shoutingintoabyss

[shoutingintoabyss]

would you still love me if i was a worm?

[shoutingintoabyss]

As I stand here

I have nothing. For you’ve taken it all from me. Rays of light shining from the sun down upon on me. I look out into the vast ocean, water glistening. The waves crashing; the sound a temporary comfort that’ll be the same sensation that seals my fate, and yours too. For when I walk into the ocean, for when I die. You will too, you will stand at my grave and create an ocean of sorrow from our tears. And I will swim, I will rejoice in our memories we’d shared. The memories you’d tainted so carelessly. Painting over stained glass with your own vibrant hues and shades of paint just to shatter it into a thousand shards. Like reflective grains of sand.

I know you’ll eventually come towards the same horizon I face towards as I drift off to sea, and I know someday we’ll swim and play together along the beach just as we used to. But, that day waits just as I do, just out of reach. For when you’re laid down beside me in our coffins along the beach, Our lives will be long gone. Distant memories and songs whistling quietly in the wind. As we’re laid out on the shore, buried beneath layers of sand our coffins will be so close. Our lives gone but our love extending into the vastness of the never ending horizon that stretches upon the sea.

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Falling

it’s a vast concept. The closest people can actually get to flying without the assistance of a machine like a plane. It can feel like flying. Especially if it’s for a long period of time, but usually it doesn’t last more than a minute. For some that adrenaline filled feeling of falling is the reason they go skydiving. That’s not to say that they never actually fall, fully. Sometimes they do. Whether it be to the human error of not activating the parachute, or the machine error of a simple parachute malfunction. A small error costing a human life; an error the person may not even be responsible for.

[shoutingintoabyss]

home that’s hell

“how’d your parents die again?” by fatimah asghar / p.t. / anatomy by kitty horrorshow / skinamarink by kyle edward ball / house of leaves by mark z. danielewski / silent hill 4: the room / heck by kyle edward ball

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“Insanity is doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results.”

-Albert Einstein

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Supernova

I am, unfortunately, gone. But what happens when a star dies? It explodes into a supernova, a dazzling display of light that can be seen for hundreds of light years away. And after the dazzling light is gone? All that's left is the dust from which it came.

I am gone, but my dust will shine far brighter than I could ever be alive. And what is dust, if not thousands of tiny parts of what was once a whole? I am not gone. I am everywhere.