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Kayvan Novak II The Emmy awards 2024
#kayvan novak#wwdits#ok i got this one out of my system#now i'm gone#until something new drops again i guess#i really should be studying for that midterm#lolz!#1k
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Simone and Lauren have every right to be pissed about the direction their characters were taken in. They got cast to play these complex characters and accepted their roles hoping to expand on said characters, just to be written out after the strike with no personal character development. There’s so much more they could have done and could still be doing with the adult characters, specifically Lottie and Van who never really got a chance to grow and find their footing.
#van palmer#lauren ambrose#simone kessell#yellowjackets#lottie matthews#i don’t really talk about it because i still love the show but the adult timeline has really gone downhill#it should have been a character study on trauma not a comedic side plot and these talented actresses are being wasted#i’m not defending the showrunners anymore now that they’ve gone om record and said they decided to just do what they think is fun#instead of expanding on and honouring the story they wrote in season one#yj critical#yj spoilers
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Another year has passed, and with it the opportunity to reflect back on all that has happened. While my growth was not as dramatic as last year, I can still see lots of positive change.
I'll never have enough ways to say thank you for all the love and support you have given me this year. On to 2025!
(2023 summary here!)
#poorly drawn mdzs#art summary#Since last year's independent variable was PD-WWX; this year I used Lan Wangji.#Unfortunately his appearances were not very evenly distributed this year! Lots of LWJ's early in the year#then a dead period in the middle. He is forever my silly rabbit. I love drawing him!#If I have to put a label on this year; I'd describe it as 'experimental'. I pushed myself to do llots of new things!#I drew lots for dungeon meshi and that really boosted my growth. More body types -clothing details - expressions!#Ryoko Kui is a great artist to learn from and It made me realize that I had a lot to gain from doing more studies.#I also started working on a whole new genre of art! While it has taken a backburner spot - I'm working on a game now!#Digital art was my enemy last year but I have been getting a feel for it now.#Goals for this year is to 1) keep working on my personal projects 2) finish PD-MDZS! and 3) practice animation!#I didn't (couldn't) draw as much as I did last year...but I had to take a lesson in humility and taking care of myself.#Drawing is something I do 'for fun' but there were many times it became more stressful than it should.#I'm still learning how to find and maintain balance with everything life throws at me.#We are all works of progress and I am trying very hard to love the process and the journey! I don't really know my destination!#But I will keep taking steps forwards. I never want to be stuck and lost as I once was.#If 2024 was a rough year for you too; We're in this together. Let's keep taking steps together. No matter how small.#Love you all so very much. You've given me strength on the darkest days. Thank you thank you thank you.
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Do yourself a favor and go read the entire fanfic work of @fanfoolishness
(In order: Under sun and shade, Blind Side, and Breathless (patching up is one of my fav too, I just had no cool sketch idea for it)
#star wars#star wars the bad batch#the bad batch fanart#tbb fanart#tbb fanfiction#dumping my “fanfic_doodles.clip” file here literally#sorry the style is messy#now I see them all Im like “ok it's all over the place zero/100 aesthetically pleasuring post”#hhhh its the thought that counts?#And tbh the point is just to convince you to read theses#because I'm like OBSSEEESSED with theses since you appeared in my notes#Every fic is gold#Me baiting my followers with pretty enough pictures to read fanfics#this being said I should really take the time to color properly my stuff#but I don't liiiiiiiiike it#there is tons of more talented artists if people want colored beautiful amazing art#me I can't really make my “”“spontaneous”“” “”“doodles”“” pretty without trying hard and at the end it's meh#They're so flat too#yesterday I was like “oh my scenes are becoming less flat I improved maybe”#Then I scrolled on my storyboard insta and was like#yeah sure no#I'm still faaaaaar away from the industry standards#I studied like at three arts school and I'm still bad at drawing TAT#why is my brain not working v_v#look brain I'm showing you nice pictures learn from them#brain: no Im gonna overfixate on this left hand here and only this#anyway
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this machine kills.... uh.. this machine kills!
