sometimesiammybpd

[sometimesiammybpd]

guy who is stuck in a timeloop but is too socially anxious to bring it up to anybody or change their routine just in case it turns out they're mistaken. like yeah you're pretty sure that it's been november 3rd for two weeks now but idk maybe that's the depression talking. it's fine.

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hell is full. heaven is full. god created a new holding space for souls called hurgle and the only thibg to do here is this infinitely expading jigsaw puzzle of a finely detailed pigeon. we are just slowwwwwly creating little tufts of feathers for eternity . yesterday , greg found a corner piece

[sometimesiammybpd]

if you wiped every ICE agent off the face of the earth, a hundred million people would become safer overnight. if you wiped every furry off the face of the earth, the entire internet would collapse for good in a matter of hours. i know where my allegiances lie.

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Like to charge reblog to cast

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I hope disabled and intersex people with "embarassing" and "scary" and very misunderstood and dismissed symptoms and characteristics have a good day today. I hope today is free of ridicule, shame, and humiliation. I hope today is a day free of pain.

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maybe all those shitty stuff people say about me is true. maybe i am that bad of a human being

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I think tonight might be the night I quit my fucking job. Like not “I’m putting my 2 weeks in,” but more so a good ol fashioned “I’m walking out. I’m done.” Last week was one of the worst weeks of my life and that’s primarily because of this job. And I have to close tonight with basically no one. Again.

They fucking blow me up and pester me every off day I’m lucky enough to get because “oh, this person is getting screwed over” but then I hear NOTHING ABOUT MY SHIFTS. OH JUST LET EVERY SINGLE FUCKING CLOSER I HAVE CALL OFF FOR NO GOOD FUCKING REASON CAUSE ITS FINE.

ITS SO FINE.

And thanks to my fucking stupid boss, she called me to tell me I’d have like 6 people. All of who leave between 8-10 when I need people to STAY until fucking midnight. But whatever. What fucking ever. I don’t get paid enough to deal with this shit and I’m so beyond fucking done that it’s always MY SHIFTS. I am this close to walking out and not looking back. I don’t care who it’d screw over at this point. Because I hear from everyone how much they wish they could be here to help but when I need them, they dont exist. So yknow what I’m done.

I’m done with this stupid fucking awful job. I’m done with these stupid fucking people. I’m done with all of it. And everyone fucking wonders why I can’t even believe the smallest things have any chance of getting better.

Fuck everyone all by the way. Just go fucking die.

It’s all any of these motherfuckers would be good at it, although knowing them they wouldn’t even be able to fucking do that right.

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DUDE ME AND WHO PLEASE I WOULD DO THIS FOR ANYONE WHY CANT ANYONE BE THIS WAY FOR ME ??????

my partner said something that kinda rocked my world

[sometimesiammybpd]

It's been one of those weeks, pass the shotgun.

[sometimesiammybpd]

Me casually casting meteor shower in a safeway before leaving and going home

[sometimesiammybpd]

I'm a very complicated person so instead of saying, "I love you" I will normally say, "Fuck you" because yeah fuck you for making me catch feelings you little scrumptious, delectable piece of shit

[sometimesiammybpd]

I wish I could run to ur arms because at least I know you'd talk me through it like we used to

[sometimesiammybpd]

sometimes I wanna be silly stupid on here because sometimes I really do feel that way. and then other times I remember how mentally ill I am and am just like… oh.

[sometimesiammybpd]

It doesn't matter if you're gay, straight, or even dead. I just simply don't care.

[sometimesiammybpd]

The Tonight Show with Jay Leno, 2 February 2001

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If it ain't broke, Trump'll break it. #immigration

[sometimesiammybpd]

Puki can you tell me why my cat is so obsessed with meat slop from a tube?

So are we. Look up sausage.