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♡ HELLO WORLD! ♡
I am SO SO SOSO pumped to FIIIINALLY officially introduce the ~AETHER SOCIETY~! (^O^)/
We're a RAD, SMART, and ♡TOOOOOTALLY ADORBS♡ group that is SUPER DUPER DEDICATED to preserving the REAL goal of Lady Lusamine and the REAL Aether Foundation!! We felt the way it's been going is so totally NOT KEWL <(`^´)> so we decided to TAKE A STAND and put the world on the RIGHT TRACK!!! (*^.^*) We made this account for a *fewwwwww* awesomesauce reasons- to SPREAD THE WOOOOORD \(^o^)/, to *sometimes* posting supercute mems of supercute Pokémon because they're *supercute*!!!,,, and to get the universe PUMPED! RIGHT! UP! for our STELLAR REVIVAAAAL!!!! ♡♡ヽ(´ー`)人(´∇`)人(` v´)ノ ♡♡
SPEAKING OOOOOOOOF here's the SUPER COOL LINK to our SUPER COOL MISSION STATEMENT by the SUPER FABULOUS DR. ZENO!!! MAKE SURE TO GIVE IT A REEEAD ~♡
Please also see posts tagged with "mission statements" for updates regarding this document. We are always learning and expanding more as a society.
(Other post links since I forgot to reblog these off of this post when I made them oops.)
OOC post
OOC character rundown
*BUT ENOUGH OF ALL THAT BOOOOOOOORING STUFF,,,, DONTCHA WANNA MEET US????*
♡♡ I'LL GO FIRST!!! ♡♡ ehehe~ (`・ω・´)
My name is Hydie! ♡♡ Soo cute right?? ♡♡
I go by she/her, I'm originally from Kanto (ugh.. (;一_一)) but I'm an Alolan girl at heart~♡. I'm super stylish at 19 FOREVER!! I'm also this awesome blogs CREATOR AAAAAAND I run it and the rest of the Aether Society as its leader!! So you'll be hearing a lot from Lil ol meeeee~ (^_-)-☆ I've got a big team of ♡♡ADORBS LITTLE CUTIE BABIES♡♡ and I CANT WAIT to show them all to you!!!
This is my FAAAAAV picture of me, in case you REALLY wanted to know how cute I was ;)

Ignore the weird guy behind me! He doesn't matter.
Hello. I am Dr. Zeno, the leading and only scientist of the Aether Society. I am also the goal coordinator. I am the one you will speak to if you have any questions regarding our mission statement (which will be posted soon) or any other scientific inquiry. Enclosed is a photo of me in my former uniform. I am told I will need to update it soon. I go by they/them and am an adult. (I do not feel the need to disclose my age).
I have since ranked up from an entry-level scientist.
WHATS UP GANG ITS THE BOY COMIN AT YA!
You already know what fuckin TIME IT IS- YATT TIME BABY! My full name is Wyatt but that's such a dork-ass name so I go by Yatt- AND DONT NONE OF YOU BITCHES CALL ME WYATT OR I SWEAR I WILL FUCK YOU UP!
(Hydie says I'm not allowed to swear, but we'll fuckin see about that huh?)
As a former Pokémon Ranger, Team Plasma agent, AND Team Skull agent (Guzma is a weak-ass shithead by the way) I've kinda been around the block a few times- which is why I do the dirty work when these two softies don't wanna do it lmaooooo. I got a Team of absolute fuckin killers and I'm not afraid to use them or my fists- that shit is up to how much you piss me off, YA FEEL?
Oh and yea I go by he/him and I'm 21- and I'll TOTALLY buy you fireworks and shit too hmu. Here's my picture so you can find me ahaha

I look like a TOTAL DORK I know but I swear to fuckin arceus I'll update it soon alright
♡♡*AAAAND THATS ALL OF US!!* HOPE TO SEE YOU GUYS AROUND SOON- WE'RE SOOOO EXCITED TO MEET YOU!!! ♡♡
(^^)/~~~
#pokeblogging#pokemon irl#irl pokemon#pokeblog rp#villain blog#villains#unreality#//ooc post coming soon and will attach to this post
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જ⁀♡⊹。° sniper, sniper, sniper ♡ wifey, wifey, wifey
( bllk boys showing you off )



♡ a/n — i just love the tiktok trend so :) ( was going to attach a link to a tiktok showing what i was talking abt but it wouldn't work. just look up sniper sniper sniper wifey wifey marines and you'll see what i meant :) )
♡ content — all characters are 18+ !!, mentions of tiktok & instagram, slight cursing, tbh bad writing, nicknames like 'love' , 'wifey' , and 'my girl' used, probably ooc characters
♡ synopsis — blue lock boys showing off their girlfriend :)
⋆.˚✮🎧✮˚.⋆ ' oh that's your wifey ? ' ⋆.˚✮🎧✮˚.⋆

✩₊˚.⋆☾⋆⁺₊✧ the...tiktok maker
if there was anyone you would really and truly call chronically online, it would be him. every day he'd come to you with some new word he learned from tiktok, or a meme that would plague your house for weeks until it went away.
so when he pulled out his phone to show you a video, you weren't expecting it to be a couples trend.
" please, please, pleaseee, love? you'd look so cute in my arms like that ! " and he had just won a big game...how could you say no to him?
so here you were, being carried like a bride in your lovely boyfriend's arms. if it were anyone else, you'd be too worried about how long they could hold you, but since it was him you didn't worry.
it took a few tries, each of you messing up a part at least once and you accidentally dropping the phone a few times, but after you figured it out, the video was practically perfect.
they posted it to their public tiktok account with the caption
' not my wifey yet, but soon ;) '
and to say all the notifications were making his phone glitch would be an understatement.
✩₊˚.⋆☾⋆⁺₊✧ BACHIRA MEGURU, hiori yo, SHIDOU RYUSEI, chigiri hyoma, OTOYA EITA, isagi yoichi

✩₊˚.⋆☾⋆⁺₊✧ the...instagram poster
maybe, just maybe it was wrong of him.
wrong of him to want to post these pictures the two of you had taken on your date to the aquarium?
if he were any other, normal, person this wouldn't have seemed like a big deal, but since he had at least a million followers and some were a bit more obsessed than others, it was.
you'd told him multiple times that you were okay with him posting you, really if he was happy, you were happy. maybe it was the egoist in him, but he wanted to keep you to himself.
fuck it.
if you wanted to be posted, he was going to post you. who cared what anyone else thought? their opinions didn't mean anything to him.
he selected a few of the pictures the two of you had taken at the aquarium, sneaking one of a lipstick stain on his neck in the middle of the slides.
if he was going to announce his relationship to the public, why not let the world know how utterly whipped he was for you?
the caption was a simple
' gotta love my girl ♡ '
✩₊˚.⋆☾⋆⁺₊✧ YUKIMIYA KENYU, karasu tobito, REO MIKAGE, alexis ness, RANZE KURONA, gin gagamaru

✩₊˚.⋆☾⋆⁺₊✧ the...national television?!
the ever illusive pro soccer player. that's what every press agency called your boyfriend.
his ability to somehow dodge any paparazzi and answer very short questions during press conferences made every view into his personal life shine like gold.
based on an instagram story ( that was taken down in less than 10 minutes ) where a picture of him with his arms around a woman in a bathroom mirror, the media could assume he was in a relationship. in that photo, however, the woman's face was not visible, so the questioned still remained...
what woman could capture this mans heart?
he hadn't cared, not really. a photo was nothing to him, but you were everything. he tried really hard to keep your identity private, he didn't want you to be absorbed into a world of cameras always in your face.
but after he made the game winning goal of a very important game...all he wanted to do was see you.
maybe it was the way he could see you in the section you'd always sat, or maybe it was his ego wanting to tell everyone "yeah i'm the best soccer player, and yeah i have the best girl, what about it?"
as all of the adoring fans rushed the field, including you, he just wanted to see you. he knew, realistically, he should just go back to the locker room and come meet you afterwards like he usually did, but not today.
he shrugged off ever reporter and fan that wanted to talk to him, which was nothing new, but instead of leaving to the locker room, they watched as he walked over to you
he knew all eyes were on him, the world still watching...but he couldn't find it in himself to care. he wrapped his arms around your waist
" made that goal for you, ya know? "
you were a little surprised at his appearance, but if he didn't care neither than you.
" i know. "
✩₊˚.⋆☾⋆⁺₊✧ NAGI SEISHIRO, rensuke kunigami, RIN ITOSHI, shidou ryusei, ZANTETSU TSURUGI, sae itoshi
⋆.˚✮🎧✮˚.⋆ ' i think i like her . ' ⋆.˚✮🎧✮˚.⋆

this was a midnight brain dump so it's pretty bad, but i hope yall liked it :)
likes, comments, and reblogs are appreciated!!
#★ · airybcbyy#airy posts#blue lock#bllk#bllk x reader#blue lock x reader#bachira x reader#hiori yo x reader#shidou ryusei x reader#chigiri x reader#otoya eita x reader#isagi yoichi x reader#yukimiya kenyu x reader#karasu x reader#mikage reo x reader#alexis ness x reader#ranze kurona x reader#kunigami x reader#nagi x reader#gagamaru x reader#rin itoshi x reader#tsurugi zantetsu x reader#sae itoshi x reader#blue lock x reader fluff#blue lock x female reader
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bunnies love bouncing
note : divider is from @/aquazero. my mutuals have been making me think about ogre4 Leon more than I already do so this is what I spat out I know this kinda sucks. sorry I always have to write like eight paragraphs of lore before the smut starts it's who I am. Leon is ooc sorry I HAVE NO IDEA HOW TO WRITE HIM dw about it kitten. I don't know how I feel about this one. mdni
wc : 1.7k
tags : @lottiies
desc : you're supposed to make him feel good, why not make him feel even better? smut!! - unprotected p in v, reverse cowgirl, light choking. little bit of fluff, fem!hybrid!reader, post re4og!Leon, not proofread.
The whole reason Leon got you was because you were supposed to be therapeutic, somehow. He didn't really understand how having a roommate he had to take care of was supposed to help him feel better, he didn't even feel like he even needed therapy, but the whole situation had been referred to him by some other agents in the DSO before Spain, but when you were the hybrid that had been picked out for him and you looked at him with your pretty little eyes with your cute rabbit ears twitching atop your head, Leon couldn't really imagine turning you away.
Leon can't help but be a little bit mean to you, you're so easy to tease and he loves the way your nose twitches and your foot thumps against the floor when you get upset. You always forgive him in a matter of minutes, anyway, all he has to do is open his palm and show you a piece of candy he had hidden away and you're already nestled into his side.
His least favorite part of having you might be having to buy you clothes. You take so long to try on everything, and you insist on showing him each new outfit you get to make sure it looks nice or that he likes it. And you always want these cute panties and bras, which of course absolutely had to be modeled for him. But whenever it came to underwear, you’d pull Leon into the fitting room, which made everything way too close for comfort, and you’d spin around and ask him if the underwear looked good on you and he’d have to pretend he wasn’t starting to feel hot. Not to mention how cute your little cottontail looked perched above your panties.
And you’re cute, always waiting by the door for Leon when he comes back from work, snuggling up to him so quickly that he has to pry you off of him to even be able to get his shoes off. He’ll tell you to scram for a few minutes while he unpacks his things and finishes whatever paperwork he had to take home with him, you always sigh and wander into the living room to watch tv, hoping Leon will be done soon so he’ll keep paying attention to you.
You got attached quickly, that made Leon feel kinda good, he supposed. Leon had to get your own flip phone for when he went away on missions, in case of an emergency or to order yourself pizza, but you ended up calling his agency more often than not. And you were allowed to since you were registered as a therapy hybrid under the agency, you weren’t allowed to speak to Leon directly when he was on the job, but Hunnigan would always let him know when you called and asked how he was doing, she always humored you, it was cute to her.
Having you around does make him feel a bit better, getting extra attention is nice and you’re always so sweet to him, Leon figures that taking care of you isn’t too bad sometimes.
He gets to see you naked every so often.
It’s cute, you always strip down to nothing when it gets too hot at night, it doesn’t stop you from sweating through the night, unfortunately. You’d always wander into Leon’s room come morning and ask him for a bath, trying to climb into his bed even when you were still naked.
The first time you had done it, he had groaned and held his hands out in front of his eyes to keep himself from oogling you for too long, but you had flopped down onto his stomach and just laid there for a few minutes while he debated whether or not this was a good idea or not.
It became more normal now, not that he minded, he likes to reach down and give your tail a gentle yank just to hear you yelp. Maybe even “accidentally” grope you just because he can.
You sit too close to him sometimes, too. Sometimes you’re on his lap, either facing away from him or with your head buried in his neck, either way, he’s gripping onto your legs, trying not to focus on how you’re squirming in his lap.
He likes when you curl up into his bed at night, you grip onto him like a bear-trap and don’t let go until morning. Leon’s aware of everything all the time, especially on how your lips are pressed against his neck, he knows you’re not trying to kiss him, but he can delude himself a tiny bit.
You were so sweet tonight, babbling about how you had missed him and how warm he felt. Leon couldn’t help but kiss your cheek, you had giggled as you squeezed him tighter and pressed a few kisses to his cheek in return.
Things escalated kind of quickly. One second you and Leon are kissing each other's faces, the next his tongue is down your throat, then the very next, your back is to him as you ride him.
Leon’s grip on your hips is almost bruising, guiding your body while your hands grip just above his knees to keep yourself upright. He can’t tear his gaze away from your cottontail, smiling to himself as he watches it twitch.
“You’re so cute,” Leon murmurs, pulling you down to meet his upward thrust. You groaned, your nails digging into his skin, Leon’s hands left your hips and trailed up your stomach until he cupped your breasts, yanking you back against his chest. “So sweet for me, too.”
His lips attach to your shoulder, planting kisses on any open space he could find. While his hips were busy rutting against you, driving his dick into you, his hands busied themselves with kneading your tits, rolling your nipples between his fingertips.