#listennn i had this idea in my head that i was never going to draw murderbots face yknow#i thought that would be super fun#um but then i remembered that i really love drawing faces#and that i can do whatever i want forever#so i just want to go on the record and say that if for some reason i ever got to illustrate something for the murderbot diaries#i would never show murderbots face#bc i think that would be mad cool#anyway i was actually going insane holding off drawing mb#yes i should be studying for my next exam but um#murderbot called me#so i answered by drawing something very simple that hopefully would satiate me#unfortunately now i just want to draw morrreeeee#sigh many such cases etc. etc.#murderbot#the murderbot diaries#murderbot fanart#art by cricket
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fourth anniversary of switch Miitopia! hooray!
#mii#miitopia fanart#miitopia#miitopia promo miis#I had a composition planned but alas I haven't drawn anything in months and I'm pretty rusty.... I should do some studies#so all I have to humbly present is this drawing of the Switch promo Miis because it's their (late) birthday#plus the vampire and elf (with the elf being Freddie because I still like that theory of Freddie being the mystery elf Mii)#honestly I like the switch promo Miis just as much as the 3ds ones#I've been rewatching the switch trailers trying to figure out who these guys are and tried recreating them#A lot of them have names and personalities (or at least very similar recreations of them do)#but there is nothing at all for the male pop star & chef & tank & princess#which is unfortunate because I have now given them placeholder names#and everyone knows what happens if you give a character a placeholder name#anyway I should really get back to sifting through my likes and finding stuff to reblog#there's a lot of cool things I've liked that I've told myself to reblog later and..... never did#my art
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weekly navel-gazing update: this week is most consequential event in long time. keyword search: "scared" "is it ok to be scared" "beaten and tortured by the ogre"




#old director of south asian studies just talked to me to let me know theyll be joining me to sit on my panel while i present two projects#in two days and intimated they could discuss supervising potential grad work or dissertations despite funding freezes#she is respected used to do the gender studies program coordinating too#and their TA PhD student super severe standoffish goth walked up to me in front of seminar to thank me for my portfolio of essays#on poverty homelessness and environmental stuff and said it was TOUCHING and i should be proud and shell also be attending#after the director of student research invited them#and research director happens to specialize in borderlands and caribbean and empire and she emailed me to say#she left me a signed copy of her book with a really lovely message#and a protein bar because she knows i have diabetes and other illnesses but bike like ten miles a day between work and school#and then she emailed me and offered car ride if i wanted#and i was touched and surprised and now im like uh oh this is important i guess#and like uh oh i really shouldve taken the week off work or something why am i working forty hours for this#well precarious rent i guess but still wish i hadnt spent past four months just going to retail job and had instead hung out more with#faculty and hope i didnt waste my chance to get to know them#also is im just going to wear that outfit to conference hope not perceived as too informal#no family whatsoever so there was no one like interested or checking in on me to like help me see that the developments were significant#a year ago i was nothing but nightshift retail with NO prospects and rapidly worsening health#and there wasnt even a glimmer of hope for possibility of positive social environment let alone school
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i think ive expressed this sentiment before but i love chapter titles so much. i love chapter titles that follow a naming scheme. i love really long chapter titles that start with "in which". i love chapter titles that just plainly state something that sounds unremarkable & you can't tell why it's important until you read the chapter. i love chapter titles.
#tin kitchen in the garret#currently getting genuinely excited over titling chapters stuff like 'The Soup Incident' and 'The Company Bowling Party' lmao#in this fic i have just barely started drafting#it's about the vibe. we are going for like... idk what to call it. corporate sameness?#but ALSO theyre interesting because you go 'why is this important'#to find out you must read on...#unrelated to my thing but i have to mention some good chapter titles from books ive read here#the left hand of darkness has a couple really good ones#A Parade in Erhenrang. and Between Drumner and Dremegole#although i always say it Dremnegole in my head. thats what i thought it was until just now#Tactical Cactupi is a good one. thats from the mysterious benedict society#oh little women has some good ones too#Beth Finds the Palace Beautiful. i like that it's sort of poetic#oh and 'Amy's Valley of Humiliation' lmao. the very next one#im just pulling books off my shelf and looking at them now lol. a disappointing number of them have no chapter titles#I Coriander has some good ones actually. mostly theyre good as a set but theres one just called Toothmarks#i should reread that actually. weird book#a study in scarlet has some good expressive chapter titles
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Mentioning Tusk Love and the potential of other independent stories set in Exandria reminded me of an old discord conversation about how they could Fix the courting of the crick for publishing (seeing as it's canonically a Bad Book due to being super dry and also racist towards drow) without breaking canon:
Rename it 'The Courting of the Kryn - a Reimagining of the Classic Story, by Jester Lavorre'
Present it as an in-universe fanfic-ish rewrite. There's a foreword where 'Jester' elaborates on the inaccuracies of the original, the impact the story had on her, and the importance of Dynasty-Empire relations. There's an acknowledgement section where she thanks Caleb and Beau as 'consultants on Empire culture', as well as an unnamed/under fake name/clearly Essek as an 'expert on the Luxon, dunamancy and Dynasty culture'. All his information on spy networks is eerily accurate and has his former co-workers scrambling. (He makes her keep all the dry historical accounts, but now it's accurate (with added dick-related puns)). She mentions that she reached out to the Bright Queen who reluctantly (after 5 messages in a row) gave some pointers. In her frantic research she possibly made some breakthroughs on the nature on the Luxon that has Essek reeling (there's a 'further reading' section where she lists the academic paper he wrote building on her discoveries and an entire list of the sources her consultants used).
