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Hi, I hope you are doing well🌹

Can you help by sharing my story, reblog, and donating if you can, to keep hope alive for me, I'm type 1 diabetes. I am calling on your humanity and kindness to help me raise $340.

This amount will enable the approval of an insulin pump that will help me better control my diabetes. Although I am happy that I have been approved the hardest part is the money to pay for the pump and equipment, please your contribution is important. Be blessed ♥️

I’m not personally able to donate right now but I can reblog and share. I truly hope you can get the money you need for your insulin pump. I don’t really understand the process for getting a pump but I’m glad you could get approved.

Also, sorry for not responding sooner. I don’t check my notifications often.

I wish you the best :) good luck.

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I see button, I press button. Simple

Meow meow meow

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I need a little info esc graphic that’s says something like “Who You Should & Shouldn’t Trust To Do You Taxes” and it’s like a list of random people who aren’t accountants like your uncle, your next door neighbor, an alley cat, a random Taco Bell employee, ect. And then in the other list it’s just a raccoon named Terry.

Terry is a very reputable accountant. I trust him to do my taxes. He even has his masters in economics!

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Apparently I never posted these. They’re from around April. Both of Ruby, one with her and her sister ,Rubs, and one with a duck.

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I will never post anything normal at 2 in the morning because that is when I am most susceptible to the demons living in my brain. They either give me the most crack job ideas or they make me depressed. Or both. Sometimes it’s both.

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About a week ago my sibling and I was having a conversation about random shit. I couldn’t fully understand what they were saying cause we were facing opposite directions. At some point the said something that sounded like they were referring to me as their brother and it hit something in me.

2 or so days later, we were at the mall and I wanted to ask them something. I was very embarrassed but I asked them if they would refer to me as their brother and told them about my misunderstanding. They agreed and we didn’t talk about it after that.

Today I remember it and I wanted to see if they remembered. For some reason I felt scared and embarrassed but I did ask if they remembered and they said yes and that was it.

I’ve been trying to experiment with my gender identity for a while now but every time I do it never goes anywhere. When I tell people to refer to me by different pronouns they forget about it cause I never have anything concrete and don’t remind them. It doesn’t help that I also forget too.

I don’t know why I’m embarrassed or scared to ask my siblings to call me something as simple as brother. I’m not even asking them to call me by he/him but I feel dread when asking about it. Maybe because it feels more concrete when it’s my own flesh and blood ok asking instead of just a friend.

Ive been struggling with this for a while. Where I feel a sense of euphoria when being refer to as a boy but not enough dysphoric to want to stop being a girl. I’ve looked in the mirror so many times, looked at my body, my chest, it doesn’t feel wrong but I can do imagine myself without it.

I think a big reason why I never stick with different pronouns is because I feel like an imposter. Like im faking it. Like I’m not dysphoric enough to be trans or gender-fluid or something else. I feel like I’m putting on an act for attention from people far more vocal about these things. I feel wrong feel bad feel unworthy.

I feel like I’m just looking for things to make me ‘special’ when I’m really not. Maybe I’m embarrassed because it’s all a farce and when it’s revealed I’ll be publicly ridiculed for labeling myself as a minority when in reality I’m not. Maybe im scared because I can’t tell if who I’m looking at in the mirror is really me or not.

I don’t know who I am

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Like, why not make the man who speaks in hands into the man who is a hand.

Undertale x Poppy playtime au

Call that ship poppytale or something.

Cast list(up for interpretation)

Frisk is still Frisk cause deflate character or whatever.

Chara is Oliver maybe

Flowey is poppy or something

Toriel is Kissy Missy

Paps and Sans are DogDays and CatNap

For sure Gaster has to be the prototype

Idfk figure the rest out yourself

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Undertale x Poppy playtime au

Call that ship poppytale or something.

Cast list(up for interpretation)

Frisk is still Frisk cause deflate character or whatever.

Chara is Oliver maybe

Flowey is poppy or something

Toriel is Kissy Missy

Paps and Sans are DogDays and CatNap

For sure Gaster has to be the prototype

Idfk figure the rest out yourself

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I think my organs are shutting down cause I decided to not sleep. I’m weak :(

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Drew this because I want to leave my room but I’m paranoid and need to express that I guess.

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I’m bouta make myself a whole fnf mod, except I’m not actually gonna cause I can’t animate or code worth shit. Next best thing, make a bunch of fact screen shots or something.

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I think its name was Tempora fried Cali. It’s just called fried Cali on the receipt. From East Side King in Post Market in Houston, Tx.

Sired my mouth but damn is it good. Originally when I ordered it I thought it would have the fries in it. I don’t mind this either. Is tasty. Mom and Sib tried it but didn’t like it due to the eel sauce. Sib only tried one of the fries.

Looks like a normal California Roll with all those things but each price is fried. It’s covered with eel sauce and spice mayo. There’s also green onions, sesame seeds and roe.

The sauce and other stuff isn’t half bad with the fries.

