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I´m maintaining around 78kg-ish for a few weeks now. tbh could be worse. but it also could be better. BUT I also eat like shit recently sooo i´m fine with it. I will start tracking again tho.

[sleeplessb0y]

I'm at 81.8kg rn and I'll try to get under 80kg by the end of the week :)

[sleeplessb0y]

Food for today lol

Today is my first 10h shift at work. Let's see if I will survive that shit haha.

~ lost 1.1kg ~

[sleeplessb0y]

Recipes around 100-200 calories

Chocolate lava cake (98)

Baked Zucchini Fritters (38)

Stuffed mushrooms (78.6)

Coconut cauliflower rice (107)

Roasted vegetable soup (100)

Salted caramel oatmeal (100)

Chocolate cake (70)

Brownies (46)

Blueberry muffins (62)

Strawberry cheesecake (47)

Carrot cake (72)

Green onion cakes (50)

Pumpkin and spinach quiches (53)

Zucchini noodles (80)

Low calorie wraps (90)

Stuffed bell pepper (166)

Easy zucchini parmesan (52)

Thai chicken & mushroom broth (179)

Mexican mini bell pepper nachos (190)

Celery, Onion and Spinach Soup (43)

Tomato soup (55)

Stir-Fried Veggies with Chicken (97)

Vegan leek and potato soup (170)

Healthy Creamy Vegetable Soup (124)

I'm sorry if they're too high, I tried to keep them around 100 but it's hard to find good recipes as well

If you find out some have more calories than said then tell me, I will remove them from the list

[sleeplessb0y]

Sorry for not posting lol

I couldn't weigh myself today because I spontaneous slept over at my boyfriend place.

~ lost 1.1kg the last two days ~

[sleeplessb0y]

Food for today :)

I'm freezing all the time my whole existence is exhausting haha

~ lost 0.3kg ~

[sleeplessb0y]

Food for today :)

Work was fine yesterday. I have to work again today so yeah.

I lost so little again and i hate it. Idk what I'm doing wrong. I literally burn around 500-700 kcal just from walking daily. And I can't work out yet because of my new tattoos :/

~ only lost 0.1kg again ~

[sleeplessb0y]

Food for today :)

My main meal today is tofu, Kidney beans and Greek noodles.

I'm working today again and i already know that it will be stressful. Which also means more steps hehe

~ lost 0.1kg ~

[sleeplessb0y]

Food for today (:

I'm going to a party today. Let's see how that shit will go haha-

~ lost 1kg ~

[sleeplessb0y]

Food for today :)

I got two tattoos today c: i really love them aaaand my boyfriend stayed with me the whole time hehe

- gained 0.1kg?! -

[sleeplessb0y]

Food for today :)

I only eat before i go to work so yeah haha

I ate more today because I was close to a binge and I didn't wanted that to happen-

I hate how weak and pathetic i am. Urg. I'm such a pig.

- gained 0.3kg somehow -

[sleeplessb0y]

Food for today :)

Maki - 117kcal

Bowl - 657kcal

Spezi - 5kcal

= 779 kcal total

~ lost 0.6kg ~

[sleeplessb0y]

About me! - 19.02.24

Name: Raven

Languages: ger/eng

Age: 20

Pronouns: he/they

Height: 5'7" / 1,70m

Weight: 86.9kg

Goals:

1) 85kg ✅ 27.02.24

2) 80kg ✅ 19.03.24

3) 75kg

4) 70kg

GW: 60kg

UGW: 52.5kg

!!TW!! - Block don't report pls

This is a safe space. I don't promote EDs and I'm definitely not pro. Recovery is valid!!

I will mostly post here thoughts and updates on my progress. I will probably don't do this on a daily basis tho-

Work and school can be really time consuming but I need a place where I can be free.. Soo here we are haha.

Feel free to DM me anytime ♡

[sleeplessb0y]

Not me disappearing for literally 6 months hahaha

[sleeplessb0y]

I started working on the first of August and i already lost 6kg. I know it's not that much. But it's a start. I eat around 600kcals a day and ngl i never had the urge to binge yet.

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Oddly spesific reasons I want to be skinny

-Not having my sizes in stores cus its too small

-Being able to shop from kids sections

-My friends giving me their clothes cus its too small for them

-Being skinnier than my skinniest friend

-People going from "Are you gonna eat all that" to "You should eat more"

-Being the skinniest friend, cousin

-People regretting they ever fatshamed me

-Just drinking a coffee and being full

-Being able to hold my waist with 2 hands

-Drowning in my old clothes

-Being a thinspo

-Finding my childhood clothes and fitting in them

-Looking like those k-pop idols

-Still being thin after binging

-Feeling like I'm flying in the air when I walk

-baby tees looking cute on me

-Knowing that It'll look good on me no matter what I wear

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[TW: ed]

[repost] because it was my most popular post but tumblr deleted it xoxo