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[strawbie-doodle]

i cant make a canon human bill design but i can yeehaw-ify him

[in-the-multiverse]

OKAY

I was originally making a whole essay on the clones but I’m not done yet and Trog’s episode IS TOMORROW SO I’M LEAVING MY THOUGHTS ON DR. TUBE HERE

So. What they were assigned vs. self assigned, and the standing of Acacia kingdom (that we know of rn)

[disclaimer: we don’t know for sure that Avid assigned each clone a specific role. Either he did put more planning into them besides being throwaway replacements, or the clones took “make sure people don’t fall into the void” in different ways which reflected their priorities

but since they were created specifically to follow orders, they must’ve been told what to specialize in. That’s what I’m going with. And self assigned is what they wanted to be outside of ossha]

Assigned: Spy

During a Fool stream where him and Milkman had an ossha hiring event, clone Trog reveals themself to be a spy. They took their job very seriously on the count of 1) laying low and keeping it a secret for 3 months, and 2) making it a point to tell Avid they’ve been doing a good job at it. They sounded defensive, like this was a strong reminder to Avid that they were compliant

Clone Trog had a valuable job: keep an eye on everyone else. It’s wild to me how, out of anyone that could’ve been tubed first, it happened to be god and they couldn’t be stopped if anyone tried to oppose them. Whatcha gonna do? Join the spectator dimension they blipped into? Hah. Lol. Lmao

They weren’t seen very much: a few on stream interactions and mostly in their own episodes. Fool said they were the “Ruby kind of weird”. But we never quite saw them on the job

Where were they? Everywhere, apparently

Moving into theory territory: getting a good grade in Spy Activities™️ meant hiding away in the space between realities only they had access to. So they stayed out of sight most of the time, collecting information on who fell into the void, tsk-tsking at their boss stumbling down every other week, entering the physical world only to report back to Avid or build or take care of other important matters

Until one fateful day, memories of a different lifetime caught up to them. Which leads to

Self Assigned: Inheritor

They believe that different life is fully theirs, even after Avid tries telling them otherwise. Their husband, their children, their humble little home: Dr. Tube is very attached to these memories and wants to “go back”. Inherit it all. But more importantly, to reunite with their cactus children

Clone Trog never existed in Gilded (where these flashbacks originate), but they’ve decided it’s home. Skyblock isn’t where they belong anymore, it’s a different world across the horizon, a different “familiar place”. They want to come to a reality where they have a family to care for out of love, instead of neighbors out of obligation

No more going in circles around the server

Dr. Tube got these memories. It all feels so real, so right, it must be theirs. It’s rightfully theirs.

Kingdom Consequence: unknown (for now)

How does Kittrix feel about a 3rd kingdom member? The IRSS revealed that acacia wasn’t stable, since we heard that her and (presumably) Clone Trog had a bit of a fight

The last we’ve seen of Kittrixs’ pov, she was wary of ossha’s iron-fist attitude “I can’t shake the feeling that this won’t end well” The presence of clones disrupted birch and cherry’s dynamic with each other, rather dramatically, so I’m not surprised acacia is following suit. As far as I’m aware we haven’t seen Dr. Tube and Kittrix canonically interact yet, but if clone history is gonna repeat itself: Dr. Tube will be off-putting to Kitt….that might actually be the reason she left acacia

I wanna dig into this a little further. Going with the theory that Clone Trog was hiding in spectator mode, Kittrix has been alone in acacia. Again :[

The first time Trog disappeared, the original Trog, it was a void spell gone wrong. Their partner was left with an empty home and thought it’d be lonely forever. Kitt assumed the worst and thought Trog was gone gone. She was incredibly relieved and a bit emotional when they popped back into acacia. The two immediately went to Avid for void investigations, and at the end of Trog’s episode 3 you can hear something be submerged underwater and bubbles

