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sainztropez · 24 days ago

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☆ I want the one that I can have - OP81 x reader.

summary: broke skysports intern stumbles into the glamorous chaos of F1, only to fall for a driver she was never supposed to love — and lose almost everything for daring to be happy.

warnings: curse words. reader is said to be britsh/or live in london.

genre: fluffy and angst (I tried gut wrenching angst, but I'm very bad at it in english).

-> not proof-read, please excuse my grammatical mistakes.

author's notes: english isn't my first language. also, I refer to Lily (Oscar's partner) as an ex gf in this story, but I do NOT (and never will) put her or any other driver's partner as a "villain" type of character.

taglist: @jenxjar @devilacot @ketsuekiakane @seokjamz @ohwhoisyou-rubyjane

♪ Heaven knows I'm miserable now - The Smiths

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yn First day as an intern. Took a 9-hour train to Spain. Pretty sure it was the first time the paddock saw a woman who wasn’t a walking beauty. Just vibes and under-eye bags. Anyway, solid experience. Fingers crossed they actually hire me and not just for coffee runs.

yourbff i pray they never see your anti capitalism posts on twitter 🙏🏻 yn on God they will not

yourbestie it's only press conference day and you're already this tired sis yn i need to get paid without having to work asap

yourbff Please stay in this job so we can get free paddock pass... yn so you can live your fanfiction fantasies with sir lewis hamilton (also, i'm only a intern girl yourbff ofc?

yn posted a story "morning with mclaren, these guys look more tired than i am rn and i've been up since 5 a.m running coffee cups to everyone in this room (i dont even work for this many people)"

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yourbestie lando norris looks cute in real life too? yn he is lol yn oscar too, he's very well manered actually. yn really polite yourbestie what did he help you with something and now you think he's a gentleman? yn noooo stop yn i'm just saying yn i didnt think much of it, he's just cute. yourbestie mmmmhm

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yn back in london. can’t believe i’m off to the capitalist fever dream that is monaco next week — literally the gucci showroom of countries. thank god the company’s footing the bill, cos i’d rather sell a kidney than pay for that. been grinding non-stop, full andy-from-devil-wears-prada mode (thruthers know the pain fr). used the whole 9 hours in the train to re-read whutering heights (happiest hours of my week). also, why did i gain like a 1000 followers more? whatever sure

user you're too funny to not follow, finally some girl that looks relatable on the paddock! yn should i take this as a compliment? idk

yourbff i fear you're becoming every teenage girl's obsessed with f1 role model yn yeah, just saw someone saying i'm average 🙏🏻 what kind of compliment is dis

yourbestie at least try to enjoy monaco! yn for legal reasons i can only say i'm gonna work really hard

user new paddock diva? user Whos her? user journalism intern at skysports, i think.

yn posted a story "screamed tax system just to scare the locals. this place is dystopian"

yn posted a story "trying a different style today."

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yourbff you're so pretty!! how's the day going? yn awful. gonna kill myself <3 yn actually, gonna kill myself in front of these men and change the trajectories of their lifes forever <3 yourbff what did they do now yn 1. keep me asking things like "bring me water, please". 2. doesnt listen to me when i say the replies aint good enough to have a scoop. yourbff let's kill them, hon yn ofc yourbff and what about the so called well manered oscar piastri yn still well manered. yourbff and why isn't you shooting your shoot? yn you know i'm not supposed to yn and also, what do we have in common for me to even consider it? yourbff both well manered people? yn this is nonsense. we're from two world aparts yn it's just a silly crush yourbff whatever you say babygirl

SkySports posted a video on Youtube

[00:00] – “Intro Chaos & Existential Crisis”

Yn: Right then... here we are. Honestly, I’m not sure I’ll survive this—I’m not exactly overflowing with charisma, am I? [laughs] Okay, 3, 2, 1... [claps to sync audio]

[SkySports intro plays]

[00:08] – “The Intern Has Arrived”

Yn: Hello, everyone! Spot anything different today? That’s right—our usual Formula 1 correspondent couldn’t make it, so I’ve been thrown in. Temporarily, of course. You know how companies love giving interns the most absurd tasks... [Camera pans to the director, who chuckles at the chaos]

[00:22] – “Mission: Improbable”

Yn: So, what’s on the agenda? We’re getting a cheeky behind-the-scenes look at McLaren’s garage here at the Monaco Grand Prix. [Yn spins around aimlessly] But how am I meant to do this? I don’t work here, I don’t know anyone... [pretends to panic] Wait—who’s going to help me?

[00:35] – “Enter: The Hero”

Lando Norris: Did someone say... help? [He steps in from behind the camera, smiling sheepishly, clearly aware the intro was a bit much]

Yn: Oh my days—is that Lando Norris?! Could you sign this tiny little piece of paper for me? [Pulls out a comically oversized sheet. He laughs. Camera zooms in as she deadpans to the lens] I’m not paid nearly enough for this.

Lando Norris: Me neither. [Camera pans back to Yn, still staring into it] Oh wait... that’s not true, is it? [laughs]

[00:55] – “Garage Tour Begins”

[Montage begins: Lando gives Yn a tour of the garage. They walk past engineers, tyre stacks, telemetry screens, and the orange-coloured car itself. He explains the layout, prep for race day, and lets her peek at the strategy board—well, the bits that aren’t top secret.]

[01:40] – “Desk Drama & A Curious Question”

Lando Norris: This is where I usually sit. Tidy, isn’t it? I like to keep things in order—makes me feel like I’ve got my life together.

Yn: It’s suspiciously clean.

Lando: It’s called professionalism.

Yn: That's shady..

[They walk past Oscar’s station, which is a little messy]

Yn: And this disaster zone?

Lando: Oscar’s desk. He calls it “creative flow.”

[Yn glances around, then lowers her voice shyly]

Yn: And where’s Oscar?

[Lando pauses, turns to look at her with that slow, knowing smirk—the kind that says “I see what you’re doing” without saying a word.]

Lando: Oh... he’s around. Probably doing some content too. You’ve got a bit of a soft spot for him, haven’t you?

[Yn’s cheeks flush. She fumbles with her mic cable.]

Yn: Can we cut that bit? Please? [She turns to the director, who gives a thumbs up. Lando bursts out laughing]

Lando: That’s going in the bloopers reel.

[02:55] – “The Papaya Reveal”

Lando Norris: So, Miss Yn... who are you backing tomorrow? [Camera zooms in—he’s genuinely curious]

Yn: I don’t think I’m allowed to say... can I? [Turns to the director off-camera. He nods. She looks betrayed]

Lando Norris: You heard the boss. [chuckles]

Yn: Fine... I’m a papaya. [Pulls out a glittery tiara with a tiny papaya on top. Lando stares blankly]

Lando Norris: Still you’ve got to pick — me or Oscar! [He says, mock-offended]

Yn: Lando, it’s been lovely. Thank you for your time and all your hard work. Wishing you the best result tomorrow. [She’s clearly trying to wrap things up. He clicks his tongue]

Lando Norris: Oh no — you’ve got the Piastri fever. [He bursts out laughing. Yn blushes] Was it the charming Aussie accent that won you over?

[04:05] – “Outro & Chaos”

Yn: Right, folks—that’s all for today’s video. SkySports hopes you enjoyed it. [Lando’s still laughing in the background as the director calls “cut”]

yn posted a story "let's enjoy Monaco, but before, have y'all watched Skysports newest YT video? please watch, miss girl right here wants a raise!"

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yourbestie No cause why is lando such a cutie? yourbestie Enjoy your free time, honey!!! Love you xx yn yessss! he's actually super fun to be around... yourbestie he's also aware of your little crush on oscar piastri lmao yn this part made to the cut? oh god yn I dont have a crush yn oscar is just a very likeable person. and in this f1 thing this is the nicest compliment someone can get

lando started following you

lando found you 🙄 yn oh, hi? yn what brings you here? lando you? of course yn 🙄 yn do you always flirt with journalists? lando ain't you like a intern or sumn lando also, i'm not flirting you muppet yn oh lando just wanted to invite you for our team's comemoration after the race tomorrow yn and how do you guys know it's gonna end up with a win for mclaren? yn kinda sus lando i dont know? just wanted to make sure to invite you. idk if i'll see you tomorrow before the race yn i'll be covering around williams's garage 🤷🏻‍♀️ lando so what do you say yn i'll think about it lando dont miss it

yn posted a stories "i could get used to this sweet easy life. off to today's race! #monacogp"

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lando thought about it or nah yn i'll go 🙄 yn but only for a while, i need to get back to london asap lando why? yn some of us has real jobs you know lando just put your name on the list lando if you dont go, oscar will be upset yn and why would he ? lando well yn ?

yn posted a story "congrats, oscarpiastri and lando!"

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yourbff You are partying with mclaren employees? yn got invited, couldnt deny!!! yourbff mmmmmmhm yn what now yourbff just have fun bb!

oscarpiastri thank you, yn! your support means a lot to me. yn oh hi oscarpiastri lando said it took a while to convince you to come with us. why? yn well, i need to get back to london asap yn plus... it's seems like i'm favouring mclaren, which is not fair oscapiastri fair enough oscarpiastri when are we ever meeting again? yn hm? for what? oscarpiastri ouch yn hahaha sorry, i just tend to shield myself yn we are seeing each other next week... canada oscarpiastri good

oscarpiastri started following you

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yn monaco race weekend? over. and now i’ve got this weird lil taste in my mouth that’s screaming “you’ll never afford this again, bestie.” like fr, even the tap water felt designer. being a broke uni girl in a hermes-coded country is actually a psychological thriller.

also... filmed my first ever content for skysports?? shoutout to the director who looked at my under-eye bags and said “yes, she’s the one.” love u king.

and idk what’s going on but i’ve been gaining loads of new followers?? maybe it’s the chaos. maybe it’s the paddock crush conspiracy(... i do not wish to disclose that). maybe it’s just the fact that i'm thaaaaaaat beetch

anywayyy, canada next week. expect maple syrup lickers, existential dread, and me pretending i know what a downforce is.

xoxo, your favourite unpaid (i'm actually paid) intern 🫶

yourbestie you're truly the princess of the people babes yn so you're my queen then? yourbestie worse. i'm your prime minister 😉

yourbff Beautiful girl, beautiful problems! yn well, yes! yourbff i couldn't believe my eyes when you said "guys i can't connect to the wifi here IN MONACO" yn first and last time you'll see me having such white people problems!

user Loved your content with Lando!! you're so fun, girl...!

user I really wish Skysports do and "A day in the XXX garage with our intern" with all the teams... yn 👀👀

oscarpiastri Well what if I invited you to Monaco, then? yn I don't wanna disclose that oscarpiastri Lot's of things you don't want to disclose, Miss Yn...

user are we seeing the Oscar Piastri interacting with someone?

yn posted a story "missed my favourite pub in london!"

