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so rude that fantasizing about writing alone is not enough to actually get the fic done. you have to actually sit down and write it. insane.

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i ventured out in search of casual entertainment and my brain said fuck you we only do obsessions

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unpopular opinion the daphne from be cool is the best version of daphne

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😭😭😭😭

insp.

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Reblogging because I WANT THIS SO BAD and am SO DEEP in feels right now!!!!

These two give me ALL the feels. <3 <3

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You ever read a fanfiction so, so fucking good that when you're done reading it, you're kinda disoriented? Like the place you were reading it in seems unfamiliar because the story sucked you into the fucking fifth dimension with how good it was? Unparalleled feeling.

Fanfic writers are an absolute gift to humanity.

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The only important gameplay mechanic in ac valhalla.

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It took me a very long time to realize that I had been in a state of mourning after my friend and I stopped talking to each other. This beautiful and heartbreaking essay on the art of loving and losing female friends was a much-needed meditation, and I wanted to share it with you, too. 

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Daryl trying to make Beth happy/laugh

based off this post 

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Me, imagining a scene in my head: beautiful poetic prose that gracefully and artfully describes the scene in vivid detail, giving the reader concise imagery and beautiful wordplay to ruminate on.

Me, actually writing: The angry man throwed his chair through the window angrily and bigly. “I’m angry and pissed off.” He said because he was mad.

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I imagine Daryl would enjoy being big spoon - knowing that Beth is real and tangible and there, and that he’s basically holding sunshine.

BUT - as much as I’m sure she’d enjoy being little spoon- can’t you imagine Beth just completely LOVING being the big spoon and making sure Daryl feels safe, loved, and secure - so many feels.

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dedicated to Call of the Abyss by PunkyNemo

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don’t you hate it when a multiplayer game forces you to do the multiplayer part… ew gross

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Can we talk about how great Beth Greene is. Like I just want to talk about everything she represents. ❤️

OH MY GOD FUCKIN BETH GREENE

LEMME TELL YOU ABOUT BETH GREENE OKAY

SO LIKE

yeah like can we talk about how AT NO POINT DOES SHE COME ACROSS AS JUST THIS SHELTERED LITTLE GIRL LIKE FROM THE VERY BEGINNING SHE’S REALLY INTERESTING AND SEEMS COMPLEX EVEN THOUGH WE DON’T SEE A WHOLE LOT OF HER like she’s not just this plot device she’s got a tough choice to make A GENUINE CHOICE IN THE ZA and she’s strong enough to decide that she wants to live, wants to live IN THE MIDDLE OF TRYING TO DIE, SHE FACES IT DOWN AND SHE’S LIKE FUCK. THAT. SHIT.

and later she’s like I’m gonna fuckin sing, I’m nervous but this is what I can do, I’m fighting the dark, I’m here and my voice is a weapon and I’m scared but this is me and it’s powerful and I don’t think she’s necessarily consciously thinking these things BUT THEY ARE HER VERY SOUL AND THEY MANIFEST IN LIKE THIS MOST BEAUTIFUL POSSIBLE WAY

(ALSO BY THE WAY GO LOOK AT DARYL WHEN HE’S WATCHING HER THAT NIGHT, DO NOT FUCKIN TELL ME HE’S NOT FALLING IN LOVE WITH THIS PERFECT BRILLIANT BEAM OF SUN RIGHT THEN, I WILL FUCKIN FIGHT YOU, I WILL KICK YOUR A S S)

okay and like that continues, like you might overlook her BUT THIS GIRL WILL NOT BE OVERLOOKED like so many times people are running around being stupid and making bad decisions and she’s like NO FUCKING STOP IT RIGHT THE FUCK NOW and she’s a 17 year old little blond girl and she already has such an old fuckin soul, like look at her and see how strong she is, like you don’t even have to look that hard, she’s seeing the world so clearly and she’s talking so straight about it and like every fucking thing she says is so real

Daryl leaves and she INSTANTLY UNDERSTANDS WHAT THAT MEANS FOR HIM AND THE GROUP

SHE KNOWS WHAT HE MEANS

SHE VALUES HIM AS A PERSON

THAT’S WHAT SHE DOES

SHE LOVES PEOPLE, SHE LOVES THEM NOT IN THIS DREAMY KIND OF ROMANTIC WAY BUT SHE LOOKS AT THEM AND IT’S VERY PRACTICAL, SHE SEES WHO THEY ARE AND WHAT THEY MEAN AND SHE LOVES THEM BECAUSE THAT’S WHAT YOU FUCKING DO WHEN THERE’S NOTHING LEFT, WHEN THE WORLD IS ENDING, YOU LOVE PEOPLE

DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA HOW STRONG YOU HAVE TO BE TO DO THAT