For extra fun and meta-ness, include footnotes where she comments on things she changed/removed from the original and why, how various scenes may have been inspired by a real life couple or events, etc. Some of the footnotes are written by her consultants. Caleb and Essek get into arguments on dunamancy theory which is actually thinly veiled flirting. There's anatomically accurate drow sex (it's unclear whether the consultant was Essek or Caleb or possibly a certain brother, who was also consulted on Dynasty military practices).
#I don't know what the actual story would be though#it would be funny if the main couple was clearly inspired by shadowgast#but also i think the story itself should be able to stand on its own without the framing narrative similar to tusk love#part of this was copied from my old discord messages bc man i still really like this idea#*quietly slides this under critical role's studio door with my contact info attached*#critical role#nella talks cr#if you want to make it extra EXTRA meta the story could still clearly be by jester but under a pen-name with no notes of her own#and the footnotes/authors notes are by a future researcher who's studying the work#and has connected it to the famous artist jester lavorre#and is now puzzling together her and the nein's entire lives in the footnotes
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how I take notes on non fiction books
I recently made a post on my study method, and decided to make a whole separate post on my note taking method. The structure of the notes I write doesn't vary too much from my lecture notes to things I might have to read. A couple of useful informations you might want to know before I start actually talking about note writing is that I am mainly focused on studying history (tho I have had other humanities exams in my degrees), and that I study for oral exams in which the material is mainly composed of non fiction books, but sometimes include articles as well as lecture notes. Somehow I have also failed to mention that I am speaking about HANDWRITTEN NOTES. I only do handwritten notes, I don't work well digitally, so keep that in mind. And with this being said brace yourselves for a very long post. The bullet points I will be making are not really in a specific order and I will be including a few pictures too.
The first step when I am working on the materials for an exam is to figure out in which order I will be reading (and writing notes) the books. This hasn't really much to do with the notes themselves, but it's important to know which of your materials is more general and what other things go more in depth, so that you don't struggle too much while studying. Another plan related thing I always do is to write down each chapter of the book I have to study on my bullet journal and how many pages it is so I can plan my studying more comfortably. If the chapters are very long, and divided in subchapters I sometimes also write those down.
The goal of the notes I write is to fully take the place of the book, so they tend to be very detailed and long. I do this because the very act of writing is part of my study method, and working on things I have written down in my own words is just much better for the type of learner I am. So basically I read the book only once, then it goes back on the shelf and I work exclusively on the notes. This means my notes need to be detailed and well organized.
My method is to read a chapter, underlining important stuff as I am reading, and then right after I am done reading I work on the notes for that chapter before moving onto the next. I do this because it makes the note writing more effortless, I am fresh with informations I just read and I basically just need to skim over what I have underlined.
On underlining, since it is so important. I underline everything I will be including in my notes, it might seem much as sometimes it consists of full paragraphs, instead of key words. But this is okay because my notes I don't just copy and paste.
To create useful notes you need to be re-elaborating the informations. You need to read, understand what you read, and be able to write it down using your own words. That way the notes will be easier to review, they will often be composed of shorter sentences, and by doing so you are also actively making writing part of your studying and not just a mindless activity.
Personally I don't work well with full pages summaries, I need the text to be visually broken into sentences/small paragraphs, and I use a lot of symbols as well as abbreviations.