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oscarpiastri you look freely yn thats bc i'm home, iguesssssss oscarpiastri so working makes you too tense yn sometimes, yeah yn it's hard to focus oscarpiastri i wonder why yn stop. i said i'm not disclosing my tiny little crush on you! oscarpiastri never said anything about it! yn i know you must be giggling and shit yn i can feel... oscarpiastri ok you got me oscarpiastri you're cool, yn. should acknowlege that some times. yn i also think i'm cool yn it's just that we live two worlds apart yn you're kind of a celebrity crush for me oscapiastri that's a shame. i may have a very real crush on you yn oh why oscarpiastri ? first of all you're beautiful as fuck oscarpiastri melbourne, april... a really cute girl just happens to keep looking at me during press conference. what should i do about it? yn she's such a creep oscarpiastri so i'll sentence her to go on a date with me. read

yourbestie Missed you soooo much yn Help. yourbestie Oh Oh. what happned? yn oscar piastri said we should go on a date yourbestie and what's bad about it? yourbestie you like him yn no. it's the worst thing that could happen. yn but we’re never going to work as a couple, are we? i know i’m thinking way too far ahead. it’s just a date, there’s no relationship in this. but what if something does happen? he lives in monaco, the most ridiculously expensive city in the world, and i live in the suburbs of london. i’m an intern. what am i supposed to give him for valentine’s day? a handwritten playlist and a meal deal? yn i shouldn’t go on a date with him and experience things i know will only ever be a glimpse. a taste of something i’ll never truly have. it’s not fair. not to me, not to whatever this is. i don’t want to feel this way about someone who lives in a world so far from mine. yn also, are we set a date in mcdonalds? thats the only place we could possibly go tgt yourbestie i think you’re overthinking it. you deserve to be happy, you know? he knows you come from different worlds, and still he wants to see you. he chose to go out with you. he flirted with you publicly on insta, didn’t he? i’m sure he doesn’t care about any of that. not the money, not the status. he just wants you. yn i cant... yourbestie let's chat tomorrow, i think you just had too much beer

yn posted a story "going to canada with my all time favourite: whutering heights"

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oscarpiastri we could've gone together, yn yn why would fly commercial oscarpiastri so you finally replied, then yn i do reply? always oscarpiastri not my invite, tho yn ohhh let's just oscarpiastri i'd save a seat for you for when we come back but i cant really stop by london just to drop you yn you really do not have to, oscar. it's okay! company expenses haha oscarpiastri wait i was about to invite you to stay with me in monaco yn i'm flattered, oscar, but i cannot accept this. sorry. oscarpiastri why? read

yn posted a story "Montreal - Canada 📍"

SkySports posted a video on Youtube

[00:00] – “Intro: Intern Chronicles Pt. 2”

Yn: Right. Back again. Mercedes this time. I’ve had three hours of sleep, one oat latte and a dream. Let’s go. [claps to sync audio]

[SkySports intro plays.]

[00:07] – “Thrown to the Wolves (Again)”

Yn: Hello, internet. Our usual F1 correspondent is off doing something glamorous, so they sent me. Again. I’m the intern. I don’t know why they keep doing this. I’m not even allowed near the espresso machine.

[Camera pans to a mechanic who subtly moves a torque wrench away from her]

[00:20] – “Enter: Kimi Antonelli”

Yn: And look who we’ve got—Kimi Antonelli. Literal child prodigy. I feel like I should ask for his autograph and a chance to do his maths lesson.

Kimi: I don’t do maths on weekends.

Yn: Fair enough. I don’t do anything on weekends.

[00:35] – “George Russell Materialises”

George: Heard the intern was back. Thought I’d come supervise.

Yn: You mean sabotage?

[01:00] – “Garage Tour (Pretending to Know Things)”

[Montage: Kimi and George show Yn around. She nods at things she doesn’t understand. George explains tyre strategy. Kimi points at a simulator. Yn touches a button and gets yelled at.]

Yn: I’m learning so much. Mostly what not to touch.

[02:15] – “The Crush Question Escalates. (Again)”

George: So... we’ve all seen the McLaren video. You and Oscar, huh?

Yn: [visibly panicking] Oh my God. That made the cut?

George: Not just the cut. Lando sent it out in the drivers group chat.

Yn: I’m going to evaporate. Right here. On camera.

Kimi: I thought it was sweet, though.

Yn: I don’t have a crush! [laughs]

George: That’s not what we see!

Yn: [turns to director] Can we cut this entire segment?

Director: [off-camera] Absolutely not.

George: Honestly, we think that you should let me play cupid. [Uses a fake serious voice tone]

[03:20] – “The Reveal”

George: So, Yn... who are you backing tomorrow?

Yn: I’m not allowed to say, am I? [turns to director. He shrugs]

Kimi: That’s a yes.

Yn: Fine. Of couse I'm with Mercedes! [pulls out a glittery badge with the Mercedes logo]

George: That’s suspiciously diplomatic, you said the same about Mclaren in Monaco!

Yn: I’m trying to keep my job.

George: You’ve already lost your dignity. Might as well pick a side.

[04:00] – “Outro & Existential Reflection”

Yn: Right, folks — that’s all for today’s video. Hope you enjoyed this chaotic tour. I’ll be back... if HR doesn’t fire me. [George and Kimi wave in the background.]

George: You survived!

Yn: I’m adding that to my CV.

[Director calls “cut” as Yn sighs dramatically and mutters something about needing a raise].

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ytuser OMG I'm here after today's race and I think I cracked the code? ytuser what code? ytuser It's the 2nd video of this series and in the first one, the intern was with Mclaren, and they won p1 and p2 in Monaco? Now they posted this with Mercedes and they won p1 and p3? Yn is the good luck charm we all need ytuser @.Skysports next video with ferrari pls

ytuser i bet george and lando were having a whole debate about yn’s crush on oscar and it's is the most british gossip i’ve ever heard

ytuser Need sky to do this with every team. yn in ferrari garage next pls. i want her and charles leclerc to discuss existential dread.

ytuser the way george said “piastri fever” like it’s a medical condition 😭 ytuser It is!

ytuser i love how she’s just trying to do her job and every driver is like “so… what about your crush on oscar?” ytuser the fact that it all happned bc lando thought she had a crush on oscar and went with it. just colective delusion lmao ytuser I mean, why would Oscar want to be with her? I bet it's just a bit skysports asked the drivers to play along with. Looks staged tbh. ytuser ? you're a sick individual

ytuser she’s funny, sure. but the whole “i’m broke and relatable” thing gets old when you’re literally partying with millionaires 🤷🏻‍♀️ ytuser What drugs are you even on to? ytuser just go through her insta for a while and you'll see

♪ Everybody here wants you - Jeff Buckley

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yn Loved getting to know Montréal. Honestly, I’ll be a bit sad when I leave — there’s something oddly comforting about being somewhere no one expects you to be. I guess I’m finally learning how to pose for photos now haha. Or maybe I’m just getting better at looking cute. Anyway. Thanks for the memories. xx

user You're the prettiest in the world!!

user Living every's girl fantasies rn!! Please, enjoy <3

yourbestie love you so much, you deserve it all, baby! yn thx lovely <3

yourbff Finished whutering heights again? yn ... well! not yet, but i'll.

lando where were mclaren's good luck charm during the race? yn I was at Skysports center 😉 lando so that's why I dnf'ed :< yn acting like i sabotaged your car...! lando your absence did it! yn stop being so superstitious user maybe that's why some people don't like her... always flirting with everyone that gives some attention. user fuck's sake, we don't even know her well.

oscarpiastri Saved you a seat 😉 yn am I allowed to say no? oscarpiastri no

user saw the youtube comments. you didn’t deserve any of that.

oscarpiastri posted a story to his close-friends "how do I make her accept my date invite"

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lando you rented a whole flight just to go alone with her lando whole new level of whipped oscarpiastri still miss girl won't accept my date invite lando Lol

yn Oh yn I just did? I mean... aren't we going to monaco tgt rn oscarpiastri just being a little over dramatic.

Monaco

yn posted a story "blending in ☀️"

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yourbff SO? yn i gave in... I'm in Monaco with him. yourbff Enjoy your time off baby girl!

yourbestie You finally gave him a chance? Glad to see it yn my excuses were getting pretty old yn and he rented a whole flight for us yn whole new level of throwing away money, i know yourbestie Just enjoy, ok? Let things be, he's a good guy with good intentions! I'm sure he's not going to hurt you. yn you know it's not about him... it's me and him. yourbestie Pause the class-consciousness sermon, love. Treat yourself to a bit of joy yn <3

oscarpiastri What are you doing here all alone, beauty? yn mmmh, I did come with someone… but he’s been talking about work non-stop. oscarpiastri Gonna give you some attention, love. yn waiting for it 🙄

oscarpiastri posted a story "Between Canada and Austria, there is Monaco."

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lando do not forget I made this possible muppet oscarpiastri Getting her to agree to a date was a mission. If she says yes to the whole relationship thing, I’ll owe you big time. lando i'll be expecting, you know

yn I do look cute hehe oscarpiastri Well if you paid attention to me as much as you pay attention to that damn book yn it's whutering heights we are talking about, know your place

yn posted a story "after a few weeks away, I’m finally back in the UK, home at last! and it’s a home race too… with some rather lovely company."

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lando i know someone who only wears shorts 🙄 yn i already said thank you for setting us up lando acting like i make yall thank me every single day geez yn You do ?

oscarpiastri Only lovely company? yn should I say what ? oscarpiastri "my very cool, fast, lovely and cute boyfriend" yn you're on very thin ice. i'm not sure if i should have accepted this oscarpiastri I apologize miss

yourbestie Your happiness is my happiness! yn thank you for always supporting me, honey!

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f1wagsnews BREAKING: F1's most random couple. Oscar Piastri and... Skysports intern?

Hold onto your paddock passes, folks, because we’ve got a plot twist no one saw coming (or asked for): Oscar Piastri, the championship leader, is apparently dating… YN.

Wait, who? Yeah, we had to Google her too. For the sake of journalism, here’s the tea: YN is that girl who pops up in a few SkySports videos. You might remember her from the mildly amusing “A Day in McLaren’s Garage with Our Intern.” That’s right — intern. Not employee. Not journalist. Miss girl doesn't even have a job.

So how did this go from “girl with a crush” to “girlfriend of the year”? Sources say YN’s been thirsting over Oscar for a while. In one clip with Lando Norris, she even asks about Oscar, prompting Lando to laugh like he just witnessed a live fanfiction moment. Fast forward a few months, and boom — they’re spotted together in Monaco, looking suspiciously couple-y.

Oscar, sweetie… what happened? You went from dating a posh British socialite with generational wealth to someone who probably thinks Olive Garden is haute cuisine. The downgrade is loud.

Now the real question: will YN keep pretending she’s just “grinding in motorsport” or will she embrace her new WAG status? Can people from completely different worlds make it work? We’re definitely side-eyeing it.

user Oscar must’ve hit his head during quali.

user not even low-income with effort, just plain low income💀

user guys she's now the intern of the wag company

user Lily was so classy and polished. Now he's with this tattoed chain smoker, oh god what did we do to deserve this? user chain smoker? user there's plenty of pics of her smoking in her insta

user I'm pretty sure this is a part of Lando's plan to get to lead wdc user ??? lmao

user bffr this b is so average

user "oh i read books" "oh capitalism" "oh i'm not interested in dating"... fucks sake girl get a grip

user already hate her lol

user that should be me :(

user What the hell? sure..

yn posted a close-friends story "officially #fired"

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yourbff What the hell? yourbff How did this happen? yn idk. pretty sure someone got salty about me having a boyfriend and grassed me up to HR yn told them it was peak unfair, not like I asked to have my personal life aired like a Netflix doc. yn it's wild yn got fired mid race, i was holding a cup of coffee for my (now ex,,) director and the call came. didn't even wait for when we come back to uk yourbff And Oscar? yn i dont know i didn't want to mess up... he just won spa, his favorite track. i'm not gonna be a bitter bitch yourbff Babe... why did you do it? :( yourbff You were so happy this past months.. yourbff He needs to know yn i'm just gonna end things with him. he does deserve someone of his level yn not me

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yn been following f1 for a while now and honestly... it’s been magic. got to be part of it for half a season and i genuinely thought i’d hate it, but turns out covering sports might be something i actually love. wild. some unreal opportunities came my way. and then i let my personal life mess it all up. i’m not gonna say sorry to skysports for having a boyfriend. i’m not gonna say sorry to anyone for being in a relationship. it’s not fair. it’s just not. i know this probably isn’t the kind of thing you post when you’re hoping for future job offers. and no, i’m not quitting to become someone’s girlfriend or wife. i’ve still got dreams. i just wish they didn’t feel so far away right now.