DO YOU

F U C K I N G  H E L L

(is it like any fucking wonder how much Daryl needs this girl in his life like he needs her like air because she’s everything he wants to be, everything he has needed forever, she’s life and love floODING INTO HIS SOUL LIKE IT’S THE MOST BEAUTIFUL THING LIKE IT’S DEEPER THAN ROMANTIC LOVE IT’S A FUCKING RELIGION)

you need to understand also how they’re in the worst possible situation so many times in season four and she’s like okay no this is terrible but we can’t crack, we all have jobs to do, we don’t get to be upset AND IT’S NOT LIKE THIS NAIVETY LIKE SHE FULLY UNDERSTANDS WHAT’S GOING ON, SHE JUST ALSO UNDERSTANDS HOW THEY HAVE TO SURVIVE AS PEOPLE AND NOT JUST THESE WALKING SHELLS OF HUMAN BEINGS, SHE UNDERSTANDS WHEN HARDLY ANYONE ELSE DOES

SHE IS LITERALLY THE MOST MATURE PERSON IN THE GROUP, THE WISEST FUCKING SAGE OF A GIRL, SHE IS A QUIET LITTLE ATHENA, SHE IS THE GODDESS OF WISDOM AND WAR, DON’T YOU TELL ME THAT ISN’T TRUE

motherFUCK

and everything falls apart and she is a hundred thousand times stronger than Daryl, she’s faced death in the most intimate personal way and she sees that he’s slowly committing suicide and she won’t let him, she won’t fucking allow it, and not because she’s scared to be alone but THAT’S JUST WHO SHE IS, IF YOU DON’T HAVE HOPE WHAT’S THE POINT OF LIVING

HE SCREAMS ABUSE AT HER AND LITERALLY PHYSICALLY ASSAULTS HER AND SHE WON’T AT ALL TAKE THAT SHIT BUT WHEN HE BREAKS AND GIVES IN AND SHOWS HER HIS PAIN SHE FORGIVES HIM EVEN IF SHE’LL NEVER FORGET WHAT HE DID AND SHE IS THERE FOR HIM IN THE MOST GIVING LOVING POSSIBLE WAY

(DO YOU UNDERSTAND HOW MUCH HE LOVES THIS GIRL, GOD FUCKING DAMN)

she’s so honest with him later and you see that she IS scared and she IS sad and she’s complicated like THIS IS WHAT A STRONG FUCKIN FEMALE CHARACTER LOOKS LIKE, THIS SHOW GETS SO MUCH WRONG BUT IT GOT THIS SO VERY RIGHT AND IT’S SO BEAUTIFUL DON’T YOU THINK THAT’S BEAUTIFUL

she literally doesn’t let him not be human

she loves him too much to let him not be human and once again it’s not necessarily even romantic love SHE JUST LOVES HIM

SHE BREAKS HIM AND REMAKES HIM AND IT’S TRANSFORMATIVE, SHE SAVES HIM IN THE MOST PROFOUND WAY POSSIBLE, DO YOU KNOW WHAT IT TAKES TO LITERALLY SAVE SOMEONE’S SOUL, TO REACH THAT DEEPLY INTO SOMEONE THAT BROKEN AND PULL THEM INTO THE LIGHT

and then like she’s COMPLETELY FUCKIN ALONE and she knows she can’t fight back physically so she fights back in LITERALLY EVERY OTHER WAY SHE CAN like she uses every weapon, she is such a fucking survivor, she’s the most powerful survivor in the group, none of them have done what she did at Grady, none of them, and in fact she DOES fight physically, it’s the first thing she does when she wakes up, all she has is her IV needle but she is SO FUCKIN READY TO FUCKIN STAB ARMED PEOPLE WITH IT, SHE DOESN’T GIVE A FUCK, SHE WILL GO DOWN FIGHTING, SHE WILL LIVE IN ANY WAY SHE CAN EVEN IF IT KILLS HER

THIS IS THE STRONGEST MEMBER OF TF, THIS IS A FUCKIN GODDESS

BETH GREENE IS SO IMPORTANT, LIKE I CAN’T EVEN FUCKIN HANDLE IT, LIKE IT’S THE MOST BEAUTIFUL THING I’VE EVER SEEN, I WOULD RIDE INTO WAR IN HER NAME LIKE ONE OF THE RIDERS OF ROHAN BEARING HER BANNER, SHE HAS MY SWORD AND MY BOW AND MY AXE AND EVERY WEAPON AT MY DISPOSAL

BETH FUCKIN GREENE

LIKE DO YOU UNDERSTAND, DO YOU EVEN UNDERSTAND WHAT I’M SAYING HERE

F U C K

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yike, the greek goddess of passive distress and mild horror

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“Please, I want so badly for the good things to happen.”

— Sylvia Plath