It’s safe to assume they were tubed very shortly after talking with Avid

Gone. Back for less than a day. Gone again

Headcanon time: It’s been too quiet at acacia. Kitt has seeked out other adventures in the nether, chasing the thrill and chaos she’s craved since the beginning days. It’s not the same. It doesn’t need to be, she’s experienced enough to manage on her own- she can dodge mob attacks with muscle memory, tear through enemies with the strongest gear, navigate crooked bridges without ever falling down once. When it’s not enough of a challenge, it becomes a distraction

It’s not the same. It doesn’t need to be. It doesn’t stop her from missing Trog, though. She rarely sees them nowadays, and it would be a joy to talk with them again, but every brief conversation leaves her confused. Their void loving spirit is non-existent, their mind is clearly preoccupied with something else, they’re too quick to leave…

Maybe it’s about time she left, too. Just for a while

However! (new info) Kittrix was very kind and accepting of Rue. And maybe it’s that interaction that helps her understand why her island partner was acting so weird

So, before I’m proved wrong or right, I’m gonna say that the clone arc resulted in Acacia kingdom being at temporary odds with each other, then eventually led to acceptance

[joeyclaire]

i refuse to believe introversion is real

[luminarytex]

eepers after a long night

[prentiits]

something like. meredith and addison only being able to talk to each other really honestly about derek because they are the only ones who really get it. something like you can only really understand if you've gone through it - and they both have intimate knowledge. anyway

[strawberry-melatonins]

IM SEEING PHANTOM OF THE OPERA IN ONE HOUR!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[leirs-a]

things I like: 1) traditional art 2) cocky bastards 3) Meat Loaf songs

[system-of-a-feather]

I think a thing that is frustrating about neurotypicals as someone with autism and auditory / language processing issues (yet to be explicitly diagnosed to my knowledge) is how little they understand neurological differences and disabilities in processing things like hearing and yet they feel like they understand it to a sufficient level.

Case in point, today at work one ofbmy coworkers got all mad and offended because I was "rude and disrespectful" because in the morning, while thinking about the things I needed to do and thought of an important question before I could start my question to ask my mentor, asked the question and she was talking and thus I interrupted her. Yes, rude now that I KNOW she was talking and so I apologize, but I really hate the implied intent or lack of caring put with the "autistic interruption" shit

Ignoring social cues and rules aside, I *literally* didn't realize / process she was talking. Of course, I'm not deaf or HoH so I can't say that because "How could I not hear her? She was speaking loud enough to know" and there is a HUGE difference between *hearing* and *processing* and so when they always give the advise of be more considerate / think before you speak or tell you the social rule to not interript cause its rude, it doesn't help like at all

Cause yes, I KNOW that and I DO think before I speak. I just *literally* didnt process her speech as speech and it was filtered as white noise.

Its like going into a busy and loud club and saying "dont speak if the guy two tables down is talking"

Like yeah, maybe I COULD hear that he is talking among the 50000 other people talking, but Im not processing him talking as distinct from the ambient noise around me.

[buttersc0tchz]

They arent dont worry Rouge :3

Rouge in the AU! :) She is a singer for a restaurant and totally nothing else don’t worry 😇

Alt versions :3

[crystallizsch]

please why are there sharks in my inbox i’m trying to go on a seafood diet

[princeloww]

ok i have reviews now, if you wanna see my shit film opinions go have a look:

[mafiablr-confessions]

ONE OF MY MUTUALS SHIPS SNOW DUO.I WANT TO BLOCK THEM SO BADDDDDDDD

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[undercover-roomba]

recent mspaint doodle pages

[belovedstilldear]

I just want to thank everybody who gave me gifts both on tumblr & on discord, this has been a very good birthday! I honestly expected my 17th to be boring since in real life a lot of plans got cancelled because of money and this was the first birthday where I didn't have a party with family. However, the internet and also some things in real life helped to make things better despite me getting sick near the end of the day. I did plan to make a shitpost today but again like I said, I got sick and got very busy editing details on my carrd and pronouns page. Maybe tomorrow after school and getting some things done I'll post one depending on how I feel. Again thank you so much everyone :,)

If anyone wants to, for when I get better, spam my inbox with asks/requests. I'll get to them as soon as I can!

[forffax]

Good community day haul 👍