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oscarpiastri Seeing you struggle with all this lately has been heartbreaking. just know you’re not allowed to break up with me. ever. I won’t let you. We’ve worked too hard to get here, and i’m not letting some random stranger on the internet take that away from us. lando you're soooo down bad yn sweet pie

yourbff You're the most talented girl in this world, don't worry!! Everything's gonna be alright. ❤️ liked by author

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oscarpiastri I’m truly sorry i couldn’t shield you from other people’s cruelty. but you know i see your heart, just as you see mine. I hope the rest of the world gets to know you, or at least has the chance to be loved by someone like you. You're more myself than I am. Whatever our souls are made of, yours and mine are the same.

lando this is the kind of love that makes you believe in soulmates again 🙄🙄

lando and every mouth who dares to speak badly about yn shall perish ❤️liked by author

oscarpiastri With that being said: I won’t tolerate any kind of hateful comment about my girlfriend, Yn. You all need to learn what boundaries are. I know you think you can say whatever you want on the internet, but you can’t. Because on the other side of the screen, there are real people who don’t deserve to read the venom your bitter, spiteful spirit wants to spit.

user A MAN

maxverstappen1 That's it 👏🏻 ❤️liked by author

yourbff Protecting her heart like that? This is so beautiful it hurts. I hope she knows how deeply she’s loved. ❤️liked by author

nicolepiastri Can't wait to meet you yn! Such a lovely soul. yn I can't wait too!!!

yn thank you for always believing in me oscarpiastri My kingdom for a kiss upon your shoulder... yn quoting my favourite book and now my favourite artist? put a baby in me oscarpiastri Soon yn 😏

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yn and I cannot live without my soul.

oscarpiastri ❤️ yn ❤️

yourbff Get a room you two...

yourbff Jokes aside, you deserve to be happy, pretty girl ☀️ yn thanks for always being by my side

yourbestie My baby is in loveeeee yn 🙄 yes!

nicolepiastri Thanks for always taking cute pics, Yn!! He doesn't pose for me like that anymore.. yn it takes a while for him to pose for me!!

oscarpiastri The tear that hangs inside my soul forever yn forever. and ever...

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echodoctor · 4 months ago

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I wonder if part of why Siffrin is the party member most willing to let Bonnie do things the others are worried will be too risky or scary for them is because they were more or less on their own from a fairly early age?

The creator of In Stars And Time mentioned once that Siffrin was a teenager when the Northern Island vanished.

I personally assume that he was thirteen. Now, there's wiggle room there- she didn't specify an exact age, just "a teenager". They could have been older.

But since they were trying to play a prank by "running away from home" (for like twenty minutes tops) when the whole thing happened- and over not wanting to eat their veggies, no less- I feel pretty reasonable in assuming that we're talking about someone on the young end of the teenage range here, not like an eighteen year old with the RPG Fantasy World version of a job and a driver's license.

So, thirteen.

And if Bonnie is somewhere around eleven or twelve, that's... not that far off, age-wise.

Siffrin doesn't really seem to have had anyone looking out for them, before. Presumably someone must have helped them at least a little when they first arrived, but I get the feeling it was less "oh no we have to get you a foster family you poor dear!!" and more along the lines of getting directions to the local homeless shelter and food pantry equivalents- probably a House of Change, since caring for those in need seems like the kind of duty a religious institution would have in a pre-modern society, and what we see about Housemaiden duties from Mirabelle and Euphrasie does appear to involve a lot of community outreach and support.

Which is great in terms of "not actually dying", but larger institutions are usually dealing with a lot of things at once and can't provide a lot of careful individual attention. So Siffrin was likely just... figuring out how to be a functional person on their own.

So all of that basically boils down to: I'm not sure Siffrin actually has any idea what the normal amount of responsibility and independence a kid is "supposed" to have is, because they have no memory of ever having an adult who could look out for them in the first place.

They're just mentally referencing what they were doing when they were Bonnie's age and going 'hmm, well that wasn't great but I didn't die or anything... let's make sure they have some adult supervision and reassure them they can ask us for help if they want to, and it'll probably be fine'.

...Which, it turns out, is actually a pretty decent approach here, because despite the party's best efforts Bonnie is still essentially a refugee from a country-wide disaster, and trying to treat them like a kid who's living a completely stable, normal, sheltered life ignores a lot of what they're going through.

They're not trying to make Bonnie's life fit into what a "normal" childhood should be, because they never got to have one. And Bonnie responds well to that because it's coming from a place of empathy and shared similar experiences.

tl;dr Former semi-feral free range child mentors current semi-feral free range child, results surprisingly positive.

#ISAT #ISAT spoilers #Bonnie #Siffrin

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dn-hc · 5 months ago

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Bass Pro Shop Aquarium Adventure: A Reader Insert

L Lawliet

L was perched on the sofa as usual, a fork full of cake halfway to his mouth, when you spoke suddenly with an elongated 'L'. Your tone was sweet, almost hesitant, like you were about to ask him for the whole world. So imagine his surprise when you simply requested to be taken to Bass Pro Shop.

He blinked. “I don’t believe we are in need of any sporting goods.”

“We're not. I just want to see the fish.”

“The… fish?”

“They have a massive aquarium. It’s magical. There’s a catfish the size of a small child.”

L paused. “A catfish the size of a small child? Interesting.”

You gasped. “So we can go?”

'Why would someone want to visit a commercial establishment solely for ornamental fish?' He muses to himself before responding, "I’ll bring my laptop. The relaxing atmosphere may assist with my concentration.”

The fish tank was everything you had dreamed of. Enormous catfish loomed like sleepy sea monsters. Schools of shiny baitfish sparkled under the lights. A gar slithered ominously near the glass.

L sat on the bench, memorized by the fish and the size of the aquarium, but he was more fascinated with watching you be so pleased by such a simple pleasure. Fascinated by your fascination. He studies your expressions of awe and wonder as he watches you feed quarters into the fish food dispenser with childlike glee. He watches you press your hands to the glass, naming the fish like they're old friends, and thinks your the most curious phenomenon in the room. He smiles softly as he listens to you narrate "what the fish are thinking".

He leaves slightly before you so he can surprise you at checkout with a giant fish plushie. And, though he will never admit it, he enjoys the quiet, calm, simplicity you bring to his life; how you can still find magic in the little mundane things in life.

After the trip, L had changed his screen saver to a live motion background of ocean creatures and he installed a large aquarium at HQ to surprise you with.

“She was right,” he murmured, watching the fish in the aquarium. “There is something calming about their presence.”

After the trip, it's not uncommon to find L, looking widly out of place in a sporting goods store, just watching the fish when life feels like it's all moving too fast.

Light Yagami

Light Yagami was reviewing files when you skipped up to him.

“Light, I need to go to Bass Pro Shop. It’s urgent.”

He didn’t look up. “We’re not going fishing.”

You roll your eyes, "I know. I just want to look at the fish."

Light sighed. “You want to go to a retail store to look at fish?”

“Yes.”

“This is irrational. Why not just go to an aquarium?”

“You can look at these fish for free.”

He chuckled. "Is that really the reason? If you want to go to an aquarium, you know money's not a problem."

You didn’t even juustify such an absurd attempt to sway your desires. You simply cross your arms and stare at him.

“…Fine. But we’re in and out. 15 minutes.” Hs gives in.

The fish tank was everything you had dreamed of. Enormous catfish loomed like sleepy sea monsters. Schools of shiny baitfish sparkled under the lights. A gar slithered ominously near the glass

Upon seeing the tank, he chuckled softly to himself. “Hmm. So this is what people waste their time on.” However, he's secretly startled by how impressive and beautiful it actually is.

He wanted to dismiss the whole thing as silly, but deep down he finds your enthusiasm kind of charming. It annoys him that he smiled watching you press your face to the glass. He's trying not to fall harder for you over something so mundane.

'She’s ridiculous.' He thought to himself. 'Why does this make me… smile, though?'

There's a warmth he can’t shake when he sees you laugh at a turtle or gasp at a fish with a “funny face.” He wonders if he’d be a better person if he saw the world like you do.

As time passed, two hours to be exact, you were naming the fish, and Light was lowkey arguing with a child about fish anatomy.

After your little rendezvous, Light lay dramatically on his bed, one arm flung across his forehead. 'Did I… enjoy that?'

He remembered the massive bass that stared into his soul, and how you had tried to get a fish to “boop your finger.”

He sat up suddenly. 'No. No distractions. I am justice. I am not… a man who enjoys fish.'

Then he glanced at the tiny plush bluegill you secretly dropped in his coat pocket. He didn't throw it away.

Mihael Keehl

Mello was in the middle of bitching about Near to Matt when you came running in like the you were about to tell them the building was on fire, screaming "emergency".

They both stared at you, impatiently waiting for the announcement as you caught your breath.

“We need to go to Bass Pro Shop. Now.”

He blinked. “That's the emergency?”

“There are FISH. Huge ones. I want to see them. With my eyeballs.”

Mello stared. “We’re literally fighting a criminal empire, and you wanna look at FISH?”

You taunt. “And you wanna bitch about your boy crush, let's go!”

Mello sighed and grabbed his coat. “If the fish aren’t badass, I’m starting a fire in the camping aisle.”

The fish tank was everything you had dreamed of. Enormous catfish loomed like sleepy sea monsters. Schools of shiny baitfish sparkled under the lights. A gar slithered ominously near the glass

He feels his chest squeeze when you light up and run to the fish tank. He wants to pretend he is unphased, but he lowkey thinks you're adorable.

'She’s… happy. Because of fish. That’s adorable. And stupid. And adorable.'

Mello had complained the whole way there but ended up growing emotionally attached to one of the fish. Your excitement rubs off on him and he ends up getting competitive trying to name more fish than you. His protective side also coming out to play as he sends death glares to anyone who tries to come between you and your fish.

Before you leave, he buys you a keychain and a bag of jerky.

After your excursion, Mello stared at the ceiling, arms crossed behind his head, a chocolate bar resting on his chest. He thought about how you had dragged him from aisle to aisle and how he had genuinely bonded with a bass.

“Antonio was a real one,” he mumbled.

He considered going back to liberate him. 'I could fit a tank in the hideout… Maybe one of those waterfall filters…'

Mail Jeevas

Matt was deep into a game when you dropped onto his lap. “Emergency. Pause.”

He paused his games and looked up at you from beneath his goggles, waiting for elaboration.

"I wanna see the fish."

“Fish?” He inquired, skeptically.

“At Bass Pro. Giant ones. Take me. It’ll be fun.”

Matt squinted at you. “Is this code for something?”

“No. Actual fish.”

He thinks for a brief second. 'That’s random. But she’s excited, so I’m down.'

He shrugged, pausing his game and closing his DS. “I guess I’m in.”

The fish tank was everything you had dreamed of. Enormous catfish loomed like sleepy sea monsters. Schools of shiny baitfish sparkled under the lights. A gar slithered ominously near the glass

He honestly loves how weird and spontaneous you are. He finds your fascination adorable, especially when you make up stories about the fish.

He's living for your energy. The bouncing in place excitedly? Adorable. He loves seeing you go full kid in a candy store-mode over some fish.

'She’s happier looking at fish than I’ve ever seen her on her birthday. That’s cute as hell.' He thinks to himself.

He buys you fish food pellets so you can feed them like a Disney princess, and of course, he has to have pictures of this. He also rates the fish with you.

“That one’s a 9/10. Strong eye contact.” He says, followed by, “Yo. That’s a chonky fish.”

He's actually kinda into the whole fish watching experience, pointing out cool fish facts like he's your personal aquarium guide. He even emotionally adopts a fish that looks particularly sad.

After you grow bored of the fish, you wonder the store. He found an underwater camera in the fishing section and, of course, bought it immediately.

After your little field trip, Matt kicked back in his gaming chair, feet up, goggles on, watching the videos he took of you. You were smiling, laughing, and waving at the fish like a kid on a field trip.