“You were such a-a blabber-mouth before, mm fuck, you’re finally quiet now, hm?” Leon teases, his nails digging into the soft flesh of your breasts.
“M-missed you,” You pant, moving faster to match his movements, you smile to yourself when he lets out a groan as you clamp down around him.
“I know, God- mhm- always so good to me. Just wanna make me feel good, yeah?”
“Yeah,”
“You’re doing a pretty good job. Sooo perfect, holy shit-“ He stops fucking up into you for a few seconds, letting you do the work as focused on the feeling of your hot cunt sucking him in. You had been so ready for him when he pulled off your panties, he couldn't help but drool a little at the sight of you all wet for him, couldn't hold back from giving your clit a few kisses and gentle nips, either.
Leon's right hand leaves your breast to move behind you, tugging at the tips of your droopy rabbit ears, tipping your head back a little bit as you hiss. He tuts, bringing the furry flap of cartilage to his mouth to press a kiss against it, finally deciding to start bucking his hips again.
Holy Hell, the wet sounds coming from the two of you were gonna be stuck in his head for the next two weeks, at least. Not to mention the noises falling from your mouth and the way you looked bouncing up and down on his cock, he'd have to have you facing him the next time you do this.
And you felt like you were on fire.
You weren't gonna tell Leon, but you've been wishing for this to happen since forever. And maybe it's dumb to crush on the guy who takes care of you, but you can't help it! Just like how you can't help humping his pillows when he's gone, or wearing his shirts when you have a whole closet full of clothes you asked him to buy you, but this was way better than any of that. You were willing to do this until you were all sore and Leon had to do all the work, you wouldn't even mind passing out.
And he felt better than any dream you could have, mostly because of how he's hardly giving you a break, but also because it's him.
You're pulled from your barely-there thoughts as Leon's bicep wraps around your throat, squeezing gently as your head tips back and his other hand shoots down to play with your clit. Was he trying to drive you crazy? Your hands grip his arm, fingernails digging into his flesh as you try to ground yourself, trying to take in as much air as you can in case he decides to squeeze harder.
"Feel good?" He mutters against the side of your head, smiling as you nod. His fingers poke and pinch at your clit, your own thrusts start slowing down as you begin to feel your orgasm start to coil up in your belly.
Your head droops down, resting against his bicep as his grip loosens, you almost whine when his fingers leave your clit to hold onto your stomach, keeping you against him even more.
"Gonna tell my boss to give you a f-fucking promotion when we're done," Leon pants, the noises coming from his mouth slowly becoming more needy, doing nothing to aid in stopping your arousal. "Cum, please. Gonna lose it. Shit-"
Leon offers up a few more hard thrusts before you feel the coil snap and you cum, biting down on his forearm as you breathe through your nose. Leon isn't far behind, his thrusts become lazy as he reaches his own high, his arm moves from your neck to wrap around your shoulder to hold onto you tightly, you shiver as you feel his cum coat your insides.
"Happy?" You mumble to him, tilting your head to rest against his as you teasingly tease his spent dick, listening to him groan while he weakly thrusts against you.
"Very," Leon presses a kiss to your head and loosens his grip on you, letting you rise off of him. "Let me see your face, next time." You turn to face him, draping your legs over his while you lay down on the bed and catch your breath. Leon should have gotten you sooner.
"You can see my face now,"
"Don't play dumb, you know what I mean."
#leon kennedy x reader#resident evil#leon kennedy#leon s kennedy x reader#resident evil x reader#leon kennedy smut
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sour patch girl - thanos / choi su bong x reader


part 2 to sweet like candy , read part 1 here
pairings: su bong / thanos x fem reader
summary: with chaos ever growing in the games, you’re forced to make decisions weighing survival against humanity and life against love.
cw: violence, some graphic depictions of blood/injury, vomiting. he fell first but she fell harder , ooc thanos he’s a sweet boy
as always, you’re responsible for the content you consume. please see content warnings for anything that may be discomforting. 18+
sooo yeah as some of you seen this definitely got posted on accident before being finished lmao. 😭oops. anyway, part 3 coming soon 😏
You had snuck out of his bed just before the music rang out.
What had happened in the bathroom could not happen again. Sure, he was funny, charismatic, a little dumb… but God, was his tongue amazing and oh, was he sexy.
It didn’t change the fact you didn’t wanna be seen with him. He was a liability, after all. Using drugs in a dangerous life or death situation; he wasn’t just putting himself at risk, but if you kept associating with him, then you were as well. He was too good at making enemies, too good at not taking this seriously. There was no point getting to know him, trying to understand his character, no point in getting attached to someone who treated everything like a joke.
If you didn’t die, he would. If he didn’t die, you would. Why bother? You’re safer on your own, or at least with Dae Ho’s group. Although, that may not even be the case now after Thanos’ threats.
The hook up was fun, risky, chaotic, sexy, you name it. But, it needed to stay just that, just a one time thing you did so you could maybe say you did something wild before you died. Let’s face it, there was no chance for you and Thanos in the real world. You barely knew him, but you knew enough to know he was a loose cannon. He barely knew you, but apparently he felt like he knew enough to think he was in love.
Whatever, it didn’t matter. You weren’t gonna get caught up on the what ifs…
Yet, you were anyway. He had such a magnetism to him that drawed you in, and you just did not fucking know why.
The music sounded, distracting you from your racing thoughts.
Thanos felt you leave the bed when you had gotten up, but he didn’t question it. His pills had worn off, and if you didn’t wanna be near him then fine. Seriously, it’s fine. It’s whatever. He doesn’t even care.
Ohh, but if he fucking catches you talking to Dae Ho, you’re so done. He steals a glance in your direction, just wanting to make sure you were okay. Not that it mattered, because again, he didn’t care.
You zipped your jacket up to the top, trying as much as possible to hide the evidence of you and Thanos’ endeavor on your neck. Dae Ho invited you to follow them when you were all called to the next game room and you followed, trailing slightly behind to not arouse Thanos’ temper if he saw.
He saw, and it was fine, it really was. Really, the part that mattered the most is you had someone to protect you. Even if it was some discharged marine.
Pussy Thanos thought to himself.
The pink suits began to lead everyone through the twisted stairwell to the next game. Thanos fiddled with his cross, debating with himself on taking one.
Of course the second Nam Gyu noticed this he begged Thanos for another. Thanos gave him one, pulling two out so he could roll the other one between his fingers, deciding if it was worth the risk.
The pills made everything better, less serious. When he was high, it really felt like just a game. He didn’t know if he was ready yet to grapple with the reality of his situation, so against his better judgment,
he took it.
Of course by the time you got to the game, you had absolutely noticed Thanos’ shift in behavior. When he wasn’t high, he didn’t stick out: but, when he was his, his behavior made him impossible to miss. It was like he had a spotlight on him, like a singer on stage.
The rules of the game were explained, mingle, and you felt your heart drop to your stomach. This game was essentially a matter of chance, making it to a room in time without falling or someone beating you there, as well as finding or breaking into groups.
The eerie music begun as the surface started to slowly spin. Thanos was just hardly out of your sight, dancing and waving his arm like a cowboy, forgetting you were even there.
You and your group ran to the first room, 5 people, the perfect amount. The door locked, and gunshots echoed with the screams of the dying.
When you exited the room, it was horrific. To say the least. Blood was everywhere, a harsh reminder of the reality you were in.
Meanwhile, Thanos was in a completely seperate reality of his own. He was so high he kicked his friend out of the group to die, not realizing it until the door was closed and Gyeong Su’s fate was sealed.
After so many rounds, you became too occupied to watch his every move.
The final round had arrived. The merry go round spun. The music played.
Spinning,
spinning,
spinning.
Two.
Dae Ho grabbed your arm without thinking, and you followed him blindly.
It was like time slowed, yet the sequence of events happened so fast.
One second you had his arm, he had yours.
Then, clotheslined.
An arm, straight to your face.
You fell directly on your back, slamming your head on the ground.
You sat up, rubbing your head slowly.
It was over.
Someone had grabbed Dae Ho and dragged him to a room, by then it had been too late for him to realize it wasn’t you.
Thanos ran to the door, pushing and shoving anyone who even attempted to get in his way. Nam gyu was close on his tail.
Thanos opened the door, shoving Nam Gyu in, when he turned to scan his surroundings. There was no reason for him to turn. It was unconscious. He didn’t know why he turned.
But when he did
he saw you.
You were rubbing your head, your nose gushing blood, water pouring from your eyes like a waterfall and mixing with the blood.
“Thanos! Thanos! Get in here!” Nam Gyu called to Thanos’ deaf ears.
Get up.
Get up.
Why are you just sitting there?!
Please.
Without thinking,
“Min Su!”
Min Su, still on the platform, looked at Thanos.
Thanos pointed to the door.
“Thanos, no!” Nam Gyu yelled.
Min Su ran, and Thanos shoved him into the door.
“Thanos!”
Then his feet were moving, moving before his mind even was. He wasn’t thinking, just running.
Running.
To you.
Sweet little thing.
His little sour patch girl.
As he ran now, he knew he might die. Yet, he didn’t care. This wasn’t a game he wanted to play without you in it.
“Baby.” He said, as he reached you. He lifted you off the ground, your body nearly dead weight.
You were in a daze, your head rushing with pain and confusion.
Thanos scanned the arena quickly, thanking God when he saw
one
room
left.
He ran, basically dragging you. You ran as best you could, but you were severely concussed.
With you under one arm, he used other hand to rip the door open.
10 seconds.
A man grabbed Thanos by the collar, but Thanos was quick and he was high; and man, did he have the strength of a God right now.
He swung his fist, still holding you, and knocked a fatal blow to the man’s nose. He threw you into the room, having no other choice. You hit the ground, your body jolting. He kicked another man in the chest, but the original attacker had grabbed Thanos arm, disabling him.
Thanos cried out, his wrist turned in an unnatural way. He stepped back, standing in the door way while holding his wrist in excruciating pain.
5 seconds.
You’d seen it all play out. The men attacking Thanos, him stepping up and fighting for your life to get you in that damn room.
Your head throbbed, but you were on your feet, rushing the door.
4 seconds.
You grabbed Thanos’ arms.
3 seconds.
He turned and grabbed your waist.
2 seconds.
You pushed off him, jumping, and like something out of a god damn movie, he swung you to help you land a kick to the final attackers face.
1 second.
You both fell back, pulling the handle as you landed on Thanos. His hand caught your head, catching it before it could hit anything.
The door latched shut,
and the both of you stared through the eye hole, watching the players get shot.
Player 159, 280
eliminated.
The arena went quiet of gun shots and screams, the guards beginning to retrieve bodies.
“Baby, are you okay?” He asked, turning to your bloody face. He cradled your cheeks, and you matched him.
“Thanos…”
“Su Bong.” He corrected you.
“You saved me.”
He didn’t say anything. Your words had shook him to his core. He had realized it was the first time in his life he did something for someone beside himself. All he could do was wrap his arms around you, bury his face in the crook of your neck, and cradle your head. His fingers brushed through your hair, and his breathing was quick with adrenaline.
He pulled away to look at your battered face, and he felt a new emotion.
Guilty.
So, so guilty.
Your face was soaked in blood, and he noticed the bridge of your nose slightly out of place. Broken. Your pupils were as huge as his. A clear sign of your severe head injury. It was his fault. If he had protected you, hadn’t been such a selfish asshole, hadn’t pressed that fucking blue button over and over, despite you pressing X. Despite how everytime he caught your eye, he saw your fear.
And he pressed it anyway.
“Your nose…” He said.
You touched it, immediately wincing in pain. He pulled your wrist from your face.
“I need to put it back in place.”
“Fuck, no!” You yelled.
“Trust me.” He said.
“Why should I?”
“Well, I fucking saved you right?!” He yelled, as both of your voices raised with each sentence. “I know what I’m fucking doing. I’ve fixed my own before. That’s even fucking harder. I need to fix yours before it’s out of place forever, so shut the fuck up and let me do it.”
You spit in his face, blood splattering from your lips. He jumped, shocked at your disgusting act.
He pushed you on your back, making sure to catch your head again.
“Stop!” You screamed in anger, kicking your feet as much as possible in an attempt to make a collision. “Get the fuck off me!”
“Quit fighting!” He yelled.
“Get off me, you fucking junkie!” You yelled, practically screaming for your life. You screamed so loud players in the other rooms began to wonder if the game was still going, or if something worse was happening in the rooms that they couldn’t see.
He sat on your chest, knees holding your arms down. You clawed and gripped at any skin you could to hurt him, but he had the advantage.
“Thanos, no, no, please, baby no. I’m begging you, please don’t.” You cried. “Please.”
“I’m sorry.” He said, eyes watering at your desperate pleas. “I’m sorry, just please stop fighting.”
“No, no, please. Please, I’m afraid.” You sobbed.
Your words stung him, and he halted his movements.
You. Afraid.
Hearing you say it struck deep. You were so brave. Everything he wished he could be.
He moved off to sit beside you, and you crawled into his lap, sobbing.
“I’m sorry.” He said. “I won’t do it.”
You sat up, looking him in the eyes. Your red streak, teary eyed face split his heart into two.
“No… Do it.” You choked out.
“It’s okay, baby.” He said, wiping your tears.
“No, Su Bong, please. Fix it.”
He couldn’t help but stifle a small, defeated chuckle.
“My sour patch girl.” He whispered.
“Fix it.” You pleaded now.
He took off his jacket, wiping off some of the blood off your face before handing you a clean part.
“Bite down.”
Your heart sunk at the words, but you did it. You put a chunk of the jacket between your teeth and placed your shaking hands on his thighs, leaning toward him.
He stared into your dark and dilated eyes, your pupils twitching slightly from the concussion. He felt your hands trembling, nails scratching at the cloth of his pants.
“Calm down, baby.” He whispered, doing his best to comfort you. You nodded, tears falling from your eyes.
His hands came to the bridge of your nose, touching only slightly at first. You sobbed at the contact, tears spilling like rain.
“On three. Okay?” He asked, you nodded.
“One.”
And a grueling snap as he psyched you out, popping your bone back in place.
