#<- for bl

[hanazawat]

ritsu type beast

[shopcat]

investigations will be made

[rogueofrageedits]

transfem tavros is so real. we're winning

[tboyquackity]

another thing i must confess is i truly do just consider cdrm trapping people in limbo as another form of torture. he has the means to get these people out of what is essentially a decades long sensory deprivation tank, four of which he killed personally, and two whos suicides he assisted them with, and then just left them to rot there with no end in sight. the Only Reason he doesn't let them out is bcs he considers the preservation of his power more important than their suffering, which again, he is Directly Responsible For. to then have the nerve to complain abt the prison after He Chose to do shit like this. lol. lmao.

[charliemorningstars]

val likers i will defend most of u to the ends of the earth but do u have any idea how funny it is to respond to the "his only personality trait is abusive" allegations with "that's not true!! he's also stupid"

[rearnakedchoke]

My special lil guy (carries him in my pocket like a kangaroo)

[lovesby]

untitled (thinly veiled rant), sby, march 2023

MAYBE i do fucking deserve to have a publicly broadcasted CNN mental breakdown • i mean a total fucking classic traditional meltdown on national television • call MSNBC call fox news i dont care someone get me on the air i want all of america to see me rip out all my hair and open my rib cage bone by bone the cartilage coming apart easily and • let the black shriveled up heart in my chest pathetically flop out like a tired sigh under my breath that i wouldnt elaborate on if i was even prompted to and  my lungs will pop from my fucking screaming and  my throat will be red and raw and bloody and • they'll recap it on NPR the next morning for all five people that still listen to AM radio on their commute and the BBC and the international circuit will have a field day with the clips. 

“american girl possessed on live prime time last night! great ratings honestly!”

and     it wont even matter who i am or what i feel because i’ll be american girl possessed on prime time 10/9 central ben shapiro or joe rogan or some other dipshit will make a point about the libs or something on their podcast and they'll make a tiktok audio that trends for three days from my dying breath and people will hit not interested and maybe it won't really do shit to change the algorithm feeding feeding feeding • and • they'll paint me over with a millenial gray paint they got from the home depot or lowe's.

ill be in the damn morgue so who even cares really because im dead so what do i have a say in it all and all that will be left of me are the people who i wasn't brave enough talk to because its my problem that i have problems apparently and  

they'll know all about the quote unquote real version of american girl from the nightly news and • what will be left of me is the she was so young and tears and whatnot not to put too fine a point on it but i won't even have the terrible terrible burden of wanting to know what they have to say anymore. 

it's passive. no plans.

[entryn17]

THE TWO SCORES NEXT TO EACH OTHER. GOOT BYE

[maxtism]

r u okay/good?

hi ml 💓💓💌💌 i’m… okay. rant under the line. thank you for asking dear ☀️☀️☀️☀️☀️

its been a rough week. i dont want to be disrespectful and make the whole horner situation about ‘uuhuhhhuhh my poor interest!!’ bc thats not my main point at all but it HAS affected me a lot. especially in how i enjoy/see f1 rn. idk the stress of it all really really made f1 feel like less of a safe hyperfix place for me and instead of taking away stress (i mean ill always be stressed about racing, but thats the FUN stress yk ☹️) gave me a lot more. i think i just need a break for a few days or something 🥺🥺🥺 thankfully its not race week

that brings me to my second thing tho: i use f1 a lot. its my special interest + hyperfixation and this mixed with still going through a breakup atm is just. not to be dramatic but it feels like im losing another part of my life ☹️☹️ its not that serious i know and ill recover from this but its rn just making me feel BAD and everything.

i also miss having a partner. and im on my period. so fun times 😨😨😨

ANYWAY i will be ok u better believe it 😁😁😁 but i might be a bit inactive here the coming days. ill still be on discord (prosenna if anyone wanna chat 💓💓💓💌💌🌷🌷💕💕) but ill try to just… take it easy. yknow. actually have some fun. try to read some books idk 🤣✨✨☀️☀️🌈 love u all sm tho ill be back w a new diary post soonnnn 💫💫

[girlblocker]

been offline for like 3 weeks so ill just do a list of life updates:

roommate & i got super sick during midterms week which sucked

went to a quilting retreat with a bunch of older women which was SUPER EPIC

had an MRI, got super sick after, and projectile vomited in a hospital elevator 👎

meeting w doctor on like tues to hopefully find out if i have endometriosis

on spring break hard at work on a quilt rn

[rogueofrageedits]

sometimes i feel vaguely guilty about writing yet another davekat-centered comic. but i believe in us. i think we can make it interesting. there are worse parts of the homestuck fandom to be in

[cdmodule]

[volfoss]

Sorry I am getting thru the horrors of fe in a really twisted way of starting from the start of the series. So a lot of the guys from the famicom that ppl don't care about I do okay

[euclidity]

why the fuck does systok hate the Wonderland system. who are they and why do tiktoks that keep making fun of them keep popping up in my bfs fyp

[butterscotch-brigade]

hate that my preschool-age cousin knows what sonic dot ee ex ee is