He grinned. “Worth it.”

Nate River

Near was stacking dominoes when you sat beside him.

“Nate. Fish. We need to go."

“I’m busy.”

“You can bring your puzzle. I’ll carry it. But I need to commune with a gar.”

Near paused. “Gar?”

“Long. Sleek. A prehistoric vibe. Like you, but scaly.”

He considered it. “Fine. I suppose this could be a useful learning experience.”

The fish tank was everything you had dreamed of. Enormous catfish loomed like sleepy sea monsters. Schools of shiny baitfish sparkled under the lights. A gar slithered ominously near the glass.

Near doesn’t quite get the appeal, but he likes how animated you become when you first see the fish.

He analyzes the fish tank setup, “Efficient ecosystem. Excellent filtration design.” And, memorize fish names, just so he can talk to you about them next time.

He spends a solid ten minutes analyzing how the fish behave in relation to the tank layout.

After some time, he becomes more focused on you. At first, he confused as to why you are talking to the fish like they're people, questioning if you know they can't understand you.

But then he watches you smile and the way you softly tap the glass and says “Look! That one blinked at me!” Something gentle shifts in him.

'She finds magic where most people don’t even look.' He keeps that thought tucked away like a secret.

After your trip, Near sat in silence for a moment, then reached into his pocket and pulled out a tiny pebble you had found at the bottom of the fish tank display.

“You said this was ‘the pebble of enlightenment,’” he whispered to no one. “I am inclined to believe you.”

He placed it gently beside his puzzle pieces.

“...I liked the turtle.”

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rachawritingblog · 13 days ago

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I love shy stray kids so much! If you could write anything where anyone just become really really flustered and tries to hide it or something, I'd love that!!!

Have a great dayyy<3

Confession Under Fireworks

Pairing: Gender-Neutral Reader x Jeongin

Genres: Fluff, Friends to Lovers, and Mutual Pining

Word Count: 1600+

Summary: You and Jeongin find the perfect spot in the park to watch the Fourth of July fireworks. The moment consisted of hours of playful banter and thoughtful conversations. After the fireworks finished, he confessed his feelings and got absolutely flustered, especially since you kept teasing him.

A/N: Thank you for my first story request! I hope this story fits what you are looking for. Have a great day too! :)

For the longest time, viewing the fireworks with your best friend, Jeongin, had always been on your bucket list. Every other 4th of July, one of you had either been busy or out of town. He has never celebrated the 4th of July, and doesn't know the history behind it either, but you two adored informing one another on both of your cultures.

Early in the morning, you text him asking if he's free later in the day, an hour before the fireworks will start, and fortunately, he was. You bounced up and the corners of your lips raised high. You were finally going to watch the beautiful fireworks with your favorite person in the world. But little did you know he had been planning to confess to you for months, and he was absolutely going to take advantage of this moment to do so, when you least expected it.

In the evening, you two meet up at a nearby café where you agreed to take out food for when watching the fireworks. He always paid for both of you when ordering food, but this time you were quicker than him at getting out your wallet. He stared at you dumbfoundedly, but you saw the light pink hue coating his cheeks.

You two exit the business and begin heading to a park where there's no obstructive view of the fireworks. "You didn't have to pay, you know."

"I know, but I wanted to for a change."

He hums and stares down at his feet while walking, trying to ignore how much his heart is swooning for you. You glanced at him and couldn't shake off the feeling that something substantial was going to happen.

At the park, you two walked for thirty minutes before being able to find a bench without trees blocking the view of the sky. "Okay, here should be good. We'll be able to see the fireworks clearly." You both sit at the bench with a bit of distance between you. You dug inside the bag, grabbing your meal before the fireworks began because your stomach was grumbling, and he mimicked your action.

The breezing wind was the only source of noise and no one was nearby, making the whole moment feel all the more dreamy, at least to him. He devoured his meal swiftly, stealing some of your food afterwards. "Hey! What are you doing?" You lightly smack his hand.

"I'm still hungry. We should've gotten dessert alongside our meals."

"It's not my fault you basically inhaled your food." You playfully roll your eyes.

"Well, we're still getting dessert at one of the twenty four hour convenience stores after the fireworks."

"Ugh, I wanted to go straight home, but fine."

"I thought you would want to spend more time with me."

"We live together at the dorms, Jeongin." You facepalm yourself.

"Oh, right, but I meant outdoors, idiot." He sticks his tongue at you.

You narrow your eyes at him with a frown, but there's no real malice behind it. A loud boom gets your two's attention, and your fake hostility towards him fades. "Look! It's starting!"

He was staring at the fireworks in awe; he's rarely ever seen fireworks shows, except for when he was younger which he barely has recollection of. "Whoa, the fireworks are seriously beautiful."

"Right? Especially the big ones. You know, you can make a wish amidst the fireworks."

"Really?"

"Yeah, to anyone. It could be a family member, any loved one, a friend, maybe me~"

He snickers. "Definitely not you."

"Rude! You're so cheeky."

"I know you don't mind my cheekiness~"

"Yeah, yeah. Just hurry up and make a wish. But don't say it out loud or else it won't come true."

"Okay. I wish for Y/N to be safe and healthy."

You kick the side of his foot with the top of your foot. "Hey! You learned that from your friend, Minho, didn't you?"

"Maybe I did~"

"You cheeky menace."

He pushes his jaw out. "It's a specialty of mine."

"Not a very good one at that."

Your two's focus shifts back onto the fireworks. You both make a wish about one another, but neither of you is aware. You asked him a question which was accidentally the start of a deep and thoughtful conversation, but you didn't mind it one bit. The loud ruckus became background noise.

The fireworks slowed down after four hours. The time flew by like lightning but also felt like an eternity. "Hey, I think the fireworks are pretty much done for the night. We really chatted a lot, huh?"

"Yeah, we did. But that's okay, I liked having the conversation with you. And the fireworks were pretty, especially the animal shaped ones."

"Oh yeah! I forgot to take photos of those. Too bad, I guess."

"Can we stay here for a few more minutes? The stars are out, look."

You stared up at the sky with wide eyes and your lips making an "o" shape, admiring the glowing stars. You've never seen something so fascinating. "Whoa, I've never been stargazing before. Have you?"

"I have plenty of times when I was younger, when I used to live with my grandma in a rural area."

"Oh really? I've always lived in an urban area, as you already know."

He hums once again. You snap a picture of the stars plastering the sky. "The stars are so beautiful. Almost as beautiful as someone I know."

"Huh? Who?"

"Oh, no one you know, Jeongin."

"Right..." His lips purse together.

There's a moment of silence. A handful of emotions filled the air. He is silently building up the courage to confess to you, telling himself 'You can do it.' He slowly inhales and exhales, smoothing out his breathing, and calming down his nerves.

"H-hey, Y/N?" He stares down at his lap, fidgeting with the hem of your shirt.

"Yeah?"

"U-uh, can I tell you something? But promise you won't get weirded out or anything?"

"No promises, but you're free to tell me if you want."

"Okay, well, uh, this is kind of awkward but like uh, what do you- wait, how- hold on-" He grabs hold of his earlobe, a habit he has when he's nervous.

"It's okay, Jeongin, take your time."

"O-okay, well, uh, shit, the cat really bit my tongue. Sorry-" He keeps touching his ear every five seconds, and you took notice of the second time it occurred.

"You sound like a malfunctioning robot. Calm down, I'm not rushing you."

"Y-yeah, well, fine, I'll just spit it out. I... I l-like you, like more than friends. I've been feeling this way for some time but I wasn't sure it was something serious or just a phase."

He almost instantly covers his face after confessing, expecting it to backfire on him. You went expressionless for a few long seconds, then your eyebrows raised after processing his confession. "Jeongin, I had no idea. You're really good at hiding your crush. But honestly, I-I like you too. I have for a while now."

He looks at you through his fingers. "Wait, what?" His voice is muffled.

"What? You expected me to reject you? Have you not seen the many times I've stared at you for longer than usual, admiring your features? There are so many other moments too."

"I-I just thought I was overthinking everything. I didn't want to get my hopes up."

You bring down his hands, showcasing his tomato colored face. "Pfft- You're so flustered, it's cute."

"C-cute? I'm not cute." He cannot maintain eye contact with you for more than a second currently.

You pinch his cheek, causing him to become a darker shade of red if that's possible. "Y/N, s-stop embarrassing me."

"I didn't know confessing and me liking you back would get you so bashful. But it makes me want to tease you. You can't even look me in my eyes~"

"Oh my gosh, you're going to be the death of me. I should've just kept my mouth shut."

"Then my Innie wouldn't have known of my reciprocated crush on him~"

"I-Innie? S-seriously?"

"Yes. I've been wanting to call you that nickname for the longest time."

"Ah, seriously, you're so embarrassing. But it's also kind of e-endearing in a way?"

"See, I knew you secretly had a soft spot for me~"

"Ugh, I shouldn't have said that either! I keep digging myself into a deeper hole each time."

"I've never seen you this flustered before, despite you being a shy person."

"You're never letting this moment go..."

"How could I? My Innie is all red and cute."

"Be quietttt."

"Fine, fine, I'll stop teasing you. But I really do like you. A lot. And I'm glad you've been feeling the same way."

For the first time after confessing, he finally looks up into your eyes, seeing nothing but sincerity and longing. It makes his heart pump faster even if you two are usually sassy and teasing to each other.

"Are we still getting dessert though?"

He snaps out of his train of thought. "O-oh, yeah. Let's start walking before it gets any later." You two pack up your belongings and head out of the park, searching for a nearby convenience store.

"Y-Y/N, this might sound odd but can you like hold my hand?"

"Oh? I thought you didn't like skinship."

"I just want to try this. Don't make it weird!" He touches his earlobe.

"Your cheeks are turning red again~"

"You know what, forget I even asked."

"Wait! Okay, okay, I'll hold your hand, Innie." You lend out your hand for him to take in his, and he does.

You two continue walking hand in hand to purchase snacks and head back to your shared dormitory. You were definitely planning to binge watch movies until early in the morning, and maybe even convince him to have a cuddle session. This was the beginning of something new but strange, and you two would tackle it together with patience and understanding.

dividers by @/thecutestgrotto and @/uzmacchiato

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veejiez · 2 years ago

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when is daddy coming home ?

g. satoru ⋅ fem wife reader

note: WOW i'm so sorry for writing this anyways tagging @satoruhour for no reason except i'm evil 👍 ik we need fluff comfort rn but i had to get out at least one devastating post. anyways. enjoy the suffering!!

warnings — heavy pure angst prepare to suffer and cry more than you already are, implied death, chapter 236 spoilers

playme ♪ oh god it's you i watch tv with / when i wake up i see you with me... as long as i'm here, no one can hurt you

scurrying around the kitchen, there's no free time when you've got a little mouth to feed. and you smile when you see your cute little girl devouring the bowl of steaming food. it's satoru's favorite, he asked you to make it today especially and you don't know why.

an hour goes by. you observe your child drawing a scribbly heart.

" what are you drawing ? " you ask, and she replies with " something for daddy. "

" it looks beautiful. who's that ? "

" that's you. and that's daddy. and that's me. "

" are we inside a heart ? "

" yup ! we're inside daddy's heart, because it has the most space. "

your heart feels a peculiar pang, and you look out the window. how strange, you felt like your whole world caved in for that split second.

" mommy, when is daddy coming home ? " your little girl asks innocently.