You screamed in agony, the jacket falling from your mouth.
“Sh, sh, sh.” He hushed you, letting you grip onto him in anyway you felt like you needed. “It’s okay, it’s over.”
He pulled you into him, hugging you gently.
“I hate you.” You sobbed into him. “I hate you so much.”
Your words stung a bit, but he didn’t care as long as you were okay.
The door unlatched and he lifted you up, helping you walk as your movements swayed.
“You gotta work with me, baby.” He said, trying to get you to at least take steps. But, he knew the moment he let you go you’d hit the ground like a bag of rice.
You groaned in response, your head dangling to the floor. He watched you, your body limp, your head dragging, a constant stream of groans with each step you tried to take.
“I feel sick.” You said.
He brought you down to the ground, slowly. You rested on your hands and knees, vomiting what little you had in your stomach onto the ground.
“I’m sorry.” You coughed out. He said nothing, rubbing your back and holding your hair.
But Thanos knew now,
the games had to end here.
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I definitely need a part 2 of the Nam-Gyu x male reader you posted! It was subtly cute asf
Death Games and Attachments # 2 (Nam-gyu x male reader)
Word count: 5.5k
Warnings: American reader ‼️, gunshots, betrayal, canon divergence, no forks 🍴, no use of y/n, dead characters in canon don’t die, probably ooc, Nam-gyu & reader aren’t together but have feelings for eachother, not proof read
Setting: Season 2 Episode 6
A/n: omg my first fic ask!!! I was thinking about writing a part 2 anyways but this gave me the push to do it :]
Faint music plays over the speakers in the room as you slowly begin to wake up. You open your eyes, your sight still a bit fuzzy, and see the blank ceiling of the game’s sleeping room.
The music is now louder as you realize you aren’t at home but at this game. You do somewhat wish you were back home but you push that thought to the back of your mind, you have more important things to worry about, with the man who is sleeping next you you and who you are hugging.
You quickly untangle yourself from Nam-gyu, your bodies craving the warmth of the other while you were sleeping.
Nam-gyu still seems to be sound asleep, snoring quietly, but you decide to wake him up. The next game will probably be staring soon.
You shake Nam-gyu softly, then a bit more rough when the first doesn’t wake him up.
His snoring stops and he lets out an irritated groan as he pushes your hands away.
“Fuck off bitch, let me sleep” He says towards you, probably trying to sound intimidating but he doesn’t at all because of how much he slurs his words, still half asleep.
“The next games starting soon, come on” You say, tapping him on the shoulder for emphasis.
He opens his eyes, blinking away the tiredness, more willing to get up after hearing your voice. He seemed to not realize the fact that he was in the games previously as now a look of dread somewhat crosses his face. You question that, since you haven’t seen him with that expression yet. It’s probably the lack of drugs.
“Why do they make us do these games so early” Nam-gyu groans and pushes himself up into a sitting position beside you.
You shrug. Nam-gyu quickly scans around the room, his eyes landing on Thanos and probably his drugs.
“Let’s get with the rest of the group” Nam-gyu says, swinging his legs over the side of the bed and onto the stairs. He puts the white shoes on and quickly rushes towards where Thanos has gathered with Se-mi and Min-su.
You quickly follow suit, putting your shoes on and tailing behind him.
“Nam-su, [name], good morning!” Thanos says excitedly, in English. Nam-gyu doesn’t bother correcting the name as he sits down beside Thanos and whispers something to him.
You sit down beside Nam-gyu and Se-mi gives you a deadpan, knowing, look. Most likely referring to Nam-gyu.
Thanos pulls out his cross and opens it, handing one of the brightly colored pills to Nam-gyu who quickly pops it into his mouth.
Thanos tucks the cross back under his collar.
The drugs seem to kick in quickly, a minute or so later Nam-gyu is already looking more up beat.
Right on time too, the masked guards walk into the room and announce that the next game is starting.
“No matter what game is next we’ll kick ass” Nam-gyu says, practically bouncing from where he’s standing. He goes up beside you, now directly talking to you. “I’ll help you through the next game if you don’t know what to do, ok?” He’s close enough to you that your arms are practically rubbing against each other.
“Alright” You reply, glad for the assured help.
You and your team get into a line, following one of the guards through the maze of stairs. You have to admit, as weird and terrible as the games are, the sets are pretty cool looking.
You reach the end of the stairs and walk into a large room with a bunch of doors on the walls, too many to count at first glance. There’s also a circular platform in the middle of the room with three statues of horses in the middle, it looks like a merry-go-round.
“Your next game will be mingle” The almost robotic sounding woman’s voice rings out through the room.
“Mingle?” Nam-gyu says.
“Mingle!” Thanos yells suddenly, making the people around him, including you, flinch. “I remember this game! They call out a random number and you have to get into groups with that number.” Thanos says.
“Oh yeah!” Nam-gyu says. “I remember this game! We’ll be fine as long as they don’t call out a number less than 5.”
“They definitely will” Se-mi says.
Nam-gyu doesn’t pay her any attention as he hops along beside Thanos who is now sprinting towards the circle.
You follow behind the two of them with Se-mi and Min-su.
The 5 of you huddle up on the circle as the lights turn off and the circle suddenly starts rotating.
You get pushes off balance slightly, holding onto Nam-guy’s shoulder so you don’t fall over. He doesn’t seem to mind.
Lights turn on in the middle of the circle and music starts up. Thanos begins beating his fist upwards to the beat of the music, Nam-gyu grinning and nodding his head beside him.
You feel nervous, worried that they’re gonna make you split up the first round. Suddenly the platform stops and the woman’s voice calls out a number. “10”
You look around frantically. You need five more people.
“We need five more!” Se-mi calls out, taking initiative.
“Five!” Nam-gyu yells.
A person bumps into you in all the chaos but you don’t fall over.
“How many” She quickly says.
“Five” You reply.
“We’re five too! Come with us!”
“I found a group!” You yell towards your team as the girl rounds up her group.
“Let’s go!” Thanos yells out in English, running towards a door labeled 47. Everyone follows him, dashing into the room. 10 seconds left.
You run into the room, being the second to enter after Thanos. You’re not able to slow down in time and slam into the back wall. Quickly, you turn around to see the rest of the group.
Nam-gyu runs in with Se-mi and Min-su, the other group of five following suit, all running in. The last person in shuts the door as the timer hits zero.
You let out a sigh of relief as Thanos cheers. Nam-gyu begins cheering as well, seeming to do everything Thanos does now. The other group with you looks uncomfortable, you see that all of them have red X patches.
“Let’s go team!” Thanos yells out in English again. No one seems to fully understand what he’s saying but they get the message.
“Woo!” Nam-gyu yells.
After yelling towards their hearts content the two go quiet, the room now silent. You can hear the gunshots outside. People from the other team flinch slightly at the sound. You begin to wonder how many people just died but you push that thought to the back of your mind.
Nam-gyu goes to stand beside you, nudging his shoulder against you, grinning. You do your best to replicate and smile back.
Thanos raps under his breath, hoping his head almost violently. You can hear the sound of machinery outside. They’re most likely bringing coffins in for the bodies.
You hate how the coffins look like gift boxes, it feels disrespectful but you suppose it doesn’t matter in the grand scheme of things. The game is horrible itself, what does it matter what coffins the brutalized bodies are put in.
The lock on the door clicks open and Thanos immediately rushes out. You follow after him, walking, with Nam-gyu beside you. You step into something sticky, blood. Your face twists into a look of disgust as you look at the sole of your shoe.
Nam-gyu stood infront of you and looks back. You quickly walk forward towards him and the two of you step onto the circle where the rest of the group already is.
The room goes dark again, the circle moving. You now expect the jolt do you don’t move as much, your feet planted on the ground. The middle of the circle lights up and music starts.
Out of the corner of your eye you see Thanos nudge Nam-gyu and say something to him, though you can’t hear it over the music. Nam-gyu looks confused but Thanos links arms with him and begins dancing in a circle. Nam-gyu quickly catches on, grinning and shaking his hand as he skips around.
You’re somewhat jealous of how carefree the two of them are. You know it’s the drugs working but still. You now somewhat wish you’d asked Thanos for drugs. Before you can finish your thought process the circle jolts to a stop and the number is called out. “Four.”
You panic, there are five of you. All of you look around at each other, one has to leave. You want to sacrifice yourself, say you can go and find a group, but you’re frozen in place out of fear.
“Min-su” Se-me says. “Come with me, we can find a group.”
Min-su glances around quickly before grabbing Se-mi by the hand. The two of them run off leaving you as a group of three.
“That fucking bitch! I knew we couldn’t trust her!” Nam-gyu yells out at the same time as Thanos yells, “Min-su! My boy!”
You quickly glance around and your eyes catch on to a man yelling that he needs a group of three, his patch reads 001. You quickly rush over to him. You look back for a second and you see a look of betrayal on Nam-guy’s face. You quickly look back forward as you come to a stop before 001.
“We’re a group of three!” You yell above the chaos. His head quickly turns to you and he nods, following you as you run back to Nam-gyu and Thanos. Nam-gyu looks relieved as you run back.
“Come on!” You yell, running towards the first room you see with an open door. You don’t look back, knowing the three will follow you.
You run into the room and Thanos, Nam-gyu, and 001 follow in quickly. 001 shuts the door as you look towards the timer, 2 seconds left.
As the door clicks shut Nam-gyu begins to speak.
“I knew those pussies would betray us! You can’t trust women, man, and Min-su basically a woman.”
001 looks irritated. You now remember on the first day where 001 broke up a fight between Thanos, Nam-gyu, and that crypto bro. He was probably the worst person you could have brought but at least you’re all alive.
Thanos pushes up against the door, looking through the crack.
“Min-su!” He yells, acting like he actually cared for him.
Nam-gyu lets out a huff and leans against the wall beside you. His arm touching yours again. You only now realize how touchy he’s been. With anyone else you’d assume they might like you but you think this is just how Nam-gyu is. After all you saw how clingy he is with Thanos.
“Fucking bitch..” He mumbles, still not over the betrayal. You sigh.
“It doesn’t matter,” You tell him. “We’re alive and her and Min-su are off somewhere else. We can survive with just the three of us, we don’t need them.”
He looks over at you and lights up slightly. “You’re right, we don’t need those fuckers.”
“Hell yeah! Thanos team!” Thanos barges into the conversation, not caring about Min-su anymore.
He puts his hand face down in the air, after a second you realize what he’s doing and place your hand onto of his. Nam-gyu puts his hand over yours.
Thanos counts from three and the three of you lift your hands up and Thanos yells “let’s go!” In English.
Somehow, that made you feel a bit better. Just barely, as you can hear the fading gun shots in the background.
001 stands off to the side, not talking, just observing.
“We don’t need any girls!” Thanos says, bringing your attention back to him.
“Yeah, girls are weak anyways” Nam-gyu continues.
You don’t add onto what they’re saying, Se-mi seemed fairly strong but that doesn’t matter anymore. It’s just the three of you.
The door unblocks and once again thanos is the first to rush out. Nam-gyu bouncing along behind him. You follow Nam-gyu with 001 behind you.
Before you can say anything to him, 001 rushes off, probably back to his own group.
“What do you think the next number is gonna be?” Nam-gyu asks you, putting his arm around your shoulders.
“Hopefully three, then we wouldn’t need any more or less.” You reply.
Nam-gyu hums as a response as you glance around, unconsciously looking for Se-mi and Min-su. Your eyes lock onto them, walking out from a room with a random player. Min-su locks eyes with you but immediately looks away, probably for the best.
It starts up again, this time though Nam-gyu and Thanos don’t dance along to the music, the just stand there.
“3”
“Let’s go team Thanos!” Thanos calls out, making a sprint toward the door. Nam-gyu grins at you, your prediction correct. The two of you follow behind Thanos. You enter the room with 20 seconds left to spare.
“You were right!” Nam-gyu says, paying your shoulder.
“We got lucky.” You smile, somewhat genuinely for the first time since you joined these games, relieved that you don’t need to give anyone up.
20 second pass, the door locks, and gunshots ring out. To your shock, and slight disgust, you’ve gotten used to the gunshots and screams.
Your smile fades from the sound.
“We’re good at this.” Nam-gyu says.
“It’s cause we’re fast, and young, we can get to the rooms in time.” Thanos replies, shifting from foot to foot, unable to stand still.
“Hell yeah, it’s good that the weaklings got left behind, we don’t have to get dragged down by them. They’re probably dead by now anyways.”
“Do you think mg coin is dead?” Thanos asks.
“God I hope so”
“Why do you guys hate him so much?” You ask.
“He scammed us man!” Nam-gyu exclaims.
“That piece of shit scammed me out of all the money I got by busting my ass rapping!” Thanos says.
“You both bought the crypto?”
“He said we’d get more money.” Nam-gyu says.
“Huh, alright” You refrain yourself from making a comment about how stupid it is to trust some random guy on the internet with your money, especially when it comes to crypto.
The door clicks open and all of you walk out, Thanos first. As he steps out of the door he says “welcome back, my friends” in English, followed by Nam-gyu saying “skrrt!” You hold back a laugh.
You’re shocked with how quickly you’ve gotten attached to Nam-gyu, a warm dealing spreading through your body. You suspect it’s because you’re stuck here in this horrible place with him. Your mind latched on to the first person you got somewhat close with.
But you don’t feel nearly as close to Thanos as you do with him. You push this thought off, deciding to deal with it after the game.
The the of you reach the circle again and the process repeats.
“6”
Three more.
“We need three!” Nam-gyu yells out.
“Three people!” You yell alongside him.
Your eyes look frantically around and you spot three people. Se-mi, Min-su, and one other. You have no other choice.
“Come on!” You grab Nam-gyu and Thanos and run towards them. Se-mi spots you and begins running with Min-su and the other guy towards an open door. You run in behind her with Thanos and Nam-gyu, shutting the door once the six of you are in.
The awkwardness is immediately palpable, everyone seems uncomfortable. Except for Thanos, of course.
“Min-su! My boy! I was so scared you died!” He goes over and hugs Min-so, who tries to wiggle away from him.