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Had a zombie apocalypse dream but it was like the very beginning of the apocalypse. For some reason I has a second younger sister that was around my brothers age. Any ways, I’ve had this dream before put it played out a little different apart for me and the littlest sister being alive. In the dream I was at my Pawpaws house but my Mawmaw was there with her current husband so I guess in the dream she lives there. They also had a cat with 3 kittens. In the dream my Mawmaw was bitten and I don’t remember why, I think my sister came in and told me, but I went outside. My brother, sister, Mawmaw and a few others were out there. My sister went and sat down with my Mawmaw. When I asked what was wrong they told me. Everyone except for my brother and sister had been bite. I told my brother to go inside and to our other sister and I tried to talk to my sister. She was hugging my Mawmaw and I was begging her to leave with us saying stuff like ‘what about mom and dad’ or ‘what about our brother’, that’s when I told him to go inside, but she wouldn’t budge and said something about how we, me and my sibling were supposed to stick together and implied I hadn’t done that. Near the end I hugged everyone there but my sister and Mawmaw because she had gotten up and started walking off the porch, which was gated in, to the front yard. She when to a small hill in the yard with someone else and to hammers. The whole time I was screaming asking for her to just come back and hug me but she wouldn’t even look at me. For some reason music start playing at that point and then I woke up.

I didn’t like that dream. I like the parts where I was playing with kittens but the end was terrible.

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I have an ocverse where’s I’ve essentially just mashed all my favorite fandoms into one abomination and added my OCs in there. I’ve specifically made it where basically All gods from All pantheons exist in some form, but their powers are limited to the regions they hail from and the amount of ppl who worship them. I’ve also added some of my own for flavor.

And by all gods I do technically mean all of them. And by ‘technically’ I mean that they were there but now they are either dead or have lost their godliness for whatever reason. I haven’t quite thought of which gods to throw into one of two bucket, except for one.

God, as in the one from the Bible, in my ocverse is dead. I took the line about him being a jealous god and rolled with it. Due to his jealousy the other gods banded together to usurp him and in the process he parishad. I also decide to go down the path of Lucifer getting redeemed or something and him taking Gods place as ruler of heaven.

Anyways I’m also having to figure out how my own god OCs and their whole religious beliefs and such works and all that. I have actually put a good amount of thought into that. One of the things I’ve thought of is how their beliefs react and such with other religions such as Christianity. Which is where I get back to God. Now my OCs, their names are Pearl & Quartz btw, run their shit in a way that allows their followers to worship other gods freely with few exceptions. They have very relaxed and clear rules and preach kindness, love, acceptance of all or whatever but have no tolerance for hurting others, which is the basis of Christianity. Now you’d probably think that this is all swell and good and people would just tack their teachings onto their preexisting ones but you’d be wrong. Remember, I said God is a jealous god and he did not appreciate the new competition from the fledgling gods. While the other gods didn’t really mind Pearl & Quartz, God very much did and made a big fuss about it which was the catalyst to his eventual demise.

Now after God dies and Lucifer takes over things change. Lucifer takes a much more chilled out approach to ruling heaven and one of the things he does is basically endorse Pearl & Quartz. His endorsement ends up creating a new sect of Christianity which still follows the teachings of the Bible, but also preaches the importance of accepting others to the point where if you aren’t a good and accepting person you will get kicked out of the church. This is still Christianity after all. Most other sects don’t particularly change.

This has been a synopsis of Christianity in my ocverse. I have to write this down and share it so I don’t feel quite as insane as I actually am. And so I can have it to remind me on what world building I’ve already set in place.

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Here’s that birthday drawing I was talking about yesterday. Got my main sona and my sort of sona/self-insert, Ruby. My actual sona was sort of an after thought, but I added her cause she is the character I use to represent myself so I feel like it would be weird not to add her.

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Tomorrow’s my birthday! I drew something a little bit ago for it that I’ll be posting tomorrow. For now imma post all the food pics o got from the cruise and adding how I felt ably them

I ate like half the fries before taking the pic. Fries were goods, had a nice crisp to them with soft insides. I got the strieght up burger with no onions. It was a meh burger. Not a whole lot of sauce. The patty itself was kind of flavorless and dry. I liked the cheese tho.

I got the Eggs Benedict for breakfast with some hash browns. The eggs Benedict’s itself was disappointing. The eggs were just sort of plain and the ham was there but the biscuit was god awful. Loved the hash browns. I do love me some hash browns. The red thing was a no from me tho.

Had some sad pizza that be and my Mawmaw agreed wasn’t good.

I had some really good calamari for an appetizer at dinner but I didn’t take a pic of it. It came with some fried red pepper and those were great. They were sweet with very little spice and pair well with the slightly lemony calamari.

I didn’t like the red sauce with this one but I did like the shrimp. The mash was pretty good but I didn’t eat much due to the peas in it. The fish cake was too strong for me. I think the broccoli was steamed. It was already. A still was a little crunch which is how I like it :)

The crème brûlée was fine. The caramelize sugar was a little burn and a little to much for be but my Mawmaw loved it.

That’s all. Most of the food has disappointed me but it wasn’t unedible so eh.