" soon, angel. "

you ring his number.

gojo satoru ~ i'm busy right now, leave a message — ow !

you remember the day he made this prerecorded messgae. his ow at the end is a reaction to your little girl biting him when she was teething, that was years and years ago now.

the little bell on her bracelet sounds. it's the bracelet that you and gojo wove together in high school; your little one had found it in your memory box and loved it so much that she asked if she could have it as her birthday gift.

that bell chimes as she moves her wrist to color in satoru's eyes with the prettiest blue crayon. and for some reason, it sounds louder than ever; you stare at it. why are tears coming forth?

the tv is playing. the birds are chirping. the world keeps spinning. but your world? it feels like it broke apart. and why? what was this feeling? you felt like... like something devastating has just happened.

you try satoru's phone again, wandering aimlessly into the kitchen. it feels eerily quiet and joyless.

gojo satoru ~ i'm busy right now, leave a message — ow !

you try it again.

gojo satoru ~ i'm busy right now —

you try it again.

gojo satoru ~

he was mimicking the way you always said his name in high school.

and you start breaking down crying, trying and trying repeatedly as if it would change anything. you don't need someone to knock on your door to tell you he's gone, because you can feel it; his spirit isn't in this world anymore. you and him were completely connected, a string between the two of you that linked your hearts and subconscious no matter the distance between them.

when you look up at the sky, there's an endless blue. but all you really think of when you see that sky is his eyes. when you first met, that was one of the first things you told him.

" your eyes put the skies to shame. "

and he replied with something so cheesy that for some reason made you fall in love with him right there.

" aw. well, you put the angels to shame. "

the food goes cold. in his last moment, when he detached from the world, he was thinking about returning home to you. that's why he had asked you to make his favorite, after all. he thought it would be nice to enjoy such a simple thing after saving the world.

it's funny, even if he would have saved the world, he wouldn't have been able to come home to boast about it to you; because you never knew that side of him.

you never knew he was gojo satoru.

you just knew he was your gojo satoru, your doting husband.

when those eyes stared up at the blue sky for the last time, he thought;

at least i got to say i love you to you this morning, and give you that big kiss. treasure it baby, there will be no more now.

rest well honoured one.

Do not plagiarize / repost / translate / copy layouts / etc.

Do not steal what I've worked hard to create.

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notmorbid · 4 months ago

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the americans, season 4.

dialogue prompts from season four of fx's the americans.

you okay?

it was the only way to protect you.

i'm not gonna be able to come back here.

everybody kind of hates me now.

i do, sometimes, rub people the wrong way.

did you screw something up?

not everyone's as lucky as you.

i wish i could live that way again.

you think everything is all about talking.

is something wrong? is something going on that i need to know about?

how do you feel in your body?

to forgive yourself, you have to create a space for it to exist.

you have a lot weighing you down, don't you?

there's a limit to how much progress you can make without being honest with yourself.

you're not destroyed.

you're safe. we're together.

i keep having these memories from when i was a kid.

everything here is out of the ordinary, isn't it?

can i talk to you alone for a second?

nobody can carry this sort of thing alone.

we could leave. maybe we should leave.

i'm looking for something good in all of this.

my world was too small for you.

were you surprised to hear from me?

i won't let you do anything that will put you in danger.

in a place like this, you have been a surprise.

i'm not who i was.

it's amazing what you get used to.

i'm not so good at approaching people.

there's always a better choice.

people believe what they need to believe.

i don't think it's something most people would understand.

losing a child is like nothing else.

you are living in a burning house.

i told myself i'd be safe if i just did what i was told.

i don't know why i expect anything.

you really know how to kill a party.

it eats you up, what we do.

there are places no one could find us.

it's not safe for us to be here. we need to go.

i'm not checking IDs. don't freak.

i just think it's very american, the whole thing.

you cannot get precious about your feelings.

you don't have to do anything you don't want to do.

come on. i have to always ask before you tell me anything.

free. i don't remember: what's that like?

i don't know a lot of happy couples.

there are a lot of jerks out there, and they all seem to want to date me.

you always undervalue yourself.

was your mom a good cook?

there's a word for what you just did: entrapment.

you can't understand america without trying a twinkie.

have you guessed why i'm here?

you're good at this, aren't you?

we may have to run.

i thought i could live like this.

you've done so much for me.

people disappear for all sorts of reasons.

promise me you won't give up.

'okay' means 'not okay'.

are you hungry? everybody brought food.

it's possible for people like us to forget ourselves.

i don't want your money. i don't want anything from you.

i think i kind of lost my mind.

i haven't felt the same since.

i tend to show up around mealtime.

i feel like i'm out on a limb and i've handed you a saw.

i will do anything to keep this family together.

how did you know how to do that?

i just keep replaying it over and over in my head.

i wish i could show you where i grew up.

think good thoughts.

it's time for you to come home.

i didn't change your mind. i reminded you who you were.

you always say we'll get through it, but you never say how.

maybe i need to learn how to defend myself.

every morning, i wake up with this sick feeling in the pit of my stomach.

the absence of closeness makes you dry inside.

it's hard to know when it's too late.

this isn't how i wanted to tell you.

sometimes don't you just wish you could go back to being a little kid again?

you want to pack? get the hell out of here?

#rp meme #inbox memes #rp prompts #ask meme #sentence starters #rp memes #inbox meme #tv meme #action #historical meme #families

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k0mmari · 4 months ago

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Got any writing tips?

Honestly I could go on forever about all the ways you can improve your own writing, but I'll try to keep it to the things that help me the most

Slight disclaimer: Everything I'll say is in the context of writing with the intent of having an audience read it. Writing for yourself with no intentions of showing it off to anyone is completely free game.

Slight disclaimer 2: I am in no way a professional writer and what works for me might not work for you. Writing is a skill and it comes with a whole lot of trial and error; don't be afraid of failure, or making something bad! We're in a constant journey of figuring things out, and everyone has their own time.

With that said, let's get started!

1- Starting a story

Sometimes the hardest part is the beginning, and as we all know, it can get overwhelming staring at a blank page. Let's say you have the beginning of an idea, but when you sit and think about it, you're not sure where you want to go with it; then let's start simple!

I like to start out with what type of themes I want to explore with the story; do I want to explore familial relationships? Romance? Trauma? How these characters react to external problems? Treat it like your own little research, and ask yourself what you would like your story to be in the vaguest sense possible.

Example: A story about how people deal with grief in different ways, and how that effects their relationships with others, with found family and a bit of dry humor sprinkled in.

If you're struggling in that front, prompts could help you a lot! There's a lot of free-to-claim story prompts floating around, so picking one or three, smash them together, and see what happens from there!

2- Steal like an Artist

When I first started out drawing (and eventually writing), I saw the phrase 'steal like an artist' thrown around a lot, but I never really made sense of it, but I'm here to make it simpler for you now!

Going back to the prompts idea, when struggling to form a story, you can always steal from other stories! Obviously, not literally steal the whole script from a movie and change the names, but pick and choose your favorite things from the media you like.

Grab a scene from your favorite movie. A bit of the character design from your 3 favorite game characters. Get the beginning of the backstory of your favorite book protagonist. Eventually, it'll be like second nature to look at a piece of media and go 'hey, I could do something with that!', and when you smush them all together, you now have your own story in your hands!

Don't worry about originality. It's true when people say that 'nothing is original anymore', but don't take that to mean that nothing can be unique anymore! Let's say, from when you were stealing like an artist, you decided to grab the structure of Alice In Wonderland! Great, but that idea's been sooooooo overused by now, what do I do to make it original?

Well, I don't know how to make it original, but what if I mixed it with Dracula and a bit of Interview With A Vampire, and made it in a modern setting with secret societies of vampires going around? I also think mafia stories are very fun, so why not make it that the vampire hunters are like mafia families, and the Queen of Hearts was one of the bosses? Oh, and to top it off, I really like found families, so why not make Alice the Queen of Hearts daughter that she's trying to protect from the world of vampires!

Boom! Is it original? Not one bit, but it's unique, it's your interpretation of a story, a genre and its characters, and that makes it worth telling too!

3- During the writing process

Great, you have your the idea of your story! You have ideas for the main characters and maybe even a shaky timeline of events in the beginning, middle and end.

You... You do have a timeline of events, don't you?

When writing a story, no matter how long or short I want it to be, I like to begin by making a timeline of all the important parts I NEED to have it in there. The story is guaranteed to change while you're writing it, so having a plan to fall back on can help you from not straying too far from the main idea.

Not to say that you aren't allowed to change anything after you wrote your timeline, but I can keep you grounded on those initial themes that you want to talk about. It's normal to get excited and loose yourself in the characters, but before you know it, your horror thriller suddenly changed into a cheesy romcom and you don't want to delete your 20 pages worth of progress.

Create as many timelines as you need! Make a timeline for your general story, your character arcs, your fighting scenes, everything! Keep it as simple as possible in the beginning to avoid focusing too much on the details– having a clearer idea of the whole narrative will also help you when you get stuck trying to figure out how to transition from Event 1 to Event 2.

Personal Suggestion- Dialogue

This is the most personal 'tip' here yet, and it genuinely depends on what type of story you're writing, but I find that learning how to write natural-ish sounding dialogue is one of the most important things a writer can learn.

It's a skill on its own! Dialogue can carry a lot of weight in your story. It can give the reader a more personal idea of the characters, their feelings and the atmosphere of any given scene, and making it feel natural while also having the characters expose information you need for a story can be quite the juggling act.

Copy from your favorite books, shows, and games! Games I think are the best way to get started in my opinion, as I find it to be in the perfect middle ground between 'book dialogue' and 'movie dialogue'; so pick a game where you really like how the characters speak and try to dissect what exactly makes you like their dialogue.

Another thing to be mindful of is punctuation! Punctuation signifies pauses for your reader, and dialogue can change its feel drastically depending on the punctuation you use in it. Let's take an example:

"I don't know."

"I... Don't know."

"I. Don't. Know!"

The dialogue is the same, but the way you imagine a character saying it drastically changes from one option to the other, so be mindful and take just a little bit more in figuring out how your character feels in any particular scene, and how their speech would be affected by that.

Just to compliment that last part, don't be afraid to break up your dialogue if needed! This is writing we're talking about, it's not everyday you have the luxury of visuals accompanying your story, so describe your characters' actions! Example:

(Person A walks into the room, smiling with their hands in their pockets.

" Hey guys! How are we doing?")

(Person A walks into the room, smiling with their hands in their pockets.

"Hey guys!" They walk to the sofa, sitting down with a huff as they put their legs on the coffee table. They take out a gum packet from their pocket and offer it to the rest of the group. "How are we doing?")

Again, it sets two wildly different scenes, and the second example gives a much clearer picture of the character's movements across the space. Of course, you can always take advantage of your readers not being sure of what the character is doing while talking for reveals and tense situations – it all comes down to what tone you want to set for the scene.

#will i ever be able to say anything without it turning into a mile long post #apparently not #i could say more btw but this already got way longer than i thought it would #oopsie #writing tips #writing

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angelsdean · 7 months ago

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Mary is 28. The year is 2016. Her whole life has been stolen from her. Some cosmic being plucked her from Heaven, took her away from her home, her husband, her babies, and placed her in this strange new world.

Her babies are gone, replaced with strangers a foot taller than her and nearly a decade older. They call her mom in gruff voices. They are hunters, something she never wanted for them. She has to hold back tears just looking at them. She sees glimmers of herself in Dean. His hair has darkened since he was a little boy, but she sees herself in other parts. The shape of his face, his cheekbones, his smile. She sees herself in Sam too, though he feels stranger. She can't quite match her pudgy little baby to this man.

At night, she moves through the bunker like a ghost. Nothing feels quite real. She takes scissors to her hair, thinks a drastic change will make this all feel more real. Throws herself into hunting. The adrenaline helps. Her racing heart reminding her she's alive, alive, alive. This isn't a dream.

This isn't a dream.

She sobs into her pillow, as the reality of it hits once more. She will never see her babies again.

These strange men look at her like she's a wonder. She understands what they lost. Understands they never had a mother. She imagines she'd look at her babies the same way, if she could see them again.