Nam-gyu scowls.
“This means nothing.” Se-mi says. “We split up again after this round.”
“Yeah, I’m not being with these pussies again. They’re just being us down.”
“Calm down” Thanos says, putting his arms out.
“We weren’t-“ Nam-gyu gets cut off by Thanos again.
“Se-mi is right, we don’t talk about this, the Thanos team doesn’t include Se-mi, Min-su and the random.” Thanos says, suddenly sounding serious, but you know that he isn’t actually.
Nam-gyu seems disappointed that Thanos remembers Se-mi and Min-su’s names but not his. Se-mi seems disappointed that she’s agreeing with an idiot like Thanos.
The room goes quiet again, Thanos nodding his head a beat only he can hear and everyone else feeling too weird to talk.
The door clicks open and the six of you walk out.
“Final round” The voice calls out. You let out a sigh of relief, glad that you have to only deal with one more of these rounds.
You step onto the platform, Thanos and Nam-gyu beside you. Se-mi and Min-su walk to the other side of the circle.
The lights shut off and the platform begins to move. The light in the middle turns on along with the music.
You begin to zone out, the bright colors all blurring I your vision and the music getting quiet.
The music stops.
“2”
You quickly snap back, two. There’s three of you. One has to go.
You look wide eyed at the two men beside you.
Thanos quickly shakes his head from side to side, between you and Nam-gyu. He’s still not taking any of this seriously and it’s beginning to piss you off.
Thanos quickly stops and grabs Nam-gyu by the arm, running off. You freeze in place as Nam-gyu looks back at you. He looks regretful, being dragged along more than actually following.
But his survival instinct is stronger than any bond you thought both of you had.
A wave of betrayal goes through you, more than you’ve ever felt before, more than when Se-mi and Min-su left you.
You thought maybe Nam-gyu was as attached you you as you were to him but you were wrong. All he cares about is survival, not you. You suppose you can’t blame him though.
Suddenly, snapping you out of your thoughts, someone grabs you and drags you towards the one empty room, pushing you in and closing the door before the timer stops and the door locks.
The man lets out a sigh, you recognize him as the person with Se-mi and Min-su.
You don’t care all that much, though. Emotions crashing down onto you, all the adrenaline leaving your body leaving you feeling deflated.
You lean up against the wall, exhausted even though it probably hasn’t been more than an hour. You just want to go back to sleep, you want to go home.
You don’t think about the fact that you won’t even have a home if you don’t get enough money. But that doesn’t matter now.
The minute or so you spend in the room feels both like an eternity and lite it was over in a second. The lock clicks open and you walk out, not bothering to speak to the guy who saved you.
You don’t look around the room, not wanting to see Nam-gyu or Thanos now. You keep your head down and follow the pink guard out and back into the stairwell.
After a minute of walking you enter back into the ‘bedroom’, you’re one of the last people in. The mood is somber, theres not many people left.
“[Name]!” You hear someone rushing towards you, you recognize the voice as Thanos, the last person you want to see right now.
He hugs you, a feeling that makes you want to crawl out of your own skin, and of course Nam-gyu is behind him. Though Nam-gyu doesn’t look very happy.
“I’m so happy to see you again bro!” Thanos says in English, smothering you in a hug. You give up trying to escape as he unwraps from you, still holding on to your shoulders.
“”I thought I was running with you the I looked back and saw I was with this idiot” He points to Nam-gyu who tries his best to smile and laugh.
“Come on, let’s play just one more game, alright?” Thanos says, wrapping an arm around your shoulder and walking you towards you guys’ spot on the stairs. Nam-gyu follows.
Right when you guys reach the spot, guards enter through the front and announce that it’s time to vote. It’s from last number to first.
The voting starts with 456 who votes X, from then the votes seem fairly split.
Thanks goes up to vote and kisses the blue button. The thought of how many dirty hands had touched that before him makes you grossed out.
Nam-gyu goes up, but not before telling you once more to vote blue, sounding less convincing than he was before.
“Just one more game”
It’s your turn to vote now, you walk up to the podium and stare at the two brightly colored buttons before you.
Even though Thanos and Nam-gyu had just betrayed you, leaving you for dead, their words keep repeating in your head. ‘Just one more game’. The button lights up blue under your hand and you walk over to your side.
Even if you did go home now, you have no money. The amount that they’re offering now is good, but it’s not enough. You’ll soon be back to where you were before this game.
Either way you’ll probably end up dead, if not literally then figuratively. But still, you can’t help that part of your mind that yearns for home, even if that home is a shitty studio apartment that you can barely pay for.
You don’t pay attention to Thanos patting you on the back, saying that ‘he knew you would make the right choice’ and ‘he’s proud of you’.
Nam-gyu continues to stay unusually silent, almost like he feels bad for leaving you. You remember the look on his face as he ran off with Thanos.
The drugs are probably just wearing off.
The last person goes up to vote, 001. He stands there for a second, like he’s contemplating which button to push, but in the end he pushes red.
You look up at the board and it’s 50/50. A tie.
The guards say that you will all be able to vote again tomorrow for a tie breaker. You don’t mind this all that much, it gives you some time to get your shit together and hopefully even if you do say there will be a break from the games for the day.
The voting buttons are taken out and food is brought in. You, Thanos, and Nam-gyu are some for the first few people getting food so it’s not soon before you walk off with it to your spot on the stairs.
You do want to split off from these two, but it’s probably better to stay in a team, just in case. And now atleast you know that you can’t fully trust them, so if you get too suspicious you can break off and find someone else, maybe Se-mi and Min-su if they’re willing to let you back in.
You don’t acknowledge another part of the reason you want to stay with them. You’re still attached to Nam-gyu, you don’t want to leave him. Even though you’re pissed at him, you still want to stay for whatever reason.
You unwrap the food you were given and see sushi inside, atleast it looks good.
Only now do you realize how hungry you are. You haven’t eaten since yesterday and even then it was just some bread. You quickly eat one of the pieces of sushi. It isn’t amazing but it’s food. You scarf down the rest of it.
Once you finish your food you wish there was more, you’re still hungry, but there’s nothing you can do.
You drink the soda that you had forgotten about the second you saw the sushi.
“This soda tasted like shit” Nam-gyu says, breaking the silence.
“It’s like knock-off coke” You reply.
“Yeah! They tried to make coke but it just tastes like dirt.”
“I think dirt would taste better than this.”
Nam-gyu snickers and you smile faintly. You hate how easily you’re talking to him, like none of the last hour happened. You wish you could hate Nam-gyu, but you know that you don’t. Well maybe you do a little bit but not enough. Thanos, though, you do hate. But there’s nothing you can do about that, the two of them are basically a package. Buy one get one free.
As if on cue Thanos speaks up. “Those fuckers voted red”
You look to where Thanos is pointing and see Se-mi and Min-su.
“I knew that bitch was bad news from the beginning, we should kill her.” Nam-gyu says.
“Let’s just talk to her and Min-su first” Thanos replies.
You know that ‘talk’ will probably lead to a fight so you bud into the conversation.
“Let’s not, we should just leave them be, they aren’t worth our time” Both Nam-gyu and Thanos look over at you. “They’ll probably die in the next game with how weak they are, let’s just let nature take her course.”
You say the last part to save face, trying to not seem like the odd-one-out of the three of you.
Nam-gyu gives in easily, agreeing with you. It takes Thanos a bit more time though, but be eventually agrees.
The peace doesn’t last for long though. A group of O’s and X’s begin arguing in the middle of the room.
Thanos seems too eager to join the argument. Before you can stop him he jumps up and runs forward.
You lean back, giving up trying to stop him from being stupid, it seems like it’s just part of him.
To your shock Nam-gyu doesn’t follow Thanos and stays put in his seat.
“You’re not going with him? That’s a first” You say, jokingly bashing Nam-gyu.
“I don’t feel like arguing right now, I’m too tired.”
“That’s fair. You just usually follow along behind Thanos like a lost puppy.”
“No I don’t, I’m more like a guard dog. People see Thanos and they’re like ‘okay this guy looks stupid and weak’ but then they see me and they’re like ‘oh shit I can’t mess with him!’ Ya know?”
You barely hold your laugh in until Nam-gyu finishes his spiel, then you can’t help how you laugh in his face.
“That’s the dumbest thing I’ve ever heard” You say, gasping between breaths before laughing again.
“Oh come on! It’s not that funny.” Nam-gyu looks embarrassed, that makes you laugh even more, until your stomach hurts.
“Oh my god, I haven’t laughed that hard in so long.”
“Asshole”
A feeling of disgust passes through your brain, you’re having this much fun with some asshole who just left you for dead, but you don’t dwell on it, preferring to focus on the good mood.
“You’re not an attack dog, look at you!”
“What do you mean look at me?!”
“You’re more like a tamed hyena, you follow behind Thanos and snicker and taunt along to his comments.”
“I’m the leader of the group, not him.”
“As if”
Nam-gyu rolls his eyes.
“Then you’re like a ratty street cat, we picked you up and you just stuck with us”
Before you can think of a comeback Thanos sits back down.
“Those asshole X’s” He says, practically pouting. “Who do they think they are.”
The fight looks fully broke up, everyone back in their previous spots with their groups.
“Thanos,” Nam-gyu says suddenly, having just remembered something. “Can I have another, you know”
“Yeah yeah, a reward for getting through the game.”
Nam-gyu grins.
Your stomach twists at the mention of the game but you ignore it.
Nam-gyu looks over at you and motions towards the cross Thanos is taking out of his jacket, as if to offer you one again.
But your mind hasn’t changed since yesterday so you shake your head.
“Hey man you can’t just go offering up my pills, we’re running low on stock.”
“I know I know, just gimme”
Thanos hands Nam-gyu a pink pill and Nam-gyu immediately puts it in his mouth and swallows it. Thanos grabbing another for himself and doing the same thing.
It feels a bit odd being the only sober one here but you’re not gonna give in to your fomo.
“After this game I should have enough to pay off my debts.” Nam-gyu says. But you know in reality it’ll never be enough, it’ll always be ‘just one more game’.
You’re gonna click X after the next game. Probably.
“Yeah bro, and then mg coin can pay us back” Nam-gyu eagerly nods along to Thanos’ words. You don’t bother to comment on the fact that they said, earlier today, that they hoped he was dead.
The woman voice on the speaker says you have 30 minutes until bed and the screen lights up with the timer.
It hasn’t felt like a whole day has passed, maybe the game took more than the hour you thought it did. Or maybe you just don’t have a good internal clock.
Thanos lets out a loud, dramatic, yawn.
“I’m tired man, that game took too much out of me.”
“Yeah, I’m ready pass out.” Nam-gyu says, agreeing with Thanos as per usual.
“Mhm” You hum, but you’re not all that tired, similarly to last night.
“Do you think any of the X’s are gonna switch sides?” Nam-gyu asks Thanos.
“Nah man, they’re all stubborn as hell, they won’t listen to reason.”
“Shit, well we can’t have another tie, it’ll drag this on longer. I just wanna be out of here with my money.”
“Yeah bro, I miss my vape” Thanos says, speaking like this vape is his child.
“I’m craving a cigarette so bad” Nam-gyu says.
You still don’t fully know how you got caught up in this group of junkies but it doesn’t matter now.
“I need to piss” Thanos says suddenly, not holding back with how he speaks.
You realize that you haven’t peed all day so you decide to go along. Nam-gyu follows the both of you.
The three of you enter the bathroom and piss, you finishing first.
You go up to the sink and wash your hands before getting some water and splashing it on your face, getting a bit into your hair too but not drenching it. You grab a paper towel and wipe your face as well as your hands.
You look back to the other two to see if they’re done and you catch Nam-gyu staring at you. Once he realizes you saw him he looks away, pretending like he wasn’t ogling at you.
The three of you walk out of the door, through the hallway, and back into the main room.
You look up at the screen which says 20 minutes.
“I’m gonna head to bed early” You say even though you aren’t too tired, you just don’t want to sit around for another 20 minutes.
“Goodnight bro” Thanos says in English. Why does he speak in English so much?
“Night” Nam-gyu says.
You nod towards them and walk up to your bead, taking your shoes off and climbing in.
You get yourself under the covers and just lay there, staring at the ceiling. You can hear the noise of 99 people talking around you but you’re not close enough to any conversation to hear what exactly they’re saying.
Soon enough the timer says 10 minutes, the chatter dying down, then it hits 0 and the lights go out. Everything is now quiet, almost eerily so.
You hear footsteps walking up the stairs and you think you already know who it is if yesterday was any indication. You look over and see Nam-gyu who says nothing this time but you scoot over in the bed and he quickly gets in.
He isn’t even trying to make an excuse this time, and you don’t fully know why you’re letting him sleep beside you. You think part of you craves the closeness, especially in this situation.
Nam-gyu gets under the sheets and turns away, lying on his side and looking towards the other beds.
You move your arm over and lay it over Nam-gyu’s body. You immediately regret it, feeling somewhat embarrassed at the thought that he might not reciprocate, and try to pull your arm back but Nam-gyu grabs it. He hold your arm to his chest. You don’t try to move it away anymore.
You don’t know why you decided to hug him in the first place. Could you have developed feelings for him in the span of a day? Maybe, and It seems like he might have caught feelings for you as well.
Like yesterday you begin to get tired with Nam-gyu there with you.
After a few minutes you give in and fall asleep.
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A/n 2 - I don’t plan on writing a third part because if I did it would probably be them out of the games (majority voted X) but if anyone would want to read that lmk
#squid game season 2#squid game#squid game 2#nam gyu#nam-gyu#nam gyu x male reader#Nam-gyu x male reader#nam gyu x you#nam gyu squid game#nam gyu x reader#Nam-gyu x reader#Thanos#thanos squid game#team thanos#player 124#min su#se mi squid game#se-me#min-su#male reader#x male reader#player 230#leafie’s fics
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former theater kid as well !! maybe a story about regina with a gf in theater club ?
My Little Star (Regina George X Theater Kid!Reader)
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Summary: Your girlfriend comes to see you in your last high school show.
