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baffles me when people say hua cheng stalked xie lian for centuries lol.
the motherfucker didn't know where his precious beloved was! he couldn't stalk him if he wanted! and he doesnt btw.
the second hua cheng knew of xie lians location what did he do? he got all dressed up and immediately went to see him. he spent centuries searching for xie lian, not to follow from behind in secret, but to present himself to him in all his ghost king glory and woo the man
#hua cheng#hua chengzhu#hualian#crimson rain sought flower#xie lian#god pleasing prince#prince of xianle#tgcf#hua cheng didn't spend centuries amassing strength and power and wealth just because he wanted it#he also wanted to show xie lian that even as strong as a god that he is hua cheng is also strong and can support him if he want#he spent forever trying to reach a level he hoped his gege could accept#he also did it for himself dgmw i could write about how hua cheng views power and status but we#i swear yall look at the words mxtx writes but dont read em
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Rouye knowing he’s Wu Ming is a theory I will always believe to be canon.
#tgcf#tian guan ci fu#hua cheng#xie lian#heaven official's blessing#hualian#wulian#wu ming#ruoye#zee re reads tgcf#they literally both became strong spirits around the same time and are both loyal and protective of Xie Lian they vibe with each other#I know that spiritual devices like E Ming are also being used as like an outside expression of their owner’s hidden emotions#but ruoye feels separate from Xie Lian in a way Eming isnt to Hua Cheng#Mike don’t look
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Drew a nalu sketch bc for some reason my old ass art of them is making its rounds again on here lol
#this one's for u tumblr... for having me relive my terrible nalu art LOL#i will never revist fairy tail in its entirety again#but will i watch ship videos about em? yea LOL#idk what anime ship i have that has had a grip on me like them bc wtf... ft was so ass#okay it wasn't total shit but like it dragged on for too damn long#all that build up with absolutely no consequences... like... there's no tension?? NOTHING WAS DIRE LOL#but i guess that's what to expect in ft... well i wasn't expecting it when i was reading/watching it#was hoping ppl DIED!! LOOL#but i pushed through the entire anime and manga JUST for them...#mashima figured out the formula of building up a pairing bc wtf is in nalu that had such a strong hold#art#nalu#fairy tail#natsu#lucy#natsu dragneel#lucy heartfilia#killamonart
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i would put both but like i wanna see peoples opinion (i would pick both)


#i kinda wanna watch singing in the rain again#i’m thinking about what logan would’ve been like if erik was also there#extra angst forreal#two really old guys being sappy and sad with eachother#i wonder if erik would die before or after charles in the movie#it should be after cause i need pain rn damn#imagine if erik was there in the room when x-24 killed charles but he wasn’t strong enough to stop the metal#DAMN I NEED TO READ SOMETHING LIKE THIS BUT THERES BARELY ANYTHING#would erik need a walker or something#he would be really old#lmao magneto with one of those walkers with the tennis balla on em#thinking about phantom of the opera#cherik in it too#but not really#roul is so much better for christine just saying#is that how you spell his name? idk#love erik (phantom) but maybe take a chill pill bro#imma read more fanfics about old guys getting together now#charles xavier#erik lehnsherr#cherik#x men#magneto#professor x#x comics#xmcu
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just a couple of creepy 18th-century innkeepers talking shop!