But she doesn't know how interact with this Sam and this Dean. All she knows is rocking babies to sleep to the tune of "Hey, Jude" and cutting the crusts off PB&J's and warming up store-bought pies for her sweet little toddler. She feels like she's failing at something she never really felt she succeeded at in the first place. So she focuses on the one thing she was ever good at: hunting.

When the British Men of Letters approach her, she goes in with good intentions. She's doing this for her boys. It's the one thing she can do right, she thinks.

Except things go wrong. They always go wrong.

"Cas almost died," Dean says, a hard edge to his voice and his eyes swimming with emotion.

She feels terrible, tries to explain. "I'm doing this for you. I'm playing three decades of catch up here." She wants to say, I'm trying to fix things. If I can rid the world of monsters, if I can make it safe then you won't have to fight anymore. You can have normal lives. You can be free. But she doesn't know how to talk to them.

Mary watches Dean's expression cloud with his own grief. "And we're not? How do you think this has been for us? We're your sons, and you've been gone. Our whole lives, you've been gone," he says. And she understands. She's been gone. And her babies are gone. And it's all so unfair.

"You said that you needed time. No, you said you need space," Dean continues, and she can feel herself losing him. Them. Sam won't even look at her. "So we gave you your space. But you didn't need just space. No, you needed space from us."

He's not wrong. She told them when she left, how hard it was to be around them.

"That's not true," she lies. "Dean, I'm trying –"

"How 'bout for once, you just try to be a mom?" Dean cuts in, hurt, angry.

And it hits her harder than she expected. Because she wishes, wishes she could be a mom again. To her babies. But that's never going to happen. And if she's stuck here, then she needs to figure out some other way to be.

"I am your mother," she says, sternly, "but I am not 'just a mom.' And you are not a child." It's not fair. Part of her knows that's not what Dean was asking. Not how he meant it. She's the one wishing he were a child. Wishing she could be "just" a mom. But she can't be a mother to them. Not this Dean. Not this Sam.

Dean looks her in the eyes, his expression vacant, haunted, and says, "I never was." His lip trembles for just a moment before he regains his composure.

She was a hunter's kid once. She knows what it's like. There's little room for childhood innocence. But she also doesn't know. She had a stable home. She had two parents. She had no siblings to look after.

"So between us and them –" Dean continues, the question hanging in the chasm that has opened up between them.

"It's not like that." Can't you see I'm choosing you. This is the only way I know how to keep you safe.

"Yeah, Mary, it is." She hates how it doesn't exactly break her heart, hearing her name come from his mouth instead of "mom." It feels more normal. Because these are not her children. "You made your choice. So there's the door."

Dean walks out of the room without a second look. Sam rises from the table, averting his eyes. She understands this too. Struggling to look. To see.

But this isn't how she wanted things to go. She didn't mean to upset them. And she doesn't want to lose them completely. She just--needs more time. "Sam," she tries. Maybe it would be easier to get through to him. He never really knew her, has no memories of her.

But he tells her to go too.

And maybe part of her is glad for the easy out. This will give her more time. She just needs to focus on hunting. Save the world. Put her babies to rest. Then she can come back and they can...be a family. However that might look for them.

#youngmarynatural #ficlets #myficlets #dean and mary #spn 12x14

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utilitycaster · 5 months ago

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I mentioned I had more thoughts on "party of NPCs" in a recent ask, and I'm about to do a little Nein Againing, so: the original mention, from an early 4-Sided Dive (covering up to 3x21) from Taliesin, was mostly about two things: the fact that the characters (other than Imogen) were offbeat and felt like statblock archetypes (weird fey quest giver! undead witch in the woods! Guard #2!) and that only Imogen and maybe Dorian had a "feeling of intense destiny."

It did not mean they had uniquely tragic backstories (and I do not think they did); it did not mean they were uniquely impoverished and lacking in resources (indeed, they had tons of resources very early on compared to any other low-level party on CR); it did not mean they were uniquely othered by society (and I found that while that was part of their backstories, it didn't play out very strongly during the campaign, less so than frankly either the Mighty Nein in a number of places, or Vox Machina in specific locations such as Syngorn). It was literally just "wacky or archetypal, and lacking in a feeling of intense destiny."

As for lacking in destiny - I don't think that's a problem, and indeed I like characters who make their own destiny! But I think that "party of NPCs" increasingly gets quoted by people who are leery of D&D characters exercising their free will and who defend a lack of direction. I feel Bells Hells often seemed to wait around for direction, and again, that's a whole discussion that's been had many times and which gets into the meta level, but between that and the actual intended meaning Taliesin had, it doesn't make them more special to me; it makes them less.

PC vs. NPC is itself not a perfect dichotomy (in that PCs of one campaign become NPCs of another; or that someone can adopt a character like Cerkonos and make him a PC), and all it means is player character vs. non-player character. Ludinus is an NPC, but he certainly makes choices. However, EXU Divergence does a brilliant job of showing what makes a player character a person who has levels and not statblocks. Almost everyone starts as an NPC; they become a PC through the events that occur in their lives. This again is not unique to Bells Hells. Fjord and Veth were very much the Sailor and Commoner statblocks until a life-changing event occurred to them; Percy was a Noble statblock; Vex and Vax were hunters or bandits until they decided to be more than just mercenaries and join up with a group, and so on.

The issue I always had was in fact that lack of destiny - which I am taking to be external and narrative, not internal and literal. It's hard to say in a world where fate and destiny are quite real, but I think what's also important is that other campaigns actively discussed destiny vs. free will at length (in particular, Percy's conversation with the Raven Queen, and Fjord, Caleb, and Caduceus in episode 84 of Campaign 2) and engaged with it thematically in a way Campaign 3 never did. But when the Nein are introduced as a "handful of wandering destinies" I don't think the intent is to say that what they do is pre-ordained (and indeed, it's an improv medium and there's an unexpected PC death; we know it's not). I think it's more in reference to the fact that these are all people with some intent - to learn about their powers, find their family, or undo what has been done to them. Many of Bells Hells lack that (Laudna never has any clear nor consistent goals of her own that she works towards), or their motivations (free themself from Jiana and learn more about who they are, deliver the weave lens and learn about their parents, find the Gorgynei) are either over quite early or rushed past to make way for a plot that most of them are poorly grafted into, and never quite takes. I suppose that is what most makes them feel like NPCs, but that is not complimentary - it feels like they are in someone else's story, and that we're waiting for the PCs to arrive the entire time.

I think the fact that this comment is from just after episode 21 and people still cling to it for Campaign 3 is perhaps the most telling thing of all; it was a party of NPCs by vibe, and at episode 21 that's not a bad thing, but it never fails to shed that over the course of the next hundred episodes.

#critical role #4 sided dive

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papergirllife · 2 years ago

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Jeong Jaehyun

CEO!Jaehyun x Secretary!reader

Synopsis:

You and Jaehyun take a trip to Florence and things get interesting on a boat with a surprise at the end :)))

warnings: public s*x (kinda), unprotected s*x, ch*king, br**ding kink, c*ck warming, strength kink, brief sub drop, tooth rotting fluff.

a/n: sorry i can't make it in time for a halloween fic, that would probably come out a bit later than expected :((, so here's a little treat instead to keep you guys sated :)))

The summer breeze feels freeing against your skin, the salt air is something you don't want to forget, the sea is a sparkling teal, you could really get used to this.

"What's on your mind, love?" Jaehyun asks, his big arms wrapped around your waist, his chin perched on your shoulder, you can feel his breath tickling your ears.

"That I'm gonna miss this very much when we're back in Seoul," you say with a longing sigh at the beautiful view.

Jaehyun hums in agreement, watching you swirl your glass of white wine before taking a long sip, you're taking in the beautiful view of Florence's sea view while he takes in his view, you, your hair blowing by, his prada sunglasses perched on the beautiful slope of your nose, your lips shining from the latest lip oil he's splurged on you after he's seen you watching numerous tiktoks of it.

"We can come here again, you know," Jaehyun proposes, his cheek brushing against yours, nuzzling into your warmth.

"One, you have a company to run. Two, it's too expensive to do this again," you chide, it's been days already and still you never miss to mention the fact that Jaehyun dropped a bomb to plan this trip and book a whole yacht for the two of you, including a league of staff at your beck and call, the chef himself is from some really popular restaurant, his fresh pasta is to die for, you're sure the price for his services is deadly as well.

"I told you this before, I'd give you the whole world if you want," Jaehyun reminds you with a playful nudge of his head at yours, getting a laugh out of you.

"And how many times do I have to remind you? You as your own person is the equivalent of my world, not Jeong Jaehyun the CEO of a huge company, and not the benefits that come with your financial position," you say with a huff, you just know this trip is at least a year's worth of your salary, that he keeps adding for no reason mind you, what's the use of money when this man doesn't let you spend a cent of your own coin when he's around?

"I know, sweetheart, I just like spoiling you, treat it as a kink of mine, that I have this obsession with giving you princess treatment," Jaehyun says, trying to explain himself into your good books again.

"Whatever, I'm still not letting you spend a cent on groceries though," you argue, that was the deal when you moved in with him and found out that he paid for everything, utilities, necessities, your wardrobe; it was almost impossible to get him to agree to let you spend on groceries, that and whatever you manage to pick up on your way back when he works later than you, like that robot vacuum and mop hybrid you splurged on, and spending more on better quality groceries, including wine, which got a huff out of your mostly patient boyfriend.

"Wine is wine," he argued, hands on his waist, his brows furrowed, but you see right through him, he could never get mad at you.

"I put wine in pasta, and it's sold in the grocer, so it's considered as groceries," you say with a smug tone, and at that moment, Jaehyun thinks you look borderline cunning.

"Fine…"

"When we're married, I'm going to have to reevaluate our terms," Jaehyun says with a chuckle, kissing your temple.

"That's not going to be soon anyways," you say with a huff before finishing your glass of pricey wine.

"That can be changed," Jaehyun says, snatching the empty glass out of your hands, passing it to the staff before he tells her to dismiss everyone below deck.

"Right, as if you want to be tied down this quickly," you say, turning from the railing to face Jaehyun, slapping his chest playfully.

"Why? You don't think I love you enough to be tied down to you?" Jaehyun asks, the mirth disappearing in his eyes, catching you off guard.

"You're still very young, men don't like settling down so quickly," you say, cupping his cheeks, patting his cheeks, you love his mochi cheeks.

"I'm 26, not 16, I know what I want, and that's loving you, for eternity," Jaehyun mumbles, talking despite his cheeks being squished by you, which he's quick to change, grasping your hands in his, placing them on his sturdy shoulders, "I'll prove my love to you," Jaehyun says before he slams his lips to yours, catching you off guard.

After 3 years of being with him, you still get light headed from the way he kisses you, and he knows, manoeuvring you to the big L shaped sofa.

"I'm going to prove to you now, that my love for you is as endless as the skies and the seas," Jaehyun promises after his lips part from yours.

You quickly peel your clothes off of you, savouring Jaehyun's lustful eyes on you.

"You're a sight to behold," Jaehyun mutters before he reconnects his lips with yours.

He just can't get enough of you today, how sweet you taste, your lip oil, the taste of bitter grape on your tongue, he's a fiend and you're his drug.

He shudders when he feels your hands make a quick work of getting rid of his clothes, your soft hands trailing through the arms that he's trained very hard for, grasping onto his biceps, Jaehyun smiles at the action, you've always been a fan of his muscles, spending your free time reading while Jaehyun works out in his personal gym, not a page turned.

Jaehyun breaks the kiss, looking at you with love drunk eyes.

"Get on fours for me, facing the ocean, let the world see how I worship my baby," Jaehyun says with mirth, eyes shining like a boy on Christmas day.

"As you wish, boss," you say before breaking out laughing when you see your boyfriend's deadpan expression.

"Very funny," Jaehyun muses before he gets distracted by the sight of your ass, a hand outstretched to smack one of your cheeks lightly, his cock growing hard at the sight of your cheek jiggling in his hold.