A/N: depending on which regina you’re envisioning with this, au where everyone has smartphones. post!mean girls regina bc then i wont feel too bad if she seems too ooc. ive been thinking a lot about romeo and juliet lately so the play is romeo and juliet teehee
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If you had told your younger self that at the end of your senior year, you’d be the leading star in your final show and be dating Regina George, she would’ve thought you were insane.
Yet here you were, getting ready for the opening night of Romeo and Juliet while your girlfriend spam-texted you words of encouragement.
Regina <3
You’re gonna do so good, I CAN’T WAIT TO SEE YOU!!!
I was gonna keep it a surprise until after the show, but I got your favorite
*Sent 1 Attachment*
Unlocking your phone to respond, you were greeted with a picture of Regina sitting in the auditorium holding a large bouquet of your favorite flowers. She had a great big smile on her face, her eyes squinting from it.
Your breath hitched. You knew Regina loved you, but the picture radiated her feelings of pride for you. It made you want to run out and smother her in affection.
Instead, you texted her back.
You
OMG you’re literally the sweetest Regina!!
I’ll be looking for you in the audience lol
Regina <3
I’m sitting in the very center, so hopefully I’m easy to spot
Especially with this giant ass bouquet
You laughed at the message and soon got a tap on your shoulder from one of your friends, telling you places were in five minutes.
You
I have to go, we’re gonna start soon
But I’ll be looking for you :))
You waited until you saw a response from Regina before putting your phone in your bag.
Regina <3
YOU’RE GONNA DO AMAZING
BREAK A LEG <3333
DON’T ACTUALLY BREAK A LEG THO
THAT’D BE BAD
I LOVE YOU!!!
Laughing at her stream of messages, you put your phone away and rushed out to your place. As much as you revel in the fact that you had a leading role, you were already waiting for the show to be over so you could see Regina.
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If you had to choose one, the death scene was probably your favorite. It was dramatic, which was always fun, and you got to stab yourself with a retractable blade.
“What’s here? A cup, closed in my true love’s hand?” You took the empty cup out of Romeo’s, whose real name was Jared, stiff hand, inspecting it. “Poison, I see, hath been his timeless end: O churl! Drunk all, and left no friendly drop to help me after?” You dropped the cup in distress, wondering what to do. Then your eyes fell on Jared’s lips, and you had a revelation. “I will kiss thy lips; Haply some poison yet doth hang on them, to make die with a restorative.”
You held his face gently in your hands and leaned down to kiss him. Every time you went through a kiss scene with Jared, you pretended it was Regina you were kissing. The passion seemed more authentic that way.
You pulled away, staring down at Jared.
“Thy lips are warm.” You said brokenheartedly. You were just barely too late. If only he had waited a while longer to drink the poison so you’d be awake to stop him.
“Lead, boy: which way?” You heard from offstage.
“Yea, noise?” You looked toward the direction of the noise’s source in a panic. “Then I’ll be brief. O happy dagger!”
You grabbed Romeo’s dagger and raised it to the audience. And that’s when you caught a glimpse of Regina. Despite the room being dark and her being far away, you could feel her excitement as she watched. You had to stop yourself from smiling.
“This is thy sheath,” You say before shoving the dagger into your heart. You gasp a little and look up. To the audience, you could’ve been looking up to the heavens in your last moments. But you were doing your best to stare into Regina’s eyes that were fixated on you. “There rust, and let me die.”
With that, you fell on top of Jared’s body, doing your best not to crush him as you ‘died.’
The scene continued from there, and you did your best not to move. Your back was killing you from the long show, but eventually, it ended. When you came out for bows, you heard a particularly loud cheer, and you didn’t have to guess who it was. It made you smile even more, so much that your cheeks started getting sore.
When the bows were over, and the cast and crew were finding their friends and family in the audience, you ran to Regina. It was a bit difficult weaving through the crowd, especially in your costume, but eventually, you reached the blonde, who had her arms opened wide and ready to catch you.
“You were amazing!” Regina all but shouted in your ear as she hugged you, squeezing you tightly. “Absolutely showstopping. One day, you’ll be a famous actress.”
“You think too highly of me, Regina.” You said with a giggle, and you were sure that your reddening cheeks were showing through your heavy stage makeup.
You grabbed your girlfriend’s face and kissed her. It was a million times better than pretending you were kissing her instead of Jared when you were on stage. Regina’s hands dropped to your hips, pulling you close against her. When you let out a little moan, you knew you should pull away before you felt like you couldn’t turn back.
“These are for you,” Regina said before biting her slightly swollen lip, giving you the giant bouquet she had gotten for you. One thing about Regina was that she was never cheap.
“I love them.” You smiled, giving her a few pecks.
“Anything for you, my little star.” The nickname made you giddy, made you feel like you were the only ones in this gigantic room. “Now how about you go change, we get some food, and then you sleep over at my house?”
“That sounds perfect.” You kissed Regina again; it was like you were addicted to her lips. “I should go now. If I kiss you anymore, I’ll probably never leave.”
“I definitely wouldn’t complain,” Regina smirked, but agreed that you should go change. She turned you around by the shoulders and gave you a quick pat on the butt to send you on your way, laughing at the way you squealed in surprise.
#agaypanic#regina george#regina george x reader#mean girls#mean girls x reader#rachel mcadams#rachel mcadams x reader#renee rapp#renee rapp x reader
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[ The video is broadcasted to every high command Shadow Company soldier, Vedma, and the 141 (including those that fought with the 141.) ]
[ Attached to the Video, is another ciphered message. ]
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[ Av azotqd zkzr px cugaw i zsiyhqf bt go kzal. Dqsdg om fcrwmrw, fbvt rchp vcqo dsvg... ]
[ Ttq bx tlpb? Oqjf, trkz, hle... ]
[ Eznz c usmo zgvn fn, xbz Vts bl Ykvlbydjv mb Qebxz. ]
((ooc//tags below:))
// Tags: @vedma-s-vostoka @ask-roze @ask-alex-keller @ask-konig @vedma-s-vostoka @sparrow-zayda @ask-alejandro @ask-alex-keller @konigisking @thetrashking-silver @shadow-2-08 @shadow-5-05 @shadow-compay-secretary @shadowcompanys-medic-beaks @velikan1-7 @johnprice-asks @soapmactavish-blog @ask-gaz @justradiospirit
Welcome to the Horror house everyone. LMK if you want to be added/removed to tag list. This taglist will include a first portion, which is other blogs, and the second tag list which is viewers who want to follow along.
More is coming! Ciphers will gradually get harder, until the first arc is over, and then something different will happen. This is mostly planned out with wiggle room on how this is going to go based on interactions mystery person has.
Oh and, May 8th does play quite a significance within this first arc. Congrats to Sparrow for finding that out first.
A discord server will be made eventually for this, but it probably won't be online until Wednesday or later. Everyone will be able to join, whether viewer or CC, and it will be 18+ although anyone is more than welcome to share screenshots of the decoded to viewers of this that cannot get into the server. Also everyone is welcome to follow this, I just prefer doing an adults only Discord server.
Once the Discord is up and running, decoded messages (if not solved or solved fully) will be posted in Server every Friday, that way everyone can be on the same page and progressing at the same time. There will be no posts on this blog on Friday unless it's OOC posts because of it.
TLDR: I got better at writing interactive horror, and I'm going to make that everyone's problem :) A discord is coming soon where decoded messages will be posted every Friday and because of that there will be no Lore posts on this blog on Fridays. Enjoy!!!
#horror#ZAHF HDHRL#rp ask blog#cod roleplay#This isn't Phillip Graves Speaking#He won't ever speak again...#// CW for reality distortion i guess? General horror stuff#LMK if you want to be removed/added to tags#LMK if you're an RP blog that wants to participate!!#I don't bite#But this mystery person does
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Hi, if it's not a bother I'd like to request timekeeper x reader headcanons
If you find this complicated because it's an Ovenbreak cookie, you can skip this request, thanks!
-⭐Anon
Forgive if its a bit OOC! This'll be the first non-Kingdom cookie I've written for. Unrelated but I've not read through all of her dialogue (as of writing this part of the post) and if she never has a line doing the classic time-traveler 'not where- when!' line I'll be so sad.
Timekeeper Cookie x Reader [Headcanons]
They've seen things eons into the past and future alike, traveled through hundreds of thousands of timelines- and yet, something about you caught her eye. Other versions of you have caught her attention as well, across many timelines- but you. This version of you. There's something special there. They don't know what, not yet. But she's determined to figure it out; That's how things start with you two.
While Timekeeper will sometimes look at alternate versions of yourself's future, they never look at what yours is. They've never been much for living in the moment, but with you, she wants what comes next to be a surprise even to her. Though if things were to go wrong in anyway, she'll absolutely use her powers to undo it and alter the path your timeline's on.
Hopefully she won't have to do this much, or at all, though- the more she messes with time, the more distant she become. Its hard to stay attached to when they remember there's no real consequences for anything; Not when it can all be brought back to zero with nothing more than a snap.
Best not to ask her questions you don't really want the answer to because she has a terrible filter and will just tell you if its something she knows, and she's very likely to know.
The gifts she gives you are one of a kind- literally, they're the only instances of them that exist either in your timeline or in this specific point in time. Extinct plants or animals, alternate versions of music or games that simply don't exist in the timeline you came from, or even gifts from the far-off future of things which don't exist yet and you having now will probably have some effect on the timeline but they say its fine and you should just not worry about it.
CEO of pet names. You will never beat her at variety or frequency of use of pet names. These pet names range from common, to slightly unusual, to completely bizarre. If you ask her about the bizarre ones she'll tell you all about how its actually quite common, just in a different timeline or time, and then go on to ramble about that place in time or branching timeline. Sometimes you're pretty sure she's making things up to see how far she can push it before you call her out, but its surprisingly really hard to tell.
Will happily bring you along to any point in time you'd like to see. Timekeeper's long grown desensitized to it all, but if you can enjoy it, then its well worth the visit. Perhaps you'll even be able to show her something new she hadn't noticed before.
Not very physical affectionate, but does like to hold your hand as often as possible. Won't really initiate any other physical affection, but won't deny it either. If something excites them, though, I think they're the type to do the picks-you-up-and-spins-you hug. You know the one. Which Timekeeper can do pretty easily- she's stronger than she looks!
Timekeeper doesn't sleep. They will stay in bed with you until you fall asleep if you ask, and she'll pop back up as soon as you wake up, but she'll be off doing something else to sate their boredom while you're asleep. Sometimes, though, she'll linger for a bit after you've fallen asleep and just... watch you. It makes her feel happy she thinks, or at least something in the same vein, to see you sleeping peacefully. You being happy and safe- that's how things should be, and she doesn't want to see it change.
#cookie run x reader#crob x reader#cookie run headcanons#✧ lovebite bits ✧#timekeeper x reader#timekeeper cookie x reader#Regular Diners: ⭐Anon#me reading everything there is on her on the crob wiki: ohhh like undertale.... i understand now.#♱ Bitesized Morsels ♱
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It's Better Than Regretting

Kikaku Hanbee/f!Reader, post break up, mentions of sex and some light dirty talk (once again, minors dni) probably a little OOC but I tried. This fandom needs more content and this crazed witch like man has a place in my heart. The title is lyrics from "Crashed the Wedding" by Busted which was what inspired me to write this. Summary: Post breakup, Kikaku finds out you've agreed to a marriage of convenience. word count: 4.1k
Kikaku feels the wedding invite burning a hole in his pocket; he takes a long drink of beer, wondering for the tenth time if this is a mistake. The two of you broke up; he and you wanted different things out of life. So what if his parents were friendly with your old man? No one expected the two of you to end up together. In fact, Kikaku had been made all too aware of your father’s disapproval of him. When you got your first piercing, when you got drunk for the first time and missed an exam, when you started staying out all hours of the night frequenting different music venues, the blame was placed squarely on Kikaku’s shoulders for being a bad influence on his perfect princess.
It was always like that; your father would say he was only looking out for you, but Kikaku called it how it actually was; all he was doing was forcing his own expectations onto his only daughter. You had come to him many times, complaining about the feeling of suffocation, wondering how you were supposed to call the man “family” when you couldn’t even talk to him half the time without walking on eggshells. Kikaku didn’t have any answers, aside from telling you “Fuck that shit” and take you out for a good time.
Eventually, inevitably, the two of you transitioned from friends to friends with benefits; sitting and nursing his beer, Kikaku tries to shove the memory out of his head to no avail. How could he forget? His band had played one of their first shows and barely anyone had showed up, and the people that did hated them.
You had been the only friendly face at the bar, toasting to him at the end of their set with a sympathetic smile. None of his other girls were answering his texts; you were there and the two of you had a little too much to drink at his place. When the other members left and it was just you and him, Kikaku let you hug him; according to you, he looked like he really needed one, but that wasn’t all he needed. Your body was soft and your breath smelled sweet and sharp from the plum wine. Before Kikaku could communicate to his brain that his dick was acting up around you and it would be a bad idea to act out on this sudden urge, you had kissed the top of his head and squeezed him to your chest. Kikaku can’t remember too much of what happened afterward, only flashes and sensations and waking up in the morning with a raging migraine and you laying nude on the futon next to him.
It was a good thing the two of you had for a long time until the day you had come back to his apartment and refused a make out session with a serious expression. Kikaku could have guessed the problem; it was always the problem with his main girls. They got too close, too attached, even though Kikaku really didn’t make much of a secret that he wasn’t into the whole exclusive thing. Frankly, he didn’t think what the two of you had was special. You just had the benefit of knowing him the longest and being his friend first.
That being said, you never showed signs of jealousy or feeling hurt by Kikaku’s other lovers, so he really hadn’t expected that to be the reason you decided to end things officially and not just the sex, but everything. No more shows or take out or movie nights. No more being friends; you called it being amiable. When you crossed paths, you would say hello and engage in a little small talk. Nothing more, nothing less. Kikaku accepted without making a fuss; he was in a shitty mood for a while but hey, getting dumped is never fun.