[featuring @borisyvain's lazarus mcclure and my own james webster]
#em draws stuff#oc time again hehe#haunted by your hand#the gambler: james webster#really I should start having an 'other people's characters' tag again as well...#so yes I have thought about these two being Brothers In Homosexual Haunted Murderhotel for long enough that a drawing happened#I do not know Where they are in this image (esp. as I have aged james up by some 30ish years so as to be able to Interact with mr mcclure)#(which is why she's looking a bit mellower than usual and also wearing teal... Character Development which as of regular hbyh has not#yet come to pass.....)#eh who knows maybe james went to ireland. she can have a little a go to ireland hang out with other horrible people as a treat#she deserves a little treat for making it to the 1780s-1790s (no one thought she was making it of the 1760s alive I am sure)#surprisingly this was a delightful refresher as I have been in a state of artblock/only interested in drawing things I can't work on in#public spaces lately! but this came together in barely two hours (admittedly after four days of staring at pictures of mr mcclure)#anyway if you read this far you should all go look at jory's blog his characters are SO cool and well-researched#james will someday be more well-researched than she currently is but that will be after I get around to reading 'the english pub 1500-1830'#which I found in the library and was so brave and strong and Did Not check out so as to actually maybe get schoolwork done
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Tw for mentions of suicide 😔👊 (I'm not gonna kms, actually the opposite)
Two year anniversary of my almost attempt
Because life didn't end at 15
Sometimes I wonder if my experience even counts seeing that it was an almost attempt.
But it was real, it does count
Two years ago today I sat at the edge of my bed, with pills in one hand and water in the other. I remember I was crying and shaking so bad, then, I just left them to the side and watched amphibia's final.
I kept thinking about doing it again, but I kept finding excuses, oh I can't today I have scouts tomorrow, oh not today cuz tomorrow I'm hanging with friends. Then slowly, life went by.
I didn't process it, I don't think I have yet, but it happened, I still cry when I talk about it. Most people don't know, my parents don't know, my sister and friends forgot about it, and sometimes I also do.
Life kept going, I went to the camp I was preparing so hard for, I celebrated my birthday, I celebrated Christmas, I stared at the sky in new year's eve trying to hold back tears because I genuinely couldn't believe I was there to witness it.
And eventually the voices got quieter, they weren't telling me to end my life, they never did again, it's a thought that never crossed my head in such a serious way again. I don't think most people think I actually mean it when I tell them my story.
But I'm so glad that today I'm the one sitting down with a candle to celebrate something as stupid as a two year anniversary of me not doing it instead of my parents and friends sitting down at my grave for the two year anniversary of me doing it.
#this is why i got the feels on monday#CUZ I THOUGHT IT WAS 14TH BUT APPARENTLY IT WAS 13TH 🧍🧍🧍🧍🧍🧍#anywoos#im so glad that im still here#most of the time i just forget this shit happened#and then i randomly get hit with ✨the feels✨#its specially strong whenever i see some landscape or a bonfire#life its just filled with little moments#and im so happy im still here to appreciate em#if you're reading this remember you're strong and you're valid and im proud of you for getting this far
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I started a marvellous light and I am DEEPLY enjoying it so far. Am already highkey worried about my man Robin tho
#this book got my blood pressure going IMMEDIATELY I am so stressed out for these characters#but i will be strong bc they are gay and they need em#me even#vicky reads
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i need to finish this playthrough before modding my game i need to finish this playthrough before making some new characters i need to finish my playth
#em: txt#the (dark) URGE to add mods and go into CC to create 9182928 new OCs is strong#i have... so many ideas... but i must resist#I THINK I HAVE LIKE... 7 MORE HOURS OR SO LEFT TO ACT 2?#idk im at 66 hours tho and its taking a while bc i gotta see everything and read everything
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seeing more posts abt girlsmell this, boysmell that…. listen, i don’t think smell is erotic to me.
you’re next to someone. you feel a wave of comfort. you’re so close to them you can recognize them without a word, eyes closed. do you understand?
