I feel so out of place
and I don’t really know who I am
and half the time I don’t know how I feel until I feel like I might burst because of what I’m feeling
and I’m so tired
and I wish I never existed
and I wish I could start my life all over again
and I I wish I could do everything I want to in this lifetime
and I wish I knew what I want for my future
but I also kinda wish I never existed to begin with.
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it took me 3 weeks to answer your texts because im suicidal due to me having to become my parents' parent, do you still care about me
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i know i’m a shitty person but at least i admit to it.
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Can’t do anything right, I’ll even fuck up putting a bullet in my head.
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It's either hyper sexual don't stop touching me i want you 24/7
Or
Don't fucking touch me
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Everything is making me feel bad, all this noise, so many people, so hot. Everything is irritating me.
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does it count as self harm if i don’t actually DO anything??
like yeah i’d love to break a bone but i’m too much of a pussy lol
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It never stops I am a black hole, nothing's ever good enough and I can't be happy with less, because everyone else is someone's favorite, everyone else can be someone's number one, why don't I get that, why not me
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cutting people off is fun and everything until you start missing being around other souls
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I hate disassociating during class. I go from “the mitochondria is the powerhouse of the cell” to “I’m not real, none of this is real, we’re all dead somewhere or in a simulation.”
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