“Is that why you ended things?” Kikaku cut right to the chase as soon as you took the stool next to him; he slid the card over to your coaster, like it was some distasteful object. “You wanted to make things serious with this guy?”
“Hello to you too. How did you get this? Oh no, just water please.” You told the bartender, who had just come over to take your order. “Kikaku, my father sent this to your parents; how did you get it?”
“Wow, you weren’t even planning to invite an old friend to such a grand occasion?” Kikaku grumbles. “Cold. I thought you said no hard feelings.”
“I heard you were busy with work; besides, since when do you enjoy going to formal parties?” You give him a wry half smile. “Unless there’s an open bar.”
“Is there?”
“Yes. Father spared no expense.” You hold your glass of water but don’t take a drink. “He set up the whole thing. I didn’t even have to worry about picking out a dress. It’s all been decided.”
“What, did he pick out the groom too?”
Kikaku snorts but your smile is nowhere to be seen; you take the invitation and push it over to him.
“I know it’s short notice, but I’d like your parents to come if they can. They’ve always been good to me; they’ve treated me more like a daughter than he ever did.” You tell him softly. “I must look pretty lame to you, huh? Letting my father marry me off and domesticate me. Is that why you called? Did you want a good laugh?”
“What the hell are you talking about?!” Kikaku turns so quickly in his seat, he nearly knocks over his now empty glass. “I was joking: did your old man really pick the guy out? What, did he send out a resume or something?”
“He works at the same company; we’ve met a few times. His name’s Kenji Hazawa. He needs a wife and my father needs me to settle down. A match made in heaven.”
“So? What is wrong with you?” Kikaku’s eyes scan your face, hardly believing the words coming out of your mouth so casually. “You’re gonna let your dad marry you off to some asshole you don’t even like?”
“Stop. I do not need you, of all the people in the fucking world judging my decisions.” You fix him with a cold stare. “I gave it to you for free. You know what I get with Kenji? A comfortable life and my father finally off my back. I get freedom.”
“How?! How the hell is selling yourself to the highest bidder-?”
“I knew you wouldn’t understand. It’s why I never told you. That's why I stopped talking to you.” You sigh and pinch the bridge of your nose. “You just don’t get it, Kikaku. I’m a single woman nearly past her expiration date, father’s words not mine, and no one is letting me hear the end of it. I’m done fighting against it all by myself.”
“You don’t have to do this. He can’t force you.”
“It’s already decided. I just have to walk down the aisle and say ‘I do’ and I never have to worry about money or being looked down on again. Sweet deal, isn’t it? Sorry. I guess I’m not the cool badass bitch I thought I was.” You roll your eyes and suck in a breath of air. “I tried doing it my way and what did I get? My father is ready to disown me, everyone in my life is treating me like a joke, minus your folks.”
“I never-”
“No, no, I wasn’t a joke to you. I was a good time.” You correct yourself. “Well, now I’m tired. I’m fucking exhausted and weak, alright? There, I admit it. I’ve been on my own in this and I’m sick and tired of it all. Is it really that different than you giving up music professionally for your merchandising job?”
“My job doesn’t fuck me.”
The sentence slipped out before Kikaku could filter himself; but it’s true, isn’t it? Won’t your husband expect you to perform your wifely duties? Kikaku’s nails dig into his palms; he can’t get the image out of his head, a faceless man, on top of you, taking you as though you’re his. You might get pregnant.
“How is this happening? She’s mine…she was mine.”
“It sounds like your job fucks you plenty.” You take a sip of water. “So, is that your issue? You won’t have the chance to get in my pants again if I’m spoken for?”
“Stop changing the subject, this isn’t about me.”
“It’s always about you.”
Kikaku glares at you, but somehow can’t bring himself to truly be angry; you’re being so despondent and resigned. The person sitting next to him might as well be a stranger. The fire is gone from your eyes and the sly quirk of your lips is nowhere to be seen. But then, maybe that was just the face you showed him. Kikaku can’t even defend himself and say you hadn’t made him aware of what you were going through. You had, multiple times, for years. He just wasn’t taking it to heart. At some point, you apparently decided to pull back entirely.
“Look, I don’t want to fight. I don’t hate you, Kikaku. This isn’t your business and I never meant for you to even know about the damn wedding. I’m going to get married next week and it’ll be okay. Kenji is a good man; we get along enough. We both know it’s a marriage of convenience.” You smile but it doesn’t reach your dull eyes. “Who knows? Maybe somewhere down the line we could fall in love. Either way, we’ll be content. It’s more than most people get to have.”
“This is fucking crazy. You’re crazy.” Kikaku is hunched over the bar counter; his voice is shaking. He can’t look at you; all he can do is stare blankly at the wood panel. “You can’t be happy with this. I don’t believe that for a second.”
“I guess it’s a good thing I’m not asking for your blessing.” You put a few bills on the table. “Here, I still owe you for the last time we got drinks. You might not believe it, but I’m doing what’s best for me. I’m living my life for me. It’s my choice to do this, to make it all a little easier.”
“Is that the logic you’re using? Give up something to gain something you want more?” Kikaku leaves the bills on the counter, untouched. “Is it really worth it? Is this really what you want?”
“That’s also none of your business.” Despite your words, your tone is almost kind; with a faint smile, you stand up and push in the stool. “Have a goodnight, Kikaku.”
No. You can’t leave now, not like this. That smile is as fake as they come. Kikaku knows what your fake smiles look like; he’s always been able to tell how you’re feeling. He might not have been much of a comfort on your bad days, but he knew when you were having them, and he would try to make it a little better.
When did that stop? It wasn’t his intention to make you feel uncared for. Kikaku might have played around, but it didn’t make his feelings for you any less. He was just caught up in other things. He had no idea you were having that hard of a time.
You walk away and Kikaku doesn’t say anything. He doesn’t yell or leap from his chair to drag you from the door. He can’t feel his legs. You’re getting married. You’re going to be someone’s wife. He’ll never be able to make up with you. It’s over. You’re not going to give him the second chance Kikaku hadn’t even realized he had been hoping for.
“She’s really gone. It’s really over. She’s getting married.” Kikaku mutters to himself. “She’s getting married and I…I can’t do anything to stop it.”
“Hey don’t worry so much. Most marriages end in divorce.” The bartender comes over to collect the empty glasses. “I got married twice and we were actually in love. Besides, if it’s a marriage of convenience, maybe you can be her side piece.”
“Huh?” Kikaku glowered up at the man smiling placidly down at him. “Who the fuck asked you?!”
“Just trying to offer some comfort. I thought you guys weren’t serious anyway. How drunk are you? Don’t you recognize me?”
“Uh…”
“Nekota? This is my bar; it has been a while, but you came here a few times with a couple of my buddies.”
“Oh right. Usao-kun and Kumao-kun’s old friend.” Kikaku recalls. “My bad, I was…I’m kinda out of it today.”
“I could tell. That seemed rough. Want something stronger? On me, but just this once; still gotta make those child support payments after all, haha.” Nekota laughs good naturedly as he pulls down a bottle of tequila from the middle shelf. “Hey, that’s something to drink to; you’re a young bachelor, you’ve got plenty of time to settle down if you want to.”
Settle down? Kikaku never wanted to settle down; that was why things didn’t work between him and you in the first place. He has no right to feel so deflated.
Was there some secret part of him that hoped you would eventually come back? Well, contrary to Nekota’s assurances, Kikaku doesn’t have time. You’re going to be married in a week. You’ll be someone else’s. He won’t have a place in your world, not any more, not when you’re going to be somebody's beautiful, blushing bride.
“She doesn’t even love him. How can she do this?”
“Come on, Kikaku, right? Here, have a drink and relax.” Nekota beckons with his hand and sets down the shot of tequila. “The little lady said so herself, it’s not your problem.”
“No. I guess it’s not.”
Nekota is right and Kikaku doesn't need a two time divorcee to lecture him on matters of the heart. You had every right to go and marry another person, for whatever reason. Kikaku isn't even your friend anymore and he's certainly not your boyfriend. You don't owe him a thing and it's not his place to step in and try to convince you to not go through with a sham marriage. You've chosen your path and he's chosen his. All he can do now is toast to your nuptial and hope for the best. He can do that much for you.
"To the bride and groom."
"Here, here!" Nekota clinks his own shot glass with Kikaku's. "Good man, you're gonna be just fine."
"Cheers." Kikaku slurs and downs his shot in one large swallow. "Here's to the whole thing goes off without a hitch."
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“Do you take this woman, to have and to hold, to-”
“I OBJECT! NO ONE SAY ANOTHER DAMN WORD, I OBJECT!!!”
It took Kikaku two hours to get up that morning; he had been drinking into the late hours of the night in a last ditch effort to make sure he wasn't able to be mobile today off all days. Even now, dressed sloppily in an old suit, hair hastily tied back and eyes sunken in with sleep deprivation, he feels like he’s running in a dream. The venue is quaint but tastefully decorated in pastels. There’s not many guests; he supposes your father wanted to get the wedding done with little fanfare. The objective was to tie you down, not throw a celebration.
“Son of a bitch.” Your father is the first one to rise; he addresses you angrily. “Did you invite him?”
“N-no!”
You look aghast, glancing rapidly between Kikaku as he comes barreling down the aisle and your soon to be husband. Kenji looks twice as confused and a little scared, which is fair, considering how haggard and demented Kikaku looks, like a twitchy spider rushing to catch its prey. You hadn’t heard a peep from Kikaku since that night and his parents had politely turned down your invite, as they had a previous engagement they were committed to attend. It was a good thing they couldn’t, because you’re certain both Kikaku’s mother and father would keel over and die from the spectacle their son is currently making of himself.
“I said, I object!”
"Heavens above." The priest frowns. “Not another one.”
“WILL YOU SHUT UP?” It’s a wonder Kikaku can yell so loudly when he’s barely breathing; there’ sweat stains at his collar and the underarms of his blazer. “You can’t marry these two-they shouldn’t be married!”
“Who the heck are you?” Kenji’s brows furrow and he looks at you questioningly. “Do you know this guy?”
“Yes.” You sigh. “Kikaku, you’ve been drinking, haven’t you? I could smell you from the doors. Didn’t I tell you this wasn’t any of your business?”
“I don’t care! Dammit, I’m sorry, alright? I’m sorry it took me so long to get my head out of my ass, but this isn’t about me.” Kikaku finally manages to speak without gasping. “I get it. You’re tired of dealing with your father’s bullshit and you think this is the only way out, but it’s not.”
“I’m calling the police!” Your father’s face is red and he looks ready to run up to the podium and deck Kikaku in the face. “How dare you? Haven’t you done enough? You weren’t good enough for her then and you sure as hell aren’t now.”
“Dad, you don’t need to call the police,” You look at him pleadingly. “Kikaku will leave on his own. He knows this is what I want.”
“No it’s not.”
“Dammit, will you leave already!?” You’re the one raising your voice now; hot tears prick the corners of your eyes. “Why, Kikaku? Why are you doing this to me? Are you just upset because I won’t be available anymore? Well, too bad. Go play with one of your girlfriends and stop making a scene.”
“I’m sorry. I'll say it as many times as I have to.” Kikaku steps forward until he’s standing in front of you. “I’m sorry for not listening. I’m sorry it took me this long to get it, but you don’t have to get married.”
“What? Is this your idea of a proposal or something?”
“I don’t deserve you either. I should have been there more. I can be.” Kikaku looks at you, exhausted, desperate. “Don’t do this. Let me be there for you like I should have been all this time. You don’t have to fight on your own, not anymore. I’ll never leave you alone again.”
You blink and tears drip down your cheeks. “Kikaku,”
“I sent out messages to all the girls I was seeing last night. Look at my contact list.” Kikaku takes his phone out of his pocket and shows you the screen; his contact list only has a handful of names, people you recognize as family and work colleagues and friends. “It’s okay if you don’t feel the same way, just…don’t marry this guy.”
“Kikaku, you’re being absolutely-!”
“Hey,” Kenji begins tentatively. “I think he makes a few good points.”
“What?” You turn to stare at your fiance. “But, I agreed to this.”
“It’s not like we’re in love.” Kenji cracks a begrudging smile. “It could’ve been nice but something tells me that’s not going to cut it.”
“I’m…I couldn’t just-”
“Also, your friend’s kinda freaking everyone out and I’m a little scared he’s going to put a curse on me.” Kenji glances at Kikaku. “You couldn’t have showered before coming to take the bride away?”
“You-!” Kikaku grabs your hand. “Just for that, you’re cursed! Everyone’s cursed! I hope the open bar is worth it assholes!” his eyes soften as he looks at your stricken face. “Can we talk somewhere more private? I think your old man is gonna kill me before the cops show up.”
You look at his hand; his palm is sweaty.
“Please.” Kikaku’s voice is hoarse. “I won’t leave without you. I never want to go anywhere without you.”
“Damn you.” You’re really crying now. “You asshole.”
“Yeah.” Kikaku offers a weak smile; he glances down at your dress. “Oh. Wow.”
“Don’t say it.” You shake your head and wipe your eyes aggressively. “I know, it wasn't my choice.”
“You’re beautiful.”
Kikaku exhales and his grip on your hand tightens; he’s only just taking in the sight of you, dressed head to toe in a flowing white gown, dolled up and looking like an angel descended from heaven.
Maybe he was full of shit because right now all Kikaku wants to do is take you away for himself. He brings a hand up to wipe the tears off your cheek; why do you look so sad? Is he really not wanted here? Is giving himself to you not enough?
“I’ve been a fucking mess all week.” Kikaku admits, eyes searching your face for any sign you don’t despise him. “I couldn’t sleep or eat or focus at work. I’m being shameless, you don’t have to tell me that. Maybe it’s too late for us, but I can still fix this. I’ll spend the rest of my life making it up to you. Just tell me what I have to do.”
You’re blushing now under his intense stare. “...take me with you.”
“What?” Kikaku leans in to catch every word. “What do you want?”
“You. I want you, Kikaku. I want you to take me out of here.” You confess, trying not to whimper as his thumb rubs your hot cheek. “I can’t do this without you.”
“Say no more.”