#girl smell#boy smell#soph rambles#friend sent me a meme and got me thinking abt the like#prevalence of the girlsmell / boysmell memes#maybe prevalence is an exaggeration#but way more that there was ~5 years ago#and as someone who dated a guy who was really turned on by smells#I think I can safely say I’m not lmao#idk I think it’s interesting#because I understand how ppl have rlly strong emotional reactions to ‘em#I just think mine is a lot more of a like#‘oh I’m comfortable and safe now’ feeling#maybe i’m just gay and associate the smell of ppl I rlly like with positive emotions…#anyway let’s not go crazy psychoanalzying myself#im overworked and sleep deprived and full of weird emotions#and I’m gonna make it everyone’s problem >:)#anyway thnx for reading#take care of yourselves out there
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I'm thinking about Goddess Girls again 8 year old me is doing backflips rn
#i was NOT a Percy Jackson girlie i was a die hard Goddess Girls fan#i somehow convinced my father to buy me a set of the first 8ish books (that might've been all there was at the time?) and i wanted to eat em#like i read and reread them obsessively because 1) it was rare to get things and 2) i used to be able to read a book in a day#so it's very nostalgic for me#plus its how i got into mythology as a whole#and... uh... i REALLY wanted to be uh#“friends” with a lot of the girls... haha yeah good friends😁#steve i hope you know that those books had a direct impact on my brain#its so obvious now that i had crushes on them 😁#i may reread the books#unfortunately only one book survived The Incident#N E WAYS I HAVE STRONG OPINIONS ABOUT THIS SERIES#not saying my faves because i fear its too obvious
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i like to think that anything i put in a post is Fuckmeyer Lite™ & for y'all to see all the premiere batshit content i manage to shove in the tags you gotta smash that like & subscribe button. call that Fuckmeyer Pro™
#no tags here besties#this one's a freebie for all the vanilla users out there#see this is how you nab 'em#they look at these innocuous tags & they think 'oh THIS is Fuckmeyer Pro™ PLEASE i puke in a post and hit send this is nothing'#but then why would i say it? with a name like fuckmeyer you would think one has to be a little unhinged right? quel mystere....#so the curiosity niggles at them. like 'hm maybe there's something i'm missing here'#they scroll through some of my posts. surprise bitch i powerwashed these bad boys before posting this#you think i don't know how to play 4D chess???????? rook to d7 how bout that#i am GNAWING away at you like flesh eating bacteria#that's how i weed out the incurious anti-intellectual weaklings#the strong ones know. they hear the whispers from the moots. 'gotta go back & read fuckmeyers tags so raw so unhinged so profound so sexy'#they follow. they stick around. they hear nothing from me. i am a rock. i am an island. i am a simon & garfunkel reference.#weeks later. BAM. 2-line post with a 1k-word shitpost essay in the tags. surprise motherfucker. bet you thought you seen the last of me#welcome to the circus fellow clowns#honk honk bitch
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what if praiseworthy bythegreathornspoon was a butch

<- the vibes are there
#em draws stuff#by the great horn spoon#<- does anyone post on this website about this book? probably not#second question: did anyone else read this in elementary school or was that just a californian thing#(to the three people on this website who went to elementary school in my town: I am already aware you have read this book)#BACK ON TRACK praiseworthy really is quite a name isn't it.#a butler a boxer a gold-miner a regular jeeves about the place WHAT A GUY#an attempt was made at drawing in something approaching sid fleischman's art style but I am not at his level of Scribble by far#anyway. my lesbianification beam is really strong and I have it pointed directly at praiseworthy and arabella at this time.
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i love you cryn you are gods strongest soldier. i dont have the spoons nor the battery life to go on a whole rant here but your takes on enstars from a media analysis perspective are so interesting and you are genuinely amazing at dealing w those anons. queer media shouldnt have to tokenize their characters for it to be considered queer media and you are so right about how it really doesnt matter what the writers were Intending in regards to that. i hope ur doing okay and staying strong i love you 💪
im all good!! was a little exhausting to write all that but i did choose to do that to myself sfkgjjgh honestly i didnt hate it i like talking about media and how we engage with it and stuff like that. enstars is such an interesting case to me its just so full of Stuff like and it pains me a little when the conversation is just like "its fujobait" or whatever like there is so much more there!!!
but i digress. thank u for reading my long ass posts my friend i love you too <3
#cryn answers#lycanthian#gamey tag#i think i just like talking#i should become a video essayist#once i get some more time im gonna read like every valk story again plus the ones ive missed and then write a really long doc about it#honestly i want to be that guy who has read Every enstars story but i dont think i am that strong#but i wanna read a good chunk of em. at least#media analysis
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sigh,, sooo much admiration for so many and yet nwo skills 2 be able to purroperly express it,, I adore so much and can never rlly tell others how much I admire and care about them!! So annoying!!!