Jaehyun gets comfortable on the sofa before he bends down to get a quick taste, adjusting your body to his height, or he'd get a neck cramp and an earful from you later.

Jaehyun groans when he gets an actual taste, and with one taste, he's hooked, tongue going from kitten licks to sinking his tongue deep inside your cunt, a hand grasping your cheeks open while his other hand makes its way to your sweet bundle of nerves, rotating your clit in slow circles, sending shocks down where Jaehyun's situated, drenching his mouth with your sweet juices, dripping down his chin, and the sounds you make, calling out to his name with that airy high pitched tone that only he gets to hear, if there's one thing that Jaehyun would never try in bed with you is gagging, god forbid him cockblocking himself from an eargasm, not even his favourite artists could compare to this personal melody only he gets to listens to.

You’re not the type to be super loud or something, in fact, Jaehyun often needs to remind you to be as loud as you want to be, and now with the staff being dismissed, you still fear that you’d be heard by anyone lingering nearby, but Jaeyhyun’s skillful tongue has your inhibitions down, his tongue and fingers strumming your body like a guitar, and he can tell you’re close, with the way you’ve drenched his hand, hips unconsciously pushing back to meet his touch, when his hands meet your swollen bundle of nerves, gasps of his name reach Jaehyun’s ears before he feels your juices drip down his hand.

Jaehyun has that smirk that you always tease for looking like an evil character in the dramas you always watch, the one where his face makes unconsciously, usually when he manages to get you flustered or at times like these, when Jaehyun makes a mess out of you just from his sheer dedication and familiarity of your body that he had studied obsessively.

“You need a rest, sweetheart?” Jaehyun asks when he helps you turn to face him again.

“I’m ready, we need to hurry up, I don’t want the staff to think we’re having sex right now,” you say before swivelling your hips on his length, he’s already hard and it’s just from pleasuring you, the thought has flowers blooming in your heart.

“But we are fucking right now,” Jaehyun said before he bellows out a full on laugh, which led to you shushing him with the palm of your hand.

“Exactly, that’s why we need to hurry up,” you said before you give Jaehyun back his ability to talk, positioning yourself away from Jaehyun, and suddenly, Jaehyun’s second favourite sight comes into view, the only ‘human’ peach he desires.

“So romantic of you,” Jaehyun jokes, lightly smacking your butt, he could never get bored of doing that.

“I want to enjoy the view,” you say with a huff, finally settling into a spot where the cushion feels comfortable under your elbows and knees.

“See how the horizon looks endless? My love for you is as deep as the sea, and as limitless as the sky,” Jaehyun says by your ear before he crouches over you to kiss you, he always does that, sealing his affirmations for you with a kiss.

Just a quick one, then he traces your back with his lips, the soft kisses tracing your arched spine, way down till your tailbone before he rises up again, his warm palms spreading you open gently, the sea breeze hitting your most intimate parts of you, the cool feeling quickly fading when you feel Jaehyun’s length sinking inside you, the stretch so familiar, comforting even, as the pleasure that only Jaehyun could give you once again dance through your nerves, and the feeling of being so full, so complete, you don’t think you’d want to live a world without Jaehyun, not when you’re an addict for this man you call your lover, the power he holds over you is stronger than any temptation this world has to offer.

Your eyes go cross when Jaehyun finally deems you ready for him to pick up the pace, he locates your sweet spot with the blunt of his tip, and you lose some of your composure, Jaehyun’s name escaping your lips, his name broken in parts of two and three, depending on the rhythm of his hips, and soon the beautiful view in front of you is distorted from your lust altered vision, the horizon blurring into one, just like you and Jaehyun, bodies smudged into one being, fused together by the love the two of you share.

“Ready to fall apart again, my love?” Jaehyun asks, his voice laboured from his movements, at first you didn’t know what he was saying, that is, until you feel his fingertips grazing your clit again, your hips jerking at the touch, still sensitive from before, but Jaehyun, being the service dom he is, he never wants to push you into a quick succession without your permission, hence he waits for the quick nod of your head and the breathless yes you barely managed to utter before he draws figure eights onto your sensitive bundle of nerves, he reads your body like an open book, the way you’re slumped forward, arms supporting your body instead of your elbows now, he just knows he’s going to get complaints about how he tires your body out every time you guys have sex.

Jaehyun’s spare hand winds around the base of your neck, pulling you up with a gasp of your lips, his lips touching yours, his nose digging into your cheek, the feeling so domestic, so distracting that you didn’t even notice his hand leaving your neck before you feel one of your nipples pinched between his fingers, and that’s what pushes you over the edge, your body already high strung from just his cock inside you, but his pace stutters before you feel the warmth of his seed paint your walls, the feeling sending a shudder down your back.

Jaehyun rides out your high with slow and deep thrusts, and when he starts picking up the pace again, you indulge him, just as much as he indulges in you, he knows you love a little bit of pain, sending your body into another wave of pleasurable crescendo with a cry of his name and tears prickling at the corner of your eyes, and then he stops, pulling out of you gently while he whispers of how good you were for him amongst other praises that ground you after a heavier session like that.

“You with me baby?” Jaehyun asks while he manoeuvres you on your back, palms cradling your cheeks as if he’s trying to pull you back to the right headspace, and after a few blinks to clear your head, you remember who you are and most importantly, where you are.

“Oh my god, we need to hurry and get dressed,” you say, your eyes frantically scanning around to find your clothes.

“Hey, no rush, I’ll find your clothes and dress you, you just sit here and catch your breath, okay?” Jaehyun assures you before he quickly fetches your clothes and dresses you, giving you a quick peck on the forehead before he dresses himself and retrieves the pitcher of water to fill your glass for you, handing it to you, you didn’t realise how thirsty you were until you finished it.

“Feeling better now?” Jaehyun asks after draining his own glass.

“Yeah, would’ve liked having you stay inside me for a bit longer though, but this is definitely not the place to do so,” you say with a chuckle.

“Let’s retire back to our cabin then, I want cuddles anyways,” Jaehyun suggests before he sweeps you off the couch, carrying you bridal style down back to your room.

When the two of you wake, it’s evening and the chef is preparing your dinner on deck, the scent of pasta sauce making your stomach rumble after what Jaehyun put you through.

“Are you excited to go to Milan tomorrow? It’s fashion week after all,” Jaehyun says, he used the excuse of his artists’ brand endorsement to travel all the way here, not that he needed one, but the board’s old men are sometimes very…demanding.

“Yeah, I’m excited to see the Galleria, it always looks so pretty in photos,” you say, when Jaehyun first announced the two of you would be going to Italy, you quickly looked up what's famous there, other than the leaning tower and the colosseum.

“We can go there right after we rest up, and the fashion show doesn’t take all that long, business meetings are the day after the show, so we’ll have plenty of time together,” Jaehyun promises, he’s always been so accommodating to you, always trying his best to balance his work and you, and for that, you’ll always be grateful.

“You’re sure it’s not getting in the way of your work?” you ask, but Jaehyun is quick to shake his head no, before the chef announces that dinner is served.

Dinner was brief, both of you were starving from today’s strenuous activity, and now you and Jaehyun are once again seated on the sofa, planning to take a walk around town for dessert after your dinner digests.

“There’s something I need to do before we dock,” Jaehyun says before he sees the staff once again retreating down below deck, glad that they remember his request for them to do so.

“What is it?” you ask, quickly assuming that he needs to take a call from Seoul or something, he tries not to, but you know it’s a given with his job and you respect it.

Then, Jaehyun gets down on one knee, his hand reaching into his pant’s pocket to reach for something bulky, and when you see the velvet material, your heart drops.

“I remember what you said this afternoon, about men my age not willing to settle down so soon, but I’m here, down on one knee, to prove to you that I’m willing to settle down young, If you give me the chance, I’d love if you gave me the chance to be truly yours, I know I’m a busy man, and that I have moments where I don’t give you enough of my time and attention,” Jaehyun says with melancholy swimming in his eyes, and immediately you shake your head, but before you could open your mouth to protest, Jaehyun continues his speech, “I spent three years with you now, lived together for two, but I want to spend every life with you if given the chance, so in this life, would I be able to have the honour to officially call you mine? You can finally be Mrs Jeong,” Jaehyun says with utmost sincerity, even the little inside joke he tacked on is a goal of his.

“Jaehyun, I’d be a dumbass to not say no,” you say before squatting down to his level, tackling him against the sofa with a big fat kiss, your weight crashing down on him, the air getting pushed out of his lungs from your sheer force, but Jaehyun would let you do it over and over again if it means he gets to see you smile this wide, everyday of his life.

“Thank you, sweetheart, I love you, more than you’d ever imagine, Mrs Jeong.”

“I love you too, Mr Jeong.”

#nct smut #nct fluff #jaehyun #jaehyun smut #jeong jaehyun #nct fanfiction #nct fanfic #nct x reader #jung jaehyun #jaehyun imagines #nct imagines #jaehuyn fluff #nct 127

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ro-bee · 9 months ago

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Hi!

Could maybe say something more about your Goat Realm?

What is story of Puppy narinder here?

What heretics look like here and how are they behaviour? (I'm curious about it because I love these beans. I'm all ears to any littlest detail)

How other bishops look like?

And anyway anything. I'm all ears to all ramble!

Drink your water!

HELLOOO

It is time for the goatverse yap section ! Everybody cheers!!

Anyway little disclaimers :

1_ is very work in progress... Unfortunately all my focus is on those two gay furries and not much on the world so I don't have many drawings to show :(

2_ it's heavy... And I mean there are strong themes and stuff (I'm not gonna go in details here) ... You'll see it better when I finish one of my many projects but it will require a lot of time... Like a lot, sorry... Anyway :)

Goat's world is very harsh. Here we live by the philosophy of kill or be killed very often, despite that there are some people that manage to live in piece and tranquility (example: goat's family and people that don't venerate any specific bishops or that venerate Kiran)

The world is ruled by the 5 bishops (these design are still concepts expect our beloved wolf lol)

Four of them command on different regions, Kiran being the god of death rules the purgatory

He doesn't have many followers like his siblings but he prefers it like that, it doesn't really matter to him because people souls would end up to him anyway.

His siblings have more of an evil alineament, they use their godhood for bad often, taking entertainment on their followers pain. Kiran is the opposite and witnessing his followers suffering fills him with sorrow, that's why he always gives his followers a painless death, is the last he can do for them... After all their souls gives him power :)

Anyway I think I already explained kiran's plan here , tldr bro is sad people suffer so he thinks that killing everything is a good solution

A little thing I want to add to kiran's backstory thing (idk):

I think that unfortunately we're not gonna have a ratau in this world, since Kiran's objective is to get rid of pain with putting everyone's soul to rest I think he won't let any previous vessel go away after failing (I'm not doing this because I hate ratau, he's my dad I love him so much)

So goat had no guide in what they were doing

Heretics here are just like regular heretics(?), if you wanted to know more about their design unfortunately I don't have anything with them :( I have some sketches in the comic I'm working on but I need to keep it as a surprise

Most of them are just regular people that want to survive...

Talking about people who want to survive:

Goat wasn't always this fucked up in the head, this whole deal changed them for the worst. Before the crown they lived a normal peaceful life with their family, when they lost everything they were forced to learn how to fight back to survive. So they spent many years running away and fighting back, they felt terrible at first but then it started to feel normal, almost enjoyable. Getting the crowns powers made killing people fun for them so yeah lol this is the evolution of goat going from calm Lyra player to killer machine, they have a loooooot of anger issues lol.

About the bishops... I'm currently drawing them better and they still have no name right now...