You hike up your skirt and kick off your heels; Kikaku leads the way, the two of you ignore the shouts and gasps and threats being hurled your way by your father. Your eyes stay glued on the hand still clutching onto yours and you run, run, run until the car is in sight, decked out in flowers and a “Just Married” sign on the back. Kikaku opens the passenger side door and guides you into the backseat, even lifting the hem of your skirt so the door doesn’t close on it. The driver, rightfully skeptical and a bit horrified, practically throws the keys at Kikaku when he screeches for them.
“I think everyone assumes you’re some sort of demon here to kidnap me.” You watch as the driver races up the steps of the venue, probably to explain why he’s left his post. “We’re going to have to return the car.”
“For now we drive,” Kikaku turns the keys, backs out of the parking space, and slams his foot on the gas.
“This is fun for you, isn’t it?”
“A little.” Kikaku laughs, suddenly quite cheerful. “I’m relieved. I thought I was going to lose you…again. I won’t make that mistake again.”
“I’m still on the fence about that.” You tell him warily, taking off your veil. “Did you really mean all that?”
“I might have lied a tiny bit about not wanting to steal you away. I want you for myself. I know it’s not fair to you, but that’s how I feel. I was going crazy.” Kikaku looks at you from the corner of his eye. “You look really good right now.”
“Thanks.” You adjust your seat belt. “Eyes on the road.”
“I want to fuck you in the dress.” Kikaku blurts out. “Let’s get a hotel and pretend we’re married to get a free bottle of champagne.”
“Aren’t you still hungover?”
“Hair of dog. Besides, this calls for a celebration.” Kikaku smirks a little. “I know it’s scary the first time, but I’ll be gentle with my pretty little bride.”
“Kikaku, was this all so you could play out some weird little fantasy?” You grumble. “I’m gonna jump out of this car and run back and see if Kenji will reconsider.”
“No! I was half joking…I just want you so bad.”
“Kikaku,” You cross your arms. “I mean it, I’m not in the mood for any teasing.”
“I meant it all. I’m yours, if you’ll have me.” One of Kikaku’s hands leaves the steering wheel; his playful smile is gone. “Do you not want me anymore? I don’t expect you to believe in me, after everything…but do you want to try again?”
For a tense moment, Kikaku thinks his chest will explode; he might actually die if you say no, even if you have every right to reject him. But then you take his hand and interlock your fingers. You smile, a little exasperated, but it’s a real, genuine smile. It practically blinds him; Kikaku has half a mind to beg you to marry him then and there. There’s still time and Kikaku plans to use it making you fall in love with him so you never regret today.
“Yes.” You kiss the back of his hand and smile brighter than he’s ever seen. “I do.”
#kikaku hanbee#kikaku hanbee x reader#x reader#fem reader#reader insert#ao3 fanfic#uramichi oniisan#big brother uramichi#life lessons with uramichi oniisan#nekota matahiko#one shot
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Knight!Ellie x Princess!Reader
Drabbles and imagines through a headcanon format
My rules for requests and characters I can write for
TLOU Masterlist
Ellie Williams dating playlist made by yours truly (Modern)
Enjoy this official playlist as a sneak peek of a fanfic I'm currently working on (This post was highly inspired by it)
ꕥ HOPE YOU ENJOY! ꕥ
A/n: Thinking about Knight!Ellie x Princess!Reader because I just love this trope so much. It's literally a fave of mine along with grumpy x sunshine ("I hate everyone but you") and enemies to lovers. This'll be constantly edited because it isn't proofread and more ideas will come to me soon.
Disclaimers/warnings: OOC?, I'm so sorry but English is not my first language so please don't come after me.
Tiny sidenote: Implied chubby reader???
♡ Knight!Ellie who literally was just stuttering and speechless when she first saw and met you. Your parents kept you face hidden from the public, of course that being done maids who are not one of your personal maids gossip about how you are more likely to be ugly, must be why your parents kept you.
Of course rumours spread like wildfire in the castle and the maiden who said such things lost her job and Ellie being a new knight, she's heard of said rumors but she didn't care nonetheless because she was getting paid worth at least two chests filled with gold coins to protect you.
♡ Knight!Ellie who became attached to you because you're so beautiful, how could she not? Although there were downsides to this, Ellie realized that the first time your parents had you meet a suitor.
♡ Knight!Ellie who had to stand there and watch on the side as you danced with a suitor, his hands on your body in such a way that made you so uncomfortable. Ellie watched as your face contorted a bit wondering what kind of a daft oblivious idiot won't notice it.
She saw the way you squinted your eyes in pain everytime when the suitor hastily steps on your foot. The little whimper that came out of your mouth because of how much weight the suitor stepped on you with, he didn't even apologize, not after he did it every 3 minutes.
♡ Knight!Ellie who was incredibly livid, the fact that he didn't take you into consideration, so mad that she was clenching her fists that she swore it would bleed if she doesn't cut her finger nails regularly. (We all know why she does)
♡ Knight!Ellie who always pays attention even when you think she's not, whenever you sneak out into town even when she's surveillancing around for anything that might cause you danger she'd know when a puddle is there and would either lay her coat down so you can step on it and continue walking or carry you and put you down when you passed the puddle.
♡ Knight!Ellie who saw how you interacted with the town's folk despite how none of them knew who you truly are. How the kids adored you, giving you wild flowers they've picked. The kids noticed how you took one of those flowers and poked it through her hair in between her ear, the look Ellie gave you of pure love being overlooked by the oblivious darling that you are.
A little girl called her out on it saying that she doesn't blame Ellie, only a fool would be stupid enough not to love you. Said little girl was told by Ellie to keep the secret of the little crush and you turn back to both of them with a confused look as to what they're talking about but the little girl just giggles and Ellie shrugs and smiles innocently at you.
♡ Knight!Ellie who finds so many different ways to touch you and any excuse to do so. She'd help you up a carriage by holding your hand even though she knows you can get up by yourself. She'd have her hand on the small of your back, the other on your hand again whenever guiding you to a rocky or unstable platform.
♡ Knight!Ellie who faced a lot of criticism for being female and has been through a lot during her training because other knights treated her differently but now that she's with you, she think it's worth it and is most certainly cocky to her colleagues about it and shoving it into their mean faces.
♡ Knight!Ellie who would rather die than face her own blade towards you in any way possible, she'd even go as far as you beg you if you accidentally point her sword/dagger towards yourself asking you "Princess please, don't ever do that again".
♡ Knight!Ellie who pleasures you in the way others have failed, she makes you feel loved, protected and cared for. She never half-asses anything that has to do with you because no matter what, she knows you deserve only the best.
♡ Knight!Ellie who worships the ground you walk on, every single thing that you do makes her fall in love with you even more. She'd defend your honor as if her life depended on it.
♡ Knight!Ellie who is always at your beck and call, even if you don't even ask her to help you with anything. Something as simple as helping you dress and being able to kiss skin on your shoulder in which she revealed by moving your chamise and putting it back in place when she's done. Most definitely loves helping you with your clothing, so much so that she goes down on her knees just to help you slip on you shoes.
♡ Knight!Ellie who smokes but when you caught her, she promised you she would quit and she did. But relentlessly teased you saying you just wanted to keep her alive longer for yourself, not that it isn't true but you'd never tell her that right?
♡ Knight!Ellie noticing the little things about you, how strands of your hair make their way in front of your face and how you huff in annoyance because it disrupts you of whatever you are doing so you blow it back. She finds herself tucking the strand behind your ear for you.
♡ Knight!Ellie who loves it when you read to her, how you so comfortably ask a commoner like her to be in your bed chambers and to make her lay in your bed as you read to her.
Her heart beats faster, her breath hitches the moment you thank her for providing you protection, safety and care. The young knight butting in saying that you deserve nothing less, looking up at you with those beautiful sage green eyes of hers.
♡ Knight!Ellie caring more about your well being than her own, constantly forgetting to eat meals, losing sleep and not giving herself enough time to heal when injured so you just had to sit her down. You took care of her, fed her and changed her bandages when you was too stubborn to do so, to say that Ellie knew in that moment, she just couldn't help herself. That was the first time she kissed you.
♡ Knight!Ellie who can't get enough of your kisses, your soft lips hitting her chapped ones, giving it warmth and life. She pull you in, arms wrapped around your body and hands rested on you back. You cupped her face continuing to share your warmth with her. That cemented it for Ellie, she just had to have you no matter how guilty and selfish she felt about it.
♡ Knight!Ellie who lays awake at night dreaming what it would be like if she was able to express her love for you in public, let the world know that you belong to each other.
♡ Knight!Ellie who used to use sweet nicknames as a tease and now using it as a term of endearment putting the word "my" before each one whenever in the privacy of four walls.
♡ Knight!Ellie who makes anytime with you feel domestic, just makes her want to take you with her and run away to a small cottage near a field where you two could happily live the life of a married couple, maybe even adopt a child.
♡ Should I do Knight!Abby x Princess!Reader or Knight!Abby x Maiden!Reader next? Both? Honestly I need more Abby content. (Maiden = Commoner)
#ellie williams headcanons#ellie williams x reader#lesbian#the last of us fanfiction#tlou#tlou ellie#wlw#knight!ellie#princess!reader#fantasy#fantasy au#royalty au#ellie williams fluff#ellie x reader#ellie williams x chubby reader#ellie williams#ellie williams x plus size fem!reader#ellie williams fanfic#Aethelwyne Lia writes
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Hi morph! I've been following you since i read crush the first time, I admire your talent and your way of working, so accurate and almost scientific! I will always thank you for that and I hope to read new writings from you soon.
I noted someone asked you for advice on writing mello, and now I would like to ask you for advice on writing matt, if you would like to answer! Writing matt is freer (as there is little canon information), but it is also more difficult, because of that. Did you use a different process? Did you create a spectrum for him too? Thanks for all you do ❤️
thank you so much, and sorry for the late response to this one.
here's my post about writing mello.
now writing matt is different as you mentioned because he is such an open character. you could interpret him however you'd like, based on the little information that canon has given you. there are a lot of possible interpretations to matt that will make sense - i think, contrary to mello where you constantly have to assess/compare your characterization with his motivations and goals in death note, with matt, the most important question is: does he feel real?
i found that because matt is so open, people tend to write him based on fantasy. this makes him so incredibly two-dimensional as a result, because he ends up becoming just a blank character for people to fill their desires, wishes, and projections on. i find that very often in fanfic he ends up basically just being a bland sum of the author's romantic/sexual interests, a direct reflection of the author's identity, or a blank canvas on which mello can extricate influence.
i'm not saying that's bad or not a good way to write him, but for me, i wanted matt to be a fully rendered, realized individual, independent of myself. you really have to treat matt as an OC, so a lot of this could double up as "how to create a realistic fictional character" advice.
this is what worked for me:
backstory
obviously the most important thing about how to write a character is knowing where they come from and how they became who they ended up becoming. so ask yourself the following questions:
where does matt come from? -> this answers his baseline cultural identity and temperament
what was his family life like? -> the dynamics of his family life before he was orphaned is really important in determining how you write his attachment styles and his relationships. things like his relationship with his mother, his father, siblings, wealth, stability, etc. all factor into who he is as a person
when was he orphaned? -> this answers how much of that cultural identity influences him vs. the UK
why is he the way he is now? -> aka why is he so lazy, chill, a chainsmoker, an avid video game player? with mello, canon answered this question for us: mello has a deep-rooted inferiority complex stemming from the competitive conditions of the orphanage. so why is matt so different from him?
2. get to know him OUTSIDE of mello
here's one thing that i find a lot of m2 fans forget while writing matt: he is his own person. a big mistake that i see is a lot of writers write him as a "satellite character" where his motivations, dreams, goals, thoughts, and intentions all exist in a vacuum that is all for the sake of mello. because even if he is somebody who has decided that his entire life is made to please mello (which wouldn't be ooc, though improbable given his personality canonically), he still would have had events in his life that would make him rely on mello so wholeheartedly.
i encourage writing out a character profile for matt that does not mention or reference mello at all. completely extricate mello from his personality and figure him out from there.
lastly, ask yourself: what drew him to mello in the first place? this isn't a given - mello is really not an easy person to be around, so why does matt seemingly have no problems with being with him? i think it's totally fine for matt not to know the answer to this question, and for there to be multiple answers to this question, but my point is, there should be some answers. it should make sense for matt, given the backstory that you've given him, to want to be around mello. matt was not born to love mello, despite what fanfics tend to want to believe.
3. consistently check your own biases
obviously we as writers want to write what we want to see, and again this is fine if you don't mind being indulgent as a writer, but for me personally, i wanted to keep it as objective as i could. i didn't want to create a matt that was a manifestation of myself or some sort of sexual fantasy. i found that the best way to do this was make sure there were times where i disagreed with matt or even found him a little bit personally dislikeable/repulsive - whether it be from his thoughts, emotional reactions, interests, or habits. this is of course not needed but i found it was an easy shorthand to make sure that i wasn't just creating somebody perfect.
4. find real life matts
this one's a little unorthodox, but i felt it was really useful for me in making sure my biases were checked.
when i was writing crush, i would often find users on twitter that reminded me of matt, or gave me a feeling of matt - whether it be through their typing style, their voice, their humour, or their posts - and follow them. seeing the way they interact with the world gave me a better understanding of how someone like matt would also interact with the world, especially in ways that i could never envision. i think for me, i had to come to terms with the fact that matt was not somebody i could create out of scratch based on my life experiences and the place i grew up. so the only way i could better understand him, was to find people who lived like him and acted like him and see what had made them this way.
of course this extends to even basing matt off of your family members, friends, or acquaintances: pulling inspiration from real people is often the best and most authentic way to build a realistic character.
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sorry this took a minute but for the character ask: could you do 10 and 17 for asja??
🥺ohh i get to post about the baaaaby
10. What is their main character arc in the story? Where do they start and how do they develop? Do they get a happy ending or is their story a tragic one?
Asja probably has it the worst out of any of my characters. As an Omen, she's practically doomed from the start, but because she's so young (7 years old at the start of Misguided Ghosts, i will update you soon i swear...) and has never known anything other than neglect and abuse, she doesn't even think it's wrong.