Symbols and abbreviations are in a way part of your very own language when you are writing notes, you tend to develop these with time, but they are so useful. I personally use different types of arrows, all caps words, position of the text in the page, different methods of highlighting and abbreviations (usually for words that come up often like country names, for example Italy becomes ita, France becomes fr, etc.).
Your notes need to be useful for you, they don't have to necessarily be comprehensible for another person (which means you can and will fuck up sentence structure because sometimes skipping a couple of words makes the notes shorter and still understandable), and they do not have to be pretty. They should be as tidy as possible, but again that might change from person to person, I have some very messy looking notes that make total sense to me. With time you'll learn what works best for you.
I have a visual memory so as I mentioned titles, highlighters, all caps, the placement on the page and other similar things are very important in my notes. I cannot fully exapain some of these things because some definitely only make sense to me in the moment (like the words I choose to write in all caps, or the way I highlight things).
I like to have a clear chapter and subchapter break (so that in case I need to refer back to the book it's super effortless). I like to write those with a red pen, usually the chapter title is in all caps and the subchapter in coursive, but it really depends.
I use only two highlighters in each set of notes yellow for dates, and the colour I associate with the book/the subject of the book (I have synesthesia I don't make the rules when it comes to colours). This of course might change depending your preferences and on the element of your notes you want to focus on. I like to have spacific colour for dates and time periods, because of course while studying history that is a fundamental element. If you are focusing on other subjects you might want to have a specific colour for names, or other elements.
I like to leave a big side margin to add either key words (especially in lecture notes since they might be messier and jump around informations more often), or additional information in a second time (sometimes it happens, after you read another book, or attended a particular lecture you have to add a couple of sentences and I rather have a blank space that never gets used rather than no space at all for emergencies).
I honestly mentioned everything that came to mind right away, but since note writing is now basically a mindless skill I have been practicing for years I surely forgot about something. I might end up adding to this post in the future or write another one. My note-writing method has also changed a lot thought the years from high school to university, it's a skill I have been perfecting for the past decade. This to say that depending on what you are working on things might change, and by experimenting with different things you might find out things that work very well for you. If you have any questions on specific things I didn't mention or that wen't clear my inbox is always open and I am more than happy to help.
Since this post is already very very long I am adding the pictures below the cut
Example of a page of notes before and after highlighting


Example of symbols and structure of the notes and the way I highlight things (in which you'll hopefully be able to understand my handwriting, and in which there might be some spelling errors but alas that often happens in my real notes as well so if there are any it's for the sake of accuracy lmao). If I end up adding informations on the margins I always use a pen of a different color so I can tell which informations I got from what source (ex. main notes from lecture, colorful notes from additional article).

Example of messier notes in which the main text in black are the notes I took during lectures and the additional colorful text was added while writing the materials (I rarely do this, it usually happens when the lectures follow a book precisely, which happens when we have to study books or summaries written by the professor). As you can see I often use post it notes to add more writing space, and sometime I even use them to create visually separated sections. If I end up adding some drawings I also usually like to have them on post it notes so they stand out more (and if you are wondering why the hell would an history student need drawings it's usually either because I need a map or a region/state to mark things out, or when studying for archaeology exams I often needed visual references, for example to identify different types of vases or decorations).


#this should be it#i was hoping on a more structured post but it was harder than i expected to write#both because so much of note writing is now a brainless activity for me and also bc it's really not easy to exaplain certain aspects#like the symbols i use#i really did my best and hope it will be useful#then again if y'all have questions the inbox is open and i will try my best to answer whatever your heart desires#studyblr#studyinspo#studying#study tips#study advice#note taking#hadwritten notes#my note taking method#how to take notes#non fiction books#academia#uniblr#university#booklr#study method#mine#the---hermit
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sprite redraws(?)
