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weird shit. as a kid i didn't like being a girl. i didn't want to be a tomboy.

i like pretending to be the dog in every school yard game :3

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okay seriously y'all. chill.

holy shit, okay?

i'm so sick of the transandrophobia tag being filled with so much hate. my god, why are folks so obsessed with thinkin trans masc/men are trying to out oppress other people.

i want to talk about what *i've* been through. i'm not trying to infiltrate anyone else's spaces. i don't want to put anyone else down.

i want to feel seen and heard by at least other people like me.

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Masculinity is a prison to you. I on the other hand am frolicking in it like a beautiful meadow.

[stantookt]

being poly with one bitch is even funnier. I feel like a fraud :,3

being poly with no bitches is a little funny

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to add to this point, a lot of this comes down to the horrible economic conditions that they face. A lot of the time these people are desperate to escape horrible home lives.

i think it's wild to me how common it is for trans mascs/men to succumb to allowing their partners only using she/her pronouns for them when they prefer other pronouns more

it's wild to me that this is something that i've experienced myself.

trans men/mascs plz love yourselves. stay strong in your resolve. there is someone (or even multiple people) who will love you and respect who you are

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i think it's wild to me how common it is for trans mascs/men to succumb to allowing their partners only using she/her pronouns for them when they prefer other pronouns more

it's wild to me that this is something that i've experienced myself.

trans men/mascs plz love yourselves. stay strong in your resolve. there is someone (or even multiple people) who will love you and respect who you are

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one of the most heartbreaking things is having to see my partner experience explicit transandrophobia from one of its friends

It's friend seems to take any chance she can to put transmacs/men and masculinity down. basically using the usual arguments of testosterone being inherently violent and men/macs being more inclined to assult people

it's hard for me because she is targeting people like me specifically (an afab trans masculine person) but she doesn't seem to catch onto how much this harms my partner who is a nonbinary gender-fluid person who was amab.

it sounds incredibly hard to be someone in my partner's position. trying to stick up for me but also itself and it's connection to masculinity. it tells me how it sometimes feels forcibly feminized by a lot of trans fems in its life. (and of course you have to consider the ways that it is forced into masculinity in it's day to day life)

i just think that some people need to reconsider how their words are harming their brothers/sisters/siblings in the trans community. i understand that masculinity is triggering for some people but making someone feel like they have to conform to feel accepted is triggering as well.

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hey. HEY YOU

ARE YOU SCARED OF GOING ON TESTOSTERONE BECAUSE OF HAIR LOSS?

have you considered that...

BALDING AND BALD MEN ARE HOT!!?

i know this is a huge fear for folks that wanna start T. It's just about all I hear from other people who wanna start it, and yknow this shit has effected me too. Just about everything abt T is what i want, and taking almost anything that could slow hair loss would also hinder facial hair growth. So what can a guy do but just let it happen.

Hair loss was very frightening to me until i let myself accept that it was something that was inevitable. The moments where i've talked to folks about me starting/being on T didn't help much either. (Getting comments on how I'll become uglier and lose all my hair). I didn't know how to cope with it. Not until I had recognized all of the people that I know or actors I've seen absolutely slaying it.

However apart of my problem had also been being nonbinary and losing the gender flexibility that my hair gives me. That worry has been washed away after seeing great nonbinary representation online, with friends, but most notably through seeing the drag king Heath Salazar, or Gay Jesus.

Seeing him and being around so many trans people who are experiencing this and looking fabulous gives me so much queer and masculine joy.

plus, let's not stop this discussion here. cis and trans fems go bald or start balding for various reasons. THIS SHIT IS NATURAL AND CAN LOOK DOWNRIGHT SEXY. I know there is much less representation of bald/balding women in media but there are all sorts of women and fems that I know that have experienced hair loss and look beautiful.

No matter how you identify, rock it. The hair loss is sexy. The confidence makes you sexier.

[stantookt]

My penis has wings

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My vape got dunked in enema water

[stantookt]

Trans activist Jamison Green's passport photos before and after HRT: Left age 32 (1980) Right age 41 (1989) after one year of testosterone (x)

(you can read his autobiography here for free)

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can't say it enough guys but uh...

i wanna be hairy. and i wanna get fatter. and i wanna grow muscles.

dont fuckn call me a twink

"trans dudes are just naturally twinks/inherently better at being twinks then cis dudes"

.. Oh! That's certainly,, a take..

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i have to create my own boyhood

im sorry for all the times you had tried to join a group of guys and they only see you as a girl or sex object

im sorry for all the times you thought you were being percived as a man but really people were only being polite

im sorry for all the times you had to fake being a girl to get out of sticky situations

these moments don't define you. One day you will find a home. I love you, man

[stantookt]

just a group of guys goin into the woods with alcohol, blankets, and camping gear

just a group of guys howling at the moon

injecting each other with testosterone and turning into werewolves

[stantookt]

The only time the phrase "boys will be boys" should be used is when two men are rolling around in the dirt, grinding their t dicks together and aggressively making out and moaning into each others mouths

Faggots will be faggots

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want a big brother who shows his support of my transition by shoving his hand down my boxers and my giving my sensitive tdick a handjob to show me how to jerk off like a "real man" all while I whine like a stupid dog because of how overwhelming my new cock feels <3