Her baby sister Stjarna acts as the first hint that something's wrong. Asja is only 4 when she's born so she isn't really able to think overly critically about it, but she LOVES Stjarna. This kid is perfect in her eyes, and she couldn't imagine ever mistreating her. So why do their parents not care? And what's wrong with *her* then? At this point in time she can't really recognise that it's because they're Omens, because Stjarna is Omen, and she's perfect! It makes no sense!
Asja exists to highlight the sheer irony of the Golden Order's racism against her kind (and by extension, all the other races they shun). From the start she is treated as sub-human or animal. So she starts behaving that way. So her parents and caretakers begin to fear her, because now she's "dangerous". They abandon her in the Shunning Grounds for this, and she's only forced further into that behaviour in order to survive- and to keep Stjarna safe. She's 7 when she's forced to confront the fact that she could die at any moment. She's 7 when she has to choose to starve in order to feed her sister, or to feed herself and watch the toddler die instead. She's 7 when she has to fight other children for scraps. She's 7 when she hopelessness of it all causes Frenzy to start calling her. She's 8 when an Omenkiller invades the Shunning Grounds, and despite all those months of suffering to keep Stjarna- the one person she loved and the one person that kept her sane- alive, theres nothing she can do to save her.
And in order to be considered a person, she just has to be fine, after all of that. Because if she's feral after months of living in squalor with other Omen that have met her same fate, after being told she's sub-human since she was a baby, after having to fight other children for scraps just to survive, then she's proved everyone right about her.
BUT ALL THAT BEING SAID, SHE EVENTUALLY HAS A HAPPY ENDING!! My other OC Orvyn (who I will yap about momentarily) is the one who rescues her from the Shunning Grounds, but he still has to learn to overcome the biases of the Order himself when it comes to her. He's horrified by the SG, and it was definitely a wakeup call, but one instance doesn't remove a lifetime of internalised bigotry. He helps her because she's a child, so it's a lot easier to say that she was entirely a victim. Plus, even if she's more of an "animal", no living thing deserves to live in those conditions in his eyes (not wrong? but still lowkey terrible LOL).
She got absolutely fucked up by the Omenkiller so she's not exactly capable of running away, which forces the two to stay together longer. Orvyn slowly realises that wait no! this isn't how omens are! this kid is just severely traumatised and terrified. He starts to notice little things like her drawing in dirt, or hugging her tail for comfort, or how when she cries, its over the little girl that had a name.
theres a positive feedback loop there. orvyn begins to realise his mistakes, so he begins to treat her more like a kid than a soggy kitten (though i do call her this endearingly in ooc discussions. i cannot think see one of those videos of rescue kittens getting bathed without thinking of her lowkey). in turn, she begins to become just that little bit more sociable even though she's afraid of him. it gets to the point where he's lowkey just her dad now. they both got attached oops.
all in all her arc is mainly about regaining her personhood, and learning to understand that she's worthy of the second chance she's been given. the poor kid internalised a lot of self hatred and it takes a lot of time for her to overcome it. eventually this comes full circle too. as an adult she pioneers research on omen healthcare and becomes a sort-of perfumer in order to offer that second chance to others like her.
She also learns how to commune with wraiths and put them to rest in order to help those she couldn't save, starting with Stjarna.
17. Are there any motifs or symbols associated with the character? How are they represented, in their design, personality or in some other way?
i dont think i really have any visual motifs or symbols BUT i do have a fun tidbit with her name that i TOTALLY planned from the beginning, trust fr. asja is a norse word that translates to aid, protection, help, as well as appearance or shape. when she was born she was named to have something to publicly mourn, as her parents pretended she was stillborn. but it also has hidden meaning. her parents had hoped she would be the "burnt pancake" for a lack of a better term. the chances of having two omen children are INSANELY rare. with asja having got it out of the way, it would hopefully protect the rest of the bloodline.
but NOPE. the seemingly impossible happened and #2 popped out horned. the name takes on a double meaning, as asja now becomes stjarna's protector and caretaker.
in the future theres then TRIPLE meaning. asja helps the wraiths find their rest, protecting them from their eternal torment in death
#asja#sorry for how fat this thing is. apparently when prompted about the babygirl i go crazy#she is my fav
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My lord, your minicon is quite adorable. I'm curious, how do you see it? A tool, a pet, or perhaps a young impressionable little thing?
(ooc: I just found your blog and I love it! Also I'm curious about Leader 1 in your AU because in the show Optimus mentioned that the Decepticon Minicons view Megatron as a father figure of sorts, and I'm obsessed with the way Megatron reacted when he got Leader 1 back in the show as well, like that's his evil perfect little son!)
"Adorable is stretching it a bit far, but I will agree their size is laughable, especially when they try to argue or retaliate."
A light chuckle would come from the tyrant before he spoke up again.
"While some of my men do see their minicons as 'companions', I see them as they are, tools and weapons! From the moment I learned about them and the power they held I found ways to harness their power for my own. I surgically implanted the minicon ports so that I could use them in battle and they have proven to be even more valuable than regular weapons. We have used them for millenia to solidify our place as the rightful rulers of cybertron and with them we have the potential to do anything."
He would then shift the conversation to his own minicon.
"Leader 1 believes he can have a position of command within my ranks. I won't allow that of course, such a thought of allowing a minicon that position is ridiculous. Perhaps if he were born a cybertronian I would consider it, but he isn't and he will forever remain a tool for my personal use."

(Aaa thank you! I know I haven't mentioned leader 1 here much but I will talk about him more in the future! I am planning on making a post about his lore soon. I don't wanna spoil anything that I have planned but I will say that unfortunately in this au his lore is pretty dark and over the many years of being with the tyrant he's developed a twisted attachment to him in the form of Stockholm syndrome. My au follows more aspects of the comic series rather than the show, which is why it's so dark and it's also why the minicons fear armada rather than look up to him!)
#tyrant posting#the tyrant replies#armada megatron#leader 1 had it very rough#if not a weapon why weapon shaped#miragetheshadow
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❤️Deltarune OCxCanon RP; Doubles Welcomed!❤️ ⚔️Warnings: Possible underage content, dead dove themes, dubcon, manipulation, possible violence/gore⚔️
Hello!! 18+ writer looking for 18+ writers to indulge me in a niche plot. I'm sure I'm shooting in the dark here, but it's worth a shot to see if someone can match my freak.
With the new chapters of Deltarune out, I'm looking to explore an unhealthy attachment dynamic between Kris and the Soul/Player, with me writing as a fem. interpretation of the Player with a name, unique personality, history, and such. I'd love to explore the Player's/Soul's obsession with Kris and controlling them, their interactions with one another if the Soul was basically haunting the narrative as a puppeteer of sorts, a "ghost in the machine" from another world. It's meta and toxic. Bonus points for Kris fighting it at first, but growing to find comfort in the Player's manipulation and starts to fall for her in return, craving the positive attention she gives them. I'm fine with having the plot take place in an AU where Kris is aged up or keeping them 15-16 as they are in canon. Whatever you'd prefer.
I'd love to include a healthy mix of plot and smut, and I'm happy to double and write any Deltarune/Undertale character against your OC or another canon character. Doubles are not required, however, if you'd just like to write as Kris. I love to talk and plot OOC, and I'm usually very active. I write on Discord, and I'm happy to reach out with my handle after a bit of getting to know each other DMs! Kinks and triggers/limits can be discussed beforehand, but I have very very few blacklisted topics! Come at me with all of your ideas.
Hit like on this post; I'll reach out to you as soon as I see it! Thank you so much for reading, and I hope to write with you soon!
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[Video Log; P-NN-D: X/X/XX56]
[Welcome to my Pinned Post, the top is my boundaries and the like. This goes mainly for me, but can be assumed the same for my character, the muse of this blog. Select "Read More" if you would like to read Fhaze's introduction.]
Hello! My name is Bee, I am the moderator of this blog! "Laccaria-First-Floret" is a blog located in the HDG (aka: Human Domestication Guide) Universe, and will likely surrounds topics within the universe. If this bothers you, please feel free to block this blog, I won't be upset! Your boundaries are just as important as mine!
Before I list my boundaries, I will say, that if I speak in text OOC (Out-Of-Character) the text will be surrounded by brackets [like this!] And may or may not be bolded!
Onto the Limits / Boundaries of my blog:
First is, of course, general DNI context: Absolutely no racism, homophobia, ableism, transphobic, or content that alludes to General DNI listings is allowed on here. Please do not interact if that is your intentions.
Aspects of HDG that make me uncomfortable: I understand that HDG is mainly a very kink-filled universe, but there are some things I, as an asexual, do not like. Please don't mention anything close to;
noncon / dubcon
forced-feminization
explicit NSFW.
If there happens to be other things that happen, they will be added to this list.
Besides that, please enjoy my newest muse, and have fun sending them asks!
𓍊𓍊𓍊𓍊𓍊𓍊𓍊𓍊𓍊𓍊𓍊𓍊𓍊𓍊𓍊𓍊𓍊𓍊𓍊𓍊𓍊𓍊𓍊𓍊𓍊𓍊𓍊𓍊𓍊𓍊𓍊𓍊𓍊𓍊𓍊𓍊𓍊𓍊𓍊𓍊𓍊𓍊𓍊𓍊𓍊𓍊𓍊𓍊𓍊𓍊𓍊𓍊𓍊𓍊𓍊𓍊𓍊𓍊𓍊𓍊𓍊𓍊𓍊𓍊𓍊𓍊𓍊𓍊𓍊𓍊𓍊𓍊𓍊𓍊𓍊𓍊𓍊𓍊𓍊𓍊𓍊𓍊𓍊𓍊𓍊𓍊𓍊𓍊𓍊𓍊𓍊𓍊
"Man, I thought this would be easier with all the research I put into learning about old Terran tech..."
For about ten seconds into the video, the screen is black, and there is loud rustling and clicking noises over a androgynous, irritated-sounding voice.
Then, the black suddenly disappears, giving way to a hazel eye and light brown hair. There's a gasp, and the eye looks away, before the voice becomes triumphant.
"A-ha! I knew it was some button!"
The apparent camera is settled down on a flat surface— a desk, with neat, small piles of paper and a few pencils off to the side— and the figure leans away, settling into the chair they are in. It's clear they are a Terran, with the light brown hair and hazel eyes from earlier, their skin is rather tanned, covered in dark freckles. The most eye-catching thing about the Terran is three large scars across their face, narrowly missing their eyes. Their hair is thick and frames their face, and their smile is bright.
"Hello! My name is Fhaze Marsvin, an independent Terran sophont!"
They pause, and then smile a bit, seeming a tinged embarrassed.
"Ah— well, less independent, more of a soon-to-be-floret!"
The statement is stated with awkward jazz hands, before they cough and look away, as if they had embarrassed themself by simply doing that. It takes them a moment, but they regain composure, looking back to the camera with their hands in their lap.
"I was, and still slightly am, a pharmaceutical investigator, researching into the Xenodrugs that Affini have created, and their affects on others; sophonts and the like— Terran and not."
"But recently, it had come to my attention that I was growing some... attachments to a certain Affini who was helping me in the area I was working in."
Initially they had spoken near professionally, but at the mention of the Affini, their face splits into a soft grin.
"After asking around, mainly speaking to colleagues Affini-and-not, and sending an ask to a floret I had been seeing online, I had made the jump to ask her if she would be interested in having a Floret."
They flush deeper this time, smiling to themself as they cover their mouth with a hand.
"It has— um... She said yes, very eagerly. And... this is why I'm here!"
They look back up at the camera, smiling brightly and dropping their hand to their lap.
"I will be video-recording my progress as a Floret! This is to show the "Free Terrans" and Feralists out there the reality of becoming a Floret. Things have become misconstrued, which happens when things spread word-of-mouth!"
They look... sympathetic for a moment as they speak about Feralists and the like, as if they've just misunderstood things. Their smile turns into a happy one.
"The Affini I had confessed to, er, well... she's said that she is now my Affini—"
They blush again a bit, before continuing.
"Ah— eheh, my Affini is Hydnel Laccaria, Third Floret. She was the one that encouraged me to create this blog in the first place! And, well, the one who suggested the name, even if nothing is in paper yet."
The look they give is of lighthearted exasperation, yet they shrug.
"I can't blame her, I'm excited as well."
They pause, contemplative as they stare above the camera, seemingly at nothing. Their mouth screws up slightly as they think, before they shrug once again.
"I believe... that's all I had! Please, feel free to send me questions, and I'll get to them as soon as I can! Thank you for taking your time to listen and watch!"
They practically chirp as they reach over to the camera with one hand and wave with the other, their eyes crinkling with crows feet as they smile. It's the last image seen before the screen goes blank.
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❖ Update 04 / 21 / 2025: Check out the latest chapter for my Adam Human!AU series: [ No Strings Attached: Noise Complaints! ] Updates will be sporadic (unfortunately), but I will TRY to stick to a bi-weekly posting schedule. Chapter 3: [ Stupid Games, Stupid Prizes ] (working title) is underway!
❖ Update 04 / 22 / 2025: After some very heavy internal deliberation, I have decided to discontinue my Alastor x Afab!Reader series: [ Haunted ] The plot was not fully fleshed out before I made the decision to turn it into a series, and what I've already written/published for it jumps around a lot and is, in my opinion, OOC in a lot of ways. I don't want to abandon the project because it was my first one after a 7 year hiatus, and it served as an ice breaker for some of the most talented writers I've ever had the pleasure of calling my friends. But my heart is no longer in it. Therefore, I don't believe I can do it justice anymore. Plus, I've been having some difficulty nailing down Alastor's character in general, which has made coming back to this series, in particular, quite the challenge. I will keep everything that I've already published for the series open to the public, and I'll hold onto my unfinished drafts. I promise to eventually come back to it, but as of right now, [ Haunted ] is on an indefinite hiatus. I'm very sorry to everyone who was enjoying it so far, and I thank you for your continued support, patience, and understanding! ❤️
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