#damon maitsu#kai monteago#project: eden's garden#pjeg#p:eg#damon's my second fave char to draw#right after jett#he's just so cute#so angry cat#isn't his birthday like tmrw i should do something for it#anyway ive been studying how to draw faces lately#bc ive despised drawing faces for like a year now#always took me like 30min of struggling to get a face down and i very rarely liked the result#but after doing a ton of timed practice im able to draw em quick and i like the results. having fun again#no idea if anyone else can tell or not but it dont really matter . i can tell and i like it#my art#kabu art
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omg @saintseiya-zone posted the Underworld fanzine :) thanking them for the project ands inviting you to go see everyone's works<3 am excited to participate w papillon myu🦋 close-ups and some butterfly yapping under the cut
took some liberty interpreting his wings ands his eyebrows as i stated on here earlier😏 gives him split eyebrows bc 1. it kind of looks like he has them in the manga 2. he's an aquarius 3. it's moth-core 4. it's cool.
i love butterflies. their species and placements also matter :) butterfly namez from left to right: 🦋 Chazara Persephone 🦋 Agrias Narcissus 🦋 Leptosia Nina, the Psyche 🦋 Zerene Eurydice 🦋 Lycaena Hermes seems like everyone is understandable except maybe Narcissus, unless you read Homer, the hymn to Demeter, where the flower was kind of used as a lure for Persephone:
It [the narcissus] was a wondrous thing in its splendor. To look at it gives a sense of holy awe to the immortal gods as well as mortal humans. It has a hundred heads growing from the root up. Its sweet fragrance spread over the wide skies up above. And the earth below smiled back in all its radiance. So too the churning mass of the salty sea. [Persephone] was filled with a sense of wonder, and she reached out with both hands to take hold of the pretty plaything. And the earth, full of roads leading every which way, opened up under her. (homeric hymn to demeter. 10-16. translated by gregory nagy)
🐛The caterpillar species is also chosen intentionally, although untagged in the piece. It's a Papilio Polyxenes' caterpillar, aka parsley worm for feeding on parsley before turning into butterflies. I read books state parsley was dedicated to Persephone ands used in the funerary cult. still looking for the original source though
aight yapping over for neow. just look at him
#my art#apollo_kyler#saint seiya#artists on tumblr#digital art#my saint seiya art#saint seiya fanart#papillon myu#SSZ Fanzine#SSZ Underworld Zine#it really was a speedrun i should tell you#but i'm happy w how it turned out :)#there was sumn else i was going to say but i forgor#posting it with a delay because i'm still passing my exams. i literally just did one today#so am not replying nor posting it's because all i do is studying right now#i still have to prepare for more so see you later. bye bye !!!
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Yaoi can save a repressed dead edwardian school boy
#myart#fanart#dead boy detectives#edwin payne#the brain worms have activated#digital art#DBD#I really should be studying for school right now#charles rowland#crystal palace
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group projects are the mind killer
#finals season has my blood pressureeee through the roof FDGHD#one of my prof still hasnt given me feedback on which study i should go forward with ☹️ girl please. my time. i need some damn#feedback now or im gonna run out of it!!!!!!!!!#and one finals i have is a mystery FGDHJD i was absent the day it got announced. i think it's really killing me maybe ill ask now so my#soul can rest FDGHJD#im gonna hibernate after finals week just you wait. so my heartbeat turns normal again FDGHD#sunnysiderambles
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#I should update my post about favorite poems because lately I've discovered some absolute bangers 💌#i haven't read a poetry collection in a while so these bangers I'm talking about have been all random rabbit hole type of discoveries#or also because they were mentioned in the books i've read#a few days ago i read a sort of memoir through agoraphobia lens (🥴) and of course Emily Dickinson came up 🙂↕️#i was ahead of the author too because i've also studied the agoraphobics and recluses and secluded and hermits lol#so when he started describing someone vaguely to introduce them i already knew who he'll mention#i was like ''kafka that's kafka!'' or ''edvard munch! i know you're gonna mention the scream now because that's his agoraphobia painting''#but mostly i was like ''EMILY! YOU HAVE TO MENTION EMILY'' and he did 🙂↕️#anyway other than that it was epressing. the author was the same age i was when the curse really hit him and now he's in his 50s#and he's still wrong in the head
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DATELINE ELEVATOR UPDATE!!!!
BUG FIXES!!!!
NEW SPRITES AND SINGULAR (1) CG!!!!
*ANDROID RELEASE!!!*
COME GET IT NOW!!!
DATE MY GAME <- LINK IN HERE
#✁ | freshly decorated | ✃#roblox#regretevator#regretevator melanie#regretevator mozelle#now to go back to my studies <///3#the new cg is so bad I literally drew that and kept second guessing if I really should add it in game#anyways its in the game and someone is gonna get so confused and go why
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