Their personality is the opposite of the canon one basically

The leshy is calm less impulsive

The geko is a prudent and a bit coward

The kraken is fearless and violent

The scorpion is ruthless and impulsive

Kiran is their older brother and loves them very much!! the feeling is not very mutual but anyway :)

I need to work a little bit more on them ngl

Aaaand I think this is all? Hmm idk feel free to ask more :)

#when i sayd i made kiran's siblings hot i was talking about the kraken #i hope you're not disappointed chat #i still need to fix them a bit also tell me if they're ok #i wanted to make leshy purple #but what god of nature is purple? so he's mistery color n° 96 #kirander #wolf narinder #cotl #cotl oc #goatverse au

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peachhcs · 8 months ago

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world juniors surprise

hughes!sister x will smith au (samy + will)

samy surprises the guys in canada at world juniors!

wc: 2.4k

this is more gabe, ryan + samy just because i like writing their friendship and showing how much they all enjoy each other’s company and hanging out all together even when will isn’t around. (i also didn’t know how to end this so ending sucks my bad)

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even though will wasn't playing at world juniors anymore, samy still wanted to support her other boston boys and her parents were suckers for hockey, so they made the trip into canada for the rest of the tournament. samy also really loved surprises, so she made an effort to surprise ryan and gabe upon arriving.

she texted back and forth with drew and zeev about making sure neither of the boys found out as she snuck into the practice rink near the end of their practice. she stayed close to the back of the bleachers, watching as the boys played a scrimmage. the sound of the puck hitting against their sticks was like music to her ears.

drew glanced her way and she gave a tiny wave. the taller boy smiled, making sure to not draw any attention in her direction. she saw ryan wearing the big C on his uniform and gabe with his A and she couldn't be prouder of the two. after all the work they've put in the last year and this season so far, they definitely deserved it.

their coach called them in after another few minutes for his last remarks about practice before sending them free for the day. with everyone's back turned, samy carefully snuck her way onto the ice.

head coach carle saw her making her way towards them. he began wrapping up his last words, "good work today boys. get some good sleep, we have a big day tomorrow." ryan began standing back up to call out their cheer when coach stopped him, "actually, i think we have someone else who wants to call the cheer today."

the boys grew confused until samy said, "mind if i do one leno?"

ryan's head snapped towards her, eyes wide with surprise. the other boys copied his movements, all of their gazes quickly lighting up when they saw the familiar hughes sister.

"no fucking shit," ryan laughed and skated towards her. gabe wasn't far behind as they hugged.

"what are you even doing here?" gabe laughed as he took his hug and the other guys rallied around for a hello. with most of these boys being old u18s and u17s, samy was very familiar with all of them so she greeted each of the boys with a friendly smile.

"i'm here to watch hockey, duh?" the girl laughed.

"what a great surprise. it's good to see you," ryan grinned.

"we did help plan, by the way," drew spoke up next to zeev.

"impressive. i don't think i've ever been on the receiving end of a surprise before," gabe patted the girl's shoulder.

"well since you're here and you asked, you can do the honors," ryan said meaning the team cheer.

"all hands in," samy smiled and the boys put their gloved hands in the center. "usa on 3. 1, 2, 3, usa," they broke and finally started skating off the ice now in chatter about samy being there.

"how long are you staying?" ryan asked.

"the whole tournament. my parents are here too. they couldn't pass up an opportunity to watch some good hockey," she giggled.

"well, we're glad you're here. i don't think we've ever been surprised by you before. give us like..twenty minutes to shower and change and we'll be out," gabe said and samy nodded. she wasn't a stranger to waiting around after a game or practice, so she made herself comfortable against the wall across from the locker room.

the youngest hughes sent a quick picture to will telling him she successfully surprised the boys. they were both sad he couldn't join her in canada because of the games he had to be at coming up, but he was there in spirit and obviously, samy was going to send him all the game updates.

james and aram came out of the locker room first. the older brunette quickly hurried over to greet samy where she gave both of them warm hugs.

"good to see you again hughesy. congrats on your national title by the way," aram nudged her shoulder.

"thank you. it's good to see you guys too. how's boston been?" she asked and the two nodded.

"amazing. awesome. perfect," james chuckled.

"you've been doing pretty good this season. i can't believe my little u17 is all grown up," samy poked james' shoulder making him flush. in her eyes, him, teddy, cole would always be her u17s no matter how old they got.

"i try to stay humble," the boy mumbled, but smiled nonetheless. teddy and cole were the next ones out, quickly rushing over to say a proper hello. samy hugged them all the same.

"it's kind of weird seeing you without will here," teddy laughed.

"yeah, i know, but i really wanted to come see you guys. i can't believe how grown up you are," she pinched teddy and cole's cheeks like a big sister would, which, in some ways, she was a big sister to them.

"you say that like we went from 12 to 17 overnight," cole said making the others laugh.

"in my eyes you did. i feel like a mom who's birds all left the nest," samy held her heart and the boys exchanged a glance knowing how sappy and sentimental she got.

the last four finally came back out after another ten minutes. drew and zeev hurried over to also give the youngest hughes a proper hug. "thanks for helping with the surprise," she said.

"of course. glad i got to finally be in the know this time around," drew grinned.

"are you hungry at all? we can all catch an early dinner late lunch?" ryan wondered and the others nodded, wanting to tag along.

"sure, i'm down," samy agreed too.

they decided on a restaurant not too far from the rink and piled into their cars. samy got in with ryan and gabe, the dark-haired boy offering her the front while ryan got in the driver's seat.

"when's em and julianne coming down?" samy wondered.

"emma's coming this weekend and i think julianne is too. like everyone is coming this weekend," gabe said, clicking his seatbelt in.

"i'm excited to see everyone. all we'll be missing is will and hannah."

"isn't hannah in like jamaica for break?" ryan wondered and the girl nodded.

"yup, her big winter break vacation. the pictures have been super cool though."

they pulled out of the lot, the other hockey boys following behind them. "so how are you feeling about being captains?" the brunette shifted the subject, her gaze bouncing between the two boys.

"good, i think. we're feeling confident about this tournament and i think we've been doing a good job?" ryan said in a bit of a question as he gazed back at gabe through the rearview.

"i'm feeling confident too. it's gonna be a good tournament," the dark-haired boy agreed.

"good, i'm glad to hear that. you guys have really great players on the roster this year. you guys and hagens should be a good trio," the girl nodded.

"dude, hagens is a fucking beast. he's crazy good. he's like the will smith of his year," gabe quickly gushed at the mention of the other taller brunette.

"i've heard. he was always really good at dev," samy agreed.

"i know he's gonna go quick at the draft next year. there's no way he doesn't," ryan turned into the restaurant parking lot. all the other boys pulled in, scattering to find parking spots.

the poor hostess was definitely a bit frightened when almost ten hockey players came into the restaurant without a reservation, but somehow, she managed to seat all of them. their chatter carried across the table between one another talking about world juniors, college, hockey, michigan, san jose—all of the topics getting covered.

"hey, i'm just wondering how you get smitty to post pictures of you like that," aram snickered making the other boys laugh. samy flushed and just shook her head.

"i have no idea. you have to ask him," she shrugged.

"he's sooo whipped for you," zeev poked her shoulder and the girl's poor flush got worse and opted to bury her face in her hands instead.

"oh she knows. we all know. you should've seen how bad they were before they got together. it was so obvious," ryan shook his head slightly making gabe, drew, and aram all laugh.

fall of 2021 (samy's junior year and will's first year of dev)

"where are you going?" ryan wondered when he saw his friend putting his coat on. will's gaze snapped in his direction.

"my mom and i are going down to samy's soccer game. you wanna come with?" ryan didn't know the youngest hughes that well yet. their only interaction had been at her house the first time and then she was at some of the preseason games, but the boy wouldn't pass up an opportunity to get out of house and watch a game of soccer.

"yeah sure," he shrugged and got to find his coat. "do you guys always go to games?"

"usually, yeah. my mom always had the highlights up or read about it online," will shrugged and the brunette just nodded. he still thought about how much will played it down how close him and samy were and after meeting her, the guys quickly realized how much closer they were than will led on.

mrs. smith filled the silence with asking the boys about how the program was going so far and if they were liking it to which they said yes. it was hard getting any elaboration out of sixteen year old boys.

the stands were fairly packed when they got there. colleen found samy's parents and the boys followed her since they didn't really know anyone from her school.

"there she is," will pointed to samy's #6 down on the field warming up. "she has crazy pre game superstitions. she always has to have her hair up in a braid and she usually eats two apples before every game," the blonde continued.

"sounds serious," ryan chuckled to himself and will nodded.

"you have no idea. she gets insane with her superstitions," the blonde laughed too. samy finally looked back up at the stands where will waved. she quickly waved back when she saw him, a large smile on her lips.

"i'm definitely dragging all of you guys out to these games. samy loves the support and she'll find it funny seeing all of us in the stands," the more will kept talking about her the more curious ryan got with their relationship because he seriously wondered just how close they really were.

the game got underway and ryan also began realizing just how much he liked girl's soccer. he didn't usually watch it, but samy's game had him on the edge of his seat as the girls raced up and down the field to score a goal. the youngest hughes was good. will mentioned how good she was, but now that ryan was seeing it with his own eyes he definitely agreed. the girl was fast and good at scoring.

when the game ended the family waited around for samy to come back out of the school. ryan and will were discussing what a great game that was when the brunette came out with her team in high spirits after the win. will quickly lifted her into a hug.

"great game, hughesy," the blonde cheesed.

"thanks, smitty. it's so good seeing you in person," she chucked and her eyes slid to ryan. "i dragged him with me. well, he wanted to come when i asked," will filled in the gaps.

"you were good, hughes. i was impressed," ryan smiled.

"thanks, that means a lot. i'm glad you came," she offered a quick side hug before greeting her parents and mrs. smith. ryan watched the exchanges and the way the smile never left will's lips as he watched samy in front of them.

ryan was slowly learning how important this girl would be to all of them in the next two years because after that game, the guys never missed one of samy's home soccer games (unless they had a game too).

even though she was will's girlfriend and will's friend first, samy had become quite an important friend to all of the guys. she showed up for them and they showed up for her, even when will wasn't around to bridge the gap because there was no gap to bridge anymore. they were close all on their own.

and her being at world juniors to support them in the tournament was more than the guys could even ask for. they all went back to the hotel for the night knowing they needed to get good sleep for the game tomorrow. samy hung out in ryan and gabe's room with aram and drew for a bit. ryan was out on the balcony getting fresh air when samy came out to join him.

"nervous?" the girl wondered as she leaned against the railing.

"kind of," ryan admitted with a small chuckle.

"you're all gonna do great, lean. you worked really hard for this," samy assured making the brunette smile a bit.

"yeah, i know. i think it's pre game jitters i always get. still getting used to the whole captain thing too."

"hey, i get it. it's nerve racking for sure when people finally watch what you and your teammates have been working on for the past week. people love you guys though. they love you. they're gonna think it's great," the girl said and ryan flushed.

"thanks for coming by the way. it's good having you here with us even though will isn't here," they exchanged a glance.

"you know i'd always show up for you guys. you show up for me. we're friends outside of will. you guys are gonna be in our wedding whenever that happens, so of course i'd show up for you guys," samy loved these boys like they were bonus brothers. all of her brother's hockey friends were her bonus brothers, but the u18s of 2023 were brothers in a way that samy knew they'd all be friends for the rest of their lives.

"you know will really landed a good one," ryan winked making the girl flush.

"yeah, i guess he did."

"you guys better get back in here and watch drew beat gabe at mario kart," aram called. the two exchanged a glance, laughing and racing back inside so they could see drew pull ahead and cross the finish line before gabe could. he jumped up in excitement.

"i won! finally!" drew exclaimed.

the others cheered excitedly. gabe rolled his eyes a bit and handed off his controller to someone else. ryan grabbed it wanting to beat drew this time.

they played for a little while longer until deciding they definitely needed to go to bed. the guys hugged samy goodnight, “can’t wait for a great game tomorrow!” she grinned as she followed drew and aram out of the room.

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