Mewtuals you guys are so awesome and I hope you know you guys r soso important 2 mwe and y'all are all so talented, each in your own unique n amazing ways!!!
#➳ the fool speaks#bwaghhh balling my eyes out bc it never feels like I'll ever be able to truly tell the people I adore (platonically) how much they mean 2 me#like yes there's friendships and then there's also the way i feel towards some specific beings raufhfbfhfhfhfh#just pls know that I care soso much about each and every one of you even if ur nawt exactly one of those beings who. well. yaknow.#my feelings towards em r rlly just really strong friendshippy feels anywahs sooo. like. yeah you ALL are awrsome seriously#feels like beings may nawt believe me 100% when i compliment them. which makes me sad!!! :[#soo. erm. you!!! the being reading this nyeow!!!! you are awesome!! believe it!!! or at least try to!!!! please!!!!!!!
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oh wow im sleeping Bad
#went to check what time it is cuz I feel like a shrivelled up husk from tossing and turning its almost 4am..i thought it was still 12 😭#i think my bodys metabolising my adhd meds weird cuz ive not been eating meals at usual times i forgot how strong they are#sorryyyyy! theres a stimulant sleeplessness that makes my head feel so Dry this is like the first week of being on them again#usually when im sick i dont take my afternoon dose cuz i try to avoid them on an empty stomach. theyre better when im fueled#well i mean i do always take them on an empty stomach bc they absorb better before eating. but then i have a big meal after#but i skipped breakfast and didnt really eat a proper meal until 4pm which is insane for me so god knows whats going on now#i wont mess around today i prommy..... rly need to fix my sleep hygiene too ive been letting it slip too much and its having Consequences#lord i hope work isnt too painful. at least i can get up an hour later than usual cuz im not starting at my usual time#sleepy tea save meeee..#started murderbot btw cuz i havent read a book in forever and im intrigued by the show... really good so far!#everyone take my hand lets get into murderbot together 🤝#theyre just novellas so ill probs race thru em this week and then start the show next week we shall seeee#okay back to bed...#.diaries
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#finished tlou season 1#should i watch gameplay of tlou2 or start watching the show season 2?#i will take youtuber recs if u got a chill person playing tlou2#((person i watched play game 1 is not a youtuber i want to watch again for. uh. reasons. i dont think they did game 2 in full))#preferably (wow til theres only one r in that word) someone who doesnt entirely skip the readable notes in the game#im askin for a lot here i should just start looking (i cant read the notes if they just scroll em bc i have to watch on like 144p quality)#had a new moments in the show season 1 where i couldnt read the words on screen bc my internet is so shit#anyway i feel awful but i think tylenol helped so im gonna take the oppo to shower while im not feeling lightheaded#i still got time to figure shit out bc ill finish listening to the season 1 podcast before i start anything to do with 2#tbh my current pc is strong enough i could play it (my laptop back then was not) but i flat out dont have the money or energy to do that#or i mean. i can connect my xbox controller so maybe but then that takes effort to set up and still doesnt solve the money#oh wait bad internet nvm the game would take a week to download and id fuck over our internet for the month#lmao u see the shit i deal with im having to watch this shit so low res its below sea level#college internet was bad when i watched the first gameplay too but at least i could watch in middle resolution sometimes#anywayyyy im distracted with a mouthful of blood lemme go shower before i get too tired#delete later / /
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