. I have deduced that I need to step back from this as a whole. I'm not taking a hiatus, trust me, I'll still be thinking about this series every day probably, but updates are definitely stopping until I feel okay with what I already have out. Static especially I'm going to rework. Nothing drastically, it's still gonna be the same beats and themes, but just reorganized in a way I feel has more meaning. Radio Silence itself may get the same treatment, but not as thorough, as I think its pretty neat as is.

I understand it's a dumb indulgent fic on ao3, no one is expecting anything from me. I wanted to post this only to concretely phrase things so I actually do it and let anyone who cares know what's up

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Thank you to everyone who got me to 50 likes!

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Chapter 4 of Static posted!!!

https://archiveofourown.org/works/55043371/chapters/142740589

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anotha aggie with @imnotbabey

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I've been binging rs for two days and I just want you to know it's your fault I'm going to fail my uni class (jk, send help tho).

Also please for the love of God I NEED Micah stealing Spy's invis watch (which he 100% stole from Mann Co when he left) and causing PANIC

obligated to tell you not to fail your classes cuz of my stupid tf2 mpreg au 🙏🙏🙏 but actually im failing one of mine rn so i cannot say shit

However... I did have written down somewhere that one time, at like five years old, Micah disappears and they can't find him for hours and just when they've concluded he got carried off by a dingo and they're never gonna see their son again, he comes out from his spot and is completely fine. The sigh of relief that swept through that camper, let me tell you.

There was also another time they take him to a grocery store for the first time and he quickly runs off and they have to call over the intercom like MICAH COME TO CHECKOUT WE CAN'T FIND YOU and he comes running up to them out of no where dragging a sack of apples. They keep him on a leash in public after that.

Anyways he would definitely steal Spy's things and gives his parents like two mini heart attacks per week so. Maybe something similar will come up in Static...

Rest easy, soldier. And thanks for reading <3 <3 <3 i LOVE getting asks like this

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sighs